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𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭'𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐧𝐯𝐨𝐥𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐲 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐧, 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐢𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐥𝐥 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐛𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫.

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THE PILES

ꨄ PILE ONE

ꨄ HOW OTHERS SEE YOUR BEAUTY? ⬎

CARDS ⟶ {ARES IV, STRENGTH VIII, THE CHARIOT VII, THE STAR XVII, Seven of Swords and JUSTICE XI}.

shuffled songs ⟶ [moments like these by beauty's confusion, more than a feeling by boston and whenever, wherever by shakira].

ꨄ 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 think your beauty is dominant, like its the type of beauty that is THERE. undeniable type of beauty, it is the type of allure that has other people glance at each other with a knowing look on their face. you could also be someone who notices the reactions other people have when they see you they feel like they have to collect themselves together and sit up straight. your beauty screams power to people even if you cannot see it yourself.

ꨄ 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 people could think you have the type of look that has you swimming in money by the end of the year. im seeing that other people find your beauty the type to be bought and not in a weird way, bought in a context of people wanting you for their magazines, photoshoots or to be around them. that is the type of elegance you have, other people want to be around you because of how strong your face card is, it might sound like i am repeating myself but this is the energy people have when they are looking at you, you have a champion's beauty.

ꨄ 𝐢'𝐦 going to sound like im complimenting you and kissing your ass all the time but this could be how people behave when you are not there. your type of beauty is spoken about to others, it could even be shared and celebrated if you post yourself. people could find your physical appearance to be very divine and pleasing to look at, if you wonder why people could be staring at you all the time it is likely because of how piercing your beauty is. it stands out like genuinely, the rest of the cards here are Major Arcanas instead of the Seven of Coins and i think that mirrors how strong people think your beauty is.

ꨄ 𝐲𝐨𝐮 have the type of look that has people stare, and when people see you they know that you are going to be beautiful forever, like you would age like fine wine. there's something about your skin people would like a lot too. there's 3 Sevens [The Chariot 𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧, The Star 𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧 and Seven of Coins] and this can mean that other people find your beauty to be really divine, or very spiritual. you could have a look to you that makes people consider the idea that you are someone who could practice stuff that enhances your look.

ꨄ 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 if you dont, this spread is saying that your beauty is so intense, that people think you're doing spells. your beauty is balanced, you might not see it but others consider your look to be something that fits on your face perfectly, and would see you to be someone who is a sight for sore eyes. your beauty is something others stare at and glance at each other because they're both seeing the same thing, its the silent look that says a thousand words.

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ꨄ HOW TO GAIN MORE CONFIDENCE? ⬎

CARDS ⟶ {ARES IV, Queen of Coins, Six of Swords, Ten of Wands, Two of Swords and Eight of Coins}.

shuffled songs ⟶ [crazy in love by beyonce featuring jay-z, l'amour toujours and the spins by mac miller featuring empire of the sun].

ꨄ 𝐲𝐨𝐮 need to stop gaining your confidence from outside sources, like yes this is a beauty reading, but anyone can be interested in a beauty/confidence reading and still not do the shadow work you are supposed to be doing that makes you remember who you are. i see with these cards that majority of the people here are working on their confidence, they are transitioning towards an era where they are taking off the burdens that was put by other people, buy stuff that you think is cute, service yourself instead of others.

ꨄ 𝐠𝐨 where you are loved, because even if validation from the self-core is important, so is the environment you are in. if you are in a environment where it could be hostile all the time this can make self-internalise more of you anger and frustration which is a human thing to do but the spread speaks of you to be someone who drowns in those insecure emotions so having an anchor or something that reminds you who you are! the two of swords also represents the idea that people who picked this pile likely are in denial of their own presence and charm.

ꨄ 𝐲𝐨𝐮 could also be someone who carries your own burdens all the time while being an open-ear for other people. there's nothing wrong with doing that, but if you put yourself in a cycle of being that person and dodging any possibilities of receiving help that can heal you and face your beauty you could accidentally lean into a spiral of thinking that no one is going to be there for you...because you dont open the door for people helping you! ARES at the front implies that you can be very hyper-independent because you are used to, it does not need to be like that anymore.

ꨄ 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 could also be something about yourself you can take for granted and this can be one of the major things that is a key to you not only seeing your beauty but feel your confidence from the inside! i even see the possibility of you being the type of person who procrastinates so if you decide you are going to start trying to journal, you could be the type to push it back because you could be scared facing yourself and actually looking at your insecurity, pride and the ego that stops you from facing your flaws.

ꨄ 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 who picked this pile could also have a thing for being in denial, you keep on moving as if pretending your flaws do not exist will make the actual problem cease to endure but that is never going to be the case because you'll run into a situation where something that triggers the insecurity to crawl back into your heart and mind. plus, give yourself standards to work on but dont put too much of a burden on your shoulders and remember you are a human and not a robot.

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ꨄ HOW ARE YOU GOING TO LOOK BY THE END OF THIS YEAR? ⬎

CARDS ⟶ {LOVERS VI, Seven of Cups, Ace of Wands, THE DEVIL XV, Five of Wands and Queen of Coins}.

shuffled songs ⟶ [sour switchblade by elita, amour assassin by fally ipupa and come over by aaliyah].

ꨄ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 cards say that you are going to look absolutely beautiful, you'd either still not be able to see it [don't worry feeling confident is a process do not rush yourself] there is something from within that'll make you glow and look balanced. your beauty would be harmonious, instead of following trends you would be wearing stuff that will not only make sense for your face and your body but will also make sense for your soul. by the end of this year you would feel like you are becoming the butterfly that is crawling out of the cocoon, so even if you might not feel like you are on 100% you will still feel like you are going somewhere.

ꨄ 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 who picked this pile are going to be very dreamy looking, you will even feel the eyes of other people stare and it could put you off, it could make you feel uncomfortable in the beginning, especially for the people who might not be used to the attention of other people. but just so you know, that is definitely going to change and you might even feel the shift. i see the possibility that you could even try wearing clothes that are more revealing, some of you might've had a shame of wearing exposing clothes in the past because of how you were raised but there's a wide possibility of you growing out of those restrictive personality.

ꨄ 𝐲𝐨𝐮 could also be leaning onto a more sultry appearance, darker colours, focusing on your eyes. growing your eyelashes or doing different eye make-up that frame your face really well. you would have the type of beauty that looks very two-faced, people might jump to conclusions about you being a red-flag type of gorgeous and with how these cards look like it could even be a black flag. there might be a feature that stands out and it could be a body feature, even though sexualisation is something that happens to many people, the theme of it is prominent here, and what im trying to say is that a sexualised feature of yours already will become more developed by the end of the year you're reading this on.

ꨄ 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 will ooze out of the people who pick this pile, this could make you attract shallow people but if you are someone who wants to have fun by also embracing your sexuality throughout your new-found confidence so be it. you would feel like you are able to experience things in life because of how you are going to look. on the other hand, some of the people who picked this pile could be obsessed with how they look or they might be obsessing with the end outcome of something whether it could be exercise, getting better at make-up or listening to subliminals. you people are going to be very devoted to your appearance.

ꨄ 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞'𝐬 2 fives here [Five of Coins and the Devil 𝐟𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧] and usually this does speak of conflict, but in this context it could mean having a look that appears "unfaithful" like people who pick this pile are going to look like a cheat to others. it might sound like a stretch, but the look you'll be embodying by the end of this year will personify by the end of this year will represent not a "unhinged not knowing how to dress" type of person but someone who can put contrary styles together but still appear as put together. you are going to look both Divine and Demoniac, but there would also be a soft comfort look you will have on your face despite looking two-faced which could be another reason why people might not know how to manage you.

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♱ PILE TWO

♱ HOW OTHERS SEE YOUR BEAUTY? ⬎

CARDS ⟶ {King of Wands, Ten of Wands, Six of Swords, THE BIRTH 0, THE STAR XVII and Ten of Coins}.

shuffled songs ⟶ [diary by alicia keys featuring tony! toni! tone! and jermaine, track 10 by charli xcx and ride it by jay sean].

♱ 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 people see your beauty for the first time they feel like they are really taken someone, they likely do think you have this dark but also fresh beauty. the king of wands usually implies someone's beauty dominates the room it is in and with the ten of wands besides it. it means that you have a type of elegance that impacts people. though you could also have this tired or "i know have this" beauty that completes your depth.

♱ 𝐮𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 the the first pile that was more of a beauty that mixes and can be very versatile, when i see the six of swords in this reading i see this in a perspective of people thinking you have a type of look where it feels like you just left something while still having your strength and willing to embrace something new. that is something that makes you very beauty besides from your looks, its the fact that you shine as something that wants to continue their story and that is inviting.

♱ 𝐲𝐨𝐮 have a prettiness that welcomes healing, your beauty is very abundant and the king and ten of wands being there implies that. the ten of wands does not always insinuate something negative in a beauty/confidence reading it could also mean something is heavy or too abundant for others to the point of it being a problem for them and even you. the ten of coins being here is the cherry on top, especially because its an art the depicts helen of troy holding a mirror with Aphrodite sculpted on the back, and that story in the image says enough.

♱ 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 it is because i compliment too much, but my cards are really praising this pile not like the other piles dont deserve praise but people who picked this pile, it might've taken you a long time to realise your beauty and your self-value and this pile wants to remind you how bright and refreshing it is for the people around you. you could have a beauty that is so new and unique, but not unique is a new way its more of an allure of "how comes i've never seen this before", that it is just associated with you and people might not be able to look away from you because of it.

♱ 𝐲𝐨𝐮 have a model type of beauty, or its the type of beauty that used to get models scouted in the past. that uniquely beautiful that if you were alive and thriving that era you would be put on the runway. there's 2 tens [Ten of Wands and Ten of Coins] and this means HEAVY face card for people, its genuinely too much for others. on the other hand it could also mean you might change people's types as well, the birth and the star in this reading confirms that too. the birth in this deck represents the birth of venus.

