Broken Poetry

Here lies my inner rants...

[purplelove611]

Fragile

Drinking, Laughing, Dancing, Friendship, Love... Caught Him-, On You. You Who Was Sleeping, You Who Was Drunk. Him Who Was Mine, Him Who Doesn’t Remember, Me Who Saw It All, Me Who Can’t Breathe. Screaming, Punching, Hatred, Cheater, Rapist. My Best Friend. My Ex* Fiancé. My Broken Heart. Her Broken Soul. His Broken Face. Broken, Crying, Dying, Sleepless, No Escape. I’m Sorry. I’m So Fucking Sorry! She - Too Fragile To Talk. Him - Too Fragile To Move. Me - Too Fragile To Live Fragile. To the girl I’m sorry I didn’t do more for you that night... I should’ve held you tight instead of yelling at you. To the man I hate you. And this is the first time I’ve ever been able to say that. To me... stop blaming yourself... you’re only human... please stop hurting yourself.

[stolentoken]

11/2/14 7:55pm I don’t know you anymore, and I’m starting to wonder if I ever did.

[stolentoken]

11/2/14 7:55pm I don’t know you anymore, and I’m starting to wonder if I ever did.

[3rdheart]

[purplelove611]

One Day

One day, we will actually be meant for each other. We will actually be the people we need to be for each other... Or maybe one day, we will see each other and not even know who each other is... Or maybe one day, I'll see you, with a baby on your shoulders, a woman on your arm, and a ring on your finger... Or let's say even maybe one day, I'll see you happy and it's not from me and never can be... I know very well that our "one day" may never happen, but you won't be able to say I didn't want it to. Or that I didn't try to grow to be the person you needed me to be. All I do know is that I love you more now that you're gone and you're loving her instead... 💔

[purplelove611]

Diary

Diary 1 of who the fuck knows, this shit will probably never fucking end…

             Damn dude, I can’t comprehend that this could’ve genuinely been your time. No man, it couldn’t have been the time for you. You were way to young brother, you have kids. No, none of this could actually be true. Please tell me it isn’t true. I’m going to call you, please answer.

 You didn’t answer…

             All I can do now is listen to your voicemail on repeat to hear your voice in constant loop…

 “Hey it’s me, you obviously know who me is or you wouldn’t be calling. Well, I’m busy right now or ignoring you so leave it right here and I’ll think about giving you a ring back. Peace” *beep*

 *Ring, Ring, Ring,*

 “Hey it’s me, you obviously know who me is or you wouldn’t be calling. Well, I’m busy right now or ignoring you so leave it right here and I’ll think about giving you a ring back. Peace” *beep*

 *Ring, Ring, Ring*

 “Hey it’s me, you obviously know who me is or you wouldn’t be calling. Well, I’m busy right now or ignoring you so leave it right here and I’ll think about giving you a ring back. Peace” *beep*

             I listened to those few lines over 20 times… You would’ve been so mad at me for calling you 20 times to get up with you. On the other hand, you would’ve still hit me back because you were always worried about if I was okay. What am I going to do now that you aren’t here making sure I’m okay? You were always the first one to be able to tell the differences in my smiles, no one else can do that! Please tell me this is one of your dark twisted games. Ha ha ha, very funny, you can come out now…

 *Ring, Ring, Ring*

 “Hey it’s me, you obviously know who me is or you wouldn’t be calling. Well, I’m busy right now or ignoring you so leave it right here and I’ll…” FUCK!

 Dude, please just answer! I have so much I need to tell you, you’re missing out on so much here! It couldn’t be God’s plan to have him by his side instead of mine… It just couldn’t be true that this is how it’s supposed to be… Please tell me it isn’t…

 I love you man… I’ll come to visit you soon… Please understand that I just can’t bring myself to do it right now… The wounds are too fresh and the tears are still pouring down my face…

 End Entry

[purplelove611]

Depression

So I'm in a room with a whole party outside the door of the happiest people I know and it's all people I love and they love me... yet I'm more depressed than I've ever been...

[dyedandresurrected]

[i-want-spankings]

Question.

Why is it that if you’re not tough, you’re called a “pussy”? Cause seriously, pussies can take a lot of damage.

[shyyyyxoxo-blr-deactivated20160]

Same thing as why is “Go fuck yourself” an insult? Like I fuck myself three times a day, I don’t need your permission 😂

[i-want-spankings]

😂🙌🏼

[wonderlanddreamsx-deactivated20]

[purplelove611]

someone: haha man you're so laid back and chill

me: *hasn't slept in 2 days*

me: *reminding self to breath so i don't faint*

me: *is under the crippling weight of deadlines and anxiety

me: hahahaha yeah man i try

[poemvs]

[greelin]

[while choking back a sob, tears visible] i’m good dude i’m so good. i’m way fucking. good. man. i’m GOOD

[saythatyoullstay]

[regaljason]

[tullipsink]

She’s the type of girl who would hold you while you cry and stay up all night just to make sure that you’re okay, even if she’s the one breaking sometimes.

I’m a sucker for you. A.M.// (via tullipsink)

[c-isnenegro]