Turn on the Bright Lights

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boygenius | Not Strong Enough" Official Lyrics & Meaning

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Progress report part 2.

Starting to shape up pretty good i think???probably a few more days till I’m good with the results. Since I have been MIA the last few months, I figured … why not document ALL of the process.

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finished my charcoal project :)

reblogs are better than likes! i put a lot of work into this!

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Monday’s progress.

Any tips of how to take good quality photos of one’s art with out damaging one’s wallet?

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Julien Baker | Boygenius Apple Music Interview

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Aiming to finish this week.

I have taught myself to not rush through my work anymore. Like…. It is okay to take days, weeks, months on it. Just come back to it. It’s okay to mess up. It’s okay.

It takes patience.

As I am going through the process of finishing this, I am going through the process of applying to jobs. This and that require the same. Time, energy, focus, and patience. I am going to finish this. And I am going to find something.

Just keep going.

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boygenius at Coachella 2023

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My latest

Started this piece, this week. Guess who?

changed up some of my materials but loving the results thus far.

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Don’t think I ever will be done with this piece. -to Michael, with love.

Descansa con las estrellas

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Mi Angelica

Mi Maria Angelica,

Mama praised you from another

Ethereal world, fuiste unica

Maria,

Your name, como mi tia, 

A lineage of love, santisima 

Mi apellido,

In life and in death.

I carry this legado

Que dios te los page,

siempre tener fe.

We live en tu imagen.

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To be....

How to be awake, alive, and aware. 

To simply care about combing my hair.

To be productive, to be on time, 

To be able to meet deadlines, 

To be a good tia, to be a good partner, 

To work on my art, to be an honest writer,

To be able to handle my finances, 

To be able to take more chances.

To care, and to love, 

To be cared for and to be loved, 

To be happy, and to be sad. 

To be calm after going mad. 

To be able hold on and to let go.

To be able to forgive mi padrastro.

To be, and to be, and to be, and to be, 

To be all at once, yet can be none of these,

Being clouded by depression that has arised,

From the moment that I open my eyes.

The first moment of lethargic wakefulness,

To the end of an insomniac’s nightly restlessness. 

To be a pillar to my family and yet can not be a pillar to myself. 

I dread being alone, yet avoiding everyone else. 

To be is becoming too difficult for me. 

And to see what I can be. 

To be able to see past the “now”, 

To be able to figure out how. 

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“I Contact”

-charcoal on paper 9x12 

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Currently.

Been meaning to try my hand at drawing eyes for quite some time.

I would like to think that it’s coming along. 

Still missing a ton of detail, so watch this space.

...will update by this weekend. 

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Us

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 US (movie poster art by me)

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Work in progress: US