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♱ HOW TO GAIN MORE CONFIDENCE? ⬎

CARDS ⟶ {JUSTICE XI, Three of Swords, Queen of Wands, Nine of Wands, Ten of Coins and Seven of Cups}.

shuffled songs ⟶ [heaven by bryan adams, andromeda by weyes blood and angel by shaggy featuring rayvon].

♱ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 shufflemancy for this pile is very sweet, because it means that you are someone who needs to face the heartbreak you've been through to understand the pain in your heart. because the pain of the words that were spoken to you, is something you likely still carry and this is not to insult you but to remind you that those words were shared to dim your light. the queen of wands is in this reading and when the queen of wands is in a reading via confidence it means that you have a natural light that cannot be entirely taken away.

♱ 𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 with the nine of wands being there, it means the spark is still there you just need to get on the lane that helps you re-connect with it. you need to reverse what have been said to you and say it to yourself, remember you are beautiful, creative, wonderful and well deserving to be in the space you currently are in now. dont put too much pressure on how you look because that is something that makes you drown back into your insecurity again, easier said than done but the fact that you are moving along with the process is what matters.

♱ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 people who picked this pile are likely people who are already almost there, to the version of themselves that is going to become full again and take part of the self-love path that involves your imaginative and formative destiny that helps you feel powerful. i see the possibility of you guys likely being the type to keep everything in, when you feel like you are ready to receive help go receive help because not everyone can just step out of their bed and confidently ask for help from other people. however, this spread is pushing me to actually make you guys remember how much you have carried yourself to where you are now.

♱ 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 part of the pile is more of the cards wanting to realise you already have that confidence, now it wants you to find courage in putting that confidence and courage into work but once again, baby steps if you cannot leap now. however, what i find funny is that this spread is saying that because you have been in a grey moment in your life you have forgotten that you are the baddest bitch on the block, i dont even care if it sounds corny. life's trials and tribulations have put a burden on your shoulders because of the issues other people could've projected onto you but what the energy is saying now, the pressure and insecurities of other people are not for yours to carry!

♱ 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 if you continue to carry them, the more you forget what makes you special. the troubles of other people's blends with yours and you forget your way. people who pick this pile might help people a lot which is kind, but take a rest and give gratitude to yourself and once you do you'll feel your energy return back to you, it might take some time but it will happen. <3

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ꨄ HOW ARE YOU GOING TO LOOK BY THE END OF THIS YEAR? ⬎

CARDS ⟶ {Princess of Swords, Princess of Coins, Seven of Coins, THE TOWER XVII, Five of Wands and THE CHARIOT VII}.

shuffled songs ⟶ [princess of china by coldplay featuring rihanna, just for me by pinkpantheress and stargirl interlude by the weeknd featuring lana del rey].

♱ 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 is a very interesting spread because it shows that the people who picked this pile are going to rock people's world by the end of this year. for some reason i am getting that you could have a pout, or your lips will look very pretty too. it'll be one of the features that complete your look, it could do it already but by the end of this year you will be more aware of it. people will be very drawn to your appearance, prepare for moments of people obviously staring at you as if you cannot see them.

♱ 𝐲𝐨𝐮 will be very naturally beautiful, and you could lean onto your more youthful look that enhances everything. people who picked this pile might've fallen into the trap of over-doing your make-up or your appearance just to realise that minimal things for you can do the work as well. it does not mean that you have to lessen your layers if you do like to layer, i am just saying for those who might over do it because they think less on them is not enough. the cards are saying you're blind and you will notice how much you did not see yourself by the end of this year.

♱ 𝐲𝐨𝐮 are going to be a looker, and you might tap into neutral/muted colours as well, there could be something contradictory with how you style yourself but it could still match very well. but i do think you are going to have a crazy glow up, i know i keep on saying this for this pile but people are going to STAREE at you by the end of this year, this pile is giving strong bombshell energy especially with this section having the tower and the chariot. your appearance is going to make people very confused because its like a "whoa, where did you come from?" type of situation but the problem is, you've always been here.

♱ 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 i am also getting is that your fashion style and how you look could be opposite, for example some people might expect you to go for a cute aesthetic because you're timid or you look innocent but you go for colours that are more bold and cuts that are sharp, but it will compliment you because it gives you a standout character trope. the way you are going to look by the end of this year, people would feel like you are going somewhere as if the neighbourhood you're in currently will not be where you remain forever, anytime soon.

♱ 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞'𝐬 3 sevens in this section [Seven of Coins, The Tower 𝐬𝐢𝐱𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧 and The Chariot 𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧] and in the interpretations of others it usually means something metaphysical and for this context it could manifest into you being someone who looks ethereal. when people look at you they would think you actually embody what a glow-up is. people who picked this spread are definitely going to make people feel a type of way, they would want to compliment you but they would just be reminded on how they don't actually do anything to make themselves look like the person they want to be.

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❦ PILE THREE

❦ HOW OTHERS SEE YOUR BEAUTY? ⬎

CARDS ⟶ {THE BIRTH 0, Six of Cups, Four of Swords, Princess of Wands, JUSTICE XI and THE MAGICIAN I}.

shuffled songs ⟶ [crystal by stevie nicks, pocketful of sunshine by natasha bedingfield and i dont know how to end by zella day].

❦ 𝐲𝐨𝐮 likely have a type of beauty that is seen as very youthful and bright to people, it could be a neotenous face you could have that people go crazy about. and what i am also picking up on is that people who have this face structure might not realise they have it. i am also picking up on the fact that you likely dont realise people going insane over your face-structure because you're too into what you are doing. you're annoyingly pretty to people, it's one of those ones where your make-up is like vaseline and mascara, or just very minimal.

❦ 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 see your beauty as something that is very relaxed as well, its the type of face that is beautiful in motion and in stillness. you could also have an exhausted type of beauty, but i am leaning onto the idea of your face being youthful and having a naturally relaxed pout that people tend to love and even do surgery for. for other people who picked this pile this spread talks of you being someone who could have an elegance and beauty that is wondering all the time, your eyes could be starry to people who then think that you are an individual who has much trust in themself.

❦ 𝐢 personally think that people could see your beauty to be very princess/fairy like, there's something really cute about your nose as well. people could think that you are someone who also knows how to dress in a way that compliments your beauty. the four of swords and princess of wands being near each other even implies that what makes you prettier to them is that you look nice in many things. your beauty is even spoken about as well, people could look at you then each other in a look of agreement.

❦ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 word pretty keeps on coming up in my mind, you could have a feature that is very balanced too, or it could be everything on your face matching with each other. even if you could have a neotenous face, there's still a spark that makes people think you have a strong personality to match. you could also have a look that appears cheeky to other people, i do think that there are those that even want to come up to you and tell you of your beauty but something could be stopping them from saying it.

❦ 𝐢𝐭𝐬 a very magical face in my opinion, like its the face that suits many things. like people would love to see you in different aesthetics, and this makes me think that there could be people who put you on a pedestal for it or just treat you as something to look at and this could point to why others dont come up to you, its not really a compliment to be objectified though. people have much desire about your beauty, and as the magician is known to have all suits this means that others might think you have it all.

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❦ HOW TO GAIN MORE CONFIDENCE? ⬎

CARDS ⟶ {Eight of Wands, Eight of Coins, Queen of Coins, Five of Coins, Three of Cups and THE STAR XVII}.

shuffled songs ⟶ [devil may cry by the weeknd, perfect stranger by fka twigs and '03 bonnie & clyde by jay-z featuring beyonce].

❦ 𝐢 think the people who picked this pile are already on the path of becoming confident, of course there's going to be other things that could still need work on. but you need to remember your life story does not involve you becoming a perfect person but someone who is comfortable in their own skin. the people who picked this spread just need to remember you're exciting, and your confidence could involve more of your social place in people's lives and that could connect to how you see yourself.

❦ 𝐲𝐨𝐮 need to remember that if you are not going to be in certain groups you want to be in, it wont be because of your looks it could be because you need to start putting yourself in orbits that balance you. start caring for yourself more than you pour into other people, you could be someone who is scared about the idea of being disliked for choosing yourself, but choosing yourself more often will make you see yourself in a different light.

❦ 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 who picked this pile also need to start loving their natural face too, even if i said that people who picked this pile are already on the way of feeling more whole to themselves, there could be mini things you do or believe in that can make your situation worse. even if the eight of swords is not here, the energy here still reminds me of the behaviour of putting yourself in situations you can easily get out of. take care of your body and have a well-balanced diet that does not hurt you but makes you feel energised and completely yourself.

❦ 𝐛𝐮𝐭 overall, i personally think what is making the people here down is truly the environment you are in, you are someone who is supposed to behaving fun and when you're having fun you're more in touch with your self-security and how beautiful you are. once again, its reminding you that your beauty and your confidence is not coming from what other people are saying or doing to you but is coming from what you are doing for yourself.

❦ 𝟑 Eights being here [Eight of Wands, Eight of Coins and The Star 𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧] shows that you could be someone who is used to getting cold feet when trying to help yourself with your confidence or anything but in this circumstance those 3 Eights embody the energy of the moment you start to feel more in tune with your body, your skin and your confidence you'll begin to lock into and understanding your aesthetic and your beauty more. you'll comprehend that your beauty is something that is supposed to stick out and not be the same as what society tells you.

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❦ HOW ARE YOU GOING TO LOOK BY THE END OF THIS YEAR? ⬎

CARDS ⟶ {Priestess of Swords, Ace of Wands, THE MAGICIAN I, Priestess of Wands, Queen of Swords and Nine of Cups}.

shuffled songs ⟶ [locked out of heaven by bruno mars, excitement by trippie redd and if it's lovin' that you want].

❦ 𝐲𝐨𝐮 are going to look very dashing [but please remember that this outcome will be achieved if you put the effort, dont do nothing and expect to be transformed immediately], there could be something rebellious looking about you in way that you could be wearing outfits that make you look intimidating to others. very "you cannot sit next to me" type of energy. your face will be fierce and striking, people who picked this pile could be leaning onto an edgier and cutting aesthetic and even ways of doing their make-up.

