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Happiness
Happiness. Everybody wants it, everybody looks for it. Some of the greatest songs in the world is about it. People are constantly on the move trying to find it. Does it even exist? I mean don’t you notice how when you finally get something that you want, something that you thought was going to make you the happiest human being to ever walk this earth and then you realize that you were happy…
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I was sad all my life and nobody noticed it .
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(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xwjwCFZpdns)
THE END
The story has ended
And what a ride it has been
You took me to the highest of highs
And also to the lowest of lows
Like a strange twisted roller-coaster ride
That I could not get off
It was a strange feeling
None like I have ever felt before
To have loved him
And to also despise him at the same time.
He challenged me
He pushed me to the limit, and then more
He took me to places I have never seen before
And for all of that I thank him
But there was always that feeling
That feeling in the pit of my stomach
The feeling of dread and despair
The feeling that it was never meant to last
I pushed it down.
But no matter how hard I pushed it
It kept coming back up
Until I could no longer ignore it
I thought it was best to say goodbye
Before I could love him more
Before we could love each other more
To spare us from the heartache
However I never saw what was coming
Like a fast moving train it hit me
I couldn’t breathe when I heard it
I could not believe that he could hurt me like that
I could not believe it
I did not believe it
He made me doubt and question my own insanity
Which was probably one of the cruelest things he could have done
When he knew what he had done
But maybe that was what I needed
Something that would help me get rid of something that was so twisted
Something that was doomed from the start
Something that made both of us miserable
And so it goes
The end of something that was so beautiful, magic and terribly tragic
The end of us
The ending of “The Boy”
(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gs4_1RZzBRE)
•Pretty Lights• #Lights
The Boy
This is a story about this boy I met and who I could one day finally call him my own. To fully understand what he truly means to me, we have to start from the very beginning.
I would see him around my college every now and then, little did I know back then how much he would one day mean to me. Anyway, it all started on the 5th of September 2015, at exactly 10:38 PM when he finally asked for my number after numerous days of chatting online.
After a few days, he asked me out on a date, at least that is what I thought it was. I don’t usually go on dates but something about him was very alluring. There were so many things that I didn’t know about him and all I wanted to do was learn more. Find out what he likes, what he doesn’t. His hobbies, his inspirations, his everything. In time I would.
I realized that I was starting to fall for him quite early. Probably after a month or so. When I had a few problems and was in a dark place, he was always there to talk to, even if he didn’t fully understand, he tried to, and that was more than anyone has ever done for me. There were days when I wasn’t comfortable with my body or about myself in general, but he was always there to not just compliment me and make me feel beautiful, but actually heal me on the inside.
I will never forget the first time our lips touched. The sun and the moon were the only ones looking at us from the cloudless sky. We felt like we were on top of the world, looking down at the beautiful city we call our own. For a split second I had no idea what was going on, all I knew was that it felt RIGHT! My knees went week and I had to hold on to him so I wouldn’t fall. He told me that he loved me, but I couldn’t say it back because I was scared. It was so surreal to me that I wasn’t sure if it was actually happening or not. When we walked back to the car, he turned on the music and the most perfect song was playing. I was overwhelmed with emotion and I started to cry. He pulled me towards him and just held me tight as we were listening to the song that was playing. As we watched the sun setting while holding each other close, I realized that he was indeed my PURPOSE.
The days were better after that day. We would talk and argue about the silliest things and before we would part our separate ways, we would always share a kiss that would always leave me feeling a little light headed. I started to crave for that feeling.
The beautiful thing about what we have is that we are not just a couple, but we are also the best of friends. We are very different from each other but at the same time we are exactly the same. Most people will not understand it but it doesn’t matter. Because all that matters is him, and him alone and that is why he is “The Boy” for me.
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Body Image
My body.Â
It is something that I have always disliked, even hated at one point. Like many girls out there, I wanted to be skinny. I am not overweight or anything, but people would always put me in the “healthy” category. I hated that word. To me, it felt like it was just a nice way of calling me fat or not skinny.Â
But all I wanted was to be skinny.Â
So I stopped eating. I would literally have one meal a day and starve myself the entire day. Whenever I would feel hungry, I would just try to keep myself occupied to distract me from eating. When I did eat, it would be a small tiny meal during lunch.Â
The kilos started to shed and I was elated. Whenever I would eat a little too much than what I thought was “acceptable”, I would force myself to throw up. I would constantly look in the mirror and suck in my stomach and say “just a little bit more”. When I would gain a little weight, I would look at myself in the mirror and cry and tell myself that I am disgusting. I despised my stomach, my thighs and my behind. It was during this time that I started having medical problems and was constantly feeling weak. I knew I wasn’t healthy and all I wanted to do was sleep all day.Â
One day I woke up and decided that enough was enough. That no matter what I did, I’m never going to be happy if I don’t start loving me for me, no matter what the size. So I started eating and I tried to not feel guilty about it. I realized there was a lot less stress when I didn’t have to constantly worry about eating too much or becoming “fat”. With this new found love for myself, I slowly started to become a happier person and in the process healthier too. However this time when people called me “healthy”, I no longer hated it.Â
I have not fully loss my body image issues, but I am getting there. I have to keep reminding myself that I am beautiful person regardless of my body, because who I am on the inside is what matters the most.Â
It’s a long journey but I know I am going to get there. I am confident that one day I will be able to look at myself in the mirror and love every inch of my body.
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