YESSS
Show & Tell
Today's Document
noise dept.
Fai_Ryy
let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open

Product Placement

roma★
RMH
Monterey Bay Aquarium
One Nice Bug Per Day

No title available
EXPECTATIONS
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
I'd rather be in outer space 🛸

Love Begins
NASA

pixel skylines

shark vs the universe

tannertan36
Xuebing Du

seen from Netherlands

seen from France

seen from Netherlands
seen from Türkiye

seen from Türkiye

seen from Russia
seen from United States

seen from China

seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from Malaysia
seen from United States
seen from Greece
seen from United Kingdom

seen from United States
seen from Poland
seen from Brazil
seen from Brazil
seen from Bangladesh
seen from United States
@ragingcanes
YESSS
I give Jean and Reader so much credit in my fic genuinely, trying to learn half these songs rn just so I can write it better and like MY LUNGS 💀
FIA WHEN I CATCH YOU 😑
Galli bros in my Jean fic 24/7 bc reader is their baby
𖦹 porco galliard, your friendly neighborhood mechanic.
mechanic!porco who first met you on the side of the road during a storm. you stood underneath the hood of your car, absolutely clueless as to what the problem was.
mechanic!porco who waited with you in the cold as a friend of his from work brought a tow truck. you felt like a wet dog, bouncing around in his old truck while he drove you to the shop. he rested his arm against the wheel in a way that made your heart skip a beat.
mechanic!porco who wondered where you came from. he knows just about everybody in this town, yet you said you lived here. god knows he'd remember someone like you. his heart would never be the same.
mechanic!porco who stared at you while he worked on your car, so much so that it took twice as long as usual. he'd be upset at the ding on his good name if you weren't so pretty it debilitated any rational thought in his mind.
mechanic!porco who gave you his business card and told you to call him anytime you needed anything. he even wrote his personal phone number on the back just in case.
mechanic!porco who saw you pretty often after that... you've come in with a broken ac unit, an oil change, a popped tire, and a cracked windshield, all in the past 6 months.
mechanic!porco who couldn't complain about it. these things take time, and that's time spent with you. yet with all this opportunity, he still struggles to ask you out. he'd never tell you he fell for you all that time ago in the rain. he'd also never tell you he's been giving you his family discount since day one.
he's so cutesy... i need a friend like this GOD my car sucks ass
navigation.
🏷️ : @ch4ulvr @imbetter111 @g-l-o-b-e-w-h-o-r-e @axrithtiy @sadethemother @xxwinterknightxx @v4mp1r3b4tzz @aliceluxom @ervvinz @bluehourphant0m
Umm 26 pages into my Jean fic hello...
Are You Not Entertained?
Part 6: Saturday Night's Alright
------------------------- a/n: THIS IS MY FAVORITE PART OF THE WHOLE SERIES! BUCKLE UP FOR THE PLAYLIST!
also this is the second to last part I have written, but that doesn't mean I won't come back and add to this later :)
Warnings: Idk Reiner is bricked
Part 5
Playlist
------------------------
Here you stood, exactly as you did last week, fiddling with your scarf in the mirror as Mikasa sat impatiently.
“You’re nervous again,” she said, standing up, fixing the scarf for you, not giving you any more chances to stall.
“A little, but I’m always nervous before singing; you should know this.” You rolled your eyes as she stood in front of you.
“You shouldn’t be,” she sighed. The two of you made the same walk through dimly lit street lights toward all of the athletic buildings, meeting Annie and Armin outside. You waited in the same hallway for Connie to find you. The routine was identical, except for one small detail: the bag you handed to Mikasa had an extra item, the black Warrior Hockey hat. You followed Connie past the locker room, the bass thumping through you as you got closer to the door.
“So I have some competition, I hear,” Connie smirked as the two of you watched warm-ups.
“I don’t understand,” you frowned.
“Oh come on, you’re slowly becoming their new favorite,” he grinned.
“I could never replace you, Connie,” you smiled. You quickly located Jean and Reiner stretching along the boards where you were standing, their legs straddled, slowly rolling their hips to stretch their groins as they leaned on their hands. Your eyes grew at the spectacle, watching their legs glide back and forth.
“It’s pretty hot, right?” Connie nudged you, his teeth flashing a cheeky smile.
“Shut up,” you scoffed, but your eyes didn’t move; your mouth grew incredibly dry as you continued watching. Reiner looked back at you, a grin on his face, assuming Jean said something pretty similar to the suggestive comment Connie just made to you. You waved; he nodded, getting up from his position on the ground, slamming his back into the glass in front of you, before skating off.
“Interesting,” Connie ran his finger over his chin, an eyebrow cocked. You swallowed, trying to regain some sense in your mouth. As warm-ups concluded, you took a deep breath, following behind Connie as you did last week, singing again, taking in the same loud applause from the crowd. You went up the stairs, finding Mikasa, Annie, and Armin, saving you a seat. In front of them were Sasha and Pieck, wearing matching jerseys, sporting the numbers five and twenty-one.
“Okay! You’re amazing!” Sasha squealed.
“Agreed,” Pieck smiled. You took your bag back from Mikasa, starting in the chatter, the same group of girls in front of you as last week, doing the same thing: looking, laughing, and pointing; all of it too familiar, and you found your stalker, located in the middle of the group. Annie shifted around she somehow made the time to come to defend you; Armin’s arm lay across her lap, preventing her from moving.
The game started similar to last night; your team was down by one in the first ten minutes. Hitch arrived shortly after the goal.
“Sorry I’m late, oh shit, maybe I should go,” she laughed, clearly a little buzzed already. Pieck looked at you rummaging through your bag, a sly grin forming on her face.
“You have it?” she asked.
“Of course I do.” You pulled the hat out, resting it on your head, and it worked like magic. Eren scored in the last minute of the period, leaving the game tied at one before the second began.
“You can’t give it back,” Sasha scolded you.
“I have to; I told him I would,” you sighed.
“It’s magic, Y/N,” Hitch exclaimed. You looked at Mikasa, who shrugged as her way of approval, then at Annie, whose glare remained on the group in front of you. Armin was smiling, but his eyebrows showed confusion.
“I wore this yesterday when we were losing, then we came back and won,” you explained to him, sitting beside you.
“I’m not one for superstition-” he began.
“Bullshit,” Annie smirked.
“But it couldn’t hurt,” he smiled. You sat with your thoughts, surrounded by your friends' different opinions on the subject, making quick eye contact with some girls in the group in front of you, trying to brush off the judgment.
“Ignore them.” Pieck put her hand on your thigh. The buzzer signalling the start of the second period interrupted your thinking, and like yesterday, the team looked brand new. The period started with two goals from Jean and Porco giving you a 3-1 lead; your little fan section erupted in cheers, singing along to the goal song, Saturday Night’s Alright - Elton John
“Saturday! Saturday! Saturday night’s alright!” You all yelled, pumping your fist as they celebrated in a hug. As the period wound down, everyone on the team felt electric; the energy was there, everyone was getting along and focused. The other team saw this and got chippy, playing dirty. The checking became more frequent and aggressive, shut down quickly by Reiner and Porco getting tangled up in a brawl at the boards. Reiner came out unscathed this time; the bruising on the bridge of his nose was all that remained of his last tussle. You watched with less adrenaline this time, more concern. You didn’t want anything to happen to him as the player latched onto his collar and attempted blows to the head, knocking his helmet off, but before he could land a clean punch, Reiner hit him clean square in the jaw, forcing him to let go. The building filled with cheers as he threw his hands up again, gesturing for more, as your eyes met; his twisted into the same daring gaze he showed you frequently. You stood cheering, clapping, as your friends cheered around you. Hitch looked at you, biting her lip, holding back whatever comment was going to come out. Sasha held you, picking you up slightly, startling you, before putting you down.
“Sasha,” you screamed.
“It’s exciting.” She was glowing; the adrenaline rush had hit your whole group. The period ended, and you sat during intermission singing along to the words of Sweet Caroline, waiting for the third period. It began; your team was still up 3-1, and your team played on defense. The other team was rapid-firing shots after the scrum between Reiner and their player, but when the opportunity presented itself, your team took it. Jean skated down the ice, Eren and Colt at his sides, Reiner and Porco trailing behind, trying their best to get the goalie out of position. Reiner and Porco were in ideal positions to score, but both kept passing back and forth to Jean and Eren while Colt sat low in front of the goalie. Reiner had the puck, looking to pass again.
“SHOOT IT!” The entire bench yelled. Reiner, with full force, sent the puck soaring towards the net; the clang of the post rang through the building, followed quickly by the sound of the goal horn. His teammates quickly came to embrace him. As he emerged from the hug, he glided on one knee, shooting an imaginary bow and arrow with his stick, shouting before heading to the bench for a line of high fives from all his teammates. As he took his seat on the bench, he looked back at your beaming grin as Hitch shook you by your shoulders, screaming in your ear. The group in front of you stared at you in disgust, watching you in the center of the group be embraced. The game ended in a 6-1 win; Jean netted himself a hat trick, with all three assists from Eren. Your group rushed down the stairs to the hallway beside the locker room, waiting for the team to come off the ice. Jean ran off first, rushing into the locker room quickly, throwing his helmet and gloves down before making his way back out, cheering the whole way.
“That’ll do, cap,” Sasha yelled as he found your group; his already beaming smile grew wider, hugging her.
“Not bad, horse face,” Hitch smirked.
“Can’t let me have one moment of happiness,” Jean smiled, pushing her back by her forehead; his attention shifted to you. “Y/N, wonderful singing again,” he gave you small applause before pulling you into a smelly hug, your face puckering as your head met his damp shoulder. You saw Reiner, a small smile across his face, as you flashed your teeth; he nodded, heading into the locker room.
“Thank you, Jean,” you pulled back. “But I hear you are quite the singer yourself; will I get to see any of that tonight?” You raised an eyebrow; he looked at Pieck, who shrugged innocently.
“Oh, hell yeah.” he left your group, heading back into the locker room, as your nose finally caught some clean air.
“Do you get used to that smell?” You smiled.
“Never,” Mikasa sighed as Eren approached you, smelling rank as well. You stepped back, avoiding getting caught in the dirty air, leaning against the wall as the speaker started pounding through the wall, playing Sex on Fire like the last home victory. You took pictures of the couples as they got off the ice, Hitch at your side, pouting, telling you how unfair it was that you weren’t in any. Slowly, after the noise in the locker room started dying down, the guys began to file out in the same suits as last week. Porco came out first; he and Pieck walked out arm in arm, Hitch left with Armin and Annie; Connie, Sasha, Jean, and Niccolo went off together. You and Mikasa waited for Eren alongside the group of girls still waiting for their potential suitors. Floch was out next, flashing a teethy smirk in your direction before entertaining the ‘puck bunnies’. You and Mikasa rolled your eyes, watching these girls pity him for his terrible attempted flirting. At long last, Reiner and Bertholdt came out with Eren and Colt behind them.