❦ 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 is the sexy intimidating pile. you would look like someone who knows how to have fun but the type of fun that could be considered the "bad influence" or the type of person who's going to rock your world and leave you alone afterwards. when people see you they might think you are the type of person to not stay in someone's life long, so with how you are going to look like in the end, it could make people want to hold onto you tightly.

❦ 𝐲𝐨𝐮 are going to look very deadly, like a walking red flag to people, and even a black flag. you would appear as temptation to those who are not even supposed to be looking your way. so i wouldnt be surprised if you could get into a one-sided conflict with people without even knowing. you would have an exciting look to you, when people see you they might do a double take. the word "dirty" keeps on appearing in my mind and this could be because a lot of people would have very 18+ thoughts about you.

❦ 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 the cards are saying is that you are going to look like a bad bitch, it reminds me of the megan fox archetype [you are not going to look like her just a similar protoype]. when you step into the room people will basically sit up straight, you are the type of person people dont want to be ugly around because your beauty is going to be something that will make other people very aware of themselves. with there being 2 Priestesses [Priestess of Swords and Priestess of Wands] this means that there'll be people from your past seeing you and being blown away from what they are seeing.

❦ 𝐲𝐨𝐮 are going to look like the person many people want but cannot have, future you will have an edginess to your allure that causes people to take a step back. it will make people jump to conclusions and think that you already have a significant other or a fat roster. im hearing that many people here will be looking like "sex on a stick" people would be looking at you more often and want to pamper you with attention but do remember boundaries, just because you feel hotter does not mean you should allow people to treat you in a way that's harmful to your limits.

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THE PILES

ꨄ PILE ONE

ꨄ HOW OTHERS SEE YOUR BEAUTY? ⬎

CARDS ⟶ {ARES IV, STRENGTH VIII, THE CHARIOT VII, THE STAR XVII, Seven of Swords and JUSTICE XI}.

shuffled songs ⟶ [moments like these by beauty's confusion, more than a feeling by boston and whenever, wherever by shakira].

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ꨄ HOW TO GAIN MORE CONFIDENCE? ⬎

CARDS ⟶ {ARES IV, Queen of Coins, Six of Swords, Ten of Wands, Two of Swords and Eight of Coins}.

shuffled songs ⟶ [crazy in love by beyonce featuring jay-z, l'amour toujours and the spins by mac miller featuring empire of the sun].

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ꨄ HOW ARE YOU GOING TO LOOK BY THE END OF THIS YEAR? ⬎

CARDS ⟶ {LOVERS VI, Seven of Cups, Ace of Wands, THE DEVIL XV, Five of Wands and Queen of Coins}.

shuffled songs ⟶ [sour switchblade by elita, amour assassin by fally ipupa and come over by aaliyah].

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♱ PILE TWO

♱ HOW OTHERS SEE YOUR BEAUTY? ⬎

CARDS ⟶ {King of Wands, Ten of Wands, Six of Swords, THE BIRTH 0, THE STAR XVII and Ten of Coins}.

shuffled songs ⟶ [diary by alicia keys featuring tony! toni! tone! and jermaine, track 10 by charli xcx and ride it by jay sean].

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♱ HOW TO GAIN MORE CONFIDENCE? ⬎

CARDS ⟶ {JUSTICE XI, Three of Swords, Queen of Wands, Nine of Wands, Ten of Coins and Seven of Cups}.

shuffled songs ⟶ [heaven by bryan adams, andromeda by weyes blood and angel by shaggy featuring rayvon].

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ꨄ HOW ARE YOU GOING TO LOOK BY THE END OF THIS YEAR? ⬎

CARDS ⟶ {Princess of Swords, Princess of Coins, Seven of Coins, THE TOWER XVII, Five of Wands and THE CHARIOT VII}.

shuffled songs ⟶ [princess of china by coldplay featuring rihanna, just for me by pinkpantheress and stargirl interlude by the weeknd featuring lana del rey].

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❦ PILE THREE

❦ HOW OTHERS SEE YOUR BEAUTY? ⬎

CARDS ⟶ {THE BIRTH 0, Six of Cups, Four of Swords, Princess of Wands, JUSTICE XI and THE MAGICIAN I}.

shuffled songs ⟶ [crystal by stevie nicks, pocketful of sunshine by natasha bedingfield and i dont know how to end by zella day].

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❦ HOW TO GAIN MORE CONFIDENCE? ⬎

CARDS ⟶ {Eight of Wands, Eight of Coins, Queen of Coins, Five of Coins, Three of Cups and THE STAR XVII}.

shuffled songs ⟶ [devil may cry by the weeknd, perfect stranger by fka twigs and '03 bonnie & clyde by jay-z featuring beyonce].

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❦ HOW ARE YOU GOING TO LOOK BY THE END OF THIS YEAR? ⬎

CARDS ⟶ {Priestess of Swords, Ace of Wands, THE MAGICIAN I, Priestess of Wands, Queen of Swords and Nine of Cups}.

shuffled songs ⟶ [locked out of heaven by bruno mars, excitement by trippie redd and if it's lovin' that you want].

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lilianne-tarot

𝐏𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐚 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐝: 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚 𝐛𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬 <𝟑 .ᐟ

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HEYYY PILE ONE!! let’s start our reading! ~~~~

HMMM WOWW OKIEE!! as i begin the reading, it’s clear ASFFFF that this person is gonna “play with your mind”. okay, i don’t mean playing with your feelings, but “playing with your MIND.” 😭 what i mean is, when you start liking them, you're gonna feel this insane sense of euphoria around them and you're gonna start acting a little bit... uhm... let's just say crazy (you better believe they feel the same, they are just better at hiding it compared to you 😀👆🏻... y'all are terrible at it, i'm sorry).

OKAY SO, basically, i think y'all are the type to start overthinking wayyy too much once you're in love. at the same time, y'all are also ecstatic as hell, walking on air, beaming with joy and everything. 😭

it's like: "OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I AM IN LOVE. THEY ARE SO GORGEOUS. SO SWEET. AGHHH FKDNDF. okay but wait... what if... they think i'm weird? 👁👄👁" THIS contradiction!!! this is exactly what i mean when i say they're gonna play with your mind. i feel like this is something most of you already experience when you're in love, but when THIS person comes into the picture, it's gonna be MUCH MORE INTENSE. and the hilarious part is 😭 this person is gonna notice it STRAIGHT AWAY. the MOMENT you start malfunctioning in front of them, they have already seen you, lmaoo!! and this person is no less mischievous cuz they are gonna tease the fucking HELL OUT OF YOU!

one particular thing i'm seeing is, if this person is taller than you, or if you're interested in taller men, they might have this habit of constantly hovering behind you, standing over your shoulder, walking right behind you, just existing in your personal space for absolutely no reason 😭 if it's someone shorter, or a girl who is shorter or the same height as you, she'll constantly hold your hand, or interlock your arms/fingers!! and nah, because this would be such a turn-on for you 😭 i can literally hear some of y'all screaming AAAAAAAAA (a small request, pls do that internally ✋🏻). also, they wouldn't actually do this with just anyone. this feels very specific to the person they're ACTUALLY interested in, so dw cutie, they are NOT playing with your feelings!!!! the whole image is soooo cute OHMAGAWD.

a lil TMI: 🪄 so there was one time i was REALLY into this guy and we were in the same friend group, and whenever he came up to me or we had a proper interaction, my face would turn red. my girl bestie would notice it and later tell me how i was SOOOO pink and blushing stupidly. every single time i'd get defensive and be like, "it's MY blush stfuu" 😭 i genuinely couldn't believe i was blushing enough for OTHER people to notice. excuse me wot 🧍🏻‍♀️ i thought i was amazing at hiding my feelings? turns out i absolutely wasn't 🤓 the next time i wanted to make sure she wasn't joking or messing with me... well... she wasn't. later i found out he liked me too, but that's a story for another dayyy lmaooo))

so YESSS 😭💗 i'm seeing the same thing for y'all as well. not the exact same scenario, but that exact feeling of being completely exposed because your face is giving away EVERY SINGLE butterfly in your stomach. you guys are gonna look so stupidly, visibly in love!!! awwwieee 😭💗 good luck anyway, hehehehee.

before i even started pulling the actual cards, the energy was already INSANEEEE 😭😭

BUT now that i'm actually pulling the tarot cards, i can totally understand why i started this reading feeling all giggly and euphoric and weirdly excited for y'all, heheheh. because when these cards came out i was literally like: OHHHHHHH. YEAH. DAYUM. that explains EVERYTHING.

pile 1, can i just say something? y'all are actually SO FUCKN lucky with this person and it's kinda UNBELIEVABLE 😭💗 (this is one of those few times where i get jealous while doing a pac reading).

i don't usually talk about specific cards that much, but i HAVE to mention this because THE. HELL. your first cards were the emperor, the empress, and the lovers. THREE major arcana cards. and not only that, but THE EMPEROR AND THE EMPRESS TOGETHER??? side by side??? looking at each other??? in THIS economy??? 😭👆🏻

the thing about this person is that they don't do things for you impulsively. they actually think A LOT before they do anything for you, because to them, you're someone they GREATLY value, someone they don't want to mess things up with.

and OHMYGODDDD the phrase "princess treatment" has been sitting in my head ever since i started this reading. regardless of your gender, regardless of the relationship dynamic you prefer, this person is absolutely the type to put you on a pedestal, in a "i genuinely think you're the coolest person alive" kind of way.

i am not kidding, their admiration for you is actually embarrassing 😭💀 (if you're an introvert, babe, all the best for the rest of your life because idk what to sayyyyy 😭)

like whenever they read a beautiful poem, they think of you.

whenever they watch a movie and fall in love with a character, they think of you.

whenever they hear a lyric that immediately makes them go...

oh, and they talk SO highly of you 😭 whenever you come up around their friends or family, they somehow find a way to turn it into a conversation about how amazing you are. BELIEVE me when i say that their friends may actually get SICK of hearing about you 😭 at some point their friends are literally gonna be like, "WE GET ITTTTT 😭 YOU'RE IN LOVE." they might even tease them for how much they brag about you, and i'm not even seeing your fs BUDGING at that 🫠 they're more like, "yeah, so what?" 😗 (YUP. even making the same pouty face, ughhhh)

marriage is DEFINITELYYY written for you both. i mean OFC we're doing a FUTURE SPOUSE reading, so marriage is obviously gonna be there 😭 BUT what i'm tryna say is that this person wouldn't really have any second thoughts about you. EVER.

