Had a flash back to how shit my writing used to be. How the hell did y'all stand it?!? It's actually horrid, especially my first posts with Alhaitham and Kaveh!!😭😭
I lowkey wanna get able into writing here especially since Im on holiday soon!!
If you guys have anything you want me to write about or re-write now please send me an ask!! I really want to write again but I cannot think of any ideas.
Ive places a few fandoms I know in the tags for me to write about!! Ill add to them as I remember things I do know!! If there's one you want to ask about just send me a comment or message about the fandom and I can do some research if you'd like!! :3
Or if you just want to tell me about an OC one of my thoughts have reminded you of feel free!! I love listening to people explain something they like.
I might make a Serial Killer AU with Twst because I love that stupid game sm and if people like the few head cannons I make then I'll expand it!! If I can come up with ideas!
Ive gotten quite a few comments on this post so I'm assuming y'all wanna see some headcannons on this?? Also if you have any thoughts on the idea please do send them in!! Id love to hear some of your thoughts!!
Ill get to work...
If any of y'all are interested could you comment which fandom you'd like!! Kny, Genshin, obey me, diabolik lovers, twst, ect!!! The one I get the most comments about I'll do!! Either send in an ask or comment here!
If you have sent in an inbox about another thing as I have some more about other things I've written about just hand on!! Especially the yansim 1980s one!! I will do it!!! :3
Chat you know how I mentioned scary characters with a eerie reader last time? New idea
Them with an Elderitch horror reader. I've been thinking about this with like KNY or smth since I've gotten back into it. Yandere or not.
Especially like the Uppermoons who think that reader is just a human with a bit off putting then finding reader is a fucking nightmare fuel monster, more than them. OR OR the hashiras. Just them getting so confused 'So are you a demon?' 'No' 'then what are you' ':) ' just thinking about KNY with an EH!reader that just fucks with them
This just gets funnier in my head with Yan KNY. EH!reader who cannot be contained. Just these powerful beings after a Elderitch horror reader who just fucks around with them.
The interactions and potential is just so funny to me. A reader they finally would have to win over instead of just kidnapping for 'their own good'
Thank you for listening to my ramble about this. If anyone wishes to write this some how then feel free to just tag me!! I'd love to read it! This is also what happens when I get too physically sick to do things so I start wondering about random shit lol
I’m trapped. I alone, have no mind. No senses. No feelings. I’m in hell, looking up at heaven.
Darkness swallowing everything I’ve been, everything I’ll ever be. All that is left are the mocking, haunting, sinister shadows that bore witness to it. A person no longer human. Nothing. No body, no movement, nothing. A worthless nothing. Just a decayed and neglected plant pot.
Pointing, laughing, mocking and pretending. All that those shadows did as they stared at me, watching my every move to find something about me they could take away. Inhumane and crazy. Someone save me. God answer me. Why do you smile while I suffer? What gives you the right to do this? Let me join you. Free me. Cut my flesh back, one that snaps and cracks at each turn of my carcass body. Take my ribs and go have your fun, break them into my sorrowful eyes that have it’s partner grief etched into them. Turn my lungs out my back like wings, let me feel your hands on my breath as you threaten to destroy them and let me breath no more.
Pride, greed and gluttony fills the suffocating, delirious, hysterical room that I rot and tear my flesh in, the rubescent cruor grasping at me to stay. Shadows that watch me descend into something yet nothing. Mad as a Hatter yet I cannot laugh, inadequate to do so my vocals screech, shred and drown in a sea of vacant ichor. Encouraging words given to me by such abdominal monstrous creatures of dripping ink. Words that encourage me to lose myself more than now. Soulless beings that want my suffering for the pride, greed and to fill the ever lasting gluttony they hold. Words I accept for I can never escape as I’ve been abandoned. Words which in an ocean of thousands of comforting agony, they reach me alone.
Senseless and violent, like me. Monsters? Soulless?... Perhaps I’m never to know the truth I crave. The truth I desperately claw to, I climb thorn given ropes of stems that bite and eat at my meat to never let me go and reach the end. These animalistic Cannibal creatures I call shadows who knew I was doomed from the beginning of time as it treated me like a flower. One that wilts with no love and care, destined to struggle and fight, willing to give up their mortal skin and bones to live yet they lose and lose. Love shall never be mine, I can only wilt and decay in this mindless, timeless place. Where am I? I no longer know. What do I know? Nothing but one, I shall know no peace.