“Hey,” Eren hugged you before moving to Mikasa, smelling much cleaner than before. Bertholdt pushed Reiner toward you, his face pink at the sight of you in his hat. Eren and Mikasa stood watching the three of you interact.
“Great game,” you smiled at both Reiner and Bertholdt.
“Thanks,” Bertholdt rubbed the back of his neck, nudging Reiner with his elbow.
“Thanks, you too- I mean,” Reiner stuttered. You laughed, watching Eren and Mikasa facepalm, exasperated by the two of you.
“It was great for me too,” you said, a flustered mess yourself, eyeing him in his suit, catching a glimpse of his erection, your face tinting as your eyes quickly moved back to his face. You slowly pulled the hat off your head as a distraction. “Here,” you held it out to him; he pushed it back, smiling.
“Keep it; it’s good luck,” he sighed, holding out his arm. You slid under it, hugging him from the side; your arm around his lower back, feeling the muscles under his suit flex at your embrace.
“Stay right there,” Mikasa said, holding her hand out for your phone. You handed it to her; the two of you smiled as she snapped the picture before the two of you were split apart by an arm sliding between you two. Floch, who else, stepped back as the two of you broke apart.
“Excuuuuuse me,” he smirked, the girls trailing behind him.
“Can’t wait to hear you at karaoke, Y/N,” your stalker called back over her shoulder. You and Mikasa wandered home; you tried your best to keep the conversation down, but she was too furious.
“I hate her. I know I said it already, but I do,” Mikasa, balled her fists.
“Yeah, me too. She has Floch wrapped around her finger is that not enough,” you scoffed.
“No one wants Floch willingly,” she sighed.
“Yeah, well, the two of them keep watching me eat lunch with Jean and the others,” you kicked a rock on the sidewalk in front of you.
“With Reiner,” she prodded.
“With Reiner once,” you corrected.
“Lunch once, North Green once,” she hummed. You were thankfully greeted by your front door, quickly changing before heading out to the address Pieck sent you. As you walked down the street, the sound of music increasingly got louder, picking up a few of your friends on the way. When you walked in, Jean was already on stage, queuing up his first song of the night; Pieck was not lying; he really was into it. He had sunglasses draped on his head, a flannel rolled up revealing his forearms, sporting a silver watch to match the chain that dangled loosely around his neck. You quickly found her and Porco at a table, taking one of the open seats.
“Did I miss anything?” you said quietly.
“He’s just about to start,” she shoved Porco beside her.
“I’m not-” he began.
“Come on,” she pushed him out of his seat as Jean got on stage and the music began.
“Pieck-”
“Porco go,” you chimed in, letting the two of you have your fun.
Song 1: Save a Horse Ride A Cowboy - Big & Rich
Jean began, stomping his foot on stage, nodding his head, sending the sunglasses down to his eyes, swaying his hips to the beat, as his hands moved around his stomach, before taking the mic from the stand in front of him. You couldn’t tell if he was sober or not; Porco was not empty-handed, leaning on Niccolo beside him in embarrassment as Jean began entertaining. You cheered as Jean began; he was surprisingly really good, way better than you expected. He was waving Porco and Niccolo up to join him on the small stage, Niccolo quick to join, their arms draping over each other’s shoulders while Porco stood like a stick in the mud, sipping his beer, just like he did at the party. The two were persistent on getting him on stage, dragging him up by force as he stood there, not moving until the chorus.
“Save a horse,” Porco rolled his eyes, pointing to Jean, “Ride a cowboy,” he gestured his thumb towards himself, winking at you and Pieck.
“Did he practice?” You laughed, sipping a drink of your own.
“They do this song every time, Porco’s request,” she smirked.
“You’re kidding,” you said in disbelief. She shook her head. It was clear this whole scene was not new to any of them, Jean flashing a smile at random girls in the crowd, sending them into a frenzy, before making his way around the different tables, singing the words, stopping at yours giving you a sly smile as he continued his way around the bar back on stage with Porco and Niccolo.
“We’re up next,” Sasha snuck up behind the two of you.
“Who’s we?” Pieck said.
“You two, me and Hitch- come on, trust me,” Sasha smiled, tugging at your shoulders. You scanned the room; Mikasa was sitting with Eren, Armin, and Annie at the table beside you. Hitch was at the bar sipping a drink, painfully flirting with the bartender, twirling the straw in her cup. Reiner, Bertholdt, and Colt were just coming through the door; Floch and the girls were sitting at their own table towards the back. You briefly made eye contact, sipping your drink once more before looking back at Sasha.
“Okay, I’ll do it,” you sighed, “Pieck?”
“Do I really have a choice?” she held out her hand; you took it. The two of you followed behind Sasha as she dragged Hitch from the bar, waiting on the side of the stage watching the guys finish their performance. Jean came off first as the bar erupted in applause, cheers coming as you smirked. Sasha quickly embraced Niccolo, whispering something in his ear that turned him bright red. The four of you slowly made your way onto the stage, gathering around the two microphone stands. You stood with Hitch, bobbing back and forth as you quickly recognized the music that started playing.
“You ready?” Hitch grinned.
“I should be asking you that,” you nudged her already tipsy body, which was running purely off the alcohol high.
Song 2: Lovefool - The Cardigans
You held back, letting Hitch and Sasha have their moments, Hitch pointing at the bartender as she sang shakily, who looked at her with nothing but annoyance, like it was nothing he hadn’t seen before. You looked at Mikasa and Annie, who looked at you, disappointed; you had been here maybe ten minutes, and they had already roped you in. ‘Stop,’ you mouthed to the pair, as Eren and Armin thought it was great getting an idea of their own two have the two of them go up and sing; both looked painfully uncomfortable at the thought.
“This is embarrassing,” Floch scoffed.
“She’s not even that good,” the girl said. The table in front of their group was quickly occupied by Reiner, Colt, and Bertholdt. Colt looked back, shooting a glare their direction, strictly water for him as the designated babysitter on these types of nights, and because he couldn’t legally order a drink for himself yet.
“Problem, Rook?” Floch snapped at Colt’s glare.
“No problem,” Colt’s eyes narrowing before facing forward, leaning an elbow on the table, watching the four of you. Connie was already waiting at the stage beside you, grinning from ear to ear, adjusting his baggy pants and hoodie, his hands running over his buzzed hair, as if to straighten it. He shot you two thumbs up, gesturing for you to focus. You shook your head, waiting for this painful experience to come to an end, yes you sang, but a karaoke night at a bar, getting drunk with your friends, was not exactly your ideal performance setting, and you were not drunk enough to be singing a song like this.
“Finally,” you sighed as the song came to a close, making your way towards Connie.
“Wish me luck,” he winked.
“Like you need it,” you grinned. He got up on stage, dramatically searching the crowd until he found Colt, pointing at him, twisting his wrist slowly, gesturing to him to join with one finger.
“Is this what the stomping in your room has been?” Reiner asked him.
“Uhh, what? Sorry, gotta go,” Colt waved, getting up from the chair, racing toward the stage. You made your way down as Jean went crazy cheering; Sasha stopped at the two, bowing playfully before latching onto Niccolo’s arm. You stopped at the table made up of your friends.
“That was rough,” you sighed.
“Oh, just wait for this next one; you guys were great,” Eren said. It was all so familiar for everyone here, completely unfazed by everyone’s crazy grand performances.
“Connie and Colt?” You asked.
“It’s bad,” Annie rested her face in her hands, her eyelids drooping in embarrassment. You left the four heading back to your table, which was now empty as Pieck and Porco sat at the bar, talking to the bartender. Your head told you no when you saw the nearest open seat beside Reiner, but your heart was telling you yes. You stopped one of the waiters ordering a stronger drink to loosen you up for the night and ease your nerves before sitting down.
“Can I?” The pair nodded at your question; you took your seat, feeling all the eyes behind you staring.
“Y/N,” who else could be calling your name right now besides her? You turned to face her standing beside you.
“Yes?”
“That was my seat.” She pointed.
“Right,” your eyes darted around looking for the waitress with your drink; she was making her way over before the waitress could even take it off the tray, you took it from her. You felt a hip press firmly against you; you covered the top of your drink with your hand, trying not to spill.
“What the hell?” You glared at the clear source of the motion; the two of you stood, the seat between you, you sat, shoving her back gently.
“Reiner you’re better than a meanie like her,” she pouted. He smiled, his head tilting toward the table behind him.
“Floch, come get your girl,” he called out. She stormed off in a tantrum, going back to Floch, who draped an arm over her shoulders as she sat. She quickly brushed it off, breathing heavily through flared nostrils with her lips pursed.
“Thank you,” you sighed, sitting, taking a big swig from your glass.
“You’re not going to want to miss this,” Bertholdt smiled. You felt Reiner’s knee brush against yours under the table; you didn’t move; you breathed deep at the touch. He shifted in the seat beside you, putting his leg in a better spot to rest against yours comfortably, looking at you out of the corner of his eye.
Song 3: I Want You Back - *NSYNC
“Oh, this should be good,” you smirked with sarcasm, already feeling the buzz of your choice beverage kicking in. Connie and Colt stood back to back, posing with a mic in each of their hands in front of their mouths. As the first lyrics flashed across the screen in front of them, Connie moved first, pointing towards the crowd, more importantly at you, as you sat shaking your head, smiling. Colt moved at the next lyric, clearly rehearsed by the two of them. They continued building off of each other as the song continued. They nodded to each other as the chorus approached, pulling out a whole choreographed dance routine. They moved with insane synchronization and precision for two goofy college guys, managing to hit every beat in perfect unison. You couldn’t help but cheer watching the two of them; others joined in once your cheer started.
“They’re great,” You laughed, leaning into Reiner slightly.
“They’re…something,” he leaned back in his chair, sipping from his bottle, his gaze lingering on you rather than on what was going on around you.
“Go, Colt!” You encouraged him, watching him bite his lip with focus as Connie sang, before the two traded places, different spins, kicking motions; everything was going perfectly. Colt’s eyes picked up at your cheer, as you continued hollering praises, waving from your seat beside Reiner, who leaned on the table, staring at you; he couldn’t care less about what you were looking at, and you were fully aware he was doing it, and it felt wonderful.
“You’re missing the show,” you pushed his leg with yours under the table, matching his leaning, giving him back the same look he was giving you.
“I’ve seen it all before,” he grinned. Bertholdt took the social cue, excusing himself to join Jean and Niccolo.
“What about you? Are you going to get up there?” you smiled, tapping your fingers along the tabletop.
“Not really my thing,” he shrugged, “but it is yours.”
