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Hey There, Delilah | Will x Rachel

Will smiles as Rachel reassures him of what he already knows, that she wants Jamie to be with them too. It’s hard to think of what bringing Jamie to live with them will mean for Emma. And he’s having a hard time with that part. He doesn’t want to hurt her but he knows that Jamie would be better with him. Emma’s an excellent mother and she loves Jamie so much but Will can see the stress and the disorder is starting to get to her.

“I love you,” he told Rachel with a smile, leaning down to kiss her softly on the lips. “I can’t wait to start a family with you,” he said softly, “and give Jamie a little brother or sister.”

At the next apartment, Will finds himself smiling a little wider. It’s not the biggest apartment but it’s big for New York, and it helps that the windows are big and let in a lot of light. He can see himself here, with Rachel watching a movie on a lazy Sunday afternoon, or playing with Jamie, watching her take her first steps.

“I think it feels perfect,” he whispers, looking to Rachel to see if she feels the same, as his arms wrap around her waist to pull her closer.

His words give her chills, she's nowhere near ready for that, but she sees their future so clearly, and Rachel is excited for what is to come. This is just the start for them and she knows it's going to smooth itself out sooner or later. "I bet she will be the greatest big sister." Rachel murmurs, squeezing his hand, for the comfort. She finds it so weird that things could be completely different right now, she's sure that everything has happened for a reason, even if some of the things they have gone through have been tragic and hard. It's clear they are strong enough to handle anything life has to throw at them. She knows they will make it through anything.

Rachel feels the same way about this place as she looks it all over. She presses into Will softly as he pulls her in and she just nods. “I think so, too.” This is a really important step for them and she can see them here, living their life together, with Jamie. Eventually it will be them and she can’t wait for it. She needs Will, always. “Is it realistic to want to wait a little before making a final decision?”

She looks up at him, this is a great place, other people are probably interested. Rachel just doesn’t want to rush the decision. She isn’t sure she wants to miss out on this place either. If they absolutely needed to make the decision based on the places they have looked at, this would be the place, it probably is their place. She has that feeling in her gut, but what if it is wrong? “I’m kind of tired.” She whispers to him, at the very least, she thinks she is done apartment hunting for the afternoon.

Hey There, Delilah | Will x Rachel

Will shakes he head as she asks if he’s talked to Emma. He hasn’t mentioned anything to her. This is the first time he’s voiced these thoughts and he wouldn’t want to talk about it with anyone than Rachel.

“No, you’re the only person I’ve talked about it with,” he confirms for her and squeezes her hand, starting to walk with her down the street as she continues talking. He nods as she speaks. She makes sense and it’s really what he needs to hear, especially when she mentions talking to a lawyer.

“Don’t apologize, this is great,” he tells her with a smile, wrapping his arm around her shoulder and pulling her close to him. “This is what I need. To talk it over with you and make sure I don’t sound insane at the idea of bringing Jamie to live with us. Would you be okay with that? If she was with us full time?”

He knows that Rachel loves Jamie but he also knows that having her around 24/7 might be too much for her. It’s a lot to put on a person, no matter how much they love you and your child. “I have to talk with a lawyer,” he agrees. “Get all of my options.”

They walk for several minutes until they reach their third apartment building of the day. There’s a door man and concierge, and the building looks like it’s kept up well. They let the concierge know that they are there and wait in the lobbying until one of the leasing associates comes out to get them and take them up the open apartment.

“What do you think so far?” Will asks, as they follow her to the elevator.

"You don't sound insane." Rachel promises, squeezing his hand, knowing this had to be hard for his. He's a great man, and even despite everything, he's never wanted to hurt Emma, he still doesn't. She wishes there was some magical answer, to make this fair for everyone involved, but she knows its only wishful thinking. "I love Jamie so much Will and I love seeing you with her. I would love if she was with us full time...I just wish this wasn't something you had to stress over." Rachel is fully aware that until this is figured out she will be alone in the apartment they decide on. She really doesn't know what will happen if things don't work out the way the want and need them to. "I also know it will be an adjustment but I'm ready for that. I'm ready for a life with you and I know that Jamie is just as much a part of my life as you are." She just doesn't want to overstep boundaries, she isn't her mom, and she knows that.

