MYSOTIZ, defender of the gays!!

(CW, EYESTRAIN) (any/) ' CATCH ME IF YOU CAN , (/all) prev was chamomilecougar ~ alterhuman ~ artist ~ anarchist punk ~15 ♉️ ~ queer as in fuck you ‼️

[rainbowfiedmysotiz]

hello!

hii! call me mysotiz. i post about a variety of stuff, including art, alterhumanity, punk and anarchy shit, etc. if your interested in finding me on other socials feel free to ask anytime. alt blogs r @/onehellofacreature @/traumapunk-culture-is. i use any/all pronouns, including neopronouns, i also don’t mind if you use masc, neu, or fem terms on me. i do present as a girl though (cause women are hot)

im hazardqueer, traumapunk, voidpunk, alterpunk. my gender is unlabeled so far (but i consider myself a fem trans person) and im a bi lesbian. i have CPTSD (majority of my triggers are blocked out on tumblr but i do ask of you not to talk about hospitals around me), BIID (half blind), general anxiety disorder, and ARFID. im also suspecting autism amongst other things

my kintypes are as listed ~ north american cougar, african serval (psychological, behavioral instincts since birth)

~ barn owl, harp seal pup (psychological, behavioral instincts since childhood)

~ foxy from piggy (spiritual, past life)

~ aubrey and basil from omori (psychological, developed from trauma)

~ indominus rex from j world (unknown origin)

~ common sunflower (psychological, special interest kintype)

~ lukas from mcsm (no origin due to being a copinglink)

~ miguel o’hara from atsv (no origin due to being a fictionect)

im a polymorph due to having rapidly changing shifts between kintypes!

dni queerphobes, abelists (especially narc abuse believers gfy), racists, bigots, terf/radfem, safequeer, anti alterhuman, pro contact, pro cringe culture, pro capitalism/anti anarchy, radqueers/transid/transx, pro/com/darkshippers, anti mspec monos (im bi lesbian y r u here), nsfw/mdni, anti age or pet regression, judgmental motherfuckers…

i do digital art, i like learning and teaching about plants, history, and geography, and i love music! (feel free to ask about fave artists) omori and atsv are my main fandoms currently. i have an online family open to all my mutuals called the chamomile family/chamfam… follow @thebigneuromess or ill strangle you

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Pookie

TW: blood/slight gore???? not really but idk what to tag it as ↓

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#i just looked and i don't think this post gives you the full picture #santigold96 has written 357 works of asoiaf fanfiction in chinuk wawa #the devil works hard but santigold96 works harder

[knightedangel-deactivated202412]

Bring back men who yearn

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Tim (Marble Hornets), Edgar (Electric Dreams 1984), Simon (Fiona and Cake), Square and/or Sphere (specifically Flatland 2007), any of my Bill Cipher humanisations but this one is the most pathetic, Faceless (Spirited Away), Electro and/or Mysterio (Power of the Sun AU), HAL9000 (2001: A Space Odyssey), Amon (My Movie 14), and of course AM (I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream (this one is a joke, please don’t come at me))

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black mackerel tabby with low white spotting

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[genderstarbucks]

[ID: 2 images that are a drawing of a white hand with the middle finger up with a lesboy bracelet and an mspec lesbian ring on the middle finger. They both have a white background. They both say "FUCK OFF!" on the left side of the image. The image on the left has "FUCK OFF!" in a black text and the image on the right has "FUCK OFF!" in a red text.

I'm tired of the exclusionsinism within the queer community. Lesboys and mspec lesbians have been here for decades (since AT LEAST the 70's) Read up on your queer history. We're not leaving this community.

[veneerssweetie]

can i actually off myself please I'm never be good enough

[rainbowfiedmysotiz]

hi guys! this weirdo is crazy ableist and just loves guilt tripping people! he refused to understand and accept me having bpd and left me over it, then proceeded to LIE about me “traumatizing him” in hopes of getting peoples sympathy.

he got extremely close to me when im only 13 and hes 18. he allowed me to be extremely dependent on him because he liked the attention. he said disgusting things like that he wished he could just “keep me to himself”. he lied about me harassing him when im not affiliated with whatever people messaged him.

he portrays me as some sick, disgusting person all because i use to be suicidal. but HE is the reason i was. my mental health was fine until i became close friends with him. he ruined my life. he allowed, and at times, encouraged me to isolate myself from my other friends and ONLY speak to him. He blames me for being dependent on him when it took him over four fucking months to set boundaries. He demonizes me for a disorder I cant control. He says I refuse to get help when its the complete fucking opposite. HE refuses to get help.

I felt like a bird trapped in a cage, and as soon as I left, I felt so much better.

He needs to get off the internet, and get fucking help. Actually ADMIT that he’s in the wrong and needs to start working on himself instead of begging for peoples sympathy. Actually sick.

[rainbowfiedmysotiz]

were you that person that was a radqueer and went by the name of the mind den and said you were “transblind” or am I trippin?

ur tripping thats the person who groomed me when i was 11

[rainbowfiedmysotiz]

hey guyz so erm

im not exactly quitting tumblr but i dont plan on posting anymore. mayb a few reblogs here n there , so rarely

yall were rl amazing to me and helped me thro a lot of shit but also this place makes me remember the lowest points of my life n i rlly hate it

being an anti radqueer for so long was rlly triggering qnd fucked up my paranoia rlly hard, ans i just dont find any of it enjoyable anymore

almost all of my kin identities seem to have faded, even for how long they lasted, and it seems not matter how hard i try i cant be in tune with them

im not agender, im simply unlabeled, and while i support the m spec mono community ALWAYS i dont want to use the label bi lesbian anymore. im not caedromantic anymore and i found a healthy love

thx again. i love you all. it is rlly sad to have to let go of my old self but i think my new self will bring me more happiness

my discord is veneersgf if anyone wants to stay in contact

@thebigneuromess @anxietycryptidthetherian @headbuds @gravityxgyre

[rainbowfiedmysotiz]

hey guyz so erm

im not exactly quitting tumblr but i dont plan on posting anymore. mayb a few reblogs here n there , so rarely

yall were rl amazing to me and helped me thro a lot of shit but also this place makes me remember the lowest points of my life n i rlly hate it

being an anti radqueer for so long was rlly triggering qnd fucked up my paranoia rlly hard, ans i just dont find any of it enjoyable anymore

almost all of my kin identities seem to have faded, even for how long they lasted, and it seems not matter how hard i try i cant be in tune with them

im not agender, im simply unlabeled, and while i support the m spec mono community ALWAYS i dont want to use the label bi lesbian anymore. im not caedromantic anymore and i found a healthy love

thx again. i love you all. it is rlly sad to have to let go of my old self but i think my new self will bring me more happiness

my discord is veneersgf if anyone wants to stay in contact

@thebigneuromess @anxietycryptidthetherian @headbuds @gravityxgyre

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[rainbowfiedmysotiz]

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