TW :: Mental health

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[quietthe]

Can everyone just report my blog until big bad T-daddy comes and takes this away from me? It’s gross but I can’t put it down.

[quietthe]

No seriously, how do I delete this? I only have access to mobile

[quietthe]

Can everyone just report my blog until big bad T-daddy comes and takes this away from me? It’s gross but I can’t put it down.

[inferrance-deactivated20200120]

☃ + ❈

[quietthe]

Rapid posting all my drafts like it’s Spring cleaning bitchheeeessss.

[anxietyproblem]

[quietthe]

*I give them the opportunity to maintain it for a little while and if they chose not to, that’s their choice.

[compulsive]

[silentsuiciderooms]

[quietthe]

One of the worst things about having an ED is sitting down for a meal you spent 45 minutes cooking and you’re really excited about it and then not being able to eat it.

One of the worst things about having an ED is watching people bond over food and drinks and not being able to join in.

One of the worst things about having an ED is lying to your friends and family and destroying not just your body but your relationship with them.

One of the worst things about having an ED is watching your friends pick up the disordered habits you fail to hide.

One of the worst things about having an ED is the irreversible damage to your organs.

One of the worst things about having an ED is knowing that if you can’t keep it under control, it could kill you.

It’s not fvcking cute or romantic. We’re sick and we need help.

[quietthe]

Kinda wanna say fuckit, live my true aesthetic, dye my hair, get a shitty little room in a run down house, maybe work as a bartender in some alt pub or something and give society the middle finger everyday.

Why does my brain say I can’t do this and keep my sit-stand desk. Fuck you brain. I’m allowed to be me and have nice things.

*grumbles* I’ll show you…

[quietthe]

Update:

Said fuckit: ✔️

Dyed hair: ✔️

Got a shitty little room in a run down house: ✔️

Bartend an alt pub: WIP

Living my true aesthetic: WIP

[drizzlingtears]

no offence to the people on this site but what the fuck is wrong with everybody

[quietthe]

To those dealing with or have dealt with abuse:

I hope one day you become the person you needed back then and now.

I hope anyone who acted as a passive bystander in your story rots for an eternity with the intensity of the all pain they permitted you to experience.

Also I hope your abuser(s) faces their karma full strength and in a very not swift manner.

[traumasurvivors]

It’s okay to be angry, sad or whatever else and think it’s not fair you have to work so hard to heal for what someone else did to you. Because it isn’t fair. And you’re allowed to stop and feel that sometimes. It is not fair that healing is now your responsibility and it’s okay to have feelings about that.

[quietthe]

Empty empathy

[quietthe]

This isn’t the place for me.

At least apathy is honest.

[quietthe]

Empty empathy

[4damien]

Anyone can help!

(Real pen the last picture)

It is important for EVERYONE to know how to help ANYONE. Not everyone can give them selves their medicine under every circumstance. Be educated, help out.

In the last year, i have gotten about five new violent allergies from foods i used to be able to eat. Next time i eat a fruit, my throat could close. I may not be able to inject myself. My boyfriend and i played with my trainer pen for like 30 minutes. He knows how to inject it. I know how. This is important.

[unspokengrief]

im so scared the rest of my life is gonna feel like this

[quietthe]

When your stomach starts convulsing mid cry and it feels like you’re purging emotions