“That was nothing,” you said, “all Hitch and Sasha, just there for support.”
“Which means you still have another chance to go up again,” he said.
“Why so persistent?” You wrapped your lips around your straw, hiding your smile, as you were fishing for the same compliment he gave you earlier in the week.
“Because you sound beautiful.” The tips of his ears turned red as he said it, finally breaking eye contact with you.
“Mhm,” you hummed, leaning back in your chair, your arms crossed, your lips twitching with glee, watching the end of the two’s spectacle. The two of you began clapping; Reiner whistled through his fingers beside you, smirking as you looked toward the noise. Connie and Colt bowed, waving as they slowly stepped off the stage, Colt making his way over to sit in front of you two. Your drink was kicking in now, as you ordered another.
“Coltie, you were amazing,” you cooed, tousling his hair.
“And you’re drunk,” he smiled, looking at Reiner beside you, who sat in awe, staring at the stage.
“There’s no way,” he said. Your focus shifted past Colt to the stage, watching Eren and Armin push Mikasa and Annie up there, both looking visibly uncomfortable.
“Yeah, Annie,” you heard Hitch call out from somewhere.
“Mikasa won’t,” you grinned, but the music started, and the two of them stood up there as stiff as boards. You looked toward Armin and Eren, who exchanged a high five, smiling beside the stage, encouraging them to go. Mikasa’s eyes met yours, shaking her head as a warning. You smiled, watching the two of them share the same expression of hatred toward their partners.
Song 4: Spiderwebs - No Doubt
“Oh my god, Annie loves this song,” you said. “When she finally got used to my noise, she asked me to learn this.”
“Annie, really?” Reiner asked.
“Yes, really, shh, they’re about to start,” you settled back into your chair, your face hurting from smiling so much watching the two of them. Annie began with the first verse quietly, glaring at you. ‘I hate you,’ she mouthed between phrases; you made a heart with your hands back at her as she continued, rolling her eyes, her attention shifting to Armin, lightening her face up slightly at his proud look. Mikasa came in next, looking at Eren as she gripped the mic stand with a matching look, before looking at you. You sat in your seat, singing along to the words, tapping your free leg on the floor. Reiner and Colt both looked at you, smiling, before looking back at the stage. You pointed at Annie with dramatic gestures as you continued singing from your seat, clutching your chest as if you were singing the song directly for her. Armin and Eren took notice of you, pointing and laughing.
“Okay, now you have to go up again,” Reiner smiled, watching your little personal performance. You shook your head, waving your finger in his face as you continued singing.
“Come on, Y/N, you’re a natural,” Colt smiled, moving around the table to the other side of you.
“One more drink and she’s ready,” Pieck said, handing you a shot glass.
“Pieck,” you groaned.
“Come on,” she whined, holding one of her own. You quickly downed the glass, slamming it on the table as your face puckered, the taste twinged through your head, and you blinked a few times.
“There we go,” Colt clapped.
“Mikasa already picked a perfect song,” Pieck smiled.
“Oh, she did,” you felt Pieck’s hands on your shoulders.
“Yup, I’m stealing her,” she grinned, pulling you up from your seat, as you were already very tipsy, shaking your head in protest. You watched the rest of Mikasa and Annie’s performance, the two of them fleeing the stage as soon as they finished.
“Your turn to embarrass yourself,” Mikasa laughed, pushing you up with Pieck.
“No, you guys were great,” your words slurred together.
“And you’re going to be even better,” Annie chuckled, draping Armin’s arm around her.
“Guys,” you whined, but it was too late; the music started.
Song 5: Juno - Sabrina Carpenter
If you were sober, you would be hating the three of them right now, but in your tipsy state, the shot really did its job, giving you the extra boost. You looked around the audience; Bertholdt had taken your seat; Pieck and Porco were back at their table; Jean and Connie were looking at you from the bar; you had everyone’s attention, including the table of your nightmares. You looked at the screen in front of you like the lyrics would help, but you knew the song too well. You rolled your eyes, shaking the embarrassment off, yanking the mic off the stand, pulling your hair down from the knot you had it tied back in as you began to sing, tossing it back and forth.
You paced the stage back and forth as the words spewed clearly from your mouth, pointing at Mikasa and Annie when you were on that side of the stage, leaning down, taking Sasha’s hand at the table she sat at, spinning her as you slowly stood back up. Moving to the other side toward the bar where Jean and Connie were giving Jean the same smirk he gave you during his performance, your gaze driving him mad, as his face turned a deep shade of red. You moved back to center at the chorus, your eyes surveying the room, meeting the table of your enemies, singing as loud as you could before your eyes darted to Reiner, who was infatuated by you.
“Have you ever tried this one?” you smirked, getting on one knee, shooting the imaginary bow and arrow like Reiner did after he scored. Your eyes remained on him as he shook his head, wiping his brow, with a smile on his face as Bertholdt and Colt smiled beside him and began to talk.
“Dude,” Colt said.
“Stop it,” Reiner blushed.
“Reiner, come on,” Bertholdt said, bumping his shoulder. Reiner nodded, his attention on you as you continued singing. You blushed at the bridge, thinking about your interaction at the rink, catching him hard, your face turning pink now; alcohol always got rid of your filter; sober you would never imagine doing something like this. As the song came to a close, you bowed, stumbling off the stage as Sasha, Hitch, and Pieck surrounded you immediately.
“Oh my god,” Hitch squealed. You peeked through their embrace at Reiner, whose mouth hung slightly open, quickly shutting it, looking away from you when you found him.
“Where’s Mikasa?” You pushed through the two of them, going to their table, wrapping your arm around her neck.
“What the hell?” you sneered in her ear.
“You’re welcome,” she grinned, pointing at the table you had left to go and sing. A visibly flustered Reiner sat with Porco behind him, shaking his shoulders, the table behind them in distress. Floch and your stalker in a clear argument over what just happened; she stormed to the group of you.
“Fuck off,” she yelled.
“Ouch, that’s no way to treat a performer,” you bit your lip.
“Just stay away from Reiner,” she scolded you, stomping out of the bar Floch quickly chased after her, shooting you a pair of dagger eyes.
“Freak,” Sasha laughed. You were completely absorbed by everyone, praising you with compliments; even Annie had nothing but nice things to say, besides calling you an idiot for doing your little confession performance drunk.
“So Y/N, what do you guys think?” Jean made his way to the table with Reiner, Porco, Bertholdt, and Colt, a flustered smirk of his own across his face.
“Are you dumb?” Porco said.
“What?” Jean pulled up a chair, straddling it, leaning on the back, playing with the stubble that decorated his chin.
“Hello, that was for Ripp, dumbass.” Colt smacked the back of his head.
“Huh, really?” Jean said, unfazed.
“Yes, really,” Porco sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose.
“Who knew?” Jean shrugged.
“Everyone but you, apparently, even Connie.” Colt laughed.
“Now you’re just making shit up,” Jean scoffed in disbelief. Reiner slowly stood up from the table.
“Where are you going?” Porco called out, “We weren’t done here.” Reiner looked back, giving Bertholdt a knowing look.
“He’s got this,” Bertholdt told the group. Reiner took a deep breath, scrolling through the screen beside the stage, surveying the song catalog, his finger shaky as he found a choice. He took a few deep breaths, looking back at his group that all looked at him with support.
“God, he better not fuck up,” Porco sighed, taking the seat previously occupied by Reiner.
“He won’t,” Bertholdt smiled, giving Reiner one more affirming nod as he slowly made his way on stage, clearing his throat.
Song 6: The Craving - Twenty One Pilots
“She’s in love,” Sasha sing-songed, re-enclosing you in your circle with Hitch and Pieck. Music started in the background; the overwhelming praises of your friends kept you occupied.
“Stop,” you blushed.
“Well, now he has to ask you out; if that wasn’t enough, then he’s dumb,” Hitch said.
“Hitch,” you sighed.
“She has a point; something has to happen now,” Pieck said. Your friends' different opinions filled the air around you. The voice of whoever was singing began; you tried to look around them to see what was going on, but you were trapped.
“Guys,” you pushed at them. They wouldn’t budge, continuing their discussion. You eventually broke through, pushing through another crowd of people until you finally had open space, taking a look at the stage, freezing where you stood. Reiner. Reiner was singing. After telling you it wasn’t his thing, he matched your involuntary grand gesture with one of his own. Your face felt warm as you slowly made your way to the table with the boys clutching your chest before pulling up a chair beside Jean, who rubbed your shoulders as tears started welling in your eyes. Reiner was incredible, not that you were expecting anything less from the guy that had been occupying your mind the past week. His eyes finally picked up from the screen, finding you, the tension in his broad shoulders releasing, as he ran a hand through his hair, flashing you a teethy grin.
“Did you-” you began to ask the table; they all shook their heads.
“All him,” Bertholdt said. You leaned into Jean, covering your mouth, trying to keep your overwhelming feelings in, watching Reiner continue. You swayed back and forth to the music, letting the happy tears slowly fall.
“Sorry,” you blubbered to Jean.
“You’re happy; it’s okay,” he laughed, squeezing your shoulders gently. You quickly wiped your eyes as the song was coming to an end; your table erupted with cheers, Jean, Porco, and Colt all stood clapping, hollering. You sat smiling, clapping, letting out a small broken shout. Reiner slowly approached your table; Jean offered his seat beside you, heading back up towards the stage, dragging Connie along with him.
Song 7: Ain’t No Mountain High Enough - Marvin Gaye
Connie and Jean strutted on stage, arms linked like a happy couple, quickly finding their song of choice. You laughed as the music started playing, watching them twirl each other around, singing to each other as if they were madly in love, Connie finally living his dream. You finally spoke up to Reiner, who sat next to you watching the two of them act like fools.
“Not your thing, huh?” You paused as he shrugged. “You were incredible,” you exclaimed. He draped his arm over the back of your chair, his leg resting against yours immediately as he sat.
“I had a tough act to follow,” he smiled, leaning closer to you. “You still sound beautiful,” he breathed into your ear. You looked at him, the closest his face had ever been to yours, examining his features.
“Your eyes are beautiful,” you giggled, reconnecting with your tipsy state.
“And you’re still drunk,” his nose scrunched at the smell of booze coming from your mouth.
“Maybe I am, but I still sound beautiful,” you poked his scrunched nose. He shook his head; he wanted to tell you how he felt when you would be fully aware of what was happening. He grabbed the bottle in front of him, sipping it to try and match your energy. You watched Jean and Connie, standing up at some point, finding Sasha and attempting to copy their dancing, laughing as both of you stumbled around the tables.
“You didn’t tell her,” Colt said.
“Look at her; she’s drunk,” Reiner gestured toward you.
“I think she’d remember that,” Porco said. Reiner continued to watch you dance around with Sasha, humming low, thinking maybe they were right. The bar closed a few moments after Jean and Connie’s grand finale; you walked out between Reiner and Bertholdt, your hands brushing against each other as you laughed, recapping your night outside of the bar, deciding on what your group would do now; however, no one was in the mood to do anything else.
