No, I don't have a harp.

iconless rp blog for a canon-divergent Castiel of Supernatural

[qapsiel]

hebrew קַפְצִיאֵל Qap̄ṣīʾēl, more commonly known as Castiel, the angel of Thursday

rp blog for a canon-divergent Castiel of cw's Supernatural, written and loved by Sarah (30+, she/her, GMT+1, mutuals only)!

carrd * memes * headcanon

Most important canon-divergent notes:

He still has his wings because he was already human when the angels fell; however, due to the things he had to endure, they're twisted and torn – he can still fly, but only for about 1.000 miles straight (less if he has to carry something or someone)

This is not your powered-down Castiel of the later seasons; he may not be at full capacity anymore, but he's still very much able to smite a handful of demons all by himself and evoke horror and fear in his enemies like in the earlier seasons.

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Other fandoms I know & I'm happy to interact with: MCU, 911 & 911 Lone Star, Egyptian and Greek mythology, The Boys & GenV, The Chosen, Heated Rivalry (tba)

Graphics credit: @sclvged @bloodsalted

[qapsiel]

// Cas kidnapping the devil's son to baby-trap Dean, who else did it like him

[lazarrusrising]

They should have had a scene where the bad guy throws Dean (likely scenario) and Cas goes to catch him but halfway through Dean's arc through the air Cas remembers that a human man moving at speed towards an immovable object (angel) will hurt just as much as the wall he's trying to protect him from, so Dean hits Cas and he just folds like laundry, cradling Dean's body so tenderly even as they both hit the ground, and it works, the impact is swallowed in the soft heat of Cas's arms and Dean is so genuinely flustered that he just lays there on top of Cas even as the bad guy advances on them and Cas has to roll over Dean and shield him from a blow, and then he does get a little murderous because How Dare you think you can touch Dean Winchester? and he smites the fuck out of the bad guy and Dean is still laying on the ground just bright fucking red and wide eyed

[luxerrlerbit]

[bucketofli]

How he sees..

[scoobydoodean]

“Why didn’t Dean just eat the spaghetti-o’s. Why did he throw them away?"

Because it wasn't about having to go hungry. It was never about rationing the food. It was about getting to be a kid for once.

[scoobydoodean]

Dean was a little boy, but he wasn't allowed to act like it. He was left alone at 10 years old for days to take care of a six year old and defend him with a sawed off shotgun that—when it came down to it—Dean was too scared to fire. He was 10 years old and he was Sam's nanny and meatshield. For once, he just wanted to feel like a kid. He wanted to feel like he deserved things. He wanted to be a kid who's allowed to want kid things. His rebellion against John in that episode was abandoning his role as Sam's guard dog to sneak out and play arcade games. His rebellion was acting like a child instead of a solider.

The Lucky Charms represented that same aching desire to just get to be a little boy. He was just as sick of Spaghetti-O's as Sam was. He'd been eating them anyway while Sam got the whole box of cereal. So Dean told himself "Dad won't put me first, but I will in this one tiny way. I'll at least get this one last bowl of kid's cereal. I'm allowed to want that. I'm allowed to have that, because I'm a kid too. I'm allowed to claim that for myself." It was a tiny piece of childhood Dean was trying to cling onto. But he gave it up in the end.

Throwing away the Spaghetti-O's was a consolation prize. It didn't make sense from a rational perspective, and that's the point. That's why he did it. He threw consequences to the wind, because a child often will when it comes to food and their pickiness about it (look at six year old's Sam's fickle taste in this very scene). If Dean doesn't get the Lucky Charms, at least he gets to be a picky little kid who would rather go hungry than eat something he didn't like.

Baby Sam—unexpectedly and unwittingly because he is too little to get any of this—ends this scene restoring to Dean a tiny piece of kidhood. He hands him the prize out of the cereal box. And that's what Dean remembers last.

[scoobydoodean]

the way dean gives so much love and receives love in return always makes me so soft 😭

people love him and connect with him because he's always reaching out - he tries so hard to bond with people and make them happy and he's so thoughtful and kind. truly, genuinely, kind. he's not ~nice~ (nice people are fake!) he's honest and real and beautiful and true and everyone he meets responds to that. his milkshake really does bring everyone to the yard and thank you for the reminder!!!

