pxstel xesthetic

20 // 5'3 // Active December 2022 // they/them // SW: 182lbs (roughly) // CW: 147.7lbs // UGW: 105lbs// this is my secondary blog btw my main one isn't weight related //

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Uni is stressing me out, the thought of eating is making me feel sick and im fighting the urge to restrict again 🥴

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I'm trying to recover, meanwhile my partners mum has put secret eaters on while we eat tea 👁👄👁

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Me: I'm trying to recover and do better

Also me: *opens Tumblr*

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Back here again bc I basically just realised my "recovery" has gone from being healthy to binging and ive put on weight 🙃 not only that ive been going to the gym so - some - of it could be muscle but ive also put on an inch around my waist sooo

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I've hit a plateau which is annoying bc I wanted to lose as much as I could over the next week because I knew I'd have to eat like a normal person on my birthday 🙃

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im really out here being like "oMg iLL dO anYthiNg to LosE thIs weIgHt😭😭😭" and then eat everything within a five mile radius

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𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒓...

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*opens tumblr*

*reblogs 2944388828282838 posts*

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*starves self*

"mmm yes great morning"

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I now see why everyone hypes up monster ultra peach, this shit is amazing, im glad considering it cost me £4.99 for one can 😭

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[teera-needs-therapy]

ed tumbler biches after drinking 6 monster ultras in a day

[p15513]

dude buying food is so hard. i have to worry about money AND calories? bullshit

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