I Dont Want To Be Sad

*Trigger warning for self harm/depression/suicide etc* •I do not promote any of this• Please message me if you want to talk

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Friends can break your heart too

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Please remember, no matter how bad you feel now, it will get better. If you’re thinking about taking your life tonight, reconsider. Think of those who love you, and who care. If you’re thinking about cutting yourself, think of the later consequences. There are better ways of getting out your feelings without hurting yourself. You are strong. You’re still alive. That matter

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draw,

read a book,

write a book,

flick an elastic band against your wrist,

hold an ice cube in the palm of your hand.

-do whatever you can to stop from hurting yourself

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I’m sorry Dad,

For ever disappointing you

Or making you sick with worry.

I’m sorry Mum,

For ever making you question your own parenting

Or making you sick with stress.

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I’ve really ruined everything now

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I don't trust you anymore In fact I haven't for a while

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Oh what a waste of a perfectly good clean wrist

disasterogoly

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If you have never sat in the bath with a razor in your hand, you are lucky. If you have never sat on a train platform, contemplating jumping in front of the oncoming train, you are lucky. If you have never crossed a road hoping a car will hit you, you are lucky. You are so lucky that you have never felt so bad that you want to take your own life. I am jealous of that. I want to know what it feels like to want to live

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Loving a boy like him, is like trying to hold water in the palm of your hands, Like trying to prevent an ice cube from melting in summer, Like attempting to run through water. It's not possible, yet you try so hard. He is a tidal wave, A tsunami, And yet you hate the thought of untamed water

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