[expiredfrillycake]

i still wish in the back of my head, you'd never talk to them, even to this day, I told you i take it all back. please..be with me.

[expiredfrillycake]

the only thing im scared of about getting a job is three things

1. they don't pay me enough

2. they could ghost me

3. waking up early in the morning /hj

otherwise im completely fine working

[expiredfrillycake]

comfort

[thatsnotme424]

ISTG IM THIS CLOSE TO FUCKING KILLING MYSELF

WHY THE FUCK AM I STILL HERE

[x--blood-moon--x]

I have to admit it at some point but its like my sh is more than an addiction now. I actually love it. I never want to stop. I will cover myself in scars and then cover my scars in scars until I die.

[doe333]

i cant wait to get home and cut myself

[larrrrs]

Theres always something wrong with me i must be so exhausting to love

[v4nish3d1]

whenever someone treats me wrong I get the urge to cut my arms open infront of them

[subfawn]

I feel like I don't have a future

[expiredfrillycake]

im so so sorry. ill punish myself.

[expiredfrillycake]

you never really wanna play with me and write stories together like we used to, i can't tell if it's because you're actually getting bored of our stories, or you don't know what to do with them anymore even if most of our stories are still 90% unfinished since last year...

but yk. it's whatever, ill just do it myself, and play it how it's supposed to be.

[expiredfrillycake]

anytime you talk to her or her, i should drag you to an isolated room for punishment

[biaho]

[expiredfrillycake]

im always gonna be proud of you my darling.

[expiredfrillycake]

im not trying to ignore you all with malice! why can't I just punish myself at least once???

[expiredfrillycake]

my body feels upset now, like I wanna cry but i don't need to, cus I have no good reason to, im supposed to shut up for once.

[expiredfrillycake]

i hope tomorrow that if I try to at least speak up in the morning, it'll be okay, today I felt like I did a good punishment, a decent one actually. I changed my mind to decent because they're probably all upset about me not talking, but i personally feel like it's the only way I can forgive myself-is if I just shut up for once, or maybe more someday.