Rachel is happy when they arrive to the next place and she instantly likes it. She knows she will be safe here and that was one of the biggest things on their list of necesseties. It's bright, and not too gloomy, but she knows they definitely need to explore a bit more. "I still want to give every place a chance." She says softly, allowing the associate to show them around and talk about the place. So far, it's definitely the best, but that doesn't mean too much. "I like it a lot Will. What do you think about it?" She wants a place that will be their home, a mutual decision, and she's excited to work on a room for Jamie. It will be a nice distraction from everything.

"I just really want a home with you." Rachel wraps her arms around him, tightly, once they are left alone.

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Hey There, Delilah | Will x Rachel

Will walks hand-in-hand with Rachel down the street to the next building they had on their list. He enjoys being in the city with her. The feelings he has when he’s with her just makes the rest of it bearable. It’s easy to forget the way he’s been struggling or the fact that he threw away his sobriety just a few days earlier. Rach makes him want to be better, to try harder, and he will for her.

Will agrees as he looks up at the next place, letting her lead them inside. He doesn’t like that it doesn’t have a doorman. He knows that this is a pretty good neighborhood but he would just feel better with that extra level of security, especially since he won’t be here for a while yet and Rachel will be out late because of school, or friends or the bookstore.

Once looking around inside, Will’s opinion doesn’t really change. It’s not bad at all but it would take a lot to get him passed the lack of a doorman. He’s glad Rachel doesn’t seem to be too attached to the place either.

“I agree. I like the first place better and we have others to see. I think if this isn’t making either of us super excited, we should move onto the next,” he says, squeezing her hand. “What do you say? Ready to move on to the next?” he asks; he doesn’t think it’s necessary to see any more of this place.

Once they are back outside and walking to the next building, Will looks over at Rachel for a moment. “I’m not sure what to do about Jamie,” he says, wanting to talk over one of the things that has really been weighing heavily on him.

“I mean, I can’t just leave her in Lima, you know? But at the same time, if I were to move here, I don’t know why that has to be the case.” He’s just talking, not really sure what he’s saying or if he’s saying anything. But he knows talking to Rachel will help at least get him thinking about what to do.

Rachel is happy that they don't take too much time in this place, it doesn't excite her, and she knows that she too likes the idea of a doorman. She just can't wait till Will will be there with her, at this point, wherever he is, is home, and that is okay with her. She's holding his hand tightly as they leave the apartment, letting herself really look at her surroundings. She is glad that despite the complications they would have to work through, she is finally here, and ready to be. It takes a lot of her nerves away, being away from him, and her fathers. It is really her time to buckle down and she definitely feels as if she is proving herself. It is such a nice feeling to be doing something right and all of this happening proves that it is a lot more right than wrong.

They stop walking and Rachel turns to look at him, his words not surprising her at all. This was her biggest concern too and she knows it's only heightened in his brain. She hates that she has no ideas, that she doesn't know how to fix this really big detail in their plan. "Have you told Emma any of this?" Rachel can't honestly see the woman reacting well to it, but it is something that needs to be brought up. It makes her sad that someone has to end up not getting what they want. She really doesn't want it to be Will. "I don't know Will. I want her here with us, but I know that you don't want to hurt Emma either, and for some reason children usually always go to the mom. I don't really get it..." Rachel bites her lip, that probably wasn't the best thing to say and she sighs. "There has to be something..." She squeezes his hand gently, trying to be comforting.

"Maybe the next step is contacting a lawyer." Rachel doesn't know if she is helping him any, sure he knows all of this, sure he's trying to make it the easiest it can be. He's a good person. He's a good dad. There is no reason Jamie couldn't be with him. "I'm sorry. This isn't an area I'm very good." She laughs, hoping to lighten the mood.

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freeas-aspirit

I love the ground under his feet, and the air over his head, and everything he touches and every word he says. I love all his looks, and all his actions and him entirely and all together.

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Hey There, Delilah | Will x Rachel

Will smiles softly and pulls Rachel tighter against him. He nods at her response, sighing softly. It would be Jamie’s home too but Will doesn’t like the fact that she probably won’t be there all that much. He’s not sure how this is all going to work out. Knowing that he’ll have Rachel helps.

“She will know that it’s her home too and we’ll make sure she’s always happy and loved when she’s with us, even when she isn’t,” he adds, leaning down to kiss her softly.

“I’m sure she’ll love New York too,” he agrees. “She’ll grow up to be a city girl, I’m sure. I’m not going to let Emma keep her from exploring… I know she hates messes but I don’t ever want Jamie thinking she has to hold back,” he says, mostly thinking out loud.