“I’m staying at Eren’s,” Mikasa finally pulled you aside. “Be safe,” she gripped your shoulders tight.
“Ow, geez, I’m always safe,” you rubbed your arm where she was holding you. She looked at the pair beside you, a sharp look that if anything happened to you, it was on their hands.
“We got her,” Reiner smiled.
“Be safe,” she said again as a warning, letting go of you. You all exchanged goodbye hugs; you and Connie were clinging to each other.
“Good shit, Y/N,” he groaned into your shoulder.
“Teach me to dance like you,” you whined, slapping his back. The two of you finally got separated; you complained about not getting your dance lesson right now in the middle of the night on some random street on the outskirts of campus.
“One day,” Reiner smiled. You leaned into him, your eyelids heavy as you walked.
“She needs water,” Bertholdt said as the three of you continued walking down the street under the cover of darkness, the moon shining as your guide.
“I’m hungry,” you moaned into Reiner’s arm, tugging at it. Your walk continued, finding the one store that was still open on campus. You grabbed everything in sight that looked appealing: chips, packaged cookies. You went to get a slushie but were stopped very quickly.
“Y/N, be realistic,” Bertholdt took the plastic cup from your hand.
“You’re no fun,” you hugged the chip bag, pouting, as he put a water in your free hand. You checked out immediately, breaking open the bag of chips as you continued walking to your apartment. Bertholdt split off leaving the two of you. As you approached your door, you felt dizzy, quickly stashing your snacks on the counter before running to your bathroom.
“Y/N?” Reiner slowly followed you in, taking in your apartment; he could tell where you contributed versus Mikasa. You groaned from the bathroom, hunched over the toilet, all the food you had just ingested releasing from your body.
“Don’t look at me,” you cried, your head pounding as you knelt on your bathroom floor. He quickly took your bottle off the counter, grabbing one of the sleeves of crackers Bertholdt had bought, being the responsible one of the three of you.
“Alright,” Reiner humored you, pushing open the cracked door behind you, covering his eyes with his free hand, peeking at you through his fingers, sitting beside you on the floor. You turned to look at him, the opening in his fingers immediately shutting as he flashed you a smile.
“I’m gross,” you burped out before leaning back over. He settled closer behind you, pushing your hair back, holding it at the ends as you heaved again. He handed you the water when you picked your head up.
“You don’t have to stay,” you sighed, your buzz starting to wear off, Reiner by your side getting you through what would be a horrendous hangover.
“I’m not going anywhere, not until I know you’re okay.” Reiner rested his hand on your lower back, rubbing small, gentle circles. You took the water from the floor beside you, sipping it slowly, your stomach starting to settle again. After a few minutes of sitting on the floor, sipping your water and eating crackers, you were feeling better. You slowly got up from the floor, brushing your teeth as Reiner stood beside you, his golden eyes beaming with concern.
“I’m feeling better,” you said inaudibly through the toothbrush in your mouth.
“Are you sure?” He asked, his hand still resting against the small of your back, his thumb tracing your spine. You nodded as you spit; the two of you went to your living room, you sat on the couch draping a blanket over your lap, Reiner stood unsure in front of you holding your remedies.
“I’ll leave these here,” his head down in disappointment, you chewed at your lip watching him sink as he turned away.
“Where are you going?” you said. He turned around. You patted the couch beside you. “Stay,” you begged. He kicked off his shoes, rushing over to you with excitement, settling beside you as you draped the blanket over his lap as well, reaching for the remotes on your table. You changed the color of your lights to a dim deep blue, matching the deep shade on your TV as soft music played from the speaker below it. Your legs touching under the blanket, your hands resting on your lap, an invisible force was pulling your hand towards his, as the sound of your unsteady heartbeats filled the room. You met the side of his hand, your pinkies slowly intertwining; his breath hitched as he looked at you, the blue light hiding the shade of red that covered both of your faces, as you slowly closed your eyes.
“Good night,” you hummed through an unsteady breath as your head met his shoulder. Your pinkies disconnected as his arm slid out from under the blanket; your head picked up as he moved, resettling on his firm chest, listening to his unsteady heartbeat slow into a soothing rhythm. He pulled the blanket up further over the two of you, wincing at your arm draping over his stomach, before his arm moved to your shoulders, securing you to him.
“Good night,” he hummed into the top of your head, pressing a small kiss into your hair before drifting off.
bi g m bgi ig gib nam big m
big ma
big man
bi
b
Im sorry Porco for always making you the hot reliable best friend in every fic I write 😭
Wdym I have to write an assignment for school and can't just write fanfic 😭
Saxophone Jean I drew bc its hot 😫
the more i think abt it the more i get mad that the owner's wife and kids are on the cup ABOVE the coaches and players. tom dundon i am mailing a pipe bomb to your house.
Are you not Entertained?
Part 5: Now Playing...
----------------- a/n: Teasing my Jean fic soon... it starts getting juicy after this part! Part 4
Playlist
-----------------
You barely heard the door open down the hall; you were focused, your guitar resting in your lap, plugged into the amp beside you as your laptop sat on top, tabs flashing across your screen as you played While My Guitar Gently Weeps. You were completely unbothered by the fact that other people were in the building, probably others trying to escape the stress of the week on a Thursday night, trying to find that little bit of calm to be able to fully enjoy a Friday off; at least that was your reasoning and escaping your pestering friends. You strummed with ease, tapping your foot along as each lyric coming from your lips was releasing the tension from your week. You smiled thinking about the song. Before he went to practice, you were telling Reiner that having this song mastered was your goal for the night. You still hadn’t gotten a reply, yet his presence in your head was enough to keep you motivated. You paused, sliding your pick between your teeth, marking the tab on your laptop, writing in a thought. You continued, repeating the part you had just stopped at, repeating the phrase, trying to get the plucking pattern down.
I don’t know why, nobody told you, how to unfold your love
The door opened, and there stood the man you couldn’t get out of your head the entire week. He stood captivated by you, as you glanced up smiling, muting the strings of your guitar quickly.
“Reiner?” The name barely came out, short of breath, startled by his presence. He shut the door behind him, sitting on the piano bench beside you.
“W-what are you doing here?” You stuttered.
“Jean forgot something, and- and I heard you. I didn’t know it was you- I just- keep going, please don’t let me stop you,” he scratched at his head. Despite mentally preparing in the hallway, he was still a nervous wreck in front of you. His shoulders raised, his body stiff, his knuckles white from the fists he was making, his eyes returned to the same tense state they were normally in. You blushed, your once steady fingers now shaky along the muted strings, at how close he was to you.
“What are you doing here?” You repeated the question.
“I don’t know, I was-” he sighed, rubbing his forehead, standing up slowly, “I’ll see you Saturday.” You began to play again as he was about to leave.
With every mistake, we must surely be learning. Still my guitar gently weeps
He stopped; your breath hitched at the end of your phrase, your heart pounding up into your throat; watching him stand in the doorway. You didn’t want him to leave, but you knew who was waiting for him. His thoughts filled with the two of you sitting after lunch; he had his chance there and missed it; he had his chance at the house and missed it. Just something simple was all he needed to say, but his heart took over. He slowly approached you, leaning down. You swallowed deeply, your eyes wide, your face bright red to the tips of your ears. You felt his unsteady breath on your cheek before his lips quickly grazed your flushed face.
“You sound beautiful,” he grinned in your ear. Your whole body grew warm and fuzzy as he stepped back, taking one last look at you, the tension in his shoulders easing completely from when he first came in. He smiled at you one more time before leaving the room. You listened to his footsteps grow quieter as he stepped farther down the hall, and were greeted by the sight of his group still waiting for Jean.
You began to pack your things, slamming your laptop shut, a smile stretching across your face, beautiful. You hurried out of the room, the word echoing through your head, walking briskly down the hall, approaching the familiar group.
“Bye guys,” you quickly shot through the group with a smile and wave, your face pink, your teeth flashing a blinding smile. You practically jogged to your apartment, sighing as you shut the door behind you, quickly putting down your things, finding Eren and Mikasa bundled together under a blanket on your couch. You let out a long dreamy sigh, approaching the two on the couch, standing behind, wrapping your arms around them, holding them close.
“The fuck?” Mikasa scoffed.
“Someone’s happy,” Eren laughed. You let go of the two, still grinning, as you walked into your room. You quickly got ready for bed, your hand touching the spot on your cheek, warm from your blushing. You flopped on your bed, pulling the hat off your headboard, tracing your thumb over the brim, the new part of your nightly routine, before hanging it back up, drifting off to sleep thinking about your little moment in the practice room.
You woke up early, despite being out late; you were not off your high. You quickly grabbed your phone from beside you; 8 am. You quickly opened your messages with Reiner, your fingers shaking from excitement; you could barely type out the three words you were trying to send.
Good luck today!
After intense focus and many spelling errors, you finally got to the perfect sentence, sliding on your headphones, listening to The Cure, as you got dressed for your day. You crept out into the living room, making yourself a cup of coffee, dancing around your kitchen as quietly as you could, but your excitement betrayed you. The door to Mikasa’s room slowly cracked open, revealing her messy bed head with Eren already standing completely ready beside her. You draped your headphones around your neck,
“Sorry, was I too loud?” you asked.
“No,” Mikasa yawned, pushing down the messy ends of her hair, “but why are you up?” You were not a morning person; you scheduled all your classes to begin at 10 am or later. It was rare you would be up before 9 am, especially on a Friday when you had no class at all. You sipped your coffee, acting like that was what was giving you your energy spurt, and not the butterflies occupying your stomach.
“I don’t know, just woke up early,” you smiled from the cup, “why are you up?”
“It’s gameday, Y/N,” Eren ground his teeth into a smile, trying to look intimidating, but you laughed at the goofy smile that was across his face.
“Yes, I know,” you said, glancing at Mikasa, who had finally started to gain some morning consciousness. The two exchanged a kiss goodbye before Eren headed out; watching them made you feel bubbly.
“What?” She said, seeing the smirk across your face.
“Nothing,” you rumaged the fridge, trying to hide your giddy expression.
