This apology is for both Soy and GG (but honestly mostly for Soy)
To Soy
I'm so, so sorry about how poorly I handled the whole mess in the RP server. I will admit I was trying too hard to keep the peace between everyone in the server, and because of that I ended up doing a poor job of making sure things were fair for everyone. I feel like I ended up unconsciously taking the side of my friends (especially Shep) due to having known them for longer, and it was unfair of me to do that.
I've never moderated a server before, let alone one that had grown to around 30 members big, and clearly I had no idea what I was doing; I allowed things to fester and boil over to a point I couldn't see coming fast enough, and that just ended up hurting you. And I apologize for agreeing to write that rebuttal post at Shep's behest.
I don't expect you to forgive me (especially not after what I admitted to doing), but I'm hoping my apology might at least help a little bit.
To GG
I'm sorry for thinking you a coward for "betraying" us over the allegations against Shep that had come forward. I completely understand why you did it now, and I'm sorry you got pressured into writing that rebuttal as well. It should've never been written.