I feel like yandere jouno,although he would have some sadistic traits, he also admits in the series that he enjoys helping people so part of me believes he's a mix of sadistic and sweet yandere.
Thinking about Characters who are meant to be dangerous, Dottore, the harbingers in general, kokushibo, Uppermoons and such. Dangerous and evil beings they are considered with a lover like Columbina in the most recent hoyofair. Just so ethereal yet so fucking eerie and creepy, there's just something so.. Off about them that you can't quite grasp but all you know is you should RUN. Just evil characters with a lover who's probably the same or worse than them.
Likt the reader seems to know too much. They let things slip they shouldn't know or things not even the characters know, like reader casually mentions something that Archons didn't know and then just laughs creepily when asked about what they said
Imagine this with obey me cast, their innocent human isn't so innocent hm? The look and realisation of it all is just 😍
Especially in like SAGAU, all loving creator? Nah get whatever this is. A ethereal yet eerie creator who is just.. Yes.
Summary: You had successfully escaped you're older brothers and you one and only friend Azul(Or how reader calls him Zuzu). You had were texting Yuu about meeting him with his friends, the ones you met before heading for you're brothers, and Azul. What will their reactions be?
A/N: Part 1 There's mention of a bag, you pick how the bag looks and what type of bag it is. Debating on making a series of the octavillene trio having reader keep running off and befriending the main cast. Remember to look after yourself and get rest!! Enjoy.
You put you're phone in you're bag as you looked around you making sure you're brothers nor Azul were near. You weren't worried about the other students too much since you have similar speed and strength to you're brothers, although abit weaker than them. Once you were sure they weren't near you stood up and ran for the botanical gardens, keeping an eye out for any of the first years you saw with Yuu or Yuu himself.
You eventually reached the botanical gardens, looking around for Yuu and the rest of his friends. Spotting them not to far you walk up to them.
"Hey, Yuu!"
Yuu turned around to see you smiling at him as he waved at you.
"(Name), You got here fast!"
You chuckled abit as the other first years saw and recognised you from earlier that day. You remembered each of their names roughly, the one you think was juice?? No, Deuce!
"Hey There, Your (Name), the leech twins younger sibling, right? We met you earlier on today!" Deuce smiled at you and extended a hand for a handshake.
"Yes, that would be me! You're Deuce if I'm correct." You shook his hand as he nods confirming you was right. It was bit awkward for you, not because of the people but because of the socializing. The only friend you'd ever had was Zuzu, so it felt awkward but they all seemed pretty laidback.
They all introduced themselves, Sebek seems to be loud constantly, though you were used to Floyds random yelling so it wasn't too bad. They are a lively bunch, it was quite enjoyable, your awkwardness and anxiety went quickly as you hangout with them.
"Hey (Name)."
You look over at Jack as he approaches you, you've noticed he is quite sensible probably the most sensible here.
"Yea? What's wrong?" You stare at him confused as he scratches the back of his neck and looks away.
"Don't take this badly towards you're brothers but, you're not really like them, you know? I mean it in the sense you not as terrifying as you're brothers make themselves nor do you try and make you're self unsettling like them."
Jack was now looking at me in an almost confused manner as you laugh abit at the statement Jack made. You weren't offended to be honest, you just found it funny how right he was. Epel had joined the conversation and agreed with Jack, you replied to them.
"Well, I try not to appear unsettling or anything of the sort. I'm here for abit and my brothers are protective of me. I've never actually had a friend that wasn't Azul. Its only been us four basically my entire life..."
You look at Jack and Epel sheepishly, it felt weird to tell others about you're brothers way of looking after you. It almost felt wrong to be talking to these guys, but you pushed those feelings away and looked at them. The others had at some point had joined the conversation as they looked at you with pity.
"You've never had anybody out of those three??! That must be tough...We're your friends now! Therefore you now have people out of those three!" Deuce wrapped an arm around you're shoulders as the others seemed to agree.
"Yeah, you don't seem so bad, what harm could it do?" Yuu smiled at you confidently.
You smiled at them all, this was nice. Having a group of friends like this was nice...Your phone buzzed ruining the moment of happiness you felt, you only had 5 contacts outside of the people currently around you, 2 of those contacts were your parents but they had already told you they wouldn't text you until you did a week at NRC, the other 3 were you're brothers and Zuzu. You got caught, shit.
The others look at your panicked face as you run over to your bag, they question what's wrong.