“It’s not nothing. Something happened last night; you are never that happy after being in a practice room for hours,” she leaned beside you, peeking into the fridge, grabbing one of her parfait containers.
“I had a good practice session, that’s all,” you bit your lip, pulling out the bag of bagels, turning away from her.
“Y/N, I know you, something happened,” she caught your wrist as you turned.
“I’ll tell you later,” you shrugged her off; that was enough for her. You put your headphones back on, nodding along to the music as you waited for your bagel. She shook her head at you, stubborn, she thought. Your phone lit up on the counter, Reiner. You went to reach for it, but stopped yourself, feeling the eyes of your already suspicious roommate glued to you, pulling your hand back slowly.
“So today?” You asked, “What’s this whole ‘watch party’ thing like?” You joined her on your couch, interrupting whatever show she was watching. She paused the TV, leaning back, giving you a look of unimportance.
“A lot of gossip normally, but because it’s here, it will probably be more actual focus on the game. Sasha brings snacks and usually eats most of them herself so you and I can run out and grab stuff for the others. Pieck usually shows up late or leaves early, and Hitch has no clue what’s going on most of the time, so one of us ends up explaining the game to her,” she sighed.
“Because I’m here, less gossip,” you corrected her.
“Sure, but if you tell this little secret you’re keeping from me when the others are here, it will be no different than normal.” She hit play on the TV, her eyelids sinking with focus, as she picked at her yogurt.
“Hmm, maybe it won’t be much different than normal,” you hummed, leaving the couch with your now empty plate.
“Fuck you,” she groaned.
“I love you too,” you gave her a shit-eating grin as you cleaned your plate.
“Gym at 11, store after, everyone should be here at 6,” you nodded at her list. You spent the next few hours beside her in your living room, getting strangely invested in her show; you two were polar opposites when it came to media, yet this had your interest, completely forgetting about the message on your phone until another showed up.
Thanks, ur up early?
Heading on the bus, no service.
You frowned at the message, happy it was there, but sad that whatever reply you sent wouldn’t matter for a few hours.
“Would you just tell me,” she called from her open room as she got ready for the gym.
“Tell you what?” you played dumb.
“What you’re staring at your phone like that for,” she came out, the two of you both dressed in black sports bras and gym shorts, a headband held her bangs out of her face, while your hair was pulled back.
“Patience, Mikasa,” you said, taking the liberty of filling up both of your water bottles, glancing at the phone on your counter.
Yeah, too excited!
You quickly tucked your phone into your pocket, leaving him in suspense about when he would see the message, enticing him to ask more, even though you most certainly knew he would figure it out.
End of the Bus Ride
“Staring isn’t going to change the fact you have no service,” Bertholdt said, pulling Reiner out of his trance.
“I know that,” Reiner sighed, picking at the stubble across his chin. The bus was chaotic, Jean, Connie, and some of the others sitting towards the back, by the speaker, yelling back and forth over the piercing guitars of AC/DC. Porco and Colt sat retaping their sticks as they did before every game; Floch sat up front with the coaches pitching one-of-a-kind plays that he swore would save the game every single time, yet it was never run. Eren sat, head tilting back and forth with the jolting of the bus, getting a nap in; everyone had their routine, yet the thought of you was interrupting Reiner and Bertholdt’s. The two would usually sit, staring out the window, talking about the other team’s weaknesses and strengths, and how they could approach them, their own little debrief before getting in the locker room. Every time they began, a phantom vibration would take away Reiner’s focus.
“Reiner, what happened last night? I get if you don’t want to talk about it with the others, but with me?” Bertholdt pried. Reiner gestured him over, freeing the open seat next to him that was occupied by his bag.
“If this is the one thing you choose to say, I swear,” Reiner smirked, rubbing his head.
“I won’t,” Bertholdt leaned in closer.
“I kissed her,” Reiner said just above a whisper. Bertholdt’s eyes widened, biting his tongue.
“Wow,” he said.
“That’s it,” Reiner’s brows furrowed.
“I see why you kept it to yourself,” Bertholdt sighed, peeking his head around the seat to make sure there were no witnesses.
“And it better stay that way,” Reiner said. Bertholdt nodded. The two picked up their routine as normal, now that you were no longer a distraction, for now. The bus came to a halt; Connie ran to the front, getting off first, greeting all the guys as they got off, before reaching the unlocked storage beneath the bus, pulling out each bag, calling out names, as they filed into the rink.
5:30, Annie arrived at your apartment; you were all showered, wearing a hockey hoodie borrowed from Mikasa. You wanted to fit the part of this new world you were entering tonight. She helped lay out the snacks you bought at the store across your kitchen island, leaving enough room on the counter for Sasha’s assortment. Your secret had been killing Mikasa slowly the whole day; at the gym you could see her visible frustration with having to wait; she was much more snappy than usual when you couldn’t decide which flavor of chips to get for tonight.
“Now that Annie’s here, spit it out.” The three of you were in the living room trying to make as much space as possible for your three guests to sit, pulling cushions out of your rooms to make the floor more comfortable if it came to that, angling the chairs at your small table to be facing the TV.
“Spit what out?” Annie asked, throwing herself on the couch, taking the spot before the others got there. Mikasa lowered the volume of your speaker, not giving you a chance to get out of it.
“Y/N has something she wants to share,” she glared at you. You flipped her off, throwing yourself on the couch next to Annie, your hands quickly balled into fists, rubbing them along your leggings-covered thighs.
“What the fuck did you do?” Annie laughed at the expression across your face. You breathed deep, your glare shifting to her as the tips of your ears flushed pink, your cheeks puffy, but finally, through pursed lips, you spat it out.
“He kissed me, Mikasa; he kissed me, happy?” You barked at her.
“Who kissed you?” Annie’s eyes narrowed; Mikasa fell into shock, and your conversation was scorched to a halt by a knock on your door.
“This isn’t over,” Mikasa said, standing up to get the door. A brunette with her hair pulled back in a high ponytail came tumbling through your door, hands full of almost the same amount of food the two of you went out and got, spreading it across your counter like it was routine. You recognized her; she had been one of Mikasa’s few other guests.
“Sasha, you remember Y/N?” she gestured toward you. Your face still pink from your confession, you quickly shot your hand up to wave, but she came barreling towards you.
“Hi Y/N, ooh this is so exciting, another nice girl to see at games,” Sasha was very bubbly. Before you could respond, she was already back off to the kitchen, picking at the plates of food she brought.
“Sorry I wasn’t there this weekend; the owners were away, which meant Nic’s luxury cooking all to myself. He found out before the game, so I just went straight there after practice,” you sat very confused. You had met maybe once, and yet she treated you like you were best friends already.
“Niccolo, her boyfriend, is one of the chefs at the tavern; Sasha plays soccer,” Annie whispered in your ear. You nodded, a smile forming on your face like you had a full grasp of the situation, even though you were still a little overwhelmed by her kindness.
“I saved some, don’t worry,” Sasha spread her arms out, presenting the plates in front of her. Your nose caught the wonderful aroma quickly, better than any scent that normally came from your cooking.
“Crab Rangoons, burger egg rolls, mozzarella sticks, and mini fruit tarts,” she pointed at the items in front of her.
“And that,” you pointed at the styrofoam takeout box; she lunged at it quickly, clutching it close to her.
“That’s mine,” she laughed, but still her grip on the box didn’t loosen.
“Sasha,” Mikasa sighed.
“Please help yourself; I will eat it all if you don’t act fast.” You knew she was being serious, quickly making yourself a plate before claiming a spot on the floor beside your coffee table. Your taste buds had been completely transformed by your first bite; she should come over more often.
“So who’d you kiss?” Annie whispered in your ear, reaching towards your plate; you quickly swatted her hand away.
“Not now,” you snapped, poking at your speaker, turning the volume back up. The two of you sat isolated, the ambiance keeping the two of you from bickering. Another knock on your door quickly followed; a girl with champagne blonde hair, cut just above her shoulders, came in with a lot of energy, a cooler under her arm. She looked slightly familiar; maybe you passed her at the party, but you definitely couldn’t point her out if you were there now.
“The drinks have arrived,” she cheered, bursting through your door. Her eyes caught you immediately; she kicked off her shoes and rushed over to you and Annie, distributing drinks accordingly.
“Annie, your favorite,” she smiled before looking at you.
“I’m Y/N,” you said, a little embarrassed.
“Of course you are,” she laughed. “I wasn’t sure what you liked, so I brought a variety; help yourself.”
“You would have brought a variety anyway, Hitch,” Annie sighed. She was not one of the names previously mentioned when discussing the girls, but she held the cooler out to you anyway. You found a watermelon hard seltzer and were content.
“Thanks,” you said, cracking your can open.
“Good choice,” she smiled, joining Annie on the couch behind you. “No Armin?”
“Work,” Annie said.
“And Y/N, any boys?” she nudged your shoulder. You glared at Annie, who was snickering next to Hitch on your couch.
“It’s complicated,” Annie smirked.
“Annie,” you snapped. The other two joined quickly with plates of their own.
“What are we talking about?” Sasha asked, taking one of your armchairs.
“Boys,” Hitch grinned.
“What boys?” Mikasa asked, staring hard into your soul; you swallowed at her gaze.
“Annie said it’s complicated, but Y/N didn’t even get a chance to answer,” Hitch said. The floor was yours, saved by the bell, a knock on your door. You quickly stood up, rushing to get it.
“Thank god,” you sighed, opening the door to see Pieck.
“What happened?” you dragged her in.
“Boys,” you said softly.
“Oh…oh?” Her face perked up; you blushed. She put her bag down, took off her shoes, grabbed a plate, and took the other armchair.
“You want anything?” Hitch tapped the cooler beside her.
“No, I have to work tonight,” Pieck sighed.
“Boo,” she jeered, taking a large sip from her can. Mikasa cued up the livestream of the game, the timer slowly ticking down as the group of you sat talking. You let out an internal sigh of relief as the subject of you had been dropped, yet Mikasa and Annie still had their attention on you; each tick of the timer felt like ticking down impending doom. You were a time bomb ready to explode, feeling their gazes on you. Your phone buzzed in your lap; quickly taking it, Pieck leaned over your shoulder.
“Boys?” She whispered. You rolled your eyes, opening the message.
Good, you watching?
You grinned at the message, quickly covering your mouth, trying to hide your smile when Oohs and Ahs cooed around you.
“Y/N, we don’t keep secrets here,” Sasha smiled.
“Don’t pressure her,” Pieck said. “She doesn’t even know if it’s anything yet,”
“How do you know?” Hitch was surprised.
“Because Y/N and I talk,” Pieck smirked, crossing her arms.
“Sash is right, though; no secrets in this room,” Mikasa said.
Yes, I will be. Now focus; you have a game to play 😊
You sent the text, placing your phone gently in your lap, finally looking up at the group around you; their chatter only kept you more focused on typing out your message.