SO marriage doesn't feel like some difficult decision they need years to make. once they're sure it's you, they're GOOD.

and this person would be MORE THAN HAPPY to do whatever you ask of them. you ask them for coffee and it's already on the table. you suggest the idea of a vacation, and the bookings are already done. you ask them for an impromptu night drive to your fav 24/7 store to get your fav ice cream in the MIDDLE of the night, and they are already in the car, reclining your seat for your max comfort. you ask them to fuck off and they're already out of the room. okay, that last one was a joke, lmaooo 😭😭 this person hates disappointing you. HATES it. reminds me of the song, "walk 'em like a dog, walk 'em like a dog" (except... in bed, you better believe it's TOTALLY THE OPPOSITE 🫷🏼😃🫸🏼 and you're entirely at their mercy, sweetie, hehehe).

i also feel like this person is more experienced than you when it comes to relationships, so they know how to treat their partner. not that their past is gonna bother you or anything, honestly, their exes don't even feel important in this reading. what shocks me more is looking at the kind of person they were before meeting you and then seeing how deeply they end up loving you. THAT'S what's amusing me 😭 because wow, it reminds me of the song "ALL OF THE GIRLS YOU HAVE LOVED BEFORE" by taylor swift. that's most probably how you're gonna feel.

okayyy, now these are gonna be a bit more specific, but this is still a general reading, so take what resonates. your person is gonna be SOME NEXT LEVEL extrovert 😭 ESPECIALLY when it comes to expressing their love for you. whether it's to you directly or to someone else, THEY. ARE. NOT. BACKING. OFF. i'm seeing them reacting sooo cutely but also dramatically sometimes 😭 sometimes you're gonna blush, sometimes you're gonna wanna crawl into a hole and disappear from embarrassment 😭 (though it totally depends on whether you're in private or public. for example, imagine showing them your outfit and they immediately put their hand over their chest and pretend to faint. THIS is the typa shit this person is gonna do 😭)

okay, i also feel like some of y'all really enjoy partying or just going out and having fun? if yes, then your person is accompanying you EVERYWHERE. this is the type of person who'll hit the dance floor whether they know anyone there or not. and guess who's getting dragged along with them? YOU 😀👆🏻 alsooo, this person would NOT hold back when it comes to physical affection in public 😀. they're very comfortable with pda, things like kissing your hand/lips, leaning their head on your shoulder, and always touching you somehow. and even having quickies with you whenever they can 🤭

this person reminds me of that tiktok where a son asks his dad who's the most beautiful woman he's ever seen and the dad goes, "your mom. she's 10/10." and the son says, "dad, mom is a 6 at best." and then the dad immediately goes, "YOU TAKE THAT BACK 👹" THAT'S the energy your fs gives off when it comes to admiring you 😭

the way they LOOK at you... ohmagod. it's sooooo scorpio + libra coded (they could also have major placements there). they're SOOO good at eye contact. THEY DO IT ON PURPOSE 😭 (yk how i mentioned this earlier). even if y'all are with friends, family, or literally ANYONE, this person is STILL gonna look at you with the exact same eyes they'd give you during sex 😭 and trust me, your cheeks are gonna burn OFF. these are the types of couples who constantly get told, "okayyyy get a room."

for a lot of you, i'm seeing this person has some kind of creative hobby or maybe even works in a creative field. for most, i'm getting music or writing. i can see them playing instruments for you. they could do things like singing, dancing, or writing for you. it'll depend on the person ofc, but there is DEFINITELY something artistic about them.

half the time they'll do it for you in front of other people too, while STILL looking directly at you. i'm actually hearing a very melodious tone throughout this entire reading, it's been there since the beginning. so that could be a sign as well!!

Soo yes we are done with your reading!!! haha it was truly soooo fun!!!

let me know what you thought about the reading and how it resonates with y'all!!! thank you SOO MUCH for reading till here angel! i hope you have an amazing day/night! byee untill then!! 💖 <3

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Heyyy pile 2!! let's START the reading!!! ~~

your fs, my lovelies, is HOT. cherry red HOT. a late-night drive kinda HOT. the weeknd songs kinda HOT. chase atlantic kinda HOT. (these were the songs that played in my mind as i started doing this reading 🫡 ❤️‍🔥 SPECIFICALLY 'into it' and 'blinding lights' came into my mind!!)

for a lot of y'all, i am seeing that your future spouse might physically look a lot like the actor who played the character of logan in off-campus.

i see that your fs isn’t necessarily that “social” or “extroverted,” but somehow they know the perfect person for every task. it's mostly because they possess great conversation skills and are actually naturally VERY KIND! 🙂‍↕️ their kindness isn’t that performative kind. they don’t ever force it. they are just naturally a softie at heart, yk 🫠 AND that’s what i am seeing, WHY you’re gonna fall for them. each time you see an act of kindness from them, you will end up being SOO utterly impressed 💗 (BUT BUT, their appearance is DEFINITELY gonna be the opposite case, hehe)

although they are naturally kind, sometimes their kindness would end up shaking your nervous system and your entire soul, basically 😭🙏🏻 for example, you are looking at them and admiring them, wayyy too deep into your own thoughts, all the flutes are playing inside your brain, and you're already picturing the wedding dress and everything, lmaooo 😭 thus, you are CLEARLY blushing and maybe not even blinking, and all of a sudden they notice you and now... they are wondering if you are sick or if something's wrong with you 🥲 this is just my example, by the way. and they're like, 'oh my god, are you sick?' and they are like touching your neck and your forehead to see if you're actually sick or something. and you're like, “huh- wot- uh- NO. I'M FINE. GOSH” 😂😭 and this small gesture just doubles your blushing 😭😭.

they are sooo unexpected, yet your heart can never be prepared!! for example, they’ll come up to you and say, “you look quiet today?” and now you're panicking, “I DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE I WAS QUIETER 😭”. they might stand too close to you, and internally you’re like, “PLEASE BACK UP. NO WAIT DON'T.”

i'm not saying they are oblivious to your feelings, BUT they would end up doing things for you, out of love and care only, that would be SOOOO UNEXPECTED AND SOO OUT OF THE BLUE that each fucking time it would catch you off guard. but that would turn out to be so good for you 😭 when that moment passes, you are stomping your feet, pressing your lips to control the uncontrollable smile, and cupping your face, just thinking about what they did 😭💖✨ (yesss babe, i can totally picture you doing ALL of these whenever your person does something)

it's like everyday you wake up with the thought, 'okay, let's see what this person is gonna come up with today 🧍🏻‍♀️' lmaoooo

OH DEAR. can we just say that this person would be the best sex you've ever had? 😭 WHEW. sex with them is like, “i never knew I WAS capable of that????” it’s just SOOO electrifying, toe-curling, body-shakingly GOOD!! they would genuinely have MIND BLOWING skills too 😭 your first time with them? BABE. i don’t wanna spoil much here, but just know, you’re not gonna meet a hotter person for sex than them. end of discussion. every time you think about how your first time with them went, you’ll not behave like a normally functioning human, TRULYYY lmaooo. you’d scream, squeal, BLUSH (ofc DUHH), and start doing some wild things just out of pure excitement 😭

i am seeing that for a lot of y'all, your person is gonna have some kind of exotic traits. at least for where you have lived or the environment you are used to, they might have some physical traits that are gonna stand out. maybe a different ethnicity or nationality. and most likely something SOOOO divine about their eyes or hair?? if it’s a guy, then he’ll def have long hair!! GOSH. HANDSOME. (that’s an understatement btw)

i am hearing a particular lyric of i don't know which song, “saw you in my dreams... talking through our eyes... then we came close... took my heart away, away, away.” most definitely this lyric is not from just one song, but i can say THIS is how y'all have the initial phase of your rs?? OKAY. IT’S CLEAR NOW. SOOO, i am seeing that y'all might meet through work or school/college? it could be anything where you have to see them everyday. cuz i am seeing that after you interact for the first time, you’re gonna meet everyday, or at least “NOTICE” each other everyday and have an eye-contact-ship for a longggg time 🤭

their love language is mostly physical touch. that’s the top one, at least. the second one being expressing themselves through words? words of affirmation. initially, i am not really seeing them talking to you heart-to-heart or soul-to-soul, but they’ll still find ways to do it anyway!!! 😛 🫸🏻

tbh yk, they're accidentally attractive. i don't even know if that line makes sense, but i feel like they wouldn’t realize how much YOU ACTUALLY like them or are into them (although they might be losing their mind for you at their own pace too, but you lose your mind more than them!!). it could also be bcz you would realize your feelings before them? 😭 for example, they lean closer to hear you, you're BLUSHING. they touch your shoulder, you're BLUSHING. they compliment you, you're BLUSHING. they smile, you're BLUSHING. in the meantime, they are like, “you okay?😀👍”, but you, “oh yes, just had a cardiac arrest, but that’s fine 🥰🫶🏼” this was soooo funny even for me ISTG LMAOOO

also, something about their smell? your mind will notice it in a split second, even in the most crowded space. you would absolutely SWOON over their smell, the perfume they use, as well as their natural body smell!! their smell in itself could be one of your BIGGEST turn-ons!!

