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corfortiium‌:

lily had always admired petunia, for more reasons than one, and for reasons she’d doubt she’d ever tell. her observant nature, for one. you couldn’t lie to petunia; she could read you before you even opened your mouth. petunia also knew her worth, so unequivocally, so unfaltering. truthfully, though maybe no one would see it that way, she was a bit envious of her sister. for being everything she couldn’t: calm, discerning, UNFOOLISH.

petunia had told her not to be friends with severus. even from the beginning, she saw what lily couldn’t. she saw what lily wouldn’t. and petunia didn’t pick fights with people twice her size, and petunia didn’t wander hogsmeade alone so close to curfew at thirteen (and a half). petunia just wasn’t as — naive as lily, and though the red head was too prideful to ever admit she was naive, petunia was more mature than she’d ever be.

❝ a lot of boys are handsy, yeah. ❞ lily shrugged as she settled down into the library’s cushioned armchair a bit more. they were far enough back, away from other students. it had been their “secret” study spot since lily arrived in 1st year, and petunia had found her crying because she couldn’t get into the ravenclaw common room after some second years had beat her up.

❝ remus isn’t – i think you’d rather like him, once you got to know him. he’s quiet at first. but wickedly clever and very sweet. i said that. you should sit with him at the match saturday. i know it’s gryffindor versus hufflepuff, but since i’ll be playing — you’ve absolutely got to come. ❞

she didn’t mean to be pushy.. or a know-it-all, it was simply in her nature to warn others of danger. if she felt it, if she saw it.. petunia warned. she was cautious and careful.. but sometimes she found herself wondering if she was too much of both of those things. what if she was missing out on life because she was waiting around for something or someone that may or may not exist? ❝ not all of them, but quite a few. ❞ petunia also shrugged as she pulled her legs up to tuck underneath her in her own plush chair. she sunk back into it, making sure her skirt was tucked around her legs properly. flashing anyone wasn’t in the cards tonight. ❝ i know you want me to be included even deeper in your life, but trying to set me up with one of your crush’s best mates doesn’t seem wise. ❞ she had to smirk a little at the comment. of course she was teasing her sister, who wouldn’t? ❝ BUT, either way.. i’ll be there. to watch you, of course. ❞

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legit tho. petunia takes harry (even over sirius’ dead body but not actual dead guys). and raises him... (with sirius and remus around bc she beat sirius to the potter’s that night (oh there’s beating sirius again) sO HE DIDN’T GO TO PRISON). i AM JUST SAYIN’. ALL RIGHT BYE FAM GONNA JUMP OUT A WINDOW

#( SO NO ONE TOLD YOU LIFE WAS GONNA BE THIS WAY )#( SINGS THE REST OF THE THEME SONG )#( OR JAMES AND LILY DON'T EVEN DIE SO THERE'S THAT )

radivntly

radivntly‌:

LETS RP TOGETHER. SMASH THAT HEART ~ !

#( aka i can write u a starter? )

BUT LILY DYING AND PETUNIA TAKING HARRY WITHOUT A DOUBT

#( ooc. )#( MAGIC PETUNIA WOULDU PROTECT HIM THO??? OMGGGGGG )

radivntly‌:

LETS RP TOGETHER. SMASH THAT HEART ~ !

corfortiium‌:

❝ pete’s not awful looking, but yeah. not as fit as the others. ❞ she would not talk about james with her sometimes overbearing and extremely protective sister. at least, not right now. because right now, she wasn’t even sure she knew how to feel about james, let alone discuss those feelings.

❝ and black is the only decent one of the lot, though his younger brother is quite fit. he’s got nice eyes. nicer than sirius’, i think, even if they are almost the same color. he’s just not as — outgoing so no one fawns over him. ❞ she agreed with petunia there – good genes did run in the black family, as sirius constantly bragged about.

❝ remus is sweet, ❞ she concluded, eyeing her older sister curiously. it was no secret that petunia didn’t date – lily doubted the blonde had even kissed a bloke before. they really were different, especially in that aspect. while lily didn’t date on the long term, she’d kissed plenty and even shagged a few.

❝ tune, do you – erm, are you attracted to birds? i’ve never seen you with a bloke. and it doesn’t matter if you are – i’d love you all same. and i want you to be happy. i know you think you have to take care of me, and i know you think marriage is a way to do that. ❞ her sister wasn’t all that hard to figure out, and their mother, while she had loved them very much, had told her the true reason for marrying their father: financial stability. petunia was a lot like their mum; very practical, sense-able, pragmatic at times.