“Y/N,” Annie said, “we’re waiting.”
“For what?” You rejoined the conversation.
“Helloooo, who were you just texting?” Hitch laughed.
“No one,” you said.
“No secrets,” Sasha smiled. You looked at Pieck; she nodded toward your room. The two of you stood up.
“Hey!” Hitch yelled.
“Relax,” Pieck said. “We’ll be back in a second.” A hush fell over the living room when the two of you stepped into your room; you slowly shut the door behind you.
“Okay,” you breathed. Pieck looked around your room, smiling.
“Your room is so cool,” she said. You looked around yourself: the assortment of band posters on your wall, pictures of you, Annie, Mikasa, Eren, and Armin hanging above your bed, your guitar rack next to your desk, with a folded keyboard beside it; to you, it was just a mess of creativity.
“Thanks,” you smiled, her looking stopped at the hat on your headboard, the Warrior Hockey brand logo in full view.
“Is that-”
“Yes,” you blushed, taking it in your hands.
“Shut up!” She said.
“Well, I’ve had it since the party,” you traced your thumb over the brim like you did every night since getting it.
“Oh my god,” she gushed. You put it back up in its assigned place in your room, sitting on your bed now, steadying your breathing. You patted the bed beside you, but she remained standing.
“So what’s this secret? Are you together-”
“No, I don’t know- I just-” You cut her off, stuttering. She put her hands on her hips, impatient with your nervous act.
“What happened?” Her sleepy eyes sparkled with bits of life.
“He kissed me last night,” you sighed, flopping back on your bed like that was the hardest string of words you had ever spoken, your legs dangling over the side, kicking slightly with excitement as your hands covered your face.
“Where?” She asked, excited, sitting beside you now.
“A practice room,” you said, peeking at her through your fingers.
“No, Y/N, like where on you?” she laughed.
“My cheek,” your hand slid down your face to the spot it happened.
“Did he say anything?” She exclaimed; you shushed her loud reaction.
“Well, I was playing my guitar, and I guess he heard me, so ‘you sound beautiful’,” your face scrunched as you said it; it didn’t sound the same coming from you.
“Stop, aw-” she was interrupted by a knock on your door.
“Game is on, and you two are breaking the rules,” Hitch called through the door. The two of you stood up slowly; Pieck took your hands in hers, and you took a deep breath together before heading out.
“So, are you ready to share with the class?” Sasha laughed. You retook your seat on the floor, taking a nervous sip from your can.
“Fine,” you sighed. You shared the news the same way you told Pieck; the room erupted.
“You’re kidding,” Annie scoffed.
“No, I’m not,” you smiled. “You can’t tell them,” you pointed at Sasha and Mikasa.
“We won’t, well, I won’t,” Mikasa said.
“I won’t, I swear,” Sasha put her hand up like she was taking an oath.
“I can see it,” Hitch leaned back on the couch, framing your face with her hands, squinting. The game began; the six of you sat, attentive to the TV. Hitch asked questions as Mikasa said. The game wasn’t going well; your team was down 0-2 in the first ten minutes of the game, and it wasn’t looking promising; the entire period was practically being played on your end.
“Come on,” Annie groaned, “too many turnovers.” The puck trickled across the ice slowly, a pass from Porco to Reiner being swept up by someone on the opposing team.
“Fuck,” you sighed. Bertholdt saved it as you covered your eyes.
“Oh my god,” Sasha sighed. The entire room was on the edge of their seats when your team finally got possession again, quickly losing it.
“Pock, that’s your puck!” Pieck shouted at the TV, throwing her hands up in frustration. Number twenty on your team had someone trapped in the corner, as the lines changed.
“Get him!” Sasha shouted as number twenty-one came on, rushing to join him, quickly getting the puck, storming down the ice as fast as he could, three players against one, yet he was quick, ducking effortlessly around their attempted attacks.
“Yes!” Sasha cheered as he shot the puck, “No!” The puck had been saved. The first period came to a close.
“Well, that was rough,” Hitch pulled at her hair.
“Ya think,” Sasha rested her hand in her fist. You hugged your knees, playing with your hoodie string.
“Your boy looks a little distracted,” Annie nudged you.
“He’s not my- nevermind,” you were all in bad moods; if the team was losing, you were losing.
“I need another drink,” Hitch sighed, reaching for her cooler.
“Me too,” you said, shooting Annie a glare. Hitch handed you another watermelon seltzer as she grabbed a mango one for herself; the two of you clinked cans, cracking them open, taking a large gulp. You reached for your phone on the table while the ten-minute timer ticked down.
“I wouldn’t,” Mikasa said.
“He won’t answer,” Pieck said, “no phones during the game. Rules.” You looked at Sasha frantically typing on her phone.
“You’re texting Niccolo, aren’t you?” Hitch said.
“Maybe, okay, but you have to admit that was really close.” Twenty-one must have been him. You put your phone back down on the table, taking the opinions of others and staying out of it. The second period began the same way as the first, the other team coming out hot and scoring another goal. Jean got a penalty, sparking chaos, another fight breaking out, giving the team an advantage for the next five minutes.
“Wake up!” You yelled at the TV, watching your team frantically skate back and forth chasing after the puck. The opposing team crowded the net, your foot tapping sporadically against the floor, biting your lip, as you watched Bertholdt drop to his knees in desperation, trying to kick the puck free. All of you grabbed onto each other in fear, letting out a sigh when the play was blown dead. You moved to the couch with Hitch and Annie now; it was too stressful to be on the floor. Mikasa paced back and forth behind the three of you. Jean’s penalty had expired; the puck had been dumped out to center. He scooped it up quickly; all alone, he was in. He deked the goalie once, then twice, chipping it over the blocker, and scored. You all stood and cheered; Hitch held you, jumping up and down. The rest of the period remained uneventful; down by two goals, your team filed into the locker room.
Before the Third Period
“We’re fucking dying out there, and you pull that shit,” Floch shouted at Jean.
“Don’t you fucking start; at least I scored,” Jean snapped, throwing his helmet off into his stall. Jean approached Floch quickly, pushing his padding.
“Jean, it’s not worth it,” Niccolo stood up between the two.
“Fuck you, Nic,” Floch said.
“Fuck you,” Jean shouted. Porco, Reiner, and Bertholdt all sat with their heads down, Bertholdt’s skate tapped against the floor as he sank further into his padding. Reiner’s hands ran through his damp hair, and Porco bit his lip as the yelling continued. Jean pushed Niccolo out of the way, shoving Floch down into the seat behind him.
“Say something again,” Jean said.
“I’m just stating the obvious,” Floch sneered.
“Jean don’t, you’re just giving him what he wants,” Eren said, as Jean’s eyes twisted into something ruthless.
“Keep him quiet,” Jean said through gritted teeth, heading back to his seat.
“Bert, wake the fuck up,” Floch made his final comment.
“That’s enough,” Porco stood up now, Floch joining him; the two stood chest to chest, pushing each other back and forth. Eren stood up, tugging the back of Floch’s jersey, trying to pull him off, but his grip was firm on Porco’s collar.
“Stop, you guys,” Eren pulled Floch harder.
“I hate you,” Porco said, pushing back one final time, breaking the grip free, “and what the hell is wrong with you?” he slapped Reiner on the back.
“What?” Reiner said, his eyes still glued to the floor.
“You’ve been off all night,” Porco said. Reiner didn’t answer, his foot tapped quickly against the floor, his face flush from skating and from the team catching on.
“Let him be; he’s fine,” Eren said.
“No, he’s not fine,” Jean chimed in. “Get up.” He put his helmet on, approaching Reiner sitting across from him; the two stood over him. Reiner stood up, doing the same, the helmet pushing down his sweat-ridden hair, snapping the strap.
“Lock the fuck in,” Porco began. Jean stood chest to chest with Reiner, the cages of their helmets against each other, as Jean took his shoulders.
“I don’t know what the fuck happened to you, but go the fuck out there and knock some heads off, alright?” Jean smacked his shoulder.
“Alright,” Reiner mumbled.
“What was that?” Jean smirked.
“Alright,” he said louder.
“Alright?” Jean shouted.
“Alright,” Reiner yelled, pushing him back.
“Zams off, come on out,” Connie opened the door, peeking his head in.
“Fuck yeah,” Porco cheered, rubbing Reiner’s helmet with his glove.
--------------
You and Pieck sat in your room during intermission, talking as she got ready for work.
“You’re sure you can’t stay? No one can cover for you?” You whined.
“I got off tomorrow in exchange for tonight, so,” she smiled, holding out her hand.
“Anything planned after the game tomorrow?” You handed her a clip, watching her tousle her hair until she had it to her satisfaction, checking herself in your closet mirror.
“My bar is having karaoke night; they love that.”
“You’re kidding,” you laughed, slack-jawed.
“I wish I was. Jean and Connie get really into it,” she shook her head.
“Why am I not surprised?” you sighed. “You really want to spend your day off at work?”
“It's different when I’m not working, you’ll see. Now, how do I look?” She did a small spin for you; there was nothing that could really be wrong, dressed in all black, and hair clipped back, her curtain bangs still hanging low.
“You’re serving,” you smirked. She took the hat off your headboard, approaching you.
“For good luck,” she smiled, adjusting the size before putting it on your head. You nodded, taking a look at yourself before leaving your room.
“What’s that?” Hitch asked as you stepped out.
“For good luck,” you nodded at Pieck as she made her way to your door.
“I’ll see you all tomorrow.” She waved, shutting the door behind her. The five of you now sat on the edge of your seats as the third and final period began. You didn’t know what happened, but the team came out ready and refreshed, looking brand new. It was exhilarating: a quick goal from Eren to start the period. Now only down by a goal, they were playing incredibly, making aggressive plays; the familiar slamming of boards rang through the TV under the sound of the commentator.
Two minutes left in the period, still down by a goal, Bertholdt was flying towards the bench giving your team the extra attacker, Jean, Eren, Colt, Reiner, Porco, and Niccolo, forming the ideal setup for a goal. Their passes were crisp, as minutes slowly turned into seconds, Jean skating around the defending players trying to get a clear shot.
“Shoot it, damn it!” Mikasa shouted, as if he heard her through the screen. Jean took the shot; it was loose in front, Colt and Niccolo prodding at it until it was in with five seconds left.
Niccolo skated off, hands up in the air, leaping into his teammates' arms; you looked at Sasha, squealing with delight at the TV. Three-on-three overtime, Hitch was nervously crunching her now empty seltzer can; you sat biting at your thumbnail, Mikasa continued pacing, Sasha stuffing her face, hugging the bag of chips, and Annie sat the calmest out of any of you, phone in hand, eyes picking up, looking at the nervous wrecks that all of you were.
The starting three: Eren, Jean, and Reiner on defense. It was the slowest five minutes you had ever experienced; your apartment was silent other than the commentary of the TV. The first three minutes were all the other team, getting difficult shots off, but Bertholdt was always there to stop them, making a huge kick save, leaving a juicy rebound.
“Go,” you said softly, as Jean took the puck, passing it up to center where Reiner was waiting.
“Go,” you said a little louder; it was a one-on-one battle. He faked once, sending the opposing player to their stomach, reaching for his stick, wristing it high over the goalie’s glove, and it was in. You, Sasha, and Hitch all cheered, squealing, standing up, clutching each other. Mikasa let out a long sigh of relief, and Annie watched you all smirking, rolling her eyes, going back to her phone.