okayyy, next thing i'm seeing is that you and your person would have some kind of VERY peculiar subconscious connection. like, y'all would just... GET each other. before one person even says something, the other person already knows. before you even explain how you're feeling, somehow they've already picked up on it, and vice versa. it's honestly giving those couples who communicate through a single glance across the room 😭🙏🏻

because of this, i genuinely don't see a lot of miscommunication happening between you both. obviously y'all are human, so disagreements can happen, but not much “miscommunication.” they understand what you're trying to say even when you're doing a terrible job explaining it 😭 and it's funny because i feel like even your interests could end up overlapping in some way. it could be music, sports, movies, games, literally ANYTHING. maybe y'all already like similar things. but even if you don't? BABE. trust me when i say this person is gonna make it their mission to learn 😭

you would casually mention your favorite singer, favorite football team, favorite movie, favorite whatever, and suddenly this person is asking, 'wait, what do you like about them?', 'which album is your favorite?', 'who's your favorite player?', 'which season was the best one?'

and you're thinking they're just making conversation. NOPE. because next thing you know, they've spent HOURS researching it. DAYS. and that, too, voluntarily, nobody forced them!! they trulyyy want to be a part of something that makes YOU happy 😭💖 the amount of effort this person puts into knowing you is something that's gonna warm your heart over and over again. even years into the relationship, you'll still randomly catch yourself thinking, 'wait... you actually remembered that?' 😭 because they do. they remember. cuz they pay attention.

and i think what makes all of this even worse (for your poor blushing self) is that this person is SOOO unpredictable 😭 as i said before, they would do things you would NEVER expect them to do. for example, y'all are chilling and all of a sudden they're like, 'come with me.' and you're like, '...where?', and they go, 'i don't know. let's just go.' 😭😭😭

and now somehow you're in a completely different city, lmaoo. this person genuinely enjoys bringing excitement into your life. i think that's where a huge part of the attraction comes from. it's like every day you wake up wondering, 'okay... what is this person gonna do NOW?' 🧍🏻‍♀️ because being with them never feels boring. y'all genuinely enjoy each other's company. it's as if y'all are one of those couples where you can put them in an empty room with absolutely nothing to do and somehow they're still laughing 😭💖 those couples who become best friends first and lovers second. those couples who could spend hours together and still not want to leave. that's EXACTLY the energy i'm getting here for y'all 🫶🏻😭💖

so they would use letters. they would use words in written form to express their devotion and adoration for you. they would write long paragraphs to you through texts. i am seeing them actually POURING their heart out whenever they write something for you. i am also seeing letter writing. it might sound very unusual because we rarely use letters these days, so it's an unusual concept, right? but they actually still LOVESSS the concept of letters. the image of a pigeon came into my mind, a person holding a pigeon. so that kind of symbolizes how this person would also be very much into words and are amazing at using their words and expressing their adoration to you through words.

SO YES with that we are finallyy done with the readinggg!!! 💖

let me know what you thought about the reading and how it resonates with y'all!!! thank you SOO MUCH for reading till here angel! i hope you have an amazing day/night! byee untill then!! 💖 <3

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HEYYYY PILE 3!!! OKAY LET’S BEGINNN!!

omg alright, this feels like such an ethereal energy 😭 such a UNIQUEEE energyyyy!! it reminds me of enhypen because of how they feel “expensive” (rip to my fav group 🙂 miss u heeseung). okayy sooo i feel like this person has this thing where whatever they say becomes iconic, whatever they do, it becomes ICONIC!! so i am seeing that they also have some kind of “influence” over people because of that? they could be popular as well. and at least people look up to them or copy them, maybe? this reminds me of THE MOST PERFECT PERSON, nico rosberg, who is an ex-f1 driver, he was called britney by people (gawd, he was sooooo cool in his prime 😭😮‍💨 GURL, look HIM UP, you’ll realize what i am talking about!!). yk, they had that kind of swag, that coolness?

when i look into this person, i mean someone who's GENUINELY SOOO so outspoken in a very nice way. they are NOT mean. NOT AT ALL!! imo, people online these days declare mean behavior as coolness or uniqueness, and i’m like, no sweetie, you’re not a baddie, you’re just BAD 😭 🙏🏻 YOUR PERSON, they have that kind of energy, but they don't let someone else push them or, you know, smash them, they are quite free-spoken, i'd say? their APPEARANCE as well!! yesss ofccc!! i'm seeing you’re gonna find them superrrr attractive initially and maybe even be super turned on by their looks alone 🫠 (not blaming y'all at all).

this person is SOOOO straightforward that they're ABSOLUTELY gonna leave you speechless + shocked a few times. i don't think this is the kind of person you come across every day. they feel very refreshing in a way. they have this very direct way of approaching people they care about, and they care about you A LOTTTTT. that's one thing i keep seeing OVER and OVER again!! ykw, i keep seeing these very specific scenarios where your person would casually say something (especially during the initial stages of getting to know each other) and you're just gonna be like, "...excuse me? 👁👄👁" and trust me, whatever they say is gonna stay in your head for DAYS 😭 because whatever comes out of their mouth is gonna have you blushing for the next 10 business days STRAIGHT 😭 (minimum....).

and the thing is, YOU would already be attracted to them during the early phases. whether it's their appearance, their energy, or their personality, WTV IT IS, there's already attraction there. so when they casually drop one of their honest little comments??? BABE. GOOD LUCK 😭💗 (the whole vibe of how you’ll feel about their external vibes, how you see them, and even how people see them, also their personal “charisma” suits SOOOO perfectlyyy with the song 'feeling good' by michael buble, PARTICULARLY the first part, the whole beat drop, the energy etccc, from the lyrics “it’s a new dawn, it’s a new day, and i’m feeling good” 🫡😭 IT’S SUCH A VIBEEE OMG ILOVEIT!)

the thing i personally like about this person, and you would too, is that they are very much a “no bullshit” kinda person when it comes to relationships. yk how nowadays there are approximately 5000 dating terms and somehow every week someone invents a new one, benching, breadcrumbing, ghosting, moonwalking, cartwheeling (okay, i made the last two up, but YOU GET MY POINT😭). at this point, u don't even know what's happening anymore. BUT your person really doesn’t care. they're more like, "i like you," "so let's date." THE END 😭 that's their whole thought process. it's so funny because y'all are TOTALLY different!! you’ll be making another pros-and-cons list because the first one wasn't detailed enough 😀👆🏻 whereas your person already said what they wanted to say and moved on with their day, and THAT difference between you two is gonna shock you so much 😭 because they're the type to speak their mind, while some of y'all... (and i say this with love 😭) will spend 10 days deciding whether saying something is a good idea, then another 10 days imagining every possible outcome. this person DOES. NOT. do that!

yk what i find the funniest while doing readings is how, when pulling cards, a few cards pop up abruptly enough that u feel like, “hmm, maybe not this one,” and put them back? and when you reshuffle, it comes up AGAIN 😭 it happened THRICEE with this pile lmaoo.

okay sooo, the very next thing i am seeing is that this person will ALWAYS bring you flowers!! might not sound so big, but trust me, their flower game is UNBEATABLE!!! 😌

they are the type to bring you flowers every day, and might even notice the meaning of the flowers before buying them for you, so you'll alwaysss be excited for what flowers they are gonna bring you. the combination... i just feel like sometimes they’ll do it in front of other people as well (i can even see people getting jealous of how your partner treats you with utter admiration and adoration allll the damn time. these people could even be your friends, lmaoo). but tbh, they (your fs) aren't the type to EVER think twice before showing their affection to you, even if your entire family might be standing right there, lmaoo. basically, they are a golden retriever partner + an extremely charming person to everyone else.

your person has INSANEEE duality!! with you, they are the sweetest cutie pie everrrr, whereas with the rest of the world, they have this completely different side to them. if you see how BTS v is on stage? yess, that’s how they are with everyone!! and the funny thing is, i don't even think you're gonna see this softer side immediately. initially, what i am seeing is that you're mostly gonna see their charming side, their charismatic side, the side of them that already has you flustered enough 😀👆🏻 but thennnn, as you get closer to them and start seeing these little moments of vulnerability, these tiny affectionate habits they have, you're gonna be like, "WAIT... WHO IS THIS????" 😭

alsoooo ykw, this person reminds me of that ishowspeed sound 😭 the one where he goes, "AWWW... SO CUTE 🥺" THAT. that is literally the reaction i keep getting while looking at this energy because HOW are they this adorable sometimes, ahahaha 😀🫠 i was told you were charismatic and hot, nobody informed me that you were gonna be THIS cute as well 😭💀

and the thing is, public affection is a HUGE thing for them. HUGE. they surely do not hesitate when it comes to showing their affection to you in public 😀 they would hold your hand, lean on you, kiss your forehead, kiss your hand, randomly come stand next to you, put their arm around you, and do it all as if it's the most natural thing in the world because in their mind they're like, "well yeah ofccc, i adore them???" 😭

and GOODNESS, there is something sooo youthful about their energy as well. NOT immature, that's not what i mean. more like they get genuinely, reallyyy excited. sometimes yk when someone is being so cute that you get that sweet aggression feeling and you're like, AHHHHHHH 😭💗 THAT is how i see you feeling towards them sometimes (whereas, babe, they feel that way about you ALL THE TIME 😭).

like, being with you IS the excitement (yes, i’m DEFINITELY not jealous 😘). talking to you excites them. seeing you excites them. getting a text from you excites them. showing you random things excites them. you could literally be sitting there doing absolutely nothing and they're still looking at you like 😀💗

and trust me, when they start acting all excited and golden retriever coded around you, y'all are gonna be BLUSHINGGGG. like, i can literally see some of y'all smiling at your phone and trying to hide it from people 😭

and another thing that is really standing out is how naturally they include you in their life. like, this person NEVER makes you feel like you have to earn your place around them. they never make you feel like an outsider. they never make you feel like you have to fight for their attention. actually, if anything, they might shock you with how quickly they start including you 😭 their family knows about you, friends know about you, their coworkers probably know about you, their pet knows about you... THE ENTIRE NEIGHBORHOOD KNOWS ABOUT YOU ATP 😭💀 some of them might even know what your favorite food is before they know it themselves 🥰 and the best YET MOST HILARIOUS part is that your fs would NOT give a flying fuck 🙂 people could literally tell them, "you’re DOWNN BAD 😭" and they would be like, "yeah 😀" no shyness or embarrassment AT all!!

