Big Mouth Strikes Again

I live to be happy, everything else is just a bonus ♥

[regular-love]

[lifeisabowlofbullshit]

[rainbowsandrailways]

My life..

I’m currently employed, lying in bed, drunk, in old clothes, alone.

Out of context, it sounds really sad, but I absolutely love my life. I’m in bed because I have a meeting tomorrow afternoon and don’t want to be hungover. That meeting is to help with a charity I’m setting up to help people who are street homeless or sofa surfing in my area. I’ve taken redundancy because I can give my all to making the project work, so although I’m unemployed, it will work out helping people in the end, and means I can do something I absolutely believe in for a living.

I’m in old clothes because we’re packing to move in to a better house. Very little more money for an amazing house, close to where we are now, but closer to family.

I’m alone because my wonderful man and an equally as wonderful friend are still out with our neighbour. The friend is someone I would literally trust my life to and my man is without a doubt the love of my life. The man I’ve planned children and a whole life with and who loves me exactly as I am and wants that future with me too.

And I’m drunk.. well because I can be.

I’ve been in the same position before, but unemployed because my job ended, old clothes because I was too poor to buy new clothes and alone because I’d had my heart broken.

It’s amazing to think how far I’ve come. Life does get wonderful, I promise. Just hold on to it, it’s worth it.

[stilinski-ortiz-deactivated2019]

[rainbowsandrailways]

[motivateyourselfeachandeveryday]

[rainbowsandrailways]

3 attributes that I’m learning to develop. I will make this work. 

[sittingonaleathercouch]

The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return…

[rainbowsandrailways]

It’s so cheesy, but I genuinely love him more every single day. No one has ever been so supportive of me or helped me realise that it’s ok to be proud of myself. I just can’t get enough of him and I will spend every second with him trying to show him that. 

[whencemoments]

[e-verythingilove]

[rainbowsandrailways]

Not sure why I take to Tumbr every time I need a rant or a outlet, maybe I think people don't read it a lot but there are people for support if you need it. Anyway, today hurts.

[rainbowsandrailways]

[dessinnoir-deactivated20180503]

“We were only trying to drown her.” Peter Pan (1953)

[sikanapanele-deactivated2018121]

[rainbowsandrailways]

Oh God. I could just eat him!

[weary-waters]

Ryan Hurst as Harry Opie Winston on Sons of Anarchy

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[thesimpsonslifestyle]