“He shoots, and scores, number fourteen, Reiner Braun wins it in overtime,” the announcer's gritty, commanding voice rang through your apartment.
“That’s your man,” Hitch cheered, squeezing you tighter.
“Hitch,” you smiled sheepishly, a pink shade crawling up from your neck to your cheeks.
“Don’t act like you don’t love it,” she pouted, tapping the brim of your hat. The others helped you and Mikasa clean up before leaving; you got ready for bed quickly, taking a long look at yourself in the mirror as you brushed your teeth, trying to scrub the smile off your face. You lay in bed, sliding the hat off, tracing over the brim once with your thumb before hanging it up on your headboard, sending one final message before bed.
You were amazing!
Chat...
I LOVE WRITING THE GALLI BROS I LOVE THEM WITH ALL MY HEART!!!
Me and my notes app against the world at work when the ideas are ideaing
Are you not Entertained?
Part 4: New Abnormal
----------------------- a/n: lowkey based off real lore from my life but psssh Part 3
Playlist
--------------------- You woke up feeling completely recovered from your weekend, immediately reaching over to your phone, silencing your alarm and reading the awaited response from your message last night.
See you then, bring us that good luck again!
You smiled at the message, peeking at the hat above you before getting up. You changed, quickly making yourself breakfast before heading off to your first class, sliding in your headphones, shuffling your morning playlist, hit with the sounds of I Melt With You - Modern English. You took in your surroundings, a smile on your face, as you thought of ways to respond to this morning's message as you walked; your stress from yesterday was gone, no one was mad, you had no more worries. ‘I’ll try my best’, too simple, the words of Pieck appearing in your head again, attention from Reiner like that, ‘You don’t need luck,’ it was engaging, maybe it would spark a conversation to get you through your lecture. You pulled out your phone, typing away until you got to the crosswalk and your day was ruined. You left at the same time every morning for your class; you checked the time, and you were right on schedule, yet here your new enemy was waiting, sitting on the steps of the building you needed to go into. It was not uncommon for people to sit here, but her you would have remembered seeing here before.
“Fuck me,” you groaned to yourself, rolling your eyes, trying to go unnoticed. She stood up as you got closer.
“You have a good weekend, Y/N?” She jeered. You turned the volume up louder, trying to block her out. How the hell did she know you’d be here? She was following you.
“What, no comment this time,” she continued, following you into the building. You clenched your jaw, gripping your phone tighter in your hand. You picked up your pace as her footsteps continued, taking the stairs up the two flights to your class instead of waiting for the elevator. You lost her as you quickly pulled the door shut behind you, sitting in your usual seat. You clutched your phone, dimming the brightness, taking out one of your headphones to prepare for the lecture, but still keeping the other as a buffer to calm you down right now. Your breath was stagnant from climbing the stairs so quickly; you opened your messages. Pieck had given you her number. You texted both her and Mikasa three words.
She found me
You put your phone, screen down, on the small desk attached to your chair in front of you, your leg shaking beneath it, quickly pulling out your laptop hiding behind it as your professor began giving a music history lesson. The class was small; your shaking leg did not go unnoticed quickly; people around you turned occasionally at the squeaking of your shoe against the floor. You gripped your thigh tight, trying to stop yourself, changing your playlist around, until you finally found something to satisfy your bad mood, my way - Olivia Rodrigo. Notifications flew through the top of your screen, Pieck and Mikasa going back and forth trying to figure out what just happened and why you weren’t responding.
Pieck: Where are you?
Mikasa: She’s at the creative hall.
Pieck: Did she do anything?
Mikasa: Y/N answer, I know you’re in class but damn it
Pieck: Please, Y/N give us something
You frantically tried to type out a response, explaining your interaction, but froze when another string of notifications popped up.
Rei14braun sent a message
Not just once, but twice, you paused, resting your phone on the desk next to you, thinking, while also trying to still pay attention to class, looking attentive temporarily before going back to texting Mikasa and Pieck.
Mikasa: She’s fucked next time I see her
You: What the hell do if she’s still here?
Pieck: Porco said Jean should be in there until noon. When are you done?
You: 11:30
Pieck: He’ll meet you after class, just find somewhere until then
You sighed, resting your head on your fist, staring at the slides on the projector in front of you, feeling your phone vibrate beside you. You tapped at the side of it with your thumb; you were in no shape to respond to Reiner. She was getting her way, in your head. You sighed as you couldn’t take the vibrating anymore; messages from the two of them still flowing, another new message from an unknown number, hoping she hadn’t found that about you too.
Hey, it’s Jean. I’m in the first-floor studio. I’ll text you when I’m done.
Your entire body relaxed at the message, replying, still ignoring the pending message from Reiner, lowering your music in an attempt to focus on your class; your mind kept drifting back. How did she know? How did she find you? Who did she know? You gripped the sides of your head, grinding your teeth, feeling your leg begin to shake again; one simple thing you said could cause a ripple effect this large to bite you right back in the ass. Time passed, and finally your lecture had ended. You quickly packed your things, bolting out of the room down the hall to one of the practice rooms for the next half hour until you would meet Jean.
Third floor practice room 307, come up when you're done.
You slowly opened the cover of the upright piano sitting in front of you, resting your phone on the stand, warming up with scales and arpeggios for a few minutes as a metronome clicked in your ear, dabbling with some ideas of your own, but you couldn’t focus; you were on too high alert. You gave up, pulling out your small notebook, flipping through your repertoire of handwritten lead sheets, scribbled and highlighted, stopping at a random page. You sighed at the choice fate had given you. You typed in the name on your phone. At the Door, hitting play as you followed your sheet, you weren’t in the mood to sing along, but each lyric struck you as you played. Your eyes shut, taking in the words, easing your thoughts as you experimentally pressed different keys, improvising over the chord progression you knew well, leaning into the stress you were feeling, looping the song a few times through, coping with the stress of your morning that you hadn’t even noticed Jean’s face popped through the window. You sighed, finishing the song for the final time, turning to see Jean’s smiling face, alarming you as he opened the door.
“I didn’t want to interrupt. Are you ready?”
“How long were you standing there?” You quickly gathered your things, stuffing your notebook back in your bag, pulling your earbud out, tucking it away in its case with its pair, trying to brush off your flustered appearance, but he startled you.
“Not long,” he smirked, “only heard the song twice.”
“Jean!”
“It was nice, you’re really good,” he laughed. The two of you continued walking and talking; Jean’s eyes were sharp, a pencil stuck behind his ear, ink stains on his hands, which were moving with expression as he ranted about his class providing a good distraction for your scrambling thoughts, taking in your surroundings as you strolled campus. He invited you to get lunch before his next class; you agreed. You learned he was an art student; you were surprised you hadn’t seen him before now, considering all of your classes were in the same buildings; maybe you had, but just didn’t know each other.
“I’m sorry about what happened this morning,” he finally sighed.
“Just caught me off guard,” you lied. You knew that was the real reason he was here with you: your friends’ concern, maybe some of his own. The rest of the walk to the dining hall was quiet. When you reached the front door, he paused before going in.
“I hope you don’t mind that some of the other guys may be here,” he bit his lip.
“Maybe?” You raised an eyebrow.
“Okay, I invited them,” he rolled his eyes. “Everyone was concerned, but we don’t have to talk about it.” These guys you had met two days ago had already lumped you into their group. Eren was right in all his stories; they may act like idiots sometimes, but they are all truly really great people.
“It’s okay, maybe it’s good to talk about,” you tugged at your sweater. You followed him in, scanning your ID, grabbing a plate, picking through your options, while Jean piled up his plate to the brim. You smirked at the sight, your quaint assortment of food compared to his mess as you followed behind him to a long table in the back corner, where Reiner and Bertholdt already sat.
“Look who I found,” Jean smiled as he sat down across from Bertholdt, leaving you across from Reiner. You panicked, remembering you hadn’t even looked at his messages.
“Gally should be here in a few,” Reiner smiled. The table was quiet; all three plates surrounding yours looked the same: loads and loads of food, did they not eat breakfast? You slowly picked at your plate, the three of them talking about the highlights of this morning’s practice.
“Shit,” your head snapped up; it came from Bertholdt.
“What?” Jean asked. Reiner’s head tucked down as Jean turned to look. You turned as well, your newly acquired stalker accompanied by a boy with reddish-brown hair. You quickly turned back to your plate, grabbing your phone off the table next to you. You finally checked Reiner’s messages;
A little extra couldn’t hurt 😉
Are you alright? I just heard
You sighed, looking up at him, typing a panic message of your own now. As the table fell silent, you caught a glimpse of Porco out of the corner of your eye, sliding in next to you.
“What the hell did I miss?” He asked, seeing everyone’s cold expressions, his eyes following the direction Jean nodded in, immediately fading into the same expression. The pair approached your table.
“Hey guys, good practice this morning,” the boy with red hair smirked. Your eyes met the girl’s once again like this morning. You quickly sent the message under the table. Porco elbowed you, giving you a nod, trying to get you to break eye contact with the cocky smile she was giving you. Your face was heating up; your foot was tapping to the faint music playing in the room to distract yourself.
Who the hell is he?
“Yeah, whatever,” Jean said. Reiner’s head shot to his phone on the table beside him, reading your message quickly; the corner of his mouth twitched.
“Coach should let us play together more, Jeanboy; we have amazing chemistry,” he flashed his teeth, knowing exactly how to grind Jean’s gears as if it was second nature.
“That’ll never happen,” Porco chimed in. “You got lucky.” You looked down the table; Bertholdt tensed at the end of Porco’s phrase.
“I would say skill,” he continued, tilting his chin up with pride.
“What do you want, Floch?” Reiner sighed, his eyes darting to you quickly. Oh, that one, the whole reason for your little incident at the party, it only made sense she was here now.
“We just wanted to say hi, and I finally wanted to meet your new friend Y/N over here,” you bit the inside of your cheek at the mention of your name.
“I was just telling Floch about all the fun we had at the party,” she said, her fake tone in full force.
“So much fun,” you scoffed, taking a large bite from your plate.
“The best,” her eyes narrowed at your reply.
“Can’t wait for the next one,” you scowled with sarcasm, through your chewing.