❝ it’s his eyes. they’re beady. i don’t mind a pudgy bloke, i really don’t. wouldn’t make a difference to me. it’s just those eyes. and the way he doesn’t have much confidence.. his overwhelming need to be accepted is a turn off. ❞ petunia shrugged once, wondering if she was being over observant again. it was something she had always been. very discerning and connected to herself and the world around her. ❝ he has a younger brother? -- that probably sounds awful of me. i wouldn’t know him, though. ❞ she WAS a little older than the rest of them. ❝ but i’ll have to look out for him.. slytherin, right? i bet i can’t miss him if i looked. ❞ petunia pulled her legs up closer to her as she got comfortable, listening to lily speak about remus quickly. ❝ he seems like he is... you’d know better than i. i don’t get to hang out in your common room. ❞ after a moment of feeling lily’s eyes on her, she looked up at her sister. the question surprised her greatly. women? petunia knew she couldn’t be angry at lily for asking such a simple question. it was innocent and honest.. and she wouldn’t get after her sister for being so. ❝ no, i’m not attracted to girls. ❞ she started, ❝ i just haven’t found anyone worth dating, in all honesty. we’re still young enough.. and boys are handsy. i feel like i have a lot to offer and i don’t want to just give it all away to the first horny boy that thinks i’m pretty. ❞ petunia wasn’t like other girls in the sense that she didn’t fawn all over people at all.. she was very level-headed and commanded by spirit. she waited a little in their conversation before adding, ❝ it’s not like i haven’t been propositioned. i have.. and i said no. when the right guy comes along, i’ll just know. ❞

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@killedinstead / CONTINUED FROM / HERE

holding her sister’s hand firmly, petunia tried not to let go as she scooted her chair closer to where lily was. ❝ of course. ❞ after a few moments of silence, she asked, ❝ are you okay? you seem nervous. ❞ petunia didn’t want to put too much pressure on lily to speak, but she didn’t enjoy the silence between them, either.

#killedinstead #( I COULDN'T HELP IT. I HAD TO REPLY. )

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❝ i, erm — ❞ she didn’t know where to go from here, how to recover from her confession without looking like an even bigger PRAT. she gave her sister what she hoped was an innocent look; in reality, it looked more like embarrassment mixed with a dash of confusion.

❝ shut up. ❞ at least she wasn’t thinking about severus any more. she wrinkled her nose in tuney’s direction, hmmphing as she sat down.

❝ wait – which one of his mates do you think is good looking? please tell me it’s not black. ❞

she knew the truth. it wasn’t hard to decipher from the look on lily’s face.. and it wasn’t hard for her to get under her sister’s skin. she’d learn all of her secrets quite easily, if she didn’t already know them. and plus, they were friends. ❝ you being defensive shows me a lot more than if you were impassive, sister of mine. ❞ petunia grinned. ❝ the only one that isn’t very handsome to me is peter pettigrew.. lupin has his own charm, i suppose.. and black is extremely good looking. i’m obviously not going to tell HIM, he already knows. i only say it because it’s obvious. ask any of the girls giggling near them. anyone can see that he’s aesthetically pleasing. their entire family seems to be. ❞

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HER SISTER was right, and Lily knew that. It still didn’t mean she wasn’t grateful towards the older Evans for not saying those dreaded words: I told you so. Because Petunia HAD told her so, multiple times, and Lily had known it for ages now – Severus was a lost cause. They had been fighting most of the year already, arguing over his choice in mates, in his sudden interest in anything to do with He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named. Something like this had been on the horizon for a long time; it was inevitable, just like dying.

❝ PETUNIA! ❞ She let out a shocked gasp, more embarrassed that her sister had said James’ bum was cute than upset about Severus for a split moment. She shook her head, feigning affront. ❝ I don’t fancy him, even if he has a nice bum. ❞ Was it a change of subject? Yes. Would Petunia see right through that immediately? Also yes. Nothing got passed her sister. Did that mean Lily wasn’t going to try? Absolutely fucking not.

while she WANTED to scream ‘i knew it!’ in lily’s face, she would not. her sister was hurting far beyond imaginable at this point and making it worse wouldn’t be in anyone’s best interest. instead, she would have thrown herself into the lake. ❝ what? it’s true. and you KNOW it. ❞ she laughed, distracting herself from the agony that was broken friendship. ❝ he’s literally the biggest dumb child i’ve ever come in contact with, besides his friend, but they’re both good looking. there’s no denying the obvious. ---- so why’d you say you DON’T fancy him? all i said was that he had a nice bum.. nothing of the crushing sort. huh. ❞