"My brothers and Azul know I left the monstro lounge. They said I wasn't to leave due to the people at this school not being trustworthy enough for me to even talk to."
The others looked at you with concern, until Ace spoke up.
"They do that?! They stop you from interacting with people like at all?!"
I nod my head as I search my bag for my phone, you grab it quickly and look at their texts.
After you had read their texts and you felt sick to you're stomach you shoved you're phone into you're bag and threw the bag onto you're shoulder as Sebek yelled.
"THATS UTERLLY WRONG. YOU'RE STRENGTH OUT DOES THE NORMAL HUMANS STREGTH. THERES NO REASON FOR THEM TO DO THAT!!"
You don't stay around much longer as you bolt for monstro lounge. You slam open the door but make sure not to scare any customers, you dint need those three anymore angry than they already are.
You think back to what Sebek said about being inhumanly strong like you brothers, it does make sense why they d-, you're thoughts were stopped by the tap on you shoulder looking at the person to see you brothers. Floyd grabs you and drags you into the V.I.P room and puts you on the couch as he starts going on about how you weren't meant to leave this place and you could have gotten hurt. Jade interrupted Floyd and looked at you.
"Elver. Did you speak to anyone?"
Jades voice was stern, you knew damn well that you couldn't avoid answer him. Not with Floyd and Azul right by.
"Yes..."
You watched there faces morph into disbelief. Now Azul and Floyd were yelling about how you're meant to stay by their side and not run off to talk with others. That's all they could yell about, not only did you leave monstro lounge like a normal human but you talked with others. Jade just let them go off at you, you don't think you've see him so angry. You knew this was the punishment, you knew they would tighten security on you.
You decide that, they aren't gonna stop you. You were 16 for fucks sake! a year younger than them. You not gonna sit idle by their side and alone, not when you now have friends. Of course you weren't gonna tell them that you just looked at the floor and listened to their yelling.
I'm questioning on doing a part 3 to this and making it more focused on liekt he first years development of feeling towards the reader. Does anyone wanna ready that?
Summary: You refuse to listen to your brothers and continue to sneak out and see the first years, your first friends outside of Azul for years. They are more than happy to have you back around.
Remember this is YANDERE writing so their will be themes that fit such a topic with in this small series(Ortho and the tweel siblings will always be platonic!!)
A/n: part 1 and part 2. So sorry for such a long absence!! I have finally gotten out of therapy and I'm doing far better so I can now come back to writing!! Let's gooo!! :D
My brothers were still being very...Persistent about the sneaking out and about. Either Floyd or Jade were with me constantly no matter if Azul was around. They acted like the moment I was alone all hell would break loose and that I'd die, but today I finally saw an opening. A chance to break free from these restrictions my brothers have forced upon me and I grabbed it. The moment I realize I'm finally alone I snuck out. It was hard, from avoiding Azul who was telling off an employee and Jade who stood there too, most likely threatening them, Floyd seemed to have ran off due to most likely boredom.
I finally got out Monstro lounge and bolted away, the moment I were out of sight from the lounge, I grabbed my phone out, a bit shakily as I kept looking back to see if I had been caught. I need to keep my eyes peeled for Floyd incase he was roaming about outside if Octavillene. Clicking on Yuu's profile I send him a text.
Smiling to myself I take the chance and start heading to the Bonitcal garden, while making sure I also don't run into anyone that would cause issues for me.
Eventually I spot the first years and call out to them "Hey guys!! " Which causes almost all of them to turn around and they seemed rather happy to see me. Ace and deuce took a running start and hugged me. "Hey!! Where have you been??" Ace was almost shaking me as Deuce also shook me a bit, "Ever since your brothers called dyou back we haven't seen you!! " I tried tapping their arms to signal to stop the shaking but they only did when Jack intervened, "Let's not shake the soul outta them okay? " I smile at Jack as he looks away with a red dust coating his cheeks, "YOU MUST EXPLAIN YOURSELF YOU! " I start to explain myself to them all.
Silence was all that was there after I explained my brothers habits. "Well that's just wrong of them to do that" Epel's voice carried out in the dead quiet of the garden as I nodded. I could definitely see why it's wrong.. Maybe my brothers are wrong about keeping me away from anyone else? Yuu also chimmed in "They can't ban you from seeing us! I get people at NRC aren't the nicest but we aren't like the others here." The first years all nodded in agreement as I slowly nodded too. They were right! My brothers shouldn't stop me from making friends and isolate me!