“Yeah, we should move on if we’re going to see all the options. And no, it’s not bad at all. I think it would be great if we found our home.” He takes her hand in his and laces their fingers together. They walk out of the bedroom and Will lets the agent know that they’re done. As she walks them out, she goes over the rent and fees, as well as their specials for the month. They thank her as they arrive in the lobby before walking out into the city.

“I did like that place,” he said with a smile. It didn’t necessarily feel like the one though he would probably put it near the top of his list, depending on what else they saw. “Next stop?” he asks, squeezing her hand, before letting her lead the way.

Rachel can't even believe how lucky she is to have Jamie in her life. This situation could be a lot more complicated than it is, but things have started to smooth out and she's thankful. She's already gotten so big but pictures don't really do that justice. The thought of Jamie getting older, being able to walk, to acknowledge everything that is beautiful in the world is overwhelming. Rachel can't wait to be there with her when she sees New York for the first time. Rachel just can't wait to see her in general.

"It's going to work out the way that works for all of us. I have a lot of faith in that." She says honestly, it may be rocky at first but it will work out, it has worked out more often than not.

Rachel laces their fingers and leads them towards the direction of the next closest place. "I liked it too. I definitely think it could be an option. I didn't see anything wrong with it." She is just so convinced they will know their place the minute they walk in, but she knows life isn't always like that.

She stops in front of the place, looking down at her notebook just to make sure it is the right one. Rachel smiles up at him. "The building looks nice." Rachel comments, walking them towards the door. This place doesn't have a doorman but the inside could very easily make up for that. Nothing bad has happened so far in her time in the city, it's likely nothing will.

The agent is nice and gives them a tour, letting them go off on their own. Rachel thinks it is alright, the space is a bit bigger, but the view isn't as nice. "What do you think? I think it's okay. I like the first place better, but it isn't bad."

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afallof-rain

when you kiss me i am reduced to my most. basic. elements several buckets of water a trash bag of carbon a shot glass packed with salt i become the empty space between all this matter a phantom dancing in the body of a gutted house your mouth knows my architecture so well that every time you lean in i’m surprised you don’t pass right through me.

Excerpt: “the handsome phalangesist’s lament” by Sam Sax

a sudden obsession with slam poetry and the mastery of language.

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I love you, and you’re amazing.

I love you so much. I think you're so amazing.

will-j-schuester replied to your photo

And what moment was that?

Before anything was all that serious at your apartment. We were watching something on tv and you were holding me and playing with my hair. I remember thinking I never wanted to be anywhere else but your arms.

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Hey There, Delilah | Will x Rachel

Will appreciates the way Rachel wants to look at all of their options before making a decision. It sounds a lot like her and he should have guessed that she would be just as organized with this as she is with everything else in her life.

“That sounds like a good idea. We should see what the others have to offer too,” he agrees. “I do like that this is closer to the top floor as well.”

He smiles and lets her lead him on into the bedroom. He wraps his arm around her as she calls him over to the window. “It’s gorgeous. I love the city,” he says softly.

He sighs quietly at her question. He knows it’s something they need to think about and talk about but he doesn’t really know the answer to it. He smiles though when she mentions wanting to decorate. He loves that about her; he loves how much she loves his daughter.

“I don’t know…” he starts quietly. “I mean, I wish she could but I wouldn’t want to be that person that takes his daughter away from her mother. I don’t really know why it has to be that the mother has primary custody but I just wouldn’t feel right about it. So, I guess, it would only be sometimes?” he says, not sure of his options really. It’s something that he needs to really thing about and maybe discuss with a lawyer.

“But you should still decorate.” He smiles and squeezes her closer. “It will still be her room and I think we should make that. I’d love to have a place for her to come to and know that it’s hers. Even if she’s too young to really know; I think it will be comforting. What do you think?” he asks.

Rachel feels sad because she doesn't want it to only be sometimes. She loves Jamie and loves seeing Will with her. But Emma is an amazing mother and doesn't deserve to be away from either. She feels a little selfish for wanting to take Will away from her. She knows how upset it makes him to think about missing any part of her life. It seems inevitable at this point though and Rachel wishes there was some answer that could make them all happy with their circumstance.

