hi, it's definitely been a while since i last logged into this account.
i'm back only to state that i do NOT and will NEVER support abusers and assaulters. i am very dissapointed and shocked by the distasteful behaviour these content creators have commited behind the scenes. i will soon remove sapnap, dream, and george from all of my works. remaining creators and works will stay up as an archive.
i sincerely support shelby, alice, caiti, and andi with my entire heart. please give them lots of love and support, they are very brave and i am very proud of them. say their name, tell their stories. silence is NEVER consent.
oh god it's been a while, i missed you guys so much :( <3
how's everyone doing? i hope you're all well!! đ„ș
things have been extremely busy for me and i haven't had the time to open this account at all :( i'm so sorry to keep you all waiting, i'll be back one day!! <3
i swear, what is wrong with tumblr tags these days? it used to work just fine but now it's getting pickier and not showing my posts up on the recent bar of a tag :/
summary : you noticed how fluffy and long alex's hair were, so you couldn't help but fiddle with it a little.
a/n : hi lovelies!!! i'm back here with a really short imagine and i'm so sorry for abandoning this account for so long D: i'm still on my break but i just want to give you guys something đđ
song to listen to while reading :
It was just another casual night in your shared apartment with Alex. The weather seems to be the one with adifference todayâ It was colder than usual. Of course, the two of you have an effective solution for the problem : cuddling.
So here you are now, all cuddled up warmly in the bed with Alex laying his head down on your lap. It's a rare occurrence for you to be able to look at Alex closely like this, so you make sure that every moment was worth something.
I see you everday, but I'm still so stunned by how pretty you are...
The cheesy thought made your cheeks heat up as you slowly focused your gaze even more at Alex who still has his eyes on the TV.
But something different caught you off guard tonight, though.
His hair... it's so long,
You looked at it in awe, appreciating how pretty and fluffy it looked. And for once in your lifetime, you've never been so tempted to touch something before. You knew is not a big fan of getting his head area touched, but God, this was way too tempting for your self-control.
An attemp won't hurt, right?
"Alex?" You called him out softly
"Yeah?" His gaze moved over to your presence above him.
"Can... Can I..." You stuttered off, knowing that he might refuse and thought that it's weird.
"Can you what, baby?" He smiled gently, still waiting for you to complete your sentence.
"Can I touch your hair?"
There was a silence for a while before you heard a chuckle.
"Go ahead."
You were right, Alex doesn't like it when he gets his hair touched. But if it's you? He doesn't mind giving it a shot.
"Okay... Tell me if you're uncomfortable, okay?" You assured him. He hummed an approving tone as an answer.
Alex thought he was going to hate it. But as soon as you sank your fingers into his hair, it strangely felt...
heavenly?
He wasn't sure, but it sure was a really nice, comfortable feeling.
"Your hair is so soft," You hummed, rubbing his hair gently. His hair was indeed really soft, and you don't think your fingers are going to stop any time soon if he doesn't ask you to.
Only a soft hum left his mouth, his eyelids slowly getting heavier by each stroke on his hair. He tried his best to fight it back, yet he couldn't help but drift himself off to sleep after a few minutes.
As soon as you noticed Alex fell asleep, you couldn't help but let out a giggle.
Seems like he's going to nag you every night to touch his hair now, does he?
â dream x gn! reader : highschool au! || oneshot
genre : fluff
warnings : none
summary : dream confesses to you. that's it.
a/n : HELLO o/ hi i'm REALLY sorry for the long hiatus loves D: it's not officially over yet but i have something for you guys <3 also i'm really sorry if there's any mistakes :( i speedran this at 4 am OTL have a nice day loves đ„șđđ
song to listen to while reading :
The month of your finals were near and this time you actually didn't want to end up stressing up like what happened in your last midterms. Like it or not, the only logical solution for this problem is to actually study from months before the exams. The solution was old fashioned, honestly, but you went along with it.
Not wanting to suffer alone with the piled educational books served in front of you, you somehow managed to force your best friend, Dream, to study with you in the school's library. It wasn't that easy, but he gave in faster than you thought he would.
Yes, Dream. You knew him so well. He despise studying, but you can't blame him too much since he really is a true genius. But, it's not that fair if he doesn't have to suffer like the other students, right?
"Can't we just... go home and chill?" Dream groaned out lazily from the behind, trying to catch up with you in the busy hallway.
"Of course not! Exams are coming in a month, don't be so chill about it!" You immediately declined his offer, even though it was tempting.
