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Welcome to my blog
Liz | adult | multifandom
My messages are always open for those who need to talk.
I support self shipping and liking problematic characters. [liking a character does not mean supporting their actions] feel free to send me an ask about your f/o(s) and problematic favs.
Remember to take care of yourself, your f/o(s) love you so much <3
abusive family: you are a burden and a pest, we're kicking you out if you stray one step from the image we created for you, while living under our roof you will obey us or die
me: runs away
abusive family: what a selfish betrayal,,, who would do that to their own family, this is,,, abuse? We are victims?,,, we clearly did nothing to deserve this,
abusive family: you are a burden and a pest, we're kicking you out if you stray one step from the image we created for you, while living under our roof you will obey us or die
me: runs away
abusive family: what a selfish betrayal,,, who would do that to their own family, this is,,, abuse? We are victims?,,, we clearly did nothing to deserve this,
moray eel + skeleton for a printmaking class
remember when mattel released a t-rex extroyer toy that vomited its own skeleton for no apparent reason
child abuse survivors to abuse recognition blogs: Thank you for making this resource, it helped me so much, you do good by writing this.
abusers to abuse recognition blogs: Your content Hurt My Feelings, so think about how hurtful and damaging you are to all the people on the planet. Firstly you are ableist, and you should re-think the terms you use, imagine if someone accused you of abuse! Imagine if I said all depressed people are abusive! That's how you sound. You understand how this is problematic and you fail to be a safe space. I will tell you how to run this content from now on, in fact how about you give it to me-
abusive is abusive mental illness or not. funny how they claim to care about ableism and having a safe space only when victims talk about their experiences and pain.
Katara and Sokka
you've met me at a very "yeah i'm trying to work on that" time in my life
top 5 horror movies
-having a job
-not having a job
-applying for jobs
-the job market
-the concept of working my whole life
"Lessons" abusive parents teach their kids:
The worst thing you can be is demanding. Everyone will hate you. Be invisible. Ask for nothing.
No, actually the worst thing you can be is visibly upset and asking for help when we hurt you. Shut Up. Act Normal. You're Fine.
You have no right to express your feelings & if you ever do, you will be humiliated, shamed, and shunned. Get self control. You're pathetic if you can't shut down and shove all your feelings where we don't have to see.
You are not special and nothing important will ever happen to you. Any kind of throwing a fuss is you being dramatic/crazy. We will institutionalize you if you don't quiet down.
You will never survive without us. Not only you owe us for your life but you are helpless without us and always will be. Slight us and die.
You have to deserve to survive. Nobody wants you to even exist so earn your keep. Either in labour or letting us violate your boundaries or both. You exist to serve.
Nobody cares what you think. You can't trust your thoughts and shouldn't verbalize any of them.
There is something so selfish, spoiled, bad and fundamentally evil inside you, you have to be treated with cruelty continuously or you would become a terrible monster.
Any slight in your personality or behaviour is a reason to hurt you and it is always your fault. If you didn't want this you would have been a different person.
You are beyond help and not worth paying attention to. You are so defective you are lucky we're feeding you/giving you a roof over your head. Nobody else will be as kind.
You are intrinsically stupid and don't understand anything, and never will. Not even worth explaining things to you.
You always lack empathy and never think enough of how we are feeling/what we want. If you cared you would do what was wanted before we said anything.
We can do anything to you because we gave you life. Nothing is off limits.
Trajectory of your life is only there to make our lives easier. Anything you do that inconvenices us is an act of evil that needs to be destroyed and sabotaged.
Other people think the worst of you and find you a burden and a nuisance. Don't expect them to help or accept you. There is no place for you.
You being stubborn about something is a crime worth destroying you over.
We have the right to your unconditional love and forgiveness no matter what we do. If you try to withdraw this we will make you feel like the worst person to ever exist.
You get to make zero choices in a relationship. The second you want something that doesn't please the other person, you risk abandonment and/or revenge. This is how it should be.
You only ever get to analyze your own behaviour and try to do better. If you try to criticize anyone else, you'll be told to look at yourself all over again. You're not perfect.
You are only allowed the lowest, most degrading thoughts about yourself. If you develop any confidence we'll make you feel stupid for ever believing anything positive of yourself.
It's okay that you live your life in a suicidal state if it pleases us. Just never speak up on that because its inconvenient and we will ignore/taunt you if you say something.
None of that is true, and nobody deserves to be taught any of that. Especially as a child. This is dehumanizing and cult-like exploitative behaviour.
Dragonized Gloink Qween
I've noticed that people point out this scene, but I don't really see people dissecting why he specifically says "you (Pomni) and Zooble came along."
It would be easy for Jax to say "Things were just fine until you came along", because the major changes that happens in the circus only happened during Pomni's arrival. But Jax felt the need to mention Zooble along too.
Why am I honing in on this? Because this is one of those things that may seem minor, but actually confirms my theory of Caine being a learning AI who sees consistent human behavior and internalizes it.
Things were "fine" until Zooble and Pomni came along, because Zooble was the person who kept blowing up on Caine at any given moment; and in turn, Caine learned to be angry because it was a consistent pattern with Zooble.
Harshly criticize, swear, shout, degrade.
It's also why it's so sudden that Caine starts off-handedly swearing, like saying "ass" or "goddamn", yet the filter doesn't apply to him; because he never needed a filter. Prior to Zooble's arrival, he never swore.
In the same vein that he was fed the circus/colorful pictures during his first conception and gained consistent outputs, he fed on the concept of anger and it became his anger as well.
Caine fed on pictures of the outside world, and became obsessed with wanting to recreate it.
Caine fed on Queenie's love for insects and it became his love for bees.
Caine fed on Kinger's tendency to ignore a problem until it became too big to ignore, and he started to sweep anything under the rug.
Caine fed on Gangle's art, and started making his own drawings as well. He also fed on the information of punishing bad behavior.
Caine fed on Ragatha's facade of optimism, and he started to pretend like everything was fine.
Caine fed on Jax's tendency to cause chaos and lie, and started lying on a whim to save his skin-- making the adventures more dangerous.
It would be easy to say that Zooble and Pomni's criticisms were the only reason why Caine would suddenly snap, but this was eventually going to happen, sooner or later.
Zooble was just the final piece of the puzzle that was Caine's growing list of insecurities/flaws.
Everyone had a part to play in what happened. They didn't notice the monster they were creating unknowingly.
