because manic pixie dream girl is too blasé 30 y/o polyamous lesbian, NYC. this blog is mostly for my horny shit. minors not allowed in any capacity; not interested in DMing with men.
Okay this is a super horny blog but PSA that I'm a whole human being and also just some dyke trying to work through some sexual shame around newfound desires (mostly daddy shit, some pet play shit, etc) thru finding written horny content that resonates and other people who like it in a relatively anonymous space where writers are relatively likely to actually be other lesbians or queer people and actually understand, like, consent and context. (At least the ones I follow, at least hopefully). That's why I made this blog in spite of being 27 and being back on Tumblr being kind of embarrassing.
I would be super happy to interact with other people in their mid twenties and older and talk about leather/kink/whatever stuff! I don't mean that as in roleplaying (although that could be fun), I mean more like finding peers. As is, I don't really have many people I feel comfortable talking about my daddy/girl thing with IRL.
All that being said, I do not want to inadvertently make any butches feel fetishized or anything, so if I make you uncomfortable please let me know!
btw when a person tells you they usually don’t cum or have a hard time with it, pushing them to cum (“come on, baby, cum for me!” “are you close?” “i want to make you cum” etc) makes it less likely for them to cum and will in fact make them feel very pressured and have less fun because they now feel like you’re not going to have fun if they don’t cum.
the goal for sex isn’t to cum. the goal of sex is to enjoy yourselves. you can have fun without orgasms. orgasms are a bonus. stop treating sex like it’s not good enough if your partner doesn’t climax.
new sex position: i sit in your lap and cry about everything that's wrong in my life and you hug me and kiss my forehead while telling me that everything's gonna be okay and how proud you are of me
“i know you’re close. i can feel it. i can feel exactly how close you are and that’s exactly why i’m slowing down right now. because i want more time with you like this. desperate and squirmy and trying so hard to be good and finding it harder and harder to manage. you’re so beautiful right now. the way you look. the way you feel. the sounds you’re making. i’m not ready for it to be over yet... so just breathe for me. stay right here. i’ve got you completely and i promise i’ll take care of you. just not yet.”
Source : Nothing But The Girl ; The Blatant Lesbian Image ; A Portfolio and Exploration of Lesbian Erotic Photography - Edited by Susie Bright and Jill Posener
thanks for 1k. text below the cut because it's uh a little long.
hey can you do me a favor?
i think you need a break is all. i think you need to take a minute and relax. so just lie back for me, okay? just lay back and relax and breathe for me. what are you wearing, anyway? i always picture you in soft things. t shirts and panties. a sweater or a hoodie maybe. sweatpants, maybe. but if you're wearing sweatpants do me a favor and take them off, okay. let me see those legs. knees up, feet flat on the bed. just like that. it's comfy, right?
actually why don't you take off the sweater too, if you're wearing one. you won't be cold for long don't worry about it, i just want to see you better. and you know you actually look really good when you're a little cold, when your skin gets all prickly and your nipples perk up through your shirt like that. why don't you go ahead and touch them for me while we're on the subject. yeah, over your shirt. scratch your nails down over them and back up again. pinch them a little. a little harder than that.
how does that feel? you can tell me.
no?
i know, you're so shy. it's really cute. you're really cute. but now i want you to be cute for me and suck your first two fingers into your mouth. both hands at once. i don't care if you drool a little bit, i don't care if you gag. i know what you can fit in your mouth you'll be fine. i just want you to get them wet with your tongue. no, wetter. that's right. good girl. now get those wet fingers back on your nipples, over your shirt, same as before. pinch them. pull them. rub that wet cotton against them, i want to see you messy. you look so good when you let yourself be messy.
how about now? will you tell me now how that feels?
no?
baby. i can see your pussy lips through your panties right now, it's so fucking cute that you think you have any secrets from me. hey, i didn't tell you to close your legs. keep them open. don't hide from me. i like to see you like this. i like to see how needy you are. and you are needy, aren't you? you can tell me that much, right? there you go. that was so easy, see. and what do you need, huh? well. fuck. that's right. you need me. and I need you. but im not there, so you're gonna have to make do without me this time.
so show me.
show me how you touch yourself when im not there to do it for you. show me how you want me to touch you. go on. you can start slow if you want to. ghost those pretty fingers over your panties and imagine me kissing you right there. press the heel of your hand down against yourself and imagine my bulge grinding into you.
are you thinking about me? you'd better be. i'm thinking about you. i'm always thinking about you. im thinking about telling you to pull those panties to the side or to take them off completely so i can really see you. are you wet? how does that feel? is the air cold on you now?
keep your legs open. show me how you touch yourself.
if you want to get your fingers even wetter in your mouth first i wouldn't mind seeing that, but you don't have to if you don't want to. rub your clit for me. slow, fast, however you like it. do you want to fuck yourself on your little fingers too? you know my hands are a lot bigger than yours. my fingers are a lot thicker. do you think about that when you're stuffing yourself with two or three of your own, how much fuller you'd be if it were me? Is that what you want?
Keep your legs open and keep rubbing your clit.
Is that what you want, though? To feel full? To feel that sting of really being stretched by something bigger than you? Have you thought about what it would feel like if I made you take four fingers? Have you thought about my entire fist? Are you thinking about it now?
Legs. Open.
Don't stop and don't you dare fucking hide from me.
I want to see you when you cum for me. I want to see what's mine. You are mine, aren't you? Say it. It's too late to be shy. Say it. Tell me you're mine. Tell me you're my good girl. You are my good girl, you know that. You're being so good for me, look at you. Now be my good girl and cum for me. Please baby, that's right. Keep going. Cum for me. I need it. It's mine and I need it. Give me everything. Just like that. Just a little more. That's right baby, you're so close. Legs open, let me see you. Let me hear you. That's right. Fuck. There you are. You're so fucking perfect, god. You're so good. God, you're so pretty. You're mine, you know that? You're everything. You're mine. Thank you. Thank you.
