When ur a poor farmer who gets hired by a mysterious rich family to care for their castle’s garden, and u finally get to see the absolute dilf of a vamp the father is
I dare you to look at me in the eyes and tell me this dude doesn't listen to Reggaeton and Chicano Oldies on full max while complaining about his annoying ass brothers and the void of parental love like a true latino.
This is a file downloaded from a website that was used to promote the movie. It had many photos we see in the movie but also had a PDF file with 9 page's from Edward's journal.
Tried my best to translate for people who many not be able to read his messy writing.
Thursday June 10th
The memories of the grand halls. So much space to run down. So much space to exist. So much to uncover. Uncover all the hopes of the past. Uncover all the lies. LIES AND LIES. I am going to uncover the truth. I am going to do this. I just need to focus. I just need to find the truth. What am I missing? I need to find it. Everyone is counting on me.
Monday June 14th
Fire posses over me like a ripple. A wave of suffering. A wave of heat. No one understands you. No one will ever understand because they live their
Ignorant lives born into privilege while we were born in shadows of torture and pain. NEVER FORGET. Never forget the torture and pain. In the dark. The ripple of heat over skin. Horror. Horror my home. We are where we come from. Where we were raised. Where we spent quality with our family! My family. Demons. Devils. Darkness. What have I became. Time will never release me never let me go.
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I keep having the same dream. The same wonderful dream. Oh sweet dreams my relief from this life. I dream I am an ant being chased by an elephant. Stomping behind me. Chasing me. I cannot escape. But before I am crushed. Before I am stomped with those big feet. I multiply. I turn into a million ants. All are me.
Tuesday June 15th
They crushed us like ants. Only born into LIES. While that prince sits in his palace all of us rot like little ants. Scurrying away into this cesspool of a city. Our time will come Gotham. Our time will come. I look in the mirror and all I see is the pain of ALL OF US. All of us suffering in time. Caught in time. Can't move on. Can't move forward. Just keep slipping back. Again again again again. Time will never release me never let me go. But I will TAKE TIME back. I will take it for myself ME. I will take it make this time my own. I will make time stand still and make time cower at my feet. It will will be my time. I will dig into this pool of horror and make time my own
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I am a small pawn in this game. I need to figure it out. The numbers don't add up. What are they hiding? What can't I see? THINK THINK!! They are not smarter than me. I am going to crack this code. I am going to crack this enigma. I am going to uncover the truth. I am going to do this. I just need to focus. I just need to find the truth. What am I missing? I need to find it. Everyone is counting on me. They all need me. All the kids need me. I hear them when I sleep. I hear them when I wake. Please save us they say. Please save us Help us. I must.
Sunday July 11th
Make them pay. Ring their necks. Make them bleed. Show them what they've done. You can't get away with it. Make them pay. I am going to make them pay. Not just for me but for all the other kids. All the other kids that they broke. That they made suffer. That they caused all this pain to. I look in the mirror and all I see is the pain of ALL OF US. All of us suffering in time. Caught in time. Can't move on. Can't move forward. Just keep slipping back. Again again again again. Keep slipping back. Again again again again.
Monday July 12th
So much space to run down. So much space to exist. So much to uncover. To uncover all the hopes of the past. Uncover all the lies. LIES AND LIES. They crushed us like ants. Little ants with no past. No mother. No father. Only born into LIES. While that Prince sits in his palace all of us rot like little ants. Scurrying away into this cesspool of a city. Our time will come Gotham. Our time will come.
Saturday July 17th
Hell is an empty promise. An empty promise told to an empty child. An empty soul. In a building full of life. Full of life with no soul. Soulless child. The screams from the orphanage I carry with me. I will forever carry them. They are my army. My one true family. In the depths of hell. Every night of mine. Every night of mine. You are a big boy now. Is a thousand nights in the orphanage. A thousand life.