"I agree. This place will be her home too and I want her to know that." She's happy he likes the idea and turns in his arms so she can cup his face in her hands. She hates that it has to be so hard, they when they are finally together he'll have to be away from Jamie. Rachel already hates being away and pictures and videos only gives her so much satisfaction. Nothing would be the same as being in the same room as her. Nothing would be the same as living with Will full time, but she has to take things one day at a time. It's the only way they'd make it through. "Once we pick a place I'll start thinking about what would fit the place best. I already have ideas. I think she'll love it. I think that Jamie will love New York just as much as us."

Rachel pulls away from him and smiles. "What do you think about heading to the next place? I'm ready to see more. Is it bad that I want to know what we're going to choose today? I don't want to rush the decision but I think we'll know the minute we walk in."

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Natalie waxes philosophical

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Hey There, Delilah | Will x Rachel

“You’re stove is a little on the sketchy side,” Will says with a light laugh. He knows that he can good. She made him that casserole way back that week she had a crush on him and she made him cookies. He knows that she’s better than her current skills would suggest. “I do know,” he whispers softly, wrapping his arm around her and holding her close to his side.

Once they arrive at the apartment, the leasing agent gives them the space to look around and discuss what they see. He lets Rachel take the lead, taking him by the hand towards the kitchen.

“Usually that is the case.” He laughs lightly, looking over the appliances. “These are definitely new,” he nods. “And the wood floors are nice. I like that they entire apartment is hardwood floors.”

They walk towards the bedroom and Will takes in the apartment as a whole. It’s really nice. It’s modern and updated. It has big windows and even a small balcony. He also likes that it’s towards the top of the building. That would be a nice view and get them away from some of the overwhelming sounds of the city.

The bedroom is a nice size, especially for the city. He’s sure anything with a door is a plus for Rachel. The bedroom also has two big closets and the door that leads directly to the bathroom.

“So, what do you think?” he asks as they stand in the bedroom. “What do you like and what don’t you like?”

Rachel wishes she could always be by his side but she also really likes being able to miss him. It makes being with him that much better because there is time between the last time they saw one another. She knows eventually the time will become less and less and then she’ll just start missing him while they go about their schedules. She’s curious to know what it will be like once they are settled, she’s more than ready and excited for that time. He seems happy to follow her lead and she leads them towards the kitchen.

She can tell he’s really looking over everything and this has to be something he likes too. She thinks he does and she does too. “Everything looks pretty updated and nice. I like it all so far. I just want to see every apartment before getting too stuck on one place. I want to make sure we make the best decision. I don’t really see anything wrong with this apartment though. We’re closer to the top floor which I like a lot.”

Once in the bedroom Rachel instantly goes towards the window, she loves the view of the city. Sometimes she still can’t believe she’s finally in New York. It probably didn’t help that she’d ended up back home but it was needed and she’s glad she’d made her decisions. “The view is beautiful, come look.” Rachel grabs at his arm and once he is by the window she leans into him. “I can see us living here.”

She sighs deeply because she doesn’t want to bring the mood down but she is really curious and she needs to ask. “Do you think Jamie will live with us? Or would it only be sometimes? I really want to decorate her room. I think I’m more excited for that than anything.” Rachel is more than sure he has put some thought into her question, it’s always one of the things adding stress. She knows he doesn’t want to take her away from Emma but New York and Lima are a bit of a distance away. They would need to come up with some sort of plan and Rachel just wants to know everything.

Hey There, Delilah | Will x Rachel

Will listens, keeping Rachel’s hand in his as they walk down the street towards the first apartment building. As expected , Rachel’s really thought about all of this and what she wants in a new place. He’s glad that she has; it will make the process easier. He’s also glad that everything he mentions is something he wants for her as well. She’s going to be alone at this place for awhile before he can move there and her safety is his number one priority.

"All of that sounds like things on my list as well. I know it’s not exactly common but if we see a place with an updated kitchen and appliances, that would be a nice perk. But really outside of that, the only thing I definitely need is you."

It was cheesy but the truth. He leaned in and kissed her on the cheek softly. As they arrive at the first place, Will opens the door, glad to see the second door requires a key or to be buzzed in. He buzzes for the front desk and the door soon unlocks. “So far, so good,” he says to her with a smile.

They let the concierge know that they’d like to view the open apartment and they wait for one of the leasing agents to come out to greet them. He takes Rachel’s hand as the agent leads them up to the open apartment, talking about the building and its amenities - the gym, proximity to the subway, 24-hour concierge. She opens the door for them and Will lets Rachel walk into the apartment first, following closely behind.

