purple mess

currently on a mission to escape my abusive family

[purplepinkfern]

Me??

I'm ugly, gay and untalented.

[purplepinkfern]

so we all know the harms of short form content. there's great research about it. intellectuals are talking about it. then why do we still have these apps. like seriously, why haven't we banned these apps already? they are destroying our brain, fuking up the society. we all know that. thousands of essays telling us exactly how harmful it is. then why the hell are we still going along with it. why aren't grown-ups doing anything about it. does anybody even cares??

[purplepinkfern]

I know the billionaires don't care. they just want to make money. more and more money. and they are using our attention to make that money in this case.

[purplepinkfern]

so we all know the harms of short form content. there's great research about it. intellectuals are talking about it. then why do we still have these apps. like seriously, why haven't we banned these apps already? they are destroying our brain, fuking up the society. we all know that. thousands of essays telling us exactly how harmful it is. then why the hell are we still going along with it. why aren't grown-ups doing anything about it. does anybody even cares??

[purplepinkfern]

the world is a scary and f-ed up place.

[jeniferprince]

Entwined 🧡

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[purplepinkfern]

sometimes I wish I had a mermaid girlfriend 😌<<3

[purplepinkfern]

This song has healing powers<<<3

[purplepinkfern]

I feel detached

[purplepinkfern]

no pride in the closet😞

[purplepinkfern]

my sister made this beautiful crochet bookmark for me <<3

[purplepinkfern]

"how to be yourself?"

"how to stop performing?"

I found the answer— be empathetic to yourself. seriously it works. treat yourself with compassion. it's really wonderful and beautiful. treat yourself as the little child that you are. a child who's trying to do her best. sometimes failing, sometimes hurting, sometimes scared but trying nonetheless. give her the grace she deserves.

[purplepinkfern]

and that is how you can be yourself. trust me, I've felt the most myself when I love me.

[purplepinkfern]

"how to be yourself?"

"how to stop performing?"

I found the answer— be empathetic to yourself. seriously it works. treat yourself with compassion. it's really wonderful and beautiful. treat yourself as the little child that you are. a child who's trying to do her best. sometimes failing, sometimes hurting, sometimes scared but trying nonetheless. give her the grace she deserves.

[purplepinkfern]

me daily din me kam se kam ek baar fantasize karti hu ki kahi na kahi se bohot bohot saare paise mil jaaye.

[purplepinkfern]

stay calm i say as another anxiety attack attacks. an instant passed and i thought through the entirety of my life. i don't want it to happen that way. better end it here than live like that. it's painful. drawing the air in is painful. breathe with your mouth– gasp. there's something in your throat, something inside your chest. breathe hard. keep breathing. stay calm.

[purplepinkfern]

I swear to god someday I'll be in Paris.

and die there.

[purplepinkfern]

I don't care if men also suffer under patriarchy. Do not talk to me about men when talking about feminism. Seriously I don't give a f. The main feature of patriarchy is the subversion of women. So we need to always center women in discussions around patriarchy.

[purplepinkfern]

ever given an exam without studying for a minute? yeah that's me.

[purplepinkfern]

Tommorow is another day