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I’m in need of an ana coach

Lately I’ve been busy with some things in life and I’ve been put somewhere else and since then I have managed to gain soooo much weight, I need help to loose it. Just like someone to help me with fasting and to make me feel bad if I gain anymore weight or if I break a fast too early. So if there are any ana coaches or anyone out their like that please DM me I guess.

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Asshole of a Family

So today is my 5-7 day fasting after being forced to eat dinner with my family and I was feeling pretty good about myself until I got home and my family just started yelling at each other but they were yelling about me, like they always do which made me want to get tf up and finally get them to acknowledge that I’m sick and to finally tell them that the reason to why I don’t hang out with them is because they are all so fucking shitty and because I was raped! I ended up working out for almost an hour and making my arm look like a goddamn zebra. Having a toxic ass family really helps me with losing more weight though and that’s one thing that keeps me going I guess.

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Finally losing Weight Again

So for the past I have started to lose weight and so far I’ve lost 13 pounds and that makes me feel really happy about myself and I’m going to continue doing what I’m doing which is staying up all night and watching tv and making bracelets and then sleeping during the day so I don’t have to eat really anything, but there’s a problem with all this, my oldest sister has been starting to notice what I’ve been doing and has been trying to make me eat out with her every day and so far it hasn’t been too bad but I know that at some point she’ll tell my parents and their going to try and send me to therapy again. Oh and today I weighed 76lbs! Getting closer to my GW. 

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Wanna lose weight

Hey so I was wondering does anyone wanna go on a 120 hour fast with me, and talk about our success? If you want to just dm me and we can make a plan! :)

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My parents are gonna be the end of me

So I’ve been doing so good without eating so much food, but today my parents had to get one of the greases things for dinner and RIGHT BEFORE my dance! I just took some chicken strips and tator tots but I’m probably not even gonna eat it. Goddamn why is my family so unhealthy all the time.

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OMFG When I was about to start hiding the food my parents come up to the table and tell me that I need to eat all of it! But they also got me fries and not tator tots and not I’m hiding in my room trying to find a way to burn 850 goddamn calories! Anyone have any ideas please?

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My parents are gonna be the end of me

So I’ve been doing so good without eating so much food, but today my parents had to get one of the greases things for dinner and RIGHT BEFORE my dance! I just took some chicken strips and tator tots but I’m probably not even gonna eat it. Goddamn why is my family so unhealthy all the time.

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Tired of this hell-hole

While I was out today with some friends one of them had snacks and offered everyone some even me, and of course I denied them but then everyone was just staring at me in a concerned way, BUT get this one of them had to comment on my body by saying “well that’s probably a good thing you didn’t take it you’re starting to look a little big anyways” like dude I don’t even weigh 100lbs!

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Finally

Today I weighed myself and I’m 98 pounds! I can’t believe this, I think this is the most proudest I’ve ever been of myself. There’s a problem though... everyone is starting to get suspicious of me because I don’t eat in front of anyone anymore and I’m always on walks, what should I do?

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Literally me every single time I see my reflection alone...

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GOD. They are absolutely beautiful! :)

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Just a few more months and this could be me!

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I just absolutely HATE it when the holidays come around cause like there is always so much food and people, everyone is watching you and giving you food. I also gained all the weight I lost back because of this I’ve gotta keep myself under control better! 

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Damn I wish I could look this good, just gotta keep going i guess:))

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Going Down Again

I don’t even know what I’m doing at this point. So far I’ve been only getting around 3 hours of sleep every night, only eating a small portion of dinner, working out 2 hours a day, and my grades have been slipping somewhat. All I know is that I hate my body and my weight has changed rapidly. I think ana is trying to get me again.