"That is a great idea. I'm convinced it isn't me that keeps messing up but the stove." She grins because she's not as horrible at cooking as some people make her out to be. At the very least, she hadn't burned anything down yet and she hadn't given herself food poisoning. "And all I need is you too. I think you know that already though." Rachel really hates being away from him, hates being reminded that later he would be leaving. She's so glad he felt like he could go to her when he needed someone. She has hope that they'll figure it out and make it work. Eventually they would be a family and it's going to have to be enough right now. She thinks getting their apartment and getting back into a normal for them would really help all of the sad feelings.

They are lead inside and Rachel is glad Will lets her step inside first. Her first thought is that it is nice. She's going into this wanting this one to be the one and she realizes now they are really going to have to look at all them to be fair to themselves and give each apartment the look over it needs so they won't have to do this again for a long while.

"Can we explore a little?" The woman doesn't seem to mind that very much and she looks to Will and grins grabbing his head and to lead him towards the kitchen. "If they are shiny that means they are new, right?" Her dads had their house for a while before she was born and they barely used it, she didn't think that was a fair example. The loft had been fair at best and this apartment was already a few huge steps up from it. "I also want to see the bedrooms!"

Hey There, Delilah | Will x Rachel

Will smiles, leading Rachel towards her bedroom. He lets her use the bathroom first and then follows. He comes out in his boxers, not feeling the need to put on PJs. Once he gets into bed and leans back against the headboard, he wraps his arm around Rachel and pulls her closer to him.

He laughs lightly. “Well, I hope I’m better than the animals!” he teases, squeezing her gently. He watches her search for something on TV. He doesn’t really have a preference so, he’ll leave it up to her to choose. He’s just so happy to have her in his arms. She finally settles on some movie; he’s not particular. They relax back in bed and make a bit of pillow talk as the watch the movie. They’re both asleep before the movie is over.

They wake mid morning and take their turns in the shower and bathroom before they’re getting dressed and heading out for the day. Will pays for a cab to take them up to her school’s neighborhood. He smiles over at Rachel, holding back some laughter at the notebook in his hand. She always is organized and he loves it. They find a place for brunch, eating outside. Will’s glad that the weather is still so nice. He loves this, being in New York with her. He has to find a way to get here soon.

Once they are done eating, they walk hand-in-hand towards the first option. “So what sort of things are you looking for in an apartment?” he asks, trying to get an idea of the questions they need to ask and the things he needs to look for.

It was nice to sleep in and she sleeps better than she has in a long time, being in Will's arms always did that for her. She hopes that this unexpected visit won't mess her up. It is so easy to fall into a routine with him and he'll be leaving so soon. Rachel knows they discussed this and that this apartment search will settle her mind This is all a step in the right direction and the few apartments they'd narrowed it down to. Rachel feels happy about. She hopes they won't have to do any more searching and they can pick something from their list. Rachel just wants to feel at home and she's not getting that in the loft, not after everything that had gone on and all the changes.

"I want it to be safe, I want it to be up to par with regulations obviously. I don't want to have to do too much work or anything. I want it to be able to be easily decorated or at least something we both really like if it isn't. For when you're not here I want to make sure the person at the door isn't lazy. I want to feel safe and it's hard to feel that way in the city but nothing has happened yet. I think it would have already." Rachel shrugs her shoulders. "I like the location, we're so close to the city and it will be easier for me with school. But I think we got that part covered."

Rachel squeezes his hand gently. "What about you. What are things you definitely need to see to fit your standards?" This isn't just her decision and she loves it. Eventually they would be together and married and it would be the most amazing thing. She couldn't wait for it.

Hey There, Delilah | Will x Rachel

#p:htd #this is short im sorry

"I know," Will says softly. "I miss you too and I’m glad we can talk about this. We’ll continue to and we’ll work this all out." He’s already feeling better himself. His slip up earlier in the week is a set back but not one that he can’t overcome and he knows that when he gets back to Lima, he can remember how he is feeling right now and he’ll be okay.

"I hope we will be," he says with a smile. "She loves you too. So many times, I wish he was ours…" he admits. It goes along with wanting them to talk about everything. He wishes that it was complicated like this. He wants Rachel, him and Jamie to be a family but he knows that life isn’t always easy and it only makes them stronger.

"This is definitely a good start," he says as he finishes writing everything down. "I think this will give us enough places to start with," he tells her. "And we can always see what else is around when we’re out looking."