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pluscharmant‌:

“bonjour.” philippe responded promptly. not only was he quite the outgoing person, but he tended to be a lot kinder to good-looking people – he was a sucker for anything beautiful after all. and even though if the pretty blond was, by any chance, willing to flirt with him, the frenchman would be far from interested, he thought it wouldn’t be much of a problem if he smiled. “oh. i know. it’s a little odd. i’ve been staring at this picture and trying to figure out the best way to draw it. it’s dior’s new look, you see?” gently, he showed her the picture, smile becoming a lot wider as he approached the young woman. “you can sit with me if you want. i mean, what i’m doing is not that interesting but… you seemed to be quite bored over there anyways.”

the blonde thought a moment -- she had ALL of her homework done and was wasting the rest of the class period until she could go to POTIONS. petunia picked up her books and set them on the other’s table before taking a seat and peering over at what he had just offered to show her. ❝ very beautiful. ❞ she agreed. petunia loved looking beautiful but didn’t always love the price tag that some of the things this boy was seemingly interested in. ❝ i am a little bored.. i’ve done all my work and i’m waiting for class. i just thought maybe something negative might’ve had your attention. i assumed wrong, i suppose. you seem very happy. -------- oh, i’m petunia evans, by the way. i don’t believe we’ve met before? ❞

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greenhouselab

radivntly

LETS RP TOGETHER. SMASH THAT HEART OR SEND A MEME.

#( ooc. )#( I WILL WRITE U A STARTER OK )

melamemea

secret relationship .

painful

“ it’s — getting a bit out of hand now. ”

“ i don’t think i can keep this up much longer. ”

“ i’m getting tired of hiding…”

“ it sucks that i can’t kiss you in public. ”

“ how much longer do i have to keep swallowing my desires for you. ”

“ are you sure we will — ? ”

“ do you think we’ll ever… be a couple-couple ? ”

“ sometimes i’m just scared that you’re just using me. ”

“ it’s starting to dawn on me that… the reason you might not want to come out about this is because you don’t really love me—”

“ is this a joke to you?”

“ i deleted all our texts. ”

“ i can’t keep pictures of us on my phone, are you crazy? ”

“ if anyone sees us i won’t know what to do. ”

“ sometimes it feels like i am the only one doing an effort here… ”

provoked

“ aren’t we suppose to be a thing ? why are you flirting then ?”

“ sometimes it feels like i am the only one doing an effort here —”

“ you sure seem to be good at ignoring the fact that we’re together. ”

“ okay no — i can’t handle the way they keep staring at you. ”

“ if they don’t stop hitting you up i’ll end up hitting them down. ”

“ don’t you see any pride in the marks i left on you ? ”

“ is this a joke to you — ?!”

“ stop that — we’re in public. ”

“ no, not until we get home. ”

“ you know i can’t do this out here — stop it!”

“ could TRY to show that you’re a little worried about this ???”

steamy

“ d—-don’t make me moan, i don’t want anyone to catch us… ”

“ everyone is downstairs… ~ take your pants off ”

“ shhh…. ~ it’ll be fine baby, no one will hear us ”

“ so what ? ~ if they see us coming out together we’ll figure something out…”

“ i’m gonna leave so many hickeys on you… show everyone that you’re taken… ”

“ i missed your scent…”

“ it feels so good — being close to again… ”

“ i’ve been thinking — about this the entire day… ”

“ ~ sit back and let me spoil you… you went an entire day without touching me… ”

“ kiss me… and don’t let me go ”

“ you’re like a forbidden fruit when i can’t touch you ~ kind of sexy ”

innocent

“ i can’t wait to show you off to the entire world… ”

“ we’ll be the cutest couple in existence, someday ”

“ when we come out i’m going to drown you kisses every day ”

“ ~ if we carve our initials in a tree no one will know ”

“ no one will notice if we hold hands under the table ~ ”

“ one day… we’ll be able to kiss like everyone else ”

“ i long for the day i get to hug you in the open ”

#meme #( seCRETS )

corfortiium‌:

while lily knew for a fact that her sister despised her former best mate, her casual use of the word ‘fuck’ had her paused. Tune NEVER cursed; it was something that their mother had always appreciated – Lily, however, had her father’s tongue, a soldier’s tongue, vocabulary littered with swears. It was UNLADYLIKE; and Petunia was nothing if not a proper lady.