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There is no escape from this hell. I was born into hell. I was born into the depths of hell. There is no escape. That is my life. That is why I breathe. It will be why I live until my last breath. I am a child of hell. I am born into this. I know what hell is. Hell is an empty promise told to an empty child. An empty soul. In a-
Tuesday July 13th
The answer is in plain sight. The sight eludes me. STUPID STUPID STUPID. Think! Think! What am I not seeing? Nothings makes sense anymore. I am being lied to. I am being played. I am a small pawn in this game. I need to figure it out the numbers don't add up. What are they hiding. What can't I see? THINK. These numbers. These numbers don't add up. The numbers don't lie. THE NUMBERS DON'T LIE. What have I found? What have I done? Keep digging. Keep looking. Keep going. Keep going. Keep going.
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This is true power. Be the fly on the wall. Keep going. Keep collecting data. Crunch the numbers. Getting so close. I am so close to knowing the truth. Find what they don't want you to find. The glorious numbers that don't lie. They don't suspect a thing. They will never know that I am going to bring about their downfall. When I find the last of all the information. I need I will uncover the truth and become what they fear the most. I will be their downfall. They think they can cover up the truth from us. The little darling children who they so brutally discarded. Our time will come soon children. My brothers and sisters. I will-
Thursday July 15th
What can I not see. The answer is in plain sight. The answer eludes me. Stupid stupid stupid. Think! Think. What am I not seeing? Nothing makes sense anymore. I am being lied to I am being played. I am a small pawn in this game. I need to figure it out. The numbers don't add up. What are they hiding? What can't I see? Think think! They are not smarter then me. I am going to crack this code. I am going to crack this enigma. I am going to uncover the truth. I am going to do this. I just need to focus. I just need to find the truth. What am I missing? I need to find it. Everyone is counting on me. They all need me.
(Unintelligible or repeating past writings except "Time has kept me prisoner." "Still in the torture and pain" "The misery and time will never let me go.")
(Rest is repeating writings of last entries.)
Friday July 16th
My life has been a cruel riddle I could not solve. Suffocating my mind, no escape. But then today. I SAW IT A SINGLE WORD on this ledger, sitting on the desk beside me! RENEWAL! The empty promise they sold to me as a child in that orphanage. One look inside and finally I UNDERSTOOD! My whole life has been PREPARING me for this... The moment where I would learn the TRUTH... Where I could finally strike back and EXPOSE THEIR LIES! If you want people to understand. REALLY understand. You can't just give them the answer. You have to CONFRONT them. TORTURE THEM with the horrifying question; - just like they tortured ME. I KNOW NOW WHAT I MUST BECOME.
Monday July 19th
There is no escape from this hell I was born into hell. I was born into the depths of hell. There is no escape I was born to suffer with no escape. That is my life That is why I breathe. It will be why I live until my last breath. I am a child of hell I am born into this. I know what hell is. Hell is an empty promise. An empty promise told to an empty child. An empty soul in a building full of life. Full of life with no soul. Soulless child. The screams from the orphanage I carry with me. I will forever carry them. They are my army. My one true family. In the depths of hell they made you scream. They made you suffer. It is time for a little payback! What's a little payback between neighbors? Let them into your world. Let them see life from your perspective. Let them into the darkness, every single person in Gotham. Every man,every woman, every child, every living creature that breathes in the decaying air of this hellhole. You have not seen hell. Not like me Not like how I know it. I know it because I was born into it. I know because (Unintelligible)
Wednesday July 21st
Sometimes I don't know whether to laugh or cry. Cry for the tragedy of my life or laugh at the stupidity. The stupidity of Gotham. The arrogance of power. But I am not the one who laughs I am the one who confronts, who challenges, who does NOT GIVE UP. I am the one who will set things right. It's time to get strong. Time has kept me prisoner. Time has kept me prisoner in the orphanage. I have never left. I have never escaped. Wherever I go I am there. Still left in the torture and the pain. The misery and the suffering. Time will never release me. (Unintelligible) my time is coming.
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