"C'mon, I could just likeâ back you up, y'know?" He offered again, but thank God you have such a good self control.
"No, Dream. We're actually going to study." You insisted in a whispering tone, entering the quiet library.
"Fine." He sighed out defeatedly, plopping himself down on a wooden chair next to yours.
"Can I get a hug after this, though?" Dream cockily asked. This kind of flirtatious jokes were normal between the two of you, but you still couldn't stop your cheeks from heating up.
"Maybe, If you actually focused." You whispered out, trying to hide the fact that his words successfully made you red. He only chuckled out a soft giggle as a response.
"Okay, where should we start?" You placed the heavy textbooks down on the table, and started sorting them out neatly.
"I don't know... chemistry?" Dream responded in a bored tone, his fingers fidgeting the black pen he stole from your pencil case.
"You're right, chem is hard... that would be a good start." You sighed out, opening the thick textbook in front of you and started to focus on reading it.
Soon enough, your thoughts were lost in the book, trying it's best to memorize all of the important components in the chemistry textbook.
But something felt odd.
You tried shaking it off several times, but why does it still feels like someone is watching you?
Finally, you moved your gaze away from the printed alphabets in the textbook only to find the sight of Dream, who had his head resting on his hand, lazily staring at you.
"Go read the textbook, dumbass." You couldn't help but feel your cheeks heat up, knowing that he was looking at you this whole time. You've been trying to deny this for months but maybe it's time to accept the fact that you're slowly falling from Dream is actually true.
Not bothered to wait for his response, you immediately went back to reading the chapter, trying your best to not be affected anymore by Dream.
Not even a few minutes into reading the book again, you could still feel the odd feeling of being watched by someone.
God, Is this dumbass still looking at me?
Surprise! You were correct.
He has his arms crossed on top of the table, the said of his head resting on top of his crossed arm, gaze fixated on you. He still didn't budge at all when you caught him staring at you for the second time.
You couldn't lie anymore, why does he have to look so goddamn attractive? You mentally cursed to yourself, trying to keep yourself sane.
"W-Why are you looking at me like that..." You questioned him, cheeks probably burning by now.
Nothing but a chuckle left his mouth, making you a bit annoyed over the lack of answer you were getting.
"What's so funny?" You asked him in a lighthearted matter, still trying to find out the answer behind his weird behaviour.
"You're so cute, don't you know that?"
His words caught you off guard, making your eyes widen in surprise. You didn't even bother to try and cover up your red cheeks anymore at this point.
Did those words really just left his mouth?
"W-What the hell do you mean?"
"Isn't it obvious?" He asked with an eyebrow raised and a smirk plastered on his lips, not believing how naive you were being
"What the hell?"
With a smirk plastered on his lips, he gave you the answer with no doubt.
HAHA HEY IT'S ALMOST 1 AM YOU KNOW WHAT IT MEANS!!
blazeborn sapnap. that's it. that's the post.
100% a dog boy, no doubt
would peek out of his small lava pool and watch you do stuff
rarely talks! because he's a little bit shy!
haha imagine his small nods and headshakes to answer yes or no questions AAASDKFKHH GOD HES SO CUTE
is quiet but he admires you SO MUCH
watches you do stuff with his pretty, orange starry eyes đ„ș
goes AGGRESSIVE MODE if any mobs tried attacking you
like this mf would be such a puppy with you then proceed beat the fuck out of a piglin brute who tried to attack you
gives you his blaze rods to make potions!! don't worry! he can regenerate new blaze rods :D
would randomly give you golds or quartz he mined himself from the nether!!
whenever it's cold, he would cuddle you up on the bed because he knew he's warm đ„ș (yes he's like a human heater. a cute one.)
his blazerods and eyes glows in the dark prettily!! đ„ș
would let out tiny fire sparks whenever you give him a surprise kiss on the cheek and then proceed to turn RED afterwards ĂŒ
he loves it when he cooks your steaks for you!! he shoots out his cool fire balls and cook them in an instant!! (they taste more DELICIOUS than normal cooked steak, and you have no idea why)
rain water hurts him :( so you made a cute panda raincoat for him so he could still go outside even if it's raining!! (oh boy when you first gave him that raincoat, he wore it for the ENTIRE week)
follows you from the behind silently while you do your daily tasks!
he'd tug your shirt softly when he needs something or wanna say something to you đ„ș
HE'S SO CUTE AND SO SWEET AAAAKSDJFK
is easily jealous so he'd hug you tightly from the behind whenever he sees you talking with someone đ„ș
gives people who made you sad or angry death glares
that's it for my blaze hybrid sapnap brainrot send tweet
I'm making a short boundaries q&a because I can đ All you have to do is reblog and answer these questions!
