My few non boyfriend related thoughts

My main blog (mostly bf related thoughts) is @weirdassfag

[rainesblogg]

tw, mentions of self harm, little vent ig

its so irritating when I relapse but can't go as deep as I used to like WDYM I JUST ENDED ALMOST A MONTH OF BEING CLEAN FOR SOME FUCKASS STYRO :,<

[g0od-b0y]

WAAAH I WANT MY BOYFRIEND

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relapsing in the summer is like cvtting on hard mode

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why am i always so shocked when hurting myself hurts. Like I know it’s gonna hurt but a scab got caught on the lining of my shorts earlier AND THAT SHIT HURT SO MUCH :’)

[forgleto-o]

The struggle of been 6 feet tall and really wanting to sit in my boyfriend’s lap. (He’s 5’1)

[rainesblogg]

THIS IS RANDOM BUT IVE BEEN READING YOUR POSTS FOR A WHILE AND I WOULD NEVER HAVE GUESSED YOURE 6 FEET TALL 😭

[forgleto-o]

6 feet, 174 pounds, and getting taller!

[rainesblogg]

how’s it feel to have everything I want :’) I seem to be done growing at 5’5

[forgleto-o]

The struggle of been 6 feet tall and really wanting to sit in my boyfriend’s lap. (He’s 5’1)

[rainesblogg]

THIS IS RANDOM BUT IVE BEEN READING YOUR POSTS FOR A WHILE AND I WOULD NEVER HAVE GUESSED YOURE 6 FEET TALL 😭

[rainesblogg]

I MISS WINTER, I MISS IT BEING SO EASY TO HIDE $H, I MISS SPENDING ALL DAY IN MY ROOM EXERCISING, I MISS DIET COKE, I MISS SPENDING ALL DAY ON TUMBLR OBSESSING OVER MY WEIGHT. BEING ILL IS NO FUN IN THE SUMMER 😭

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ONE OF MY IRL FRIENDS FOUND THIS ACCOUNT. EXCUSE ME WHILE I JUMP OFF A CLIFF

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I BLOCKED HIM

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ONE OF MY IRL FRIENDS FOUND THIS ACCOUNT. EXCUSE ME WHILE I JUMP OFF A CLIFF

[lukaisme]

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND SO MUCH. HES SO HANDSOME AND CARINGG AGHH ♡

[rainesblogg]

GAYYYYYYY

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why is it that life only feels worth living when you’re so tired you can barely keep your eyes open 😭 everything just feels so nice and fuzzy lol

[bobdylanyaoi]

her: you better not be cunty johnny cash when i get there

me:

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THE BOOTS. IM DYING 😭

[nowiamoldfolk]

nobody talks about the sick rush you get from going a little too deep ,, the way your blood runs ice cold and you get so dizzy and you can't help but feel nauseous knowing that you only want more

[kisses4zero]

I think that's the only way for me to receive sweets as a gift without feeling guilty lol

[rainesblogg]

I would actually cry if someone did this but I feel like I’d get too anxious and look it up 😭

[jiraichuu]

" if u lose too much weight , u'll become infertile , u'll lose ur boobs nd ur butt !! " do you PROMISE ??!!

[rainesblogg]

IKK LIKE STOP GIVING ME MORE ENCOURAGEMENT 😭

[expiredfrillycake]

emotionally abused mfs when "i could never get mad at you for something like that" (im mfs)

[jirai-dirt-2009-deactivated2025]

It’s so weird when adults would tell me I was so mature at 7 like it was a good thing

I was sexually abused mom, no I’m not smart I’m just traumatized