run away and never look back.

if scars tell a story, mine goes on for ages; if lies told the truth, you'd know all about me.

[allofthecolourinsideme]

It was the stars and the sun and the bird and I am a bird but I am not/that/ bird I’m just an egg and I can’t tell if I am/that/ egg or just a mystery orb but birds sleep at night just like most humans and I am neither which is why I have been hoarding all those stars to recreate my own universe where maybe I belong.

excerpts from poems I never should have written #33 (via allofthecolourinsideme)

[intensional]

i just saw this on twitter and if it aint the most me thing idk what is 

[the1975music]

[dpdraesthetic]

The entire world is covered in fog. Your hands float before you, uncontrolled by your limbs. You are floating, unaware of everything, safe inside a pure, perfect numbness. It feels good; it feels safe. Nothing hurts anymore - it's all calm and quiet.

i really like this. -odinhow does it feel?

[y0itskameron]

[putmyheartonyoursleeve]

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farewells chorused;

do you understand?

but he stood.

almost-screams scrape my throat through the

night -

I had loved figs once -

sweetness filled my mouth and skin,

warm and uncalloused under my fingertips

burned harsher than the stars which turn -

you are here because you killed a boy -

I thought he may look at me again

but his shoulder blades were sharp under his warmth.

without my father behind I pursue -

you may still make a good man -

for the golden love which radiates

the bareness would grow familiar,

I should have expected it.