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白壽愛 Rachel Sueae Tabalba. HNL '93. Coffee veins and a beating heart. Welcome to my humble abode. This is where I lay down all my thoughts, unstrung and tangled. Where my idiosyncrasies will show the best and the worst of me. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. “So, I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we’ll never know most of them. But even if we don’t have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.” —The Perks of Being a Wallflower

[vexheart]

[symptomofloves]

five rounds of solitaire after breakfast

[wetheurban]

How to Return to Yourself Stop performing. Don't overgive. Choose peace over proving. Reclaim the parts you abandoned to be loved. Let it hurt. Feel it fully. Release it. Do your spiritual work. Forgive yourself for surviving in ways you had to. Try not to take anything personally. Zoom out. Remember who you were before they made you doubt it. Protect your energy like it’s sacred, because it is. Choose you... again and again.

[ryebreadgf]

all the green in the world!!

[velvetmysoul]

[madeinthesea]

@yoliandotis_travel

[wetheurban]

For someone else’s sake and yours, you need to focus on being the best version of yourself before you can fully give to someone else. It’s not about withholding love; it’s about ensuring that when you do give it, you’re offering something whole, something healed, and something real.

[kushandwizdom]

Find someone who cherishes and values you, when you're present and absent.

Meggan Roxanne

[sugarsilk]

high standards protect you from low quality experiences.

[wetheurban]

2025 Mood:

Grateful I didn't end up with what I thought I wanted.

Thankful for the clarity that comes with closed doors.

Excited for the chance to attract better.

[thegoodvybe]

[rachelsueae]

Most nights I drink in hopes that my thoughts of you are a little less. But for fucks sakes I think of you most days when I’m well and sober.

And during my hardest hours I think of all the wrongs I’ve made. They might say I’m devaluing myself. But you’ve always believed me more than I believed in myself. And you showed me how love can be.

I honestly don’t know if I’ll ever be able to get over you…. it’s hard.

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[thenordroom]

IKEA DAKSJUS: A Limited Collection for Plant Lovers

[wetheurban]

[wetheurban]

May you find peace in the unknown, embrace uncertainty with calmness, not anxiety, and appreciate the serenity of not having all the answers.

[wetheurban]

Shoutout to everyone feeling “behind in life." Know that this is a myth. Your life is unfolding at its own unique, perfect pace. Every path is unique, and every step, no matter when it’s taken, is exactly on time. Stay the course; triumph awaits.

[weltenwellen]

A Conversation with Richard Siken by Thomas Hobohm