and unlike some people who make those weird little backhanded jokes about their partners for laughs, i really don't see that with this person. they might tease you, yes. they might embarrass you, YES (in the most loving way possible!!). they might make your nervous system fail as well 😀👆🏻 BUT disrespecting you? never. NEVER EVER.

alsooooo, one thing that keeps standing out SO strongly is the word LOOK. LOOK. LOOK. LOOK 😭 i swear. this person is constantly gonna be like, "look at that." "look at this." "LOOK HOW CUTE THAT IS." "LOOK WHAT I FOUND." and you're gonna be sitting there like 😀??? every random thing reminds them of you somehow, lmaoo, even the absolutely useless information that nobody asked for 😭 it's silly but it's SO cute.

and yk that feeling when you're looking at someone and you're just overcome with this weird uncontrollable affection??? like, they're not even doing anything and you're still looking at them like AWWWW 😭💗 THAT is what i am seeing (i have said it thrice by now, but it’s SOOOO noticeable i can’t ignore it 😭).

if you've ever felt left out by people you considered close, if you've ever felt overlooked, ignored, or forgotten in groups, trust me when i say that I DO NOT see you feeling that way with this person. they automatically make room for you. YES AUTOMATICALLY. that alone is one of the sweetest things i am seeing here 💗 ALSOOOO, this person definitely has some hobby where they collect things. i don't know why that's coming through so strongly, but it's THERE. books, watches, keychains, cars, records, figurines, literally ANYTHING. they're collecting SOMETHING. and the cutest part is how excited they get talking about it 😭 like, you ask one question and suddenly they're giving you a full presentation, a ted talk, all because you asked one innocent question 😀👆🏻 and they LOVE showing you their collection. LOVE IT.

and tbh, i think you're gonna find it SO FREAKING ATTRACTIVE how passionate they get about it. if you pointed at their favorite item and went, "i like that one," i don't think they'd hesitate before giving it to you 😭💗

and OH BOYYYY, don't even get me started on the way they LOOK at you. THE STARINGGGG 😭 before y'all start dating, i can see some of you getting nervous because of it, "why are they looking at me?", "is my makeup okay?", "do i have something on my face?" and the funniest thing is that they're probably not even doing it intentionally half the time. they just have... DIVINE eyes, yk? 😔💯

and lastlyyyy, one thing that keeps coming through is that they have some ridiculously adorable habit that absolutely does NOT match the image people have of them.

alsoooo 😭 one of my FAVORITE messages coming through is that this person has some ridiculously adorable habits that absolutely DO NOT match the image people initially have of them.

like, yk how sometimes someone looks a certain way and you automatically assume what kind of person they are??? yeah 😀👆🏻 and then they completely destroy that image five minutes later. THAT is what i'm seeing here.

actually, this reminds me of something SO specific 😭 yk, i recently watched the last episode of euphoria season 3. there's this character called bishop. and bishop is basically the assistant of the main villain in the series. this man has the most stoic aura ever, he barely talks, always serious, always looking intimidating.

and thennnn towards the end, in the last episode, maddy actually meets him personally and finds out he owns a WHITE POODLE. A WHITE POODLE. so she tells him something along the lines of, "you don't seem like the type of person who would own a poodle. you are more of a doberman type."

and honestly, i’d assume the SAME 😭 AND THE DOG'S NAME WAS SNOWFLAKE 😭 I'M SORRY BUT THAT IS SO FUNNY TO ME.

THAT is the exact energy i am getting from your future spouse. like, people have one image of them in their head. maybe they're charismatic (which is the case most of the time).

and then you get closer to them and start discovering all these little things that make you go, "AWWWW WAIT 😭💗" and every single time you discover something, i swear you're gonna like them even MORE 😭 because it's the CONTRAST that gets you. cuz it's not just the cute habit itself, it's the fact that you NEVER would've expected it from someone like them. i’d expect reactions like, "oh for fuck's sake, ahahhahah. this is becoming a problem 😭"

omg this reading was SO DAMN FUN TO CHANNEL!! 😭🫶🏻

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fgwzls

୨ ❝ LESSON OF THE DAY : KEEP RAGEBAITING YOUR HEARTS OUT. ❞ ๑ slytherin boys x f!reader (xvarious)

๑ summary : just ragebaiting the Slytherin boys to the fullest. Mostly sabotaging their games, of course. ➜ fluff , smau hp masterlist ୨୧ # cursing, crackfic, reader bullying the Slytherin boys(not in a bad way, of course!), the Weasley twins and harry supporting reader, etc (potentially a series)

๑ ❝ slyther-ing my way to your bed ❞ gang includes ; draco malfoy, mattheo riddle, theodore nott, blaise zabini, and lorenzo berkshire

saintnoxia

𝟎𝟎𝟔: 𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓 . . . let the light in. summary: tom thinks you've been acting suspicious lately. unfortunately for you, curiosity is one of his worst habits. he intends to find out, one way or another. pairings: tom riddle x fem!reader. words: 9.1k. warnings: alternate universe where tom didn't become voldemort. NSFW. also fluff. no angst. hogwarts years. it's tom's pov whole fic so he's spiraling tbh. ooc? tom. reader the real idgafer. things escalated quickly, tom doesn't know what to make of that. first times with each other. making out. reader giving tom head of the year. you pretend you know what you're doing so you're winging it. virgin tom because let's be honest. author notes: my second attempt at anything nsfw, forgive me. it's coping week and i had a dream about this fic, it was so vivid i had to finish the draft. it's also an attempt to see if my skills are good enough to write tom's pov (it's not). even if it's ooc of him, i think i'm fond of this version of tom. any typos & error, send them out to me. as always, enjoy reading :)

This was the natural order of things; a world defined by hierarchy, measured in grades, and solidified by the sheer force of his own will. The repulsive need to be something more than human, to transcend the frailties of the flesh and the commonality of the spirit, was his sole drive. Terror and desire often go hand in hand, Tom lived in the center of both—the terror of being mediocre, the desire to be eternal.

Neither good nor evil. Simply as is. That is Tom Marvolo Riddle in his core. This is the kind of man he was becoming. He defines a good person as somebody who is fully conscious of their own limitations. They know their strengths, but they also know their shadow—they know their weaknesses.

In other words, he understands that there is no good without bad. Good and evil are really one, but mankind have broken them up in their consciousness. Mankind had evolved to polarize them, creating a binary of light and dark to comfort themselves, but Tom had seen the truth in the grey.

And then, there was you.

sinrosed

dirty little secrets — part two [t.r]

⭑ summary: You spent six years at Hogwarts perfecting the art of invisibility. No friends. No enemies. No one ever looked close enough to notice you, to question you. To see you. You learned to embrace the arms of loneliness in the hallways of Hogwarts, and now, in your final year, you thought it would be no different. You would focus on your studies, drown in your quietness, and make it out of the hellhole you called home. Get a job as a healer apprentice. Get a place of your own. You had it all planned out. But once you catch the eyes of the infamous Tom Riddle, everything changes. Catching the eyes of the devil leaves you tangled in webs of dirty little secrets, ambition, and now that you've unlocked the monster's cage, he won't stop until he's corrupted you. Now it's only a matter of time before you'll give in to the darkness or let it swallow you to your destruction. MINORS DNI PLEASE. please remember to reblog and leave a comment if you can, it helps a lot. thank you ♡

⭑ pairing: tom riddle x reader

⭑ genre: series, eventual smut, angst, dark, 18+

⭑ warnings: ominous tom riddle, reader is a loner and some dark shenanigans, a lot of potion talking (i tried my best to be accurate).

⭑ word count: 9k

⭑ links: series masterlist 𝜗ৎ my masterlist 𝜗ৎ inbox 𝜗ৎ part one

⭑ author's note: hey, loves! i'm sooo sorry for taking so long to update, life has been crazy :') hopefully i'll be able to pop out more frequent updates, love you all ♡ ps this is not beta read and english is not my first language, so forgive for any mistakes <3

⭑ if you would like to recieve formal updates, i have it cross-posted on wattpad and ao3 ♡

Tom scanned you in a way that sent shivers plucking each bone of your spine. You’ve never been so thoroughly looked at before, as if he were picking apart every part of you on a cellular level, seeking to understand the enigma that built you.

It was the way you looked at him in the courtyard.

“I’ve been watching you,” Tom says in a dry tone. Blood left your chapped lips at that brief moment, your brain scrambling for answers. For a reaction.

You knew it already—the heaviness of his gaze lately was impossible to ignore. But saying it out loud let all speculation burst into the air of reality, one that hit your chest so hard, breathing seemed like a faraway concept.

“Why?” That was all you could formulate. Your brain was still mush, still not comprehending reality as it formed around you, and Tom only blinked in response. He noticed your confusion, your daze—now that you were standing right in front of him, he did not need to make an effort to seek your reactions out in the darkness.

“A personal….interest of mine.”

hamzakamehroomkurta

𝔅𝔶𝔬𝔪𝔨𝔢𝔰𝔥 𝔅𝔞𝔨𝔰𝔥𝔦 ℌ𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔠𝔞𝔫𝔬𝔫𝔰

(I'm not experienced at all, so i apologize for any mistakes,etc. Take this with a grain of salt and a glass of thanda aam r juice xoxo)

𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓽 1

♤intellectual, loves riddles, solves cases like it's the next easiest thing, daaba/chess champion

♤intentionally leaves the first two buttons of his saada farshi kameez open, so that you can play with him later👅

♤khopa te golap guje deowa, loves owning you, dom, loves leaving you w bruises from last night,(my man's genuinely freakyy) loves seeing u yearn under him, tumul eye contact, doesn't wanna wear thick glasses, but wears them when you want him to see u in just gamcha and bheja chul.