CW: talking about what triggers you and similar, so there might be mentions of sensitive topics
1. What are the specific genres you write?
I write fluff, angst and smut, but I prefer to write the smuts on my strictly nsfw blog: @sloppysuki
2. Do you write for minors? Follow up question, if you do, romantically or platonicly, irl or cc?
I do write for minors, only for the cc's though, platonicly and romantically, I might start to write platonicly for irl as well soon
3. Are there any topics you aren't okay with writing?
I would prefer not to write about very serious topics such as r@pe, abu$e, su!c!de etc. But i'm okay with writing death, mostly in character!
4. Are you okay with people using pet names talking to you? For example, calling you honey or bby?
Yes! I am okay with probably most nicknames/pet names :))
5. Is it okay to refer to you by your name? (If you haven't said YOUR name, then the name you've said that you use that isn't specifically your real name)
I'd say it's cool, there aren't many people calling me that aside from my friends that I talk to privately, but yes, I am okay with that
6. Do you have anything that triggers you and that you'd like your followers not to talk to you about?
Hmm, I'd say that cutt!ng/self h@rm is the only thing i'm not okay with to talk about, but also big and descriptive rants with lots of mentions of depression and such make me uneasy :/
7. Are you comfortable with people making sexual jokes talking to you or about you?
Yes, probably, but only in a joking matter and nothing too weird or explicit
8. Is ranting to you an okay thing to do? (In a way that would that make you feel anxious if someone ranted to you talking of something important)
As I said before, very depressing and similar rants are a no from me, but other than that, go for it!
â fluff and angst! But so far Iâve mostly written fluff
2. Do you write for minors? Follow up question, if you do, romantically or platonicly, irl or cc?
â Iâm currently not writing for any minors but Iâll probably add them soon!
3. Are there any topics you aren't okay with writing?
â just like saki Iâm not fine with writing r@pe, abu$e, su!c!de etc. But Iâm fine writing about death
4. Are you okay with people using pet names talking to you? For example, calling you honey or bby?
â yeah Iâm fine with that!
5. Is it okay to refer to you by your name? (If you haven't said YOUR name, then the name you've said that you use that isn't specifically your real name)
â If Iâm being honest I prefer being called aspen more than my real name. Idk I just donât really like my name
6. Do you have anything that triggers you and that you'd like your followers not to talk to you about?
â uh I donât think so
7. Are you comfortable with people making sexual jokes talking to you or about you?
â I guess just donât be weird about it
8. Is ranting to you an okay thing to do? (In a way that would that make you feel anxious if someone ranted to you talking of something important)
â Definitely! Iâm always free if you want to talk!
2. Do you write for minors? Follow up question, if you do, romantically or platonicly, irl or cc?
i do write for minors, platonic only for both CC and C
3. Are there any topics you aren't okay with writing?
rape, abuse, pedophilia, drug related substances (ex. vaping)
4. Are you okay with people using pet names talking to you? For example, calling you honey or bby?
please, i love petnames they make me incredibly happy
5. Is it okay to refer to you by your name? (If you haven't said YOUR name, then the name you've said that you use that isn't specifically your real name)
yep! people know me as bozo on here and thats that
6. Do you have anything that triggers you and that you'd like your followers not to talk to you about?
drug related things. that stuff makes me incredibly uncomfortable. i don't do them and the thought of it makes me ill
7. Are you comfortable with people making sexual jokes talking to you or about you?
i guess. it rly depends and the context of it. but i prefer no sexual jokes about me
8. Is ranting to you an okay thing to do? (In a way that would that make you feel anxious if someone ranted to you talking of something important)
im always here to listen, but when it comes to suicide stuff, im a little more cautious
2. do you write for minors? follow up question, if you do, romantically or platonically, irl or cc?
no, i don't :( i'm uncomfortable with writing about minors (side characters are ok as long as it doesn't cross the boundaries!) even though it's a platonic fic :(
3. are there any topics you aren't okay with writing?
anything that involves minors, rape, pedophilia, racism, and heavy gore. i'm okay with light gore and a few sensitive topics though, just ask me first!
4. are you okay with people using pet names talking to you? for example calling you honey or bby?
