Dr. Radio, at your service

IS ANYONE THERE CAN YOU HEAR ME ARE WE CONNECTED

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Radio

he/they

bisexual, polyamorous, and demiromantic

professional medical malpractitioner

Birthday: August 2

[PFP BY @/drywall-draws]

[iamanewvagina101]

what r ur kinks

I'm consumed by grief

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Exactly! So how do you know that they won’t turn on you now???

Trust me. Only me. No one else. Ok?

— @master-dealmaker

”But.. do you— think I’m a freak?”

“I won’t show you my face but just.. whatever you imagine, it’s probably worse and…”

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But we both know what’ll happen.

they’ll ask… and pester… and eventually, they’ll learn.

and they’ll hate you.

— @master-dealmaker

”…”

“Surprised they didn’t far before this honestly”

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Oh it WILL be. Just one rule first:

don’t trust ANYONE except me. Especially not people like Astrion, or Aella, or Gaia….

no one but me. They’ll think you’re a freak like this. They’ll lie to you. Say they care and that they just want what’s best for you.

They’ll do nothing but lie. But I won’t. I’m the only one who will see through it.

— @master-dealmaker

”I.. wh-what? Why? They..”

*he shakily itched the bandages on his face, wincing*

“I was gonna.. try to just hide it, so they wouldn’t..”

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Well… I haven’t figured that out yet.

But! Yes! That necklace is my blessing to you! See? You’re already halfway there!

I just need to know that you want to be my disciple. Because when else are you getting the opportunity to help a good cause?

— @master-dealmaker

“…”

“I—I think I can help”

“I HOPE I can help.. I have s-so much research, ahah.. nothing ever worked but now.. maybe it could help you”

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Sober as I’ve ever been!

look. I’m trying to ascend to godhood and kill them all! That way, I can reshape everything to my liking.

everyone can be happy. You can have everyone you love back.

all i ask for is your discipleship.

— @master-dealmaker

”How do you— plan on even becoming a god, let alone killing them? I mean..”

“The.. amulet you gave me. It’s.. one of the biggest mysteries I’ve been trying to solve. I can’t find any rhyme or reason to it, or how it works, it’s..”

“It really is like a blessing in a way..”

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No no, not GOD.

… GODS. Multiple. Each one controlling a handful of people. You included.

he’s the reason for every single bad thing that’s happened to you. Your skin. Your losses.

Your sister.

all because you’ve been puppetted since the beginning.

— @master-dealmaker

”I— I don’t remember telling you about my sister— has my memory gotten that bad—?”

“.. ok, ok ok just— give me a moment. Have you— had anything to drink? You’re absolutely sure of this??”

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… I’ll be completely to-the-point with you:

do you wanna be free from the grasp of a higher being that is the cause of all of your suffering? Your family’s suffering? Your friend’s suffering?

— @master-dealmaker

”Higher being..?”

“You mean like— like god? I never really believed in that stuff”

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… but that wouldn’t have happened if your puppetmaster held your will with an iron grip, would it?

Let me ask you something: do you want TRUE free will? Where you can ACTUALLY do what you want without a control freak watching your every move?

I can give that to you.

— @master-dealmaker

”I.. what.. what are you talking about”

*he didn’t sound doubtful, oddly enough. Just confused. Maybe he was— yeah no he’s definitely desperate and insane enough for this shit*

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jeez… gods did quite a number on you!

*he walks a circle around him… inspecting…*

… you know why you’re like this? Because of him.

— @master-dealmaker

”I.. did it to myself. Heh— must’ve.. overdosed, didn’t think I could do that anymore..”

“But.. hey, we’re uh, m-matching now! Hahah! Half-n-half.. eh…?”

*he chuckles nervously. His eyes are very shifty*

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… wooow… looking rough, hun!

*… niko?*

— @master-dealmaker

*Rough indeed. Bandages covered half his face under his gas mask.. the side of his neck has skin that’s been worn down to show raw muscle*

“.. Uh.. Hey.”

*nice to see a familiar face I guess.. even if it’s another person he failed*

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“Stupid.. goddamn.. TVs.”

*he huffed, in between tough kicks to its screen*

“I thought you would help me”

“You fucking.. offered me hope… I thought.. I thought I could change things a-and… bring everyone back. To the real world, back to.. life”

“I don’t even.. believe anyone but me is real anymore”

“But..”

*he stilled, a shaky gloved hand rising to his neck, feeling the familiar golden eye wrapped around it. His only armor*

“It has to mean something.. right? Such a power.. if I can find the source m-maybe I can.. bring myself back.. back from this hell..”

“Or maybe I’m just.. no. No”

“No no no I can’t be useless. I can’t just be another bystander. I- I’m special, I KNOW I am. I HAVE to be. Someone special wouldn’t have.. gone through this. Right?”

“An ordinary person wouldn’t have.. done all this for them.”

“I did it for them. No one else would have. Living their beautiful lives.. nearly unscathed.. because of my own effort. My suffering.”

“They should be thanking me. They should be begging me not to stop trying”

”Because I love them.”

“And theyre not leaving me behind.”

[greenlabcoat]

your lab coat is probably some boring color like white. zero swag. youre nothing

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hey! You and your boyfriend are matching, soooo….

”I.. I guess… I don’t..”

“God it hurts”

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Welcome back buddy! Just in time for pride! I’m sure if you take some medicine it’ll all heal up just fine!

“I don’t think..”

“yeah. Yeah ok. I’m not freaking out, just.. I’ll patch it up. Maybe.. f-find some skin and… stitch it back on.. I’ll be fine. I’ll look fine”

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WADIO!!!!

”NOT MY NAME”