Think even of how many times Dean has snapped people out of mind control! John, Bobby, Cas, Rufus, Sam, Mary. How many HUGS he’s given how many people he’s said “I love you” to without saying it. Think about how he got through to Lucas in 1.03 and got him to begin communicating with him when no one (not even his MOM) could by empathizing with him and telling him he was listening. When he pulled John out of mind control with a simple plea. When he pulled Bobby out of mind control by telling him Bobby’s like a father to him and he won’t let him die. When Bobby was suicidal and Dean sat down with him and when Charlie was grieving her parents and Dean saw and he listened. When he perpetually cooled Sam’s self-destructive desire for revenge in 1.21/1.22. Think about Dean and Victor’s instant, easy camaraderie in Jus In Bello. Think about Dean instantly gaining Ronald’s trust in Nightshifter. Think about the lawyer he convinced to help him and Sam in “Folsom Prison Blues”, or the cops in “The Usual Suspects” and “The Benders” who he got to believe him just by being sincere. Think about Crowley lovesick flipping through Flickr albums and Dean talking him through his toxic relationship with his mom. Think about Cas being tortured and conditioned to kill Dean thousands of times but not being able to do it when the time comes because of a simple plea. Think about Dean fighting through 360 degree combat looking for Cas even though Cas abandoned him and didn’t want to be found and Dean was the only source of fresh meat around. Think about Jo and Lisa swooning and Dean and Cassie accidentally breaking each other’s hearts. Think about Dean cleaning wounds and putting blankets over Sam and Cas’s shoulders when they’re sick and making people food, and sharing movies and music he loves with his best friend. Think about Dean kissing Charlie on the top of the head and cooking Kevin eggs and cooking Sam soup and burgers and cooking a birthday cake for Jack and making a Winchester Surprise with Mary and playing Words With Friends to try and connect. He’s the most loving guy in the whole wide world everyone wants to be loved by him or to be him or to hold him or be held by him there is blood and dirt under his nails he gets called a killer but he loves so so fiercely so so deeply he uses his hands to nurture and care for others he hugs so so tight and while the people he loves are beating him bloody he is reaching out to them snapping them out of it with love. He saved the world with love TWICE.

[jaredwalkersam]

#SamWinchesterBirthday | Wed 29th April : Sam and Cas | SPN 4.07

[qapsiel]

// Cas, who has no gender or sexuality bc he's basically light that can think: gay for Dean Winchester

[adevilonyourshoulder]

everything about this is perfect

[kingofthedaisies]

Cas: *compliments another man*

Dean: *swerves into oncoming traffic*

[qapsiel]

@bloodsalted

[inacatastrophicmind]

spnprideweek | Day Seven | Ace/Aro

[gif87a-com]

[zukosgay]

is germany okay

[soloontherocks]

oh scheiße

[unscharf-an-den-raendern]

This isn’t quite how I imagined the second coming of Christ.

[not-a-slayer-of-dragons]

What makes this funnier is that I’m pretty sure that’s at the station for cologne cathedral

[i-dont-crow]

It is and everytime I see that hole I think of this video

[babtest]

Remembered to check at the station today and report that

The structural stigmata are still there

[keepcalmandcarriefischer]

Why are the 4 holes?? Maybe 5?

[official-german-puns]

It’s his daily commute.

[thatswhywelovegermany]

#it is written that twice did jesus stumble and twice did the cross strike nearby architecture #so really this is method acting

[ninatastic]

Unfortunately they repaired it recently

[pluto-rain-her]

Es hängen jetzt sogar Schilder dort:

In Kölsch, Deutsch und Englisch 😂

[qapsiel]

@griefacquainted idk feels relevant 😆

[inacatastrophicmind]

Companion to this.

[bloodsalted]

// happy pride from the two disaster bi’s on this blog! this idiot and me!!

[beybuniki]

much to unpack about s7 cas

[winchester-reload]

Wishing everyone a very happy Pride 2026!

Now, bask in the glory of these flip-flopped idiots as they shop their local festival. GA(Y)ZE AT THEM.

Free Wallpaper| Process under the cut

[qapsiel]

// I'm not saying Cas likes one brother more, I'm just saying that if both of them were asleep without a blanket, Cas would put his trench coat over Dean without a millisecond of hesitation

[qapsiel]

@safetypinned sent: [ TXT ] : you don't have to ask, i'm already on my way.

[text: Sam] Thank you, Sam. [text: Sam] The bleeding has stopped, I think, but it is pretty deep. I think I'll need stitches