100% happy with them as long as it's platonic! <3
5. is it okay to refer to you by your name? (if you haven't said YOUR name, then the name you've said you use that isn't specifically your real name)
yes!! when people call me seokki it makes me feel happy in a very wholesome way :D
6. do you have anything that triggers you and that you'd like your followers not to talk to you about?
hmmm for now, nothing comes up to my mind for this matter :/ but i'll definitely let everyone know if i'm uncomfortable with something!
7. are you comfortable with people making sexual jokes talking to you or about you?
oh interesting question! it kinda depends on the context of it. i'm okay with sexual jokes as long as it doesn't cross the line, but sexual jokes about me... i think like calling me seggsy for laughs is totally fine but if it's more than that... that's a bit eh to me :/
8. is ranting to you an okay thing to do? (in a way that would make you feel anxious if someone ranted to you talking of something important)
my dms and asks are always open for all of you and i'm willing to give comfort for anyone who needs it!! but please do keep in mind that i'm not your therapist, so if it's really urgent please seek professional help <3 you deserve to be happy :)
once again thanks for the tag love!! i don't know who to tag so feel free @ anyone to do this!!! đ„șđ
this is actually incredible. itâs been a month and half since i started putting out work and i wouldâve never when i started this blog that i wouldâve made it to this milestone so quickly. i genuinely canât tell you all how much i love you and how much i appreciate you all so so much. thank you to everyone who has supported me i love you so much. there are so many people i still see reblogging and liking my posts when i was at 100 followers and i canât emphasise how much this means, thank you <3
some people under the cut i wanna appreciate :p not just for support, but for just being people i love interacting with in general đ
hi!! i'm so sorry i haven't been writing lately since things are tough for me :(
i think i'll be inactive here for a while, but i'm not gonna leave, don't worry!!
please directly dm me if you wanna talk with me since i won't be going through my notifs for now so i'm really sorry for not answering your asks and mentions :(( but i'll go through them asap when things are less hectic!
thank you so much, have a nice day and ily all!! đ„șđ
hi everyone đ„ș!! man i miss being online here so much OTL im so sorry for the inactivity, things have been really busy for me but it's starting to cool down now!! :)
how's everyone doing right now??? i hope you all have a wonderful day! đ„șđ
You are so full of love and light; you value the people around you more than anything. I hope you find what youâre looking for. I hope you find the right people at the right time and that your world is full of love; I hope your love is returned to you, properly, and that you donât ever get too hurt (because youâre prone to it, arenât you?). You deserve that, you deserve the world. I wish you the best. Also, Iâm serious, read the last lines of the minecraft end poem if you havenât, I think youâll like it.
tagging: @moonlit-xio @ainumu @whipped-cream-writings; if anyone i havenât tagged would like to participate please feel free to do so as well.
The hero in a relative sense, anyhow. You have your moments of weakness, but youâre the best one for the job. Or the only one that wants it. Golden child, high aptitude, natural leader, whatever it may beâyouâve grown used to being favored, to being the best. You walk a fine line and youâll lose yourself to insanity if you arenât careful. You know that, though. It began to dawn on you a long time ago what youâve gotten yourself into.
tagging: @angiebug101â, @silkyliousâ, @majestic-sea-flip-flopâ, + anyone else who wants to join <3
Deeply, you understand beautyâwhat it is to possess it, to surround yourself in it, to be consumed by it. Itâs better, isnât it? To create your own world full of lights and glamour than to live in reality with the rest of us? Itâs like living in a movie. You win, by the way. This is your movie, youâre our star. Be careful, though, getting too far from reality. It gets more and more difficult to come back, and youâve got to, at some point.
tagging : @sobaluvr @shotos-noodles @lilsparkyswife @kozu-zumi @spike-this-ass + anybody else that would like to (no pressure!!)
You seem to think youâre the villain. I donât think that you are. I donât know why youâd want to be, either. There is always love and light if you look for it and I think you would enjoy that, if you would let yourself be apart of that world instead of haunting it from beyond the glass. It really isnât much fun to be a villain, but I think you know that. Itâs easier, sure, than trying to be a good, happy person, but it isnât as much fun. The cool aesthetics only make up for so much.