He’s excited for this, finding a place with her that will hopefully be theirs. He takes the laptop from her, shuts it and places it on the coffee table. Taking her hand in his, he pulls her to stand with him and wraps his arms around her.

"Come on," he smiles, "I believe someone promised me cuddling in bed. Let’s find a movie and do just that." he takes her hand in his and leads the way.

Rachel takes his hand and smiles brightly, now they didn't have to worry about anything. They could just be them, even if it is just for the night. In the morning they would do brunch, they would finish their online search, and then go look at some of the places. Rachel doesn't know that a decision will be made tomorrow but she feels hopeful that it will at least give them some reassurance. "You're right, I think I did promise that." It is probably one of the best promises she's made, she absolutely loves being in his arms, and just having him in her general vicinity made everything feel right. She's so in love with him and they'd been through so much. She thinks now things will start falling into place, this was some kind of test, but they'd become so much stronger and nothing would break them. She also knew that things wouldn’t all of a sudden work out, they would just need to be patient.

They take turns in the bathroom after they change into clothes for bed, brushing their teeth, before they meet back in the bed. Rachel pulls the covers back and opens her arms for him once she’s seated. “I can’t tell you how much better it feels to have you to cuddle with instead of the animals.” She says with a laugh, grabbing for the remote and searching for a movie on TV. Rachel doesn’t really want to move she just wants to focus on the way she feels in his arms. She just wants to get lost in him because she didn’t have that option all of the time.

Hey There, Delilah | Will x Rachel

Will looks with Rachel at the computer, placing his arm around her shoulders. He doesn’t need to write anything down just yet, not until they are looking at the tabs she’s opened for the buildings that sound like possibilities. He likes that she wants to be closer to her school. It’s a safer area and puts her closer to the bookstore too. It will keep her safe and that will make Will feel better.

He listens to her questions, sighing softly when she tells him that she wishes he wasn’t in Lima. He doesn’t like it either but he hates how sad she seems. He knows the situation isn’t ideal, and he just wishes he could find a way to make everything work out. But his daughter is in Lima and as much as he wants to pick her up and move her out to New York, he can’t do that to Emma.

He squeezes Rachel close, in a way he hopes is reassuring. “I wish I didn’t have to be in Lima either,” he tells her. “I don’t want to miss Jamie’s life though. And I feel like I would miss so much being away from her. I don’t want to be a father that’s not there for his daughter…”

He doesn’t know what else to say. He knows that it’s not very reassuring but he doesn’t know if he can be reassuring and realistic about their situation. So, he turns from that to her other questions.

"I like a couple of these for sure," he tells her, removing his arm so that he can start writing. He points out some, trying to keep budget in mind. She may own a business now but it’s a small business and she’s still in school full time. NYADA isn’t cheap, and he can’t help as much as he’d want. "I like that this one has a doorman; it makes the building feel more secure. A few of these others sound promising too," he says as he finishes writing down all the information.

"I know, I understand. I just miss you so much." Rachel says quietly, feeling like she needs the voice these things but at the same time it isn't something they can fix and she isn't even mad about it. She just misses him and hates that she has to be away from him and Jamie, she would never ask him to leave his daughter, she's not like that. She just knows that their situation is complicated and what happens when one of them is stuck choosing? Rachel really didn't think she could. This getting an apartment, a place they call their own, reassures her despite it all. He wouldn't do this with her if he wasn't in it, and that was never the concern anyway. As long as he believes they will be together completely at some point then she's okay. "I'm really happy you're able to be apart of her life. She loves you so much, I can tell already. You're both going to be so close as she gets older. I miss her too." Rachel pouts, "You'll have to continue sending me pictures of her."

She watches as he writes down some of the information, his opinion means a lot to her, and he's way more experienced when it came down to this sort of thing. She'd gone by her fathers suggested with the loft and the fact that she would have roommates, this was all them, and she wants what is best for them for that very reason.

"I think this is a good start." Rachel says as he looks over his list. "They are the ones that fit all requirements at least. We should start there, with stopping by to see them I mean, and then make a decision from that? I think it's something we'll know right away. We'll know it is the right place...That's how it happens right?" She doesn't want to make a wrong decision it could be some sort of sign and Rachel doesn't want to think about what it could mean. "Do you think we should keep looking?" She doesn't want to sound like she is uninterested but she just wants to hold him while she can.