♤loves eating you out, knowing no one can do it the way he does(he says years of gache uthe aam parar experience helps), sometimes vanilla, pins you to the lazarus khaat, gently unfurling the moshari as its woven threaded tapestry falls to the floor

♤His daaknaam for you is Satya(my truth), as he calls himself Satyanweshi(truth-seeker)

♤gramaphone paglu. Loves buying you ur favorite records and plays them as yall get freaky, so that ajit doesn't hear(he does😭)

♤chaand er raate chaad e giye golpo gujob, shares case details, looks at you as if the moon's reflection from ur iris is all that he needs to see. When asked, he says, 'amar chaand amar chokhusomokkhe thakle, akash er ta toh boyei gelo'~

♤bhor sokal yawns, as he wakes up and notices u sleeping, he whispers 'subho sokal satya' and leaves, but not without waking u up 5 mins later with ur fav Darjeeling cha and a rather long makeout sesh disguised as a 'missed you sara raat'(as if yall didnt do each other sara raat)

♤wears dhuti and golden pocket watch, a gift that u gave him, everyday without fail. When he goes out to solve cases, especially when he needs some extra courage, he holds onto that pocket watch tightly, as if gaining shokti from his Shakti.

♤he loves when u sing his favorite songs, and hold his biceps tightly during pujo pandel crowds, but will never say that. Gotta keep up the Satyanweshi image in front of others, but he is always the no 1 boupagluuu

tagsss:

@catharsis-9 @rosesandpeoniesthings @sparksfromhell @yearnerray @gloriouspurpose01

Hi btw is someone in contact with simran? She was alhad-si-simran on Tumblr

#samridhi speaks

Mujhe jaise insaan jisko thand mein bhi garmi lagti hai kaise yeh garmi jhelega

#samridhi speaks #fr tho mein pahadi area mein bhi bina sweater ke ghumti hu and feel nice when everybody else huddles their sweaters closer

I just remembered how much of a big crush I had on the adult male actor playing Shubh in that Asur webseries

#samridhi speaks

iheartyuyu

5 times sukuna was heavily yearning + 1 time you finally noticed.

oblivious, lonely reader who’s used to doing things alone x downbad!sukuna. jealous!sukuna. gn!reader. reader wears glasses. uncle!sukuna. sukuna calls reader angel. he’s so down bad bro. ooc sukuna as usual. mentions of nsfw contents.

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1. movie nights.

you had a specific, detailed, high maintenance routine for watching movies. you had slowly perfected the process— a mental to do list popping up every time a new movie dropped that you needed to watch.

first, you needed to be in your designated ‘movie night pajamas’, the most comfortable you owned. your favorite blanket had to be there, along with your favorite pillow for support. you liked watching in your home more than cinemas, because you disliked the idea of not being able to pause the movie for whatever reason. who decided to make bathroom breaks that short, anyways?

for snacks, chips poured into your favorite bowl, your favorite niche flavor. a chocolate bar sat beside it just incase the movie got intense enough for you to crave it. your favorite drink was set beside them in a thermal cup, allowing you to drink it as slow as possible without it melting too quickly.

your phone had to be on dnd, blocking out every notification. the room had to be cold, and you avoided any distractions because pausing the movie on piracy websites meant three minutes of closing ads to turn it back on.

tonight, everything was perfect.

you were perfectly wrapped in your blanket, eyes wide as it watched the screen perfectly, chips tasting perfect, drink perfected, everything absolutely perfect—

bzzz.

you immediately groaned. who could possibly be showing up? you hadn’t ordered food. no one was invited over. it was late. what could possibly be urgent enough to prompt someone to ruin your little routine?

you paused the movie (which took three minutes of pressing ‘x’ on ads urging you to ‘text hot, single ladies in your area’, and ‘ai bots who can make you cum in three minutes!’), pushed the blanket off, and pulled the door open with a soft pout you didn’t even register, just to pause when you saw sukuna standing there, eyebrows furrowed, frowning.

you and sukuna weren’t that close, really. you were in the same friend group, but you always felt nervous around him. he was intimidating, scary, too cool for you. he always stared at you blankly, and you decided he was judging you for… everything. you were awkward, nervous, a little odd.

so, him showing up to your home at midnight was a little… nerve-wracking. his red eyes slowly scanned your comfortable, worn out pajamas, messy hair, tiny pout that faded as your eyes widened, before he blinked blankly. “sorry for showing up unannounced.”

he didn’t sound apologetic. at all. his tone was monotonous, almost unamused.

“can i come in?”

you slowly blinked, before realizing how dumb you must look. you grimaced internally, stepping aside, letting him in. immediately, his eyes landed on your little set up, and he arched an eyebrow. “movie night, huh? watching part two of your little movie series?”

“how did you know?” you mumbled, genuinely confused. much to your surprise, his lips twitched up in something that looked like admiration, amused, and it was the closest you ever got to see him smile.

holy fuck, he was so gorgeous it felt unfair. now that you were actually focusing on the man towering over you, dressed in a black shirt and gray sweatpants, tanned skin peaking from under his clothes, muscles on view—

“it’s your favorite series, and it just dropped. i can recognize the sketchy ass website because you hate netflix. you have your little movie night routine, pajamas, chips, and drink.” he murmured casually, nonchalantly, as if it was normal that the guy you thought disliked you knew this much about you. “i listen, you know.”

your jaw was slack, eyes wide. he only snorted, arching an eyebrow. “don’t tell me fucking gojo was right and you really think i hate you.”

you paused. “well…”

“are you serious?” sukuna scoffed. “you’re my fucking favorite in the group, dumbass.”

“what?” you mumbled back, more confused. “you always glare at me. you never talk to me. i was starting to think you didn’t even know my last name.”

he stared at you, almost as if you were insane, then sighed. “you really are oblivious, huh?”

“hey—“

he shook his head, still looking mildly amused. “here’s the notes suguru said he would drop by to give you and forgot. i know you like studying early.”

“oh. you didn’t have to—“

“i wanted to.” he immediately stated, face serious. “‘ll leave you to it, can’t have someone ruining your perfect night. goodnight.”

with that, he was out, leaving you even more flabbergasted.

what. the. fuck.

2. hangouts.

you were still getting used to the idea that sukuna told you that not only did he not hate you, but that you were his favorite in the group. to you, the idea was unbelievable. flabbergasting. maybe even a little more scarier than being hated by him for some reason, but you managed pretty well.

at least you were more comfortable hanging out with your group now.

however, you had a tiny little habit. you hated the coffee at the place your friends loved, so often, you just walked away to the place next to it to buy your own coffee. it provided you a break, making the little pit of your stomach that grows when having to be around people, even your best friends, for too long reset, and you just get a chance to catch your breath.

today wasn’t different. in the middle of the hangout, you grabbed your wallet and slipped out, enjoying the tiny walk in fresh air before you stepped into your favorite cafe.

the familiar barista immediately lit up at the sight of you, boredom fading from his face. he was your age, friendly with a cute grin that grew whenever you two chatted— something that made you feel at ease when ordering.

“my favorite customer,” he immediately greeted, grinning. the bell at the door chimed, and you both didn’t pay any mind to it. “i wonder what you will order this time.”

you snorted. you both knew you ordered the exact same thing every single time. “yeah, i wonder too.”

he chuckled, eyes flickering to the screen. you could feel a figure stopping behind you. “well, you know your total.”

you hummed, about to pay, when the familiar scent of sukuna’s signature perfume finally registered in your mind as he moved to step beside you, eyes narrowed, jaw slowly twitching. “make it two.”

you slowly glanced up. the barista looked up in surprise, before he nodded calmly. “of course.”

before you could register it, sukuna’s card was pressing against the machine, paying for you both. your jaw went slack for the second time this week, flabbergasted once more, but sukuna was already pulling you out of line so that the people behind you could pay.

and, more unfazed that he should be by his own actions, he casually held out the receipt. “here. you take the code and collect points on their app, right?”

“…how the fuck do you even know that?” you mumbled, utterly confused. “why are you here? how did you find me— did you even know what you ordered—“

“easy there, angel.” he murmured, calm. “you always carry the receipt and i see you type something from it on your phone often. ‘m here because the coffee in the other shop is ass. you always come here, so i figured i would try my coffee with you. i know what i ordered because i know your order.”

you openly gaped at him. he only reached over, grabbing both drinks, arching an eyebrow. “are you gonna gape at me forever or drink this sweet shit?”

“…did you just call me angel?”

his amusement immediately faded, ears turning red as he shoved your drink your way, looking away. “absolutely not. hallucinations. let’s go.”

that was what he chooses to deny? not that he knew your movie night in details? that he knew your exact drink? that he knew you secretly collected points from your favorite coffee shop?

you let out a tiny chuckle, amused, following behind him. that somehow managed to make his ears even more red, a scowl pulling on his pretty lips.

fuck. he was gorgeous, and adorable.

how horrible for you.

3. aquarium.

you laid face-down on shoko’s bed, face showed between the pillows, eyes shut in pure horror. “‘m so screwed.”

she sighed for the nth time from where she sat on the ground, studying. “you quite literally could not be more not screwed.”

“i have a crush on him, shoko. i never have crushes. and now i have one, on fucking sukuna. the guy once punched a guy for breathing ‘his’ air. he fucking hates people. i am so utterly fucked. he will kill me.”

she glanced up, as if she knew something you didn’t. “he won’t kill you. kiss you? maybe.”

“stop being delusional.” you mumbled, voice muffled as you buried your face into the sand further. “‘m so fucked.”

she sighed. “you’re delusional too if you don’t realize what’s happening. anyways, isn’t it the twenty seventh? your monthly aquarium night?”

you jumped up, gasping. “it is! fuck!” you quickly grabbed your phone to check the time, before opening the aquarium’s instagram page just in case there were any updates.

and, unfortunately, right there on their instagram story, posted twelve hours ago, was a simple statement.