I wasnt tagged but it seemed fun đ
Tagging: @katsumiiii @kazekugisaki @mads-fairy @kais-bat-anon @sunaslilone and anyone else
Deeply, you understand beautyâwhat it is to possess it, to surround yourself in it, to be consumed by it. Itâs better, isnât it? To create your own world full of lights and glamour than to live in reality with the rest of us? Itâs like living in a movie. You win, by the way. This is your movie, youâre our star. Be careful, though, getting too far from reality. It gets more and more difficult to come back, and youâve got to, at some point.
Tagging: @kunikida-kun @uniquabackyardigans @tododekukisses @demidevil-bella @xetou @mypimpademia & anybody else who wants to do it
I know some of them pity you. They think you must be exhausted carrying around that much resentment, that much anger. I know what you did, though, what it must have taken to get here. You had no fall from grace; you walked into the pit, eyes open, feet planted firmly on the staircase. And so be it. Itâs an effective lifestyle, if youâre willing to commit to it. Iâm sure youâll get where youâre going. And then theyâll see, theyâll all seeâbecause thatâs whatâs important, isnât it? I know some of them pity you. They think you must be exhausted carrying around that much resentment, that much anger. I know what you did, though, what it must have taken to get here. You had no fall from grace; you walked into the pit, eyes open, feet planted firmly on the staircase. Tagging: @sasukesbiddies @inkwicke @ibukis-wife @mina-luv-bot @kiddiescissors @duskjelly @wh0r3tt3
You are so full of love and light; you value the people around you more than anything. I hope you find what youâre looking for. I hope you find the right people at the right time and that your world is full of love; I hope your love is returned to you, properly, and that you donât ever get too hurt (because youâre prone to it, arenât you?). You deserve that, you deserve the world. I wish you the best. Also, Iâm serious, read the last lines of the minecraft end poem if you havenât, I think youâll like it.
You seem to think youâre the villain. I donât think that you are. I donât know why youâd want to be, either. There is always love and light if you look for it and I think you would enjoy that, if you would let yourself be apart of that world instead of haunting it from beyond the glass. It really isnât much fun to be a villain, but I think you know that. Itâs easier, sure, than trying to be a good, happy person, but it isnât as much fun. The cool aesthetics only make up for so much.
brb gonna go CRY
anyway tagging: @basillyalt @thisisniss @altsoupi @dreamsfoot @yesland and anyone else who wants to do it :D
hero: The hero in a relative sense, anyhow. You have your moments of weakness, but youâre the best one for the job. Or the only one that wants it. Golden child, high aptitude, natural leader, whatever it may beâyouâve grown used to being favored, to being the best. You walk a fine line and youâll lose yourself to insanity if you arenât careful. You know that, though. It began to dawn on you a long time ago what youâve gotten yourself into.
I know some of them pity you. They think you must be exhausted carrying around that much resentment, that much anger. I know what you did, though what it must have taken to get here. You had no fall from grace; you walked into the pit, eyes open, feet planted firmly on the staircase. And so be it. Itâs an effective lifestyle, If youâre willing to commit to it. Iâm sure youâll get where youâre going. And then theyâll see, theyâll all seeâbecause thatâs whatâs important, isnât it?
Tagging: @gogywasfound @kutozume + anyone who wants to!
Deeply, you understand beautyâwhat it is to possess it, to surround yourself in it, to be consumed by it. Itâs better, isnât it? To create your own world full of lights and glamour than to live in reality with the rest of us? Itâs like living in a movie. You win, by the way. This is your movie, youâre our star. Be careful, though, getting too far from reality. It gets more and more difficult to come back, and youâve got to, at some point.
I know some of them pity you. They think you must be exhausted carrying around that much resentment, that much anger. I know what you did, though, what it must have taken to get here. You had no fall from grace; you walked into the pit, eyes open, feet planted firmly on the staircase. And so be it. Itâs an effective lifestyle, if youâre willing to commit to it. Iâm sure youâll get where youâre going. And then theyâll see, theyâll all seeâbecause thatâs whatâs important, isnât it?
Thank you soso much for tagging me, my love!! Tagging: @burntcilantro @quackiseok @d1zzydream
You are so full of love and light; you value the people around you more than anything. I hope you find what you're looking for. I hope you find the right people at the right time and that your world is full of love; I hope your love is returned to you, properly, and that you don't ever get too hurt (because you're prone to it, aren't you?). You deserve that, you deserve the world. I wish you the best. Also, I'm serious, read the last lines of the minecraft end poem if you haven't, I think you'll like it.
AAA STARR thank you for tagging me love đ„șđ
i don't know who to tag but @ anyone who wants to do this, feel free to !! :]
