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Will I ever get married?

Do things really need to be perfect before we start our own?

Will you ever propose to me?

When will you be ready?

Are you not ready because you're not ready,

or you're not ready because you don't see me worthy for you to be ready?

Am I the only one dreaming for our future?

Am I really the problem here?

Because of my debt?

So I am right all along?

I don't know.

I feel so sad.

Why are everyone else just doing it?

Why is it so hard for us?

Am I not worth it?

If you're only keeping me because you're still looking for something better...

Can we just call this off?

You're making me wait for nothing.

This is so unfair.

Should I be the only one increasing my salary? How about you?

This is so sad.

I will not dignify you with anything—not even a millisecond of the processing power of my brain. I did not develop and trained this brain just for it to waste its time thinking about you or what you did with him. I don't give a damn. I very much want to be excluded from your narrative. I refuse to be a victim here. Detach me from this shit. Don't even utter my beautiful name in that disgusting mouth of yours. You're nothing but a bitch. An attention-deficient bitch.

#cheater #flirt #bitch #lowlife #karma

I wanna ask everything. Why did it took you an hour to go home? Was it really a guy you're with in the car? You waited in the food stall, why didn't you update me then? Why are you taking so long to reply to me when we are together, you're always on your phone?

I used to want to remind him every single time what I deserve. Then suddenly I felt this immense sense of tiredness.

I'm tired of everything.

I'm tired of all the overthinking.

I'm tired of reminding.

I'm tired.

So tired.

If it's something you have to hide

Then it must be something she doesn't like

If it's something she doesn't like

Then it must be something that's not right

#no bitches

For a moment, I felt unwanted, unloved.

Why doesn't he miss me?

Why is he not telling me that he wanted to see me even just for a moment?

Before thinking things rationally,

Yeah. I acknowledge these feelings.

In another perspective, well, maybe

He's just to busy, stressed, and financially burdened to even think of seeing me.

Yeah, maybe that's it.

Maybe I'm just over thinking things.

You don't deserve to mourn.

You don't have the right to mourn.

You can't mourn for the tragedy you very much involved yourself in.

You dived in there thinking you were the main character of the story,

But you turned out to be just a casualty.

A casualty of your own stupidity.

#bitch #flirt

Today I relapsed. But that's okay, self. Just take your power back. At least now you know, that you're left there on the same ground, whereas, the people who caused you chaos are now happily living their lives. That's fine, you can do that too. You can be happy too.

They may be happy now, but we know well tnat karma awaits them. Live on. Get your life and your power back.

I know I have to move on.

I know I have to release myself from this survival mode that your cheating ass has put me in.

I know I can and will heal.

I did it before, I can surely do it again.

But maybe, just maybe.

I'm prolonging this stage..

Because I know

That there is a possibility that

If I heal, If I move on,

I might move on from everything.

And that includes you, us.

It's a complicated thing,

Threading along thousands of emotions and notions

Just to have the right amount of moving on, of healing.

You are the villain who created this chaos on my mind. Yet you are also the hero who can calm these raging sea of thoughts.

Girl tell me what did I do so wrong to you for me to deserve this treatment from you? If you'll continue to be like that, I'll no longer be surprised. if a year from now, you'll be alone and with no friends. Just you amd your narcissistic self.

This is my last hoorah.

I will give you this second chance.

I will love you with all my heart.

In that way, if you failed us again, We will part. And I will just accept it and move on with my life... because I will have no regrets.

I never loved you a little less, I loved you with all my heart.

I will now focus on my healing.

All thoughts pertaining to that bitch will be shrugged off.

I do not want her to occupy any of my thoughts.

She has already stolen from me a precious few weeks of my man.

She is not worthy of my thoughts.

Karma will be haunting her life nd her tenth generation family and I will live long enough to witness that.

I will not give her the satisfaction of watching us easily crumble just by her mere flirting. No. Fucking. Way.

I have already planted every seed I've known to sow in this mind game.

Everything is in place.

Now what left is for me heal.

I think I'll go with the strategy of being the same, lovely person that I am.

I will love him the same.

I will care for him the same.

But I will no longer adjust so much to the point that I'll compromise myself.

I will never let you take away everything I've worked hard on. Not. without a fight.

I will take back everything you've taken away from me. May it be my man, my self worth, my pride.

Is there a life after infidelity?

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