Inside The Mind Of Rose

Trauma-Endo System that needs to stretch its legs. Posts will be reblogged by alters that are not rose and will b tagged accordingly Body is 23 years old and system has been active for 3 years now

[r0se-sys-stuff]

INTRODUCTION

Hello this is Rose from @r0seart

I have been hiding something from you all, I’m plural. Dude to syscourse and anti endo spaces being prevalent in the plural community I felt like I was not allowed to talk about any form of my system, including the traumagenic parts of it. But after seeing many systems make art and talk about their experience (along with my headmates wanting to reblog what they want without derailing my account) I decided it would me healthy to let them explore rather than stay cramped in my head and limited to pluralkit shenanigans.

There will be triggering topics as many of my headmates deal with my traumas and have problematic opinions on things. Almost all of them are introjects besides me and two others who don’t show up that much.

Here are my most active ones and the Emojis that’ll represent them along with their pronouns and roles

Ego: (he/him) 🎮| co host protector gatekeeper and soother

Danny: (he/they/star) 🦄| soother and caretaker

Stolas: (he/him) 🦉💜| librarian and organizer

Ashley: (she/her) 🔪| persecutor, aggressor, and hypersexuality holder

Melon: (he/him) 🍈| persecutor, aggressor and perpetrator

Fritz: (he/him) 🔴🔵| organizer, medic, mediator

Susie: (she/her) 🪓🦎| Middle (age 16-17)

Heisenberg: (he/him) ⚙️| persecutor, protector, Susie’s caregiver (apparently)

June: (she/her) 💙| preservation alter (memories emotions and experiences from when I was 13-17), possible BPD holder

HAL: (he/him) 🔴| librarian, organizer, information holder

Cesar: (he/him)❌| persecutor

Bucky: (he/they/she/it)⛓️| old co-host (now serves several miscellaneous functions)

Toby: (he/him) ⚪️| the rational, wise one who does a chaos sometimes

Elias 👁️, Peter ⚓️, and Simon 🌩️: (all he/him) I dunno what they do, they just act mysterious and wierd

Tammi: (she/her) 🦌the only one in this system that isn’t an introject of a fictional character or real person, unsure of her role, she might be a little but she isn’t a child in any way

Several have been left out due to being fragments and if it’s not signed off by anyone’s name or doesn’t have an emoji, assume it’s me Rose, the host, who is she/they

Have fun yall

(If you don’t like endos just move on, even if I have Traumagenic elements, i don’t wanna try and defend my system)

[r0se-sys-stuff]

Hoping I can cvt real bad again! I feel like shedblr is the only place for me. The only place for rotten girls like me. Only place for fake ass skin stealers like me. Only place for stupid little piece of shit bitches like me.

- Danny 🦄

[catchymemes]

[r0se-sys-stuff]

It’s fun until all these different facets of you gain autonomy and regularly comment on your daily life, moral compass, and decisions - Rose/Host

[fawndollie]

hot pink and black collection part 2!!

credits:

9, 11, and 12 by @neosprites !

10 by @twinkfrottage !

creepy but cute by @phantasmacorn005 !

hot pink lover by @99fish !

[americuntgirlx3]

ㅤꨄ︎

[rabbitkinglune777]

on a brighter note, it's funny looking back on how adamant I was abt not having DID and then reading my old tweets from five years ago that go "yeah I don't know who I am in this body I miss [our old name]" like 😭😭😭?????

[rabbitkinglune777]

"whattttt I'm not plural I just have posts I have no recollection of saying plus I love constantly changing sonas because my perception of self is inconsistent because I don't feel grounded with "me" as a singular individual."

[r0se-sys-stuff]

Plurality is such a car crash of an experience. Since everyone has a limited understanding of what can be considered plural I had trouble realizing the signs of fragmentation in my later teen years.

I didn’t black out, so I wasn’t plural, but I never viewed myself as a singular being. Even when I was young I always felt like I was being run by multiple individuals at a time, someone was the main pilot that was me and my personality, and the rest were these faceless workers that I somehow “knew” were there, I didn’t even want people to refer to it as plurality because I was so certain I couldn’t have it, I had no black outs. God it took forever for me to realize I was a system, and now I do have memory issues, where I remember that I did that I just don’t remember what happened or what I said or what the other person said. Legit tried doing my college readings during a switch and forgot all the information I had read down the day before.

[000rrx]

[escuerzoresucitado]

[r0se-sys-stuff]

I like to think this is what all my headmates are doing while I’m drifting off to sleep at night -Rose/Host

[pigeoncrumbsz]

A whole wheelbarrow full!!

[bob-artist]

Crimetober 1-9

Because birds are criminals.

[r0se-sys-stuff]

Sometimes being plural is like having a shit ton of roommates and it’s a coin toss on whether they will love you/each other, or absolutely fucking hate you/each other

[yukiyu4]

please do ashley pngs 🫀🫀

[toto-4444]

[menheramellow]

[bloodyonyxposts]

me when i can’t cvt

[r0se-sys-stuff]

EVERYONE IN THE SYS AGREED AND THEN STOLAS SAID NO!!!!! - Danny

[r0se-sys-stuff]

Toby’s feelings while being on tumblr - Rose/Host

From the sketchbook because our pen is broken

[r0se-sys-stuff]

I JUST DISCOVERED CHEWELRY ITS ALL OVER GUYS!!!!! -Susie