I spent the day hanging out with the first years. Jack had silently taken my phone so I couldn't leave them due to my brothers or Azul's texts, all the first years agreed that would be the best course of action to keep my attention on them and not anyone else, not now that they finally had my attention again. I didn't notice how the first years kept me away from the other student either, nor did I realise how they were using Ortho's tech to avoid Floyd or Jade who were searching for me.
We were all sitting at ramshackle, enjoying ourselves. Time passing faster than ever as my body had sunk into the coach aling with Sebeka who was besides me and I was leaning on, jack on my other side who was red and stuff in his body, ace and deuce who had take the floor in front of me along with epel, yuu and ortho. It was nice to have friends to be around for once instead of my brothers. I wondered why I couldn't enter certain rooms but shrugged it off, never thinking deeper about the smell that was seeping out of the cracks nor the small blood that was caught ok the wall besides it. I never noticed such small things, I suppose being looked after all your life lessens those survival instincts eel folks usual have...
Summary: You had successfully escaped you're older brothers and you one and only friend Azul(Or how reader calls him Zuzu). You had were texting Yuu about meeting him with his friends, the ones you met before heading for you're brothers, and Azul. What will their reactions be?
A/N: Part 1 There's mention of a bag, you pick how the bag looks and what type of bag it is. Debating on making a series of the octavillene trio having reader keep running off and befriending the main cast. Remember to look after yourself and get rest!! Enjoy.
You put you're phone in you're bag as you looked around you making sure you're brothers nor Azul were near. You weren't worried about the other students too much since you have similar speed and strength to you're brothers, although abit weaker than them. Once you were sure they weren't near you stood up and ran for the botanical gardens, keeping an eye out for any of the first years you saw with Yuu or Yuu himself.
You eventually reached the botanical gardens, looking around for Yuu and the rest of his friends. Spotting them not to far you walk up to them.
"Hey, Yuu!"
Yuu turned around to see you smiling at him as he waved at you.
"(Name), You got here fast!"
You chuckled abit as the other first years saw and recognised you from earlier that day. You remembered each of their names roughly, the one you think was juice?? No, Deuce!
"Hey There, Your (Name), the leech twins younger sibling, right? We met you earlier on today!" Deuce smiled at you and extended a hand for a handshake.
"Yes, that would be me! You're Deuce if I'm correct." You shook his hand as he nods confirming you was right. It was bit awkward for you, not because of the people but because of the socializing. The only friend you'd ever had was Zuzu, so it felt awkward but they all seemed pretty laidback.
They all introduced themselves, Sebek seems to be loud constantly, though you were used to Floyds random yelling so it wasn't too bad. They are a lively bunch, it was quite enjoyable, your awkwardness and anxiety went quickly as you hangout with them.
"Hey (Name)."
You look over at Jack as he approaches you, you've noticed he is quite sensible probably the most sensible here.
"Yea? What's wrong?" You stare at him confused as he scratches the back of his neck and looks away.
"Don't take this badly towards you're brothers but, you're not really like them, you know? I mean it in the sense you not as terrifying as you're brothers make themselves nor do you try and make you're self unsettling like them."
Jack was now looking at me in an almost confused manner as you laugh abit at the statement Jack made. You weren't offended to be honest, you just found it funny how right he was. Epel had joined the conversation and agreed with Jack, you replied to them.
"Well, I try not to appear unsettling or anything of the sort. I'm here for abit and my brothers are protective of me. I've never actually had a friend that wasn't Azul. Its only been us four basically my entire life..."
You look at Jack and Epel sheepishly, it felt weird to tell others about you're brothers way of looking after you. It almost felt wrong to be talking to these guys, but you pushed those feelings away and looked at them. The others had at some point had joined the conversation as they looked at you with pity.
"You've never had anybody out of those three??! That must be tough...We're your friends now! Therefore you now have people out of those three!" Deuce wrapped an arm around you're shoulders as the others seemed to agree.
"Yeah, you don't seem so bad, what harm could it do?" Yuu smiled at you confidently.
You smiled at them all, this was nice. Having a group of friends like this was nice...Your phone buzzed ruining the moment of happiness you felt, you only had 5 contacts outside of the people currently around you, 2 of those contacts were your parents but they had already told you they wouldn't text you until you did a week at NRC, the other 3 were you're brothers and Zuzu. You got caught, shit.
The others look at your panicked face as you run over to your bag, they question what's wrong.