“I KNOW, Tune,” Lily answered emphatically, though there was a sort of helpless resignation in her tone. The two were fresh off losing their parents – only six months ago, this past December. How did she explain that losing Severus hurt just as much, even if it was his fault? And how did she explain that even though she knew it wasn’t true, knew it was a LIE, him calling her a mudblood made her feel dirty. As dirty as seeing the word every morning, burnt into her skin like a permanent reminder of what had happened last year?

“I wasn’t going to – you know, be friends with him again. He’s made his choice. You can say I told you so, if you want. I know you’re DYING to.” The Ravenclaw had, time and again, warned her against Severus, after all – he was a bad spot, she said.

“James isn’t that bad, though, A bit of a fuckin’ prick, no doubt about that. But he’s sweet, when he wants to be. And funny.” And he’d helped her more than her sister would ever know, after last year’s attack, and losing her parents this year. Not that she had a crush on him or anything.

PETUNIA knew her language would shock her sister but that was exactly what she wanted. The severity was apparent -- and she was glad Lily recognized it. It was true, Petunia was a lady in every sense but if you crossed her, she’d roll up the sleeves on her dress and tackle you to the ground. Where else would Lily get it from? She also knew Lily was hurting.. but she couldn’t have flaky people in her sister’s life. This was also why Petunia became so closed off. Sometimes negative or overprotective... Because losing their parents meant she was oldest and she had to take care of them any way possible. Getting married sounded like the easiest way but she didn’t WANT to. Petunia barely dated. ❝ I’m sorry if I sound harsh. I’m just.. I don’t want to see you get hurt anymore, Lily. If he was such a great friend, he wouldn’t have said those things to hurt you. And I get it, you want to understand him -- he was probably embarrassed.. but even on someone’s worst day, they don’t say those things unless it’s in their heart. And his heart can’t be pure if he’s harboring such things. I’m not going to tell you that I told you so. Because THAT? That is not in my heart. Being right is fine and all, but hurting you is worse. ❞ Rolling her eyes, she put her hands on her hips. ❝ Sounds as if you’ve been paying a little attention to more than just his rudeness. ❞ After a second of a disapproving look, her eyes softened and a small smile appeared on pink lips, ❝ At least he’s got a cute bum, huh? ❞

#corfortiium #( I'M CRYIN MAN I'M -- )#( omg are they bonding over how cute james potter is? BARF )

the-god-of-illusion

Petunia Dursley (Evans)

@pluscharmant SMASHED THAT HEART.

❝ uh, hey. is there a reason you’re sitting by yourself? i don’t mean to pry, but you certainly haven’t been reading that book in front of you. you haven’t moved a page in twenty minutes. ❞ she knew it made her sound a little like, well, a creep, but she was concerned. especially because people had come and gone in the large library and yet this guy was just sitting there with an expressionless look on his face. ❝ i just .. ❞ she motioned, but could find no words for how she felt. she had looked expressionless a lot since her parents had died. petunia, though not as kind as lily, was still just so. thoughtful.

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rpmemes-galore

Ruelle {Sentence Starters}

“Nowhere to run.”

“I will wait for you.”

“I won’t let you go.”

“You are not alone.”

“I can’t believe it’s true.”

“Please don’t slip away.”

“Tell me it’ll all be alright.”

“Take it in while you can.”

“We’re coming after you.”

“I can’t help but want you.”

“We’re on the edge of it all.”

“We could live like legends.”

“We won’t give up this fight.”

“You’ve lost the will to fight…”

“Just hold on. It won’t be long.”

“Hold your breath. Don’t let go.”

“I know that I’d die without you.”

“This is our time. No turning back.”

“You think I don’t see who you really are.”

“The way you love, it changes who I am.“

“These walls are closing… closing me in.”

“No, you can’t hide your secrets and lies.”

“I know you can’t remember how to shine.”

“Your heart’s a bird without the wings to fly.”

“One look at you, my whole life falls in line.”

“Nowhere to run, nowhere to run from here.”

“I know all your secrets. I know all your lies.”

“I know it hurts. It’s hard to breathe sometimes.”

“You’ve got a cold, cold heart. Do you feel at all?”

“I can’t help but love you… even though I try not to.”

“I get to love you, it’s the best thing that I’ll ever do.“

“’Cause thoughts devour. Thoughts of you consume.”

“Is anybody out there? Can you lead me to the light?”

“No matter where you are, I will find you. I will find you.”

“When it all goes up in flames, we’ll be the last ones standing.”

“I’ll be the light that leads you home, when there’s nowhere left to go.”

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