The Insanity of My Mind

The most messed up and incredibly disturbing sides of me. A.K.A. me unfiltered. I have issues, I'm aware, part of my healing process is being able to let all of those feelings out in some way. I am hoping that this little blog will let my inner crazy breathe so I can stop suffocating. Any questions or comments, I'm free to them all. My goal is to be open with myself and everyone around me sooo yep :P

[psych2go]

Controllers, abusers and manipulative people don’t question themselves. They don’t ask themselves if the question is them. They always say the problem is someone else.

Darlene Ouimet (via psych2go)

[theemuka-deactivated20160319]

i’m literally coming to the realization that i’m not close to anybody anymore and it sucks

[aha-itsme]

I don't think suicidal people get enough credit for not acting on their suicidal thoughts.

This post is for all of you who have survived the urge to end your life, either coming out the other side or still fighting to stay alive. 

I noticed how when someone has a physical illness such as cancer, and they come out the other side or even remission, they are able to celebrate surviving. I think all of the survivors of being suicidal should too.

Congratulations, and keep on fighting.

[chanted-deactivated20130125]

I hate it when you are having a bad day and everyone takes it personally, like no i hate myself, not you. get the fuck over yourself.

[420-247]

wow i’m actually so glad this post has been made

[comfort-in-anime]

feeling really good about getting your grades back up and maybe finding a major you are good at and being able to escape the pressure to compete with someone you’ve been losing to for 8 years of your life only to have them change into the major you want and show you up with no fucking effort…

that feeling is what makes me want to fucking die

[psych2go]

[qtinsanity]

that moment you realize that no matter how hard you try someone who tried less will always beat you out 

[witchy-business]

[positivedoodles]

[escabye-deactivated20190922]

You may not be able to see your own beauty or love yourself but one day, someone will. You have only lived such a small part of yourself, you will never know what the future brings. So, keep going. Hold on. You are never alone. ♥

[drawthecurtainstarttheplay]

For my lovely followers whom I love dearly and would be very much aggrieved if I ever found out that they were gone.

[convertingtolight-deactivated20]

Mental illnesses aren’t clear cut. Symptoms over lap. Symptoms contradict. Some days are better than others. Some days are worse than others. It can get messy. No matter where you are on the spectrum- your thoughts & feelings are valid. You are precious. You deserve to be listened to. You deserve compassion. Just because X over there is struggling a bit more than you today, it doesn’t make you any less worthy of support.

[nashirasauce]

[dizzydaffodil-deactivated201408]

[electrostaticbrainstorm]

I'm surrounded by fucking idiots.

[mindblanketed]

[staypositivefortomorrow]

[deletionin10sec-deactivated2016]

panic/anxiety attack

[field-of-wildflowers]

breath in for 4 seconds

hold your breath for 7 seconds

exhale breath for 8 seconds

repeat once or twice more.

This causes an autonomic nervous system shift from a sympathetic (fight or flight reaction) state to a parasympathetic response.

Use this for panic/anxiety attacks, exams, presentations.