"My brothers and Azul know I left the monstro lounge. They said I wasn't to leave due to the people at this school not being trustworthy enough for me to even talk to."
The others looked at you with concern, until Ace spoke up.
"They do that?! They stop you from interacting with people like at all?!"
I nod my head as I search my bag for my phone, you grab it quickly and look at their texts.
After you had read their texts and you felt sick to you're stomach you shoved you're phone into you're bag and threw the bag onto you're shoulder as Sebek yelled.
"THATS UTERLLY WRONG. YOU'RE STRENGTH OUT DOES THE NORMAL HUMANS STREGTH. THERES NO REASON FOR THEM TO DO THAT!!"
You don't stay around much longer as you bolt for monstro lounge. You slam open the door but make sure not to scare any customers, you dint need those three anymore angry than they already are.
You think back to what Sebek said about being inhumanly strong like you brothers, it does make sense why they d-, you're thoughts were stopped by the tap on you shoulder looking at the person to see you brothers. Floyd grabs you and drags you into the V.I.P room and puts you on the couch as he starts going on about how you weren't meant to leave this place and you could have gotten hurt. Jade interrupted Floyd and looked at you.
"Elver. Did you speak to anyone?"
Jades voice was stern, you knew damn well that you couldn't avoid answer him. Not with Floyd and Azul right by.
"Yes..."
You watched there faces morph into disbelief. Now Azul and Floyd were yelling about how you're meant to stay by their side and not run off to talk with others. That's all they could yell about, not only did you leave monstro lounge like a normal human but you talked with others. Jade just let them go off at you, you don't think you've see him so angry. You knew this was the punishment, you knew they would tighten security on you.
You decide that, they aren't gonna stop you. You were 16 for fucks sake! a year younger than them. You not gonna sit idle by their side and alone, not when you now have friends. Of course you weren't gonna tell them that you just looked at the floor and listened to their yelling.
I'm questioning on doing a part 3 to this and making it more focused on liekt he first years development of feeling towards the reader. Does anyone wanna ready that?
I hope this message finds you well. My name is Aziz, and I’m reaching out with a heartfelt plea to help my family find safety and reunite with our mother. 😞
The ongoing war in Gaza has torn my family apart. My mother and newborn sister are stranded in Egypt, while I, along with the rest of my sex family members, am trapped in the midst of the genocide in Gaza. We have not only been separated but have also lost our home and are enduring unimaginable hardships. 💔
Your support can make a difference. Whether by reading our story, donating, or sharing our campaign with others, you can help us reunite, find safety, and start anew. 🙏🕊
Thank you, from the depths of my heart, for your kindness, compassion, and solidarity during this difficult time. ❤🍉
Content/Any warnings:Mainly fluff with a tiny mention of reader being hurt or killed. GN!reader I believe!!(Tell me if I'm wrong😭)
Thinking about tetcho how seems to tough and cold yet is probably an absolute sweetheart in reality
Thinking about how he might not be so physically affectionate in his job and around his Co-workers cause he understands he needs to be professional in his line of wor
Thinking about how affectionate he might be when it's out of work time. How much he enjoys holding you close to his chest, his arms around you and his head resting on your head or in the crook of your neck and shoulder
Thinking of tetcho trying to make you breakfast in the morning only for you to start laughing at what combination he has now made up and has served you. You started making food for the tow of you then on after trying his sugar in rice.
Thinking of tetcho how enjoys just being in your presence. Your working or busy? That's fine he's just gonna work by you. He's so content to just sit there as long as you stay there with him doing your own thing
Thinking of Tetcho how probably wants to keep you safe. Tetcho who likes to hold you close because it comforts him that you are safe. That your aren't someone ability tricking him while you've been taken. Tucking you into his chest and wrapping himself around you on the days he needs you and is more worried about your safety
Thinking about Tetcho who knows being with him could endanger you. You are far more vulnerable than he is and it makes him even more worried.
Thinking 'bout Tetcho who has an issue with texting you often in a day to double check your responding. He can't deal with t he thought that you got hurt while he wasn't there to protect you.
Thinking all about Tetcho who would blame himself heavily if you did get hurt or someone killed you to get to him. Tetcho who is hunting the person who hurt you down, he is a server of justice after all and he has shown before that even on occasion he'll put the people close to him above that.
Rambling? Absolutely 😚 because he's just been in my brain recently with Fyodor. I might post my Fyodor character talk in a bit so people can correct it and also add to it!! See you all later💜💜