“See ya around,” Floch grinned, the two of them walking away to their own separate table a few away; you sat in their perfect line of vision.
“Anyways,” You rolled your eyes.
“Twice in one day is insane, sorry Y/N,” Porco said.
“Guess this is my new normal,” you shrugged. The rest of lunch consisted of insults about Floch being thrown around the table and plans for practice tomorrow before the others started peeling off. Jean went to class; Porco and Bertholdt went to the library, saying they had a project to work on, leaving you and Reiner.
“You have class?” You asked.
“Not until three,” he said. You looked at the time: 1:15. Normally you would be in one of the other creative halls fiddling in a studio, or going to your locker in one of the larger rehearsal spaces, grabbing some of your MIDI equipment, but you didn’t want to; you wanted to stay here with Reiner.
“Same,” you sighed. “So that’s him,” you said trying not to let the same awkward silence linger from the last time you two were alone. Your attention shifted to their table behind you; they were already looking.
“What is it?” He caught your shift in expression, starting to turn, but you stopped him, tugging at his hand, quickly pulling yours back after you realized what you just did.
“They’re watching, don’t look,” you blushed.
“What?”
“They’re still here, watching,” you repeated yourself.
“Do you want to go-” you cut him off
“No- I mean, yes, but- can we still,” you began, tripping over your tongue, causing him to smile.
“Yes,” he laughed, reaching over, taking your empty plate. The two of you filed quickly out of there, not looking back as you had to walk past the table, but you knew their attention was on you.
“Where do you want to go?” You asked.
“I know a place,” he smiled. The walk was relatively quiet; you were in a more familiar part of campus, one of the greens that was always heavily populated in the spring, but now in the fall, as a crisp breeze was circulating the air, much less occupied. You sat side by side in a pair of wooden Adirondack chairs that were in this same spot the entire year, enjoying the fall scenery, the orange and red leaves sprinkling the grass in front of you, the crunching sound of them below people’s feet as they walked the path that cut through the green; it was peaceful.
“You come out here often?” you asked.
“Not often; normally I would be in the gym right now, but-”
“Oh, I’m sorry,” you picked up your bag, getting ready to head out, but he stopped you.
“I don’t want to go,” he said.
“You don’t?” You looked at him, fully studying his face; it was the calmest he had looked in your few days of knowing him.
“No,” he smiled, “one off day won’t hurt.” Even through the bulky hoodie he had on, you could still make out some of the sharper edges of his figure. You gawked at the thought of him in the gym, covering your mouth to hide the stupid grin you could already feel forming.
“So then why this spot?” you asked. He said he knew a place, but not a place he went to; you were curious.
“I used to come out here a lot freshman year,” he sighed.
“I like it,” you smiled. “Can I?” you gestured at your phone; he nodded. You played some ambiance, the faint noise of Fleetwood Mac so only the two of you could hear, resting your phone over the touching arms of your chairs.
“You really do listen to a lot of music,” he grinned.
“You saw for yourself,” you laughed. “So tell me about this spot,” the awkward feeling had gone, the music playing as background encouraged your conversation to continue.
“Bertholdt and I didn’t really get along with everyone like you see now, our first year was pretty hard, we barely made the team, some of the older guys were hard on us, so we would come out here during team events,” he pointed at one of the taller dorms, “that was our room with Gally” You followed his finger, looking at the window now decorated with post-its forming the numbers 514, him and Porco’s numbers.
“Five-fourteen,” you said.
“Me and Gally,” he laughed, “we didn’t pick our numbers on time, so we just looked at our room and sent them in.” He sighed, letting his head fall back in the chair as he looked at you, not with the same intent as he had before, a raw look that he was purely enjoying your company, his eyes softening from the constant tense state they had been in looking at you for the past two days. You hummed along to the song playing, despite telling him you had no favorite; this was one of them, You and I - Fleetwood Mac. Even though you were just humming, he was still captivated by the small sound escaping through your lips. The lyrics started to slowly dance off your tongue, finally giving you a full sense of calm today. Eventually, you two went your separate ways; you continued on your day as normal, the two of you exchanging little messages now that you learned more about him. You took a different walk home, passing the spot you sat in with him earlier just out of curiosity to see it unoccupied.
When you got home, you immediately took advantage of having the apartment to yourself, making dinner and taking the time to work on a composition project in the peace, yet the messages on your phone were providing a great distraction. Simple back and forth with Reiner asking about classes, complaining about homework, and having to wake up at 5 am for practice. You eventually found a good stopping point for yourself, listening to the same song you enjoyed with him in “his spot” as you continued messaging before drifting off to sleep.
The week continued the same way, with occasional instances with your stalker on Tuesday around campus, ignoring her snotty remarks. You ate lunch with Jean and the others again after class on Wednesday. Your back and forth with Reiner continued Tuesday through Thursday: simple things, checking in after lunch, talking about something stupid that happened at practice; you started sending him songs as he asked what you were working on as he slowly started forming his own little Y/N playlist.
“You’re home early,” Mikasa said.
“Class got cancelled, but I can go if you two are busy,” looking at your coffee table covered in textbooks and flashcards.
“Sit,” Annie demanded, looking extremely exhausted, tossing the cards in her hand on the table.
“Anything today?” Mikasa asked.
“Steps again,” you sighed.
“Again?” Annie groaned.
“Yup,” you rolled your eyes.
“She’s lucky I can’t go Saturday,” Annie cracked her wrists. You very quickly learned Annie was someone you didn’t want to cross. Living together your first year, you immediately bought an extra pair of headphones just in case you lost yours and had to work; you wanted to do nothing to disturb her or even see what her bad side looked like, but eventually she grew on you. The less attention you gave to her strange, quiet, distant habits, the more she actually wanted to talk to you.
“I know you’d kick her ass,” you smiled.
“Speaking of Saturday,” Mikasa said, joining Annie, tossing down her flashcards, “the guys are away Friday; I hope you don’t mind, but it’s my turn to host the watch party; I can still tell them no.”
“Who’s coming…” you gritted through your teeth.
“The two of us, Pieck, Sasha, and maybe a few others, but they're not happy with me after-”
“It’s fine, I’ll stick with Pieck,” you said. The idea of Mikasa inviting people over was completely unfamiliar to you; all of your guests besides Eren and Annie were usually your invites. Something about you getting involved in this other part of her life was bringing her slightly out of her secluded shell. The two continued talking to you, trying to procrastinate studying as long as they could, ordering in dinner.
“But they’re treating you okay, right?” Mikasa said as you talked about your lunches with the guys.
“Yes, you worry too much,” you sighed.
“And Reiner?” Annie asked.
“He’s fine,” you blushed, checking your phone as if he would be waiting there for a reply, but you were the one waiting now.
“Pathetic,” she said, eyeing your disappointment.
“What,” you glared, knowing she had an opinion that she was hinting at wanting to share.
“Eren said you went out,” Mikasa’s lips almost curving into a smile.
“We did not ‘go out’; we hung out; there’s a difference.” You folded your arms over your chest, sinking further into your chair.
“At the North Green, come on, Y/N, you’re smarter than that,” Annie rolled her eyes.
“We hung out, nothing more,” you scolded, your cheeks heating.
“Sure, and if it was?” Mikasa’s eyes hinted at the deeper meaning.
“It wasn’t,” your jaw clenched, hoping your pink tint was fading.
“Oblivious as always, Y/N,” Annie smirked. You left the two of them, grabbing your bag, slinging your guitar case over your back, and heading to a practice room for the night, not wanting to deal with their pestering anymore.
After Thursday Night Practice
“Grice, don’t forget to lock up,” Eren called out, leaving the locker room heading to your apartment to spend the night.
“Happy,” Colt loudly jiggled the knob of the sealed door, proving it wouldn’t budge.
“Very,” Eren pushed open the door as the others followed behind him, beginning their trek home.
“I forgot something in class; the professor left it out for me,” Jean said. The group collectively groaned, their bodies weak from the ninety minutes they just spent exerting all of their energy, skating, bashing into each other, and ripping shots.
“Can you not get it tomorrow?” Porco sighed.
“No, what if I get inspired in the middle of the night?” Jean smirked; he loved talking like he was of the utmost importance when it came to his work. He knew the truth: he would not get inspired, and it could wait, but missing a chance to get on Porco’s nerves, no chance. Colt, Porco, and Jean walked in front, Reiner and Bertholdt falling behind.
“You feel ready for tomorrow?” Reiner asked.
“I didn’t play great tonight,” Bertholdt shrugged.
“You’ll be fine, just go-,” Reiner stopped himself; he hadn’t told him about your time spent in the green together.
“Reiner, I saw you,” he said. Reiner froze, running his hand through his damp hair, eyes darting to the ground, slowing down, separating further from the group.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” an attempted bluff until they were out of earshot.
“You and Y/N, we saw you on the green,” Bertholdt repeated. Reiner dragged him aside, letting the rest of the group continue as Jean’s task was getting closer.
“Who’s we…” he folded his arms, tapping his foot on the ground, biting his bottom lip.
“Me and Eren.”
“Fuck me,” Reiner sighed, “is that why everyone went quiet in the shower?” Bertholdt nodded, leaving Reiner with his thoughts. Thursday night was social hour; it wasn’t 6 am practice where no one was awake enough to hold a conversation; it was the night before a game when everyone was feeling in their best mood. The two caught up to the rest of the group following behind Jean in the building.
“I’ll be fast.” Jean dashed up the nearby staircase, leaving the four of them in the lobby of the building. It was quiet, the faint swish of vents blowing, accompanied by the sounds of the building settling, and a very muffled guitar coming from down the hall.
“Do you hear that?” Reiner said.
“Hear what?” Porco sighed, getting comfortable on one of the blocky seats, joined by Colt. The room went quiet, trying to listen; very faintly, your noise was present.
“Someone else is here.” Colt said, “Don’t do anything stupid.” The four remained in the quiet, arms folded, listening to the faint sound of your strumming from down the hall. Reiner turned in the direction it was coming from; Bertholdt took his arm, stopping him.
“Just let me look around.” Reiner shrugged him off, stepping down the hall, the tune getting louder, becoming familiar, one of the songs you had sent him. He tiptoed down the hall in fear; what if it was you he was hearing? It couldn’t be; it’s a coincidence. He argued back and forth with himself as he slowly approached one of the doors, peeking through the small window and finding you. He quickly ducked away, his heart pounding through his chest, but calming as he listened to you sing and strum. He took a deep breath, slowly wrapping his hand around the doorknob, pushing the door open.
“Reiner?”