11/25/18, 12:46AM, sabrina and chandler’s house
Honestly what a dick. I move all the way up here even tho i was set up here and he’s not even doing work, he’s just on that stupid computer playing his stupid games. A real ride or die would also be doing work with me. I dont know how to explain it well other than not feeling alone in my work, its just that a lot of the time, he lacks intiative and i think bc of that, he expects me to go by the same standard too which is why he always asks “10 questions to ensure that hannah’s gonna do this thing she should do bc she’s an idiot” thing per 1 minute intervals when he could just think back and realize that i typically always take initiative, like asking him out and saying something first, to making coffee for the both of us, but esp him since he has an all nighter and just uGH literally hundreds of other girls would have popped off on him, so he’s lucky i havent broken up with him yet bc i realize all this anger’s just an in the moment thing, but then im a little worried that all this anger in the moment will go frm just being that--a moment-- to consecutive moments that will eventually make up my living days and months when i move in with him and im not sure that’s what i want, but hEY we’ll see sis.
