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write the things you're afraid to say.

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i didn’t lie when i told you i loved you, but you lied when you told me you loved me.

of all the lies you told, i love you was my favourite

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i caught myself constantly looking at the stars again and again. asking myself, what could have happened if things went differently with us?

the stars weren’t aligned for us

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i found solace in the same arms that left me heartbroken.

i need to let go instead of holding on

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it has been a year since we last talked to each other. and i have to be honest, thoughts of you still linger. it's like you never left. a part of me still hopes that you would come back. but let's be real with each other. that would never happen. and that thought breaks me apart.

i wish things could have happened differently with us

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"The universe twisted our faith when they spit us apart."

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"All it takes is a beautiful fake smile to hide a shattered lost soul."

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"Whenever it's 3 am or 3 pm the thoughts of you still linger."

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"Maybe the stars were aligned for us to be together."

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"Is it really suicide, if you're already dead inside?"

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"I was only mere music in her life. But she was a symphony in mine."

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"We tend to forget the meaningful things in life. We tend to ignore the people that love us. We shouldn't be looking for something to make us whole, but instead, stop and look around. There is beauty in everywhere. You see, people don't realize enough of the fact that it's not what you take, but what you leave behind. It's the little things in life that matters the most. Learn how to love yourself. Because at the end of the day, all you have is yourself, and that should be enough."

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"It's not fair for someone to love me. I do not deserve love from anyone whatsoever. I'm broken. I'm a fuck up. I'm trying to piece myself back together, I'm still trying. And it's not working. I'll tear you into a thousand pieces just like I am. It's not that you don't deserve me. It's just that I don't deserve love. Of any kind, from anyone."

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"You shouldn't depend on others. You don't need to hand over your happiness to others. They'll drop it, they'll drop it every time. Because at the end of the day, all you have is yourself. And that should be enough."

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"How intriguing it is to think that some people love me when I don't even have the capability to love myself."

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"Lately, life is becoming a blur."

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"You kept pushing me away, and I kept coming back. But there was a time when you pushed me so hard I forgot my way back."

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"Like autumn leaves I kept falling for you."