‘couples only day!’

“oh, fuck my fucking life.” you mumbled, eyes on the story, shoulders drooping. “shoko, be my aquarium date.”

“couples only, huh? if only these weren’t the conditions,” she mused, almost flirty, before tilting her head.

“yes.”

“ask sukuna to go with you.”

you blinked once, twice, before pulling up your phone, nodding, serious. “good idea. ‘m asking gojo or geto.”

“that is quite literally not what i said.”

“you’re a genius.”

you sent off a quick text to geto and gojo, jumping off her bed to head to your own apartment to get ready. after dressing up all cute for the sake of your loved marine animals, you glanced down at your phone, where a vague text from gojo said he couldn’t, followed by maybe three million crying emojis (which was maybe because he had begged before to accompany you said no. aquariums were a single, you-only trip), and geto sent back a simple ‘he’s almost there’, and a thumbs up.

what kind of reply was that? you frowned, sending five questions marks, about to ask who the fuck ‘he’ was, when your doorbell rings.

you pulled the door open, and freeze when your eyes landed on the one and only sukuna. he glanced at you, eyes blank, and nodded once. “let’s go.”

“…where?”

he raised an eyebrow. “the aquarium. date night. let’s go.”

“…are you sure?” you immediately mumbled, voice uncharacteristically low. “‘m, uh, kind of enthusiastic about this. nerdy. geeky. um, annoying.”

his lips twitched up into an endeared smile that he immediately pushed back. “i know what ‘m getting into. let’s go.”

you grabbed your jacket, eyebrows furrowing. “suguru could have just said he couldn’t come. i’m sorry he sent you instead.”

“oh, he could come.” sukuna stated blankly, stepping into the elevator behind you. you glanced up at him, confused, and he stared back blankly, as if waiting for you to collect dots you didn’t even see. he only sighed after a few minutes, shaking his head. “this is both cute and infuriating. so, which stupid creature is your favorite?”

you expected a night with sukuna to be awkward. tense. uncomfortable. a night where you had to hold back so you don’t become labeled as talkative, or annoying, or too much.

you didn’t expect for him to be a good listener. nodding at whatever you said, asking questions at first to keep you talking until you were comfortable rambling. you didn’t expect him to hold your things so you could comfortably get closer to the glass, or stay longer at your favorite animals, or ask you about ones that seemed interesting, his eyes soft and lips twitching upwards just the slightest. you didn’t expect him to disappear at one point and come back with a few limited-edition items from the small gift shop either, dumping them in your arms wordlessly as you two were walking out.

“thank you for being my fake date for the night, kuna.” you mumbled as he was dropping you off, sleepy, eyes soft and voice slurred. he paused at your words, lips twitching into a frown before he eyed how sleepy you were and only sighed.

“of course, angel.” he muttered, reaching over and nonchalantly pressing a kiss to your forehead before he turned around, walking away. “…sleep well, goodnight.”

gaping at him seeming like a new routine, except this time, your sleepy eyes were set on his back as he left, almost getting distracted by his muscles showing through the fabric. oh, you were so, utterly fucked.

4. the beach.

you sat quietly on the sand, wrapped tightly in a towel, eyes ahead as you watched gojo, geto and shoko shoving each other in the water. choso was on a towel beside you, deeply asleep and snoring. toji was playing around with megumi and nobara and yuji, who was yapping about how his uncle dropped him off and disappeared. everyone was enjoying themselves.

you were freezing.

you had gotten there earlier, having known they would all show up too late. you liked swimming alone with no eyes on you, so with too much sunscreen, you stayed in the water under the sun in what you knew was the perfect time for you. by the time everyone else arrived, you were already drying in the shade.

oh, how you wished you had a dry towel—

a dry towel dropped into your lap before the thought even finished. you froze, glancing up at the sky, before immediately closing your eyes again and wishing for a million dollars just in case.

“don’t stare at the fucking sun.”

ah. your genie.

you peaked through your lashes at sukuna, who glared at you, a hand going to shade your eyes from the sun. he was dry, holding a small bag which you assumed was for his wallet and phone and car keys and towel, the sun kissing every spot on his perfect body, as if purposely teasing you.

fuck. how could someone be so pretty?

he sighed, pulling a cap out of the bag. he pushed it on top of your damp hair, shading your face, and slumped beside you. “switch towels. mine is dry.”

“hi.” you mumbled dumbly, blinking a few times to snap yourself from the daze seeing his beautiful red eyes in the sun put you through. his lips twitched, face softening, and he only pulled the cap down further. you finally remembered how to think. “don’t you need your towel dry?”

“‘m not going into the water this late.” he stated. his eyes flickered to choso asleep, and he rolled his eyes, standing back up. you watched shamelessly as he effortlessly pulled the heavy umbrella so it was covering the sun kissed stoner, sighing, voice lower. “that dumbass.”

“i spray him with sunscreen every two hours. flipped him once.” you mused, taking the chance of sukuna being distracted to switch towels, sighing in relief once the warm, dry, soft towel wrapped around you. “thank you, kuna.”

“don’t mention it.” he grunted, then frowned once he registered your words, “you rub sunscreen on him?”

“oh, no, it’s a spray.” you hummed, pulling it out. “isn’t it cool?”

he glanced at the spray bottle, shoulders slowly relaxing. “mhm. it is. can you spray me?”

you nodded, moving to stand up, immediately stumbling in the towel. firm fingers immediately steadied you, and you deeply hoped he couldn’t feel the warmth radiating off you from being flustered as he slowly let go.

you slowly sprayed him, the sunscreen leaving a shiny coat that made him look even more beautiful. after making sure every part of him was covered, you slowly sat back down. “try to rub it to make sure it’s even.”

he hummed, eyes shut, slowly spreading it out, spreading it out on his tan skin.

what a fucking sight, really. he was so, unbelievably gorgeous. you were so fucked.

“…you went early, huh?”

“…yeah.” you mumbled, eyes still on him, hoping he keeps his eyes closed.

“tell me next time. ‘ll go with you.” he sighed. “these idiots always come when it’s already too cold.”

you nodded slowly as he finally finished, slumping next to you on the little beach mat gojo had gotten, so close that his thigh was pretty to your covered figure. he frowned. “your lips are pale. still cold?”

you grimaced. “‘ll be okay. thank you for the towel—“

he sighed, an arm wrapping around your shoulder before he was pulling you towards him. you missed the way his body relaxed, lips twitching into a repressed grin, the face of a man finally achieving one of his long lost goals.

holy fuck. you were pressed to his side, his body oozing warmth. he smelled great, and you could feel his muscles every time he shifted. as you stared ahead, trying to pretend like you weren’t malfunctioning, your eyes landed on shoko, gojo and geto staring back at you guys from the water, jaws slack.

well. at least it wasn’t you this time.

5. studying.

as much as it seemed otherwise, studying with gojo actually helped you. you both kept each other in check— you stopped him whenever he started yapping, and he distracted you whenever you were spiraling. you both were a team when studying— having been one since the first semester, when you both met.

during breaks, however, was when you really liked studying with gojo. you both sat with thirteen expensive pastries in front of you, gojo’s treat, and he grinned excitedly. “oh, this will be so good. you go first.”

“you don’t have to tell me twice.” you mumbled, picking one up. you immediately moaned in delight, holding the rest to gojo, who reached over and took the rest from between your fingers. “fuck. this is so good.”

gojo let out an even louder moan. you both ignored the disgusted glares from the people around you, happily chewing. “oh, these are fucking godsent. thank you for being my taste buddy.”

“thank you,” you mumbled, grabbing another one. “you’re the one spoiling me with these. you’re, like, my dream man right now.”

gojo let out a loud laugh, before pausing, shivering in horror at whatever he imagined. “do not let sukuna hear you saying that. he’ll have my head.”

“why would he have your head for that?” you mumbled, mouthful, and distracted by the heavenly taste of these. you weren’t even a fan of pasteries, but these were on another level. you tried another, and immediately groaned. “fuck. try this one.”

you immediately extended your hand out to gojo. he, as usual, ate half of it off your fingers instead, and dramatically melted in his seat. “ten out of ten. perfect. stunning. i will marry whoever made these.” he swallowed, and quickly ate the rest off your fingers to. “and he will because he’s, like, in love with you.”

“you flipping liar.” you mumbled, unamused with the obvious fake news. “he doesn’t. he’s just a good friend.”

“he’s not a good friend,” gojo snorted. “he almost shoved my head into the toilet bowl yesterday because he was bored. he likes you.”

you did not believe him the slightest. “uh-huh. wanna try the red one?”

“yes, please.”

later that night, you were curled up in bed— going over everything you had studied earlier to lock the information into your mind. the groupchat was blowing up after choso was caught kissing someone (you already knew the news. choso blurted about his ‘secret’ crush to you before when he was high, and forgot.) and you just shot back a sticker laughing, said you were studying and you needed more caffeine to deal with this, and shut your phone off completely.

you really needed caffeine.

everytime you shut your eyes, all you can see is a cold, cup of your favorite coffee from your favorite shop. the condensation running down, the inviting taste, everything—

fuck. you needed one so bad. you frowned, turning your phone on to glance at the time, and paused when a notification stood out from between the ones on the groupchat.

sukuna: pick u up for coffee in five?

you stared at the message, then slowly glanced down at the sweatpants and oversized hoodie you were in, your hair messy, broken glasses on because you were too lazy to get these specific ones fixed and you lost the other, before sighing. you needed caffeine too bad to worry about how you looked in front of him right now.

you: please :c

a car honked downstairs a few minutes. you quickly grabbed your wallet and your half-dead phone, rushing downstairs, grabbing an oversized jacket on the way so you could tug it on top of your thick hoodie, