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feeling should not be this way

it cant show up in random places and jusr seep in

no

these feeling were keot hidden

forgotte m

how it is supposwd to ve

it ha sveen YEARs!

it wasnt even mutual and yet why

it didnt have to linger

it wasnt supposed to make ne feel anything

I MOVED ON

an d yet

water has streamed from my eyes

pieces of a geart has been shattered yet again

and I, i hate whatwver this is

i am mature

i am an adult

and I, for the years i gavent heard grom 6ou and the years not gg

finally, all feelings has come to terms

genuinely happy for you, congratulations!

-april 9, 2026

okay, now i get why taylor wrote the lyrics to gorgeous

i dont think im gay but girll huhu you’re so pretty, sorry for staring hehe 🥶

#Spotify

so this is why they say "curiosity kills the cat"

i think i just broke myself into million pieces

i wish i never knew the other part of the story, another piece of a story

even after all these years, i tried

i wanted to

you were gone for a moment,

i thought of you from time to time, i admit

but i wonder if you were okay

if you were fine

i thought of how you were doing facing the real world

and now

i dont know why you keep coming back

pieces of me just keeps remembering that piece of you

the piece that you never had i like i did

everyone around me wonders why

i wonder why

after all these years

why

...

is it still you

why...

does my heart breaks so

why

i know deep down that this heart does not beat for you any longer

it knows that mine were never yours

yet

this fragile part of the brain that sends signal to this organ remembers

and the memories that are no longer shared

i wish to let go

i wish to forget

i wish no pain

i wish no tears

i wished but why does the heart only beats and not hear

im tired of this pain

im tired holding on to the things only i hold onto

im tired believing and i wish to just forget it all

im tired of not having anyone on my side because i am the only one who loves and never the one who receives

im tired to think of you

but how does one not tire if this is what ive known my life

distance does not make you forget

i would like to make myself believe that you are no longer the person who I knew, you are not the same person I have talked to

you

are

not

my

person

anymore

and

i

was

never

yours

July 10, 2024

One of the reasons I moved back to my hometown is because of the emotional support i get from friends, I hope can give it to you, Hannah. Even when we’re thousand miles apart.

i cant believe im writing this in 2024

its been a long time since i last thought of you, …like this

i hate how it’s 2am and it’s still you i think about

distance does not make the heart forget, specially not the alcohol bc it’s the reason im writing to you again

i just wish the heart to take a step forward and finally deicide to move on

June 30, 2024 — Puerto Galera

hi, happy birthday

i wish for your happiness and success in life

oct 11, 2023

is this the kidn of challenge u give ur strongest solddir?

indont want ro be steong

i want to be weak

and cry

and lean on soneone

and the heart i know im breaking is my own - taylor

but i just wanna greet u, congratulations.

i may not have witnessed ur struggles and joys but i was always rooting for your success

hope i can talk to u one last time

and when i do,

i hope it is the last time

bc im tired

august 20, 2023

Hi, it’s me again.

i think it’s getting better, my heart

im drunk and im lonely but not because i miss u

its slowly getting better, my heart

i’ll slpwy pick u up piece by piece

June 26, 2023

It’s not true.

The dramas we see on tv.

It’s not true.

The scenes we read on books.

It’s not true, and it will never be.

Meeting someone again after years as coincidence is not true.

It will never happen.

So please, stop this beating heart from hurting.

because I know,

It’s not true.

June 23, 2023

Hi reader,

Today was a pretty normal day. Walk to work, say hi to Mush and then wait ‘til work hours is over, go back to condo, and rest.

Today was supposed to be a pretty normal day but my friend sent a picture of you, and that’s it. It brought back feelings that has been buried and dusting.

Please, stay buried. Please, stay forgotten.

February 16, 2023

Been thinking of it a lot lately, don’t know if this is unhealthy

Lord, when? I think I’m ready.

I think I’m just waiting.

And this month, I have been pretty impatient.

Will it be tomorrow? next week? next month? or a year?

I feel like my life is a a teenage drama rn 😭

Been a long day, week and month and I didn’t know I badly needed to hear this until I’ve read it.

Ang bait mo Lord, I’ve been dying to let go this past week because I’ve been doubting myself often but You talked to me through this.

I pray that Your will be done. 🙏🏼

August 27, 2022

I still need that brake. Maybe step on it harder.

It seems to be unfair to be only sharing the low-moments of my life so here’s a little lift up.

Thank you,

You don’t know how grateful I am for the guide you did. Today has been hectic, so I got some peace knowing someone was willing to help and lend their time.

The brake.

You make me write about someone else on here and not him. So I also thank you, although I really hope this is something just passing by. It would be too awkward for me, you and everyone around us. Especially my peace my of mind.

I know this feeling is something I can hit stop with. But for the mean time, I’m gonna enjoy this new emotions I feel.

Because I have forgotten the little joys crushes bring.

Thank you, slowly stepping on this brake.

Brake, i need to hit the brake

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