I just want to say thank you- to all of you who have interacted with me, inspired me, made me feel like I wasn’t alone in my thoughts….I am also saying goodbye…I have made huge mistakes over the last year…convicted of a felony, lost my lucrative job, had to cash out my 401k and declared bankruptcy, jobless until October after three months in jail and endless searches for work, and if you knew me, you’d know that this is way out of who I was or want to be….I’m tired, I’m alone for Christmas, and I hate what my life….and I …. have become….I can’t fix it, my own kids won’t speak to me, or avoid me entirely, and I’m too old to start another career or move ahead in a young person’s world anymore….thank you all for reading my posts, liking some, hating others…I love you all and wish you the best…I have to get out of here and try to see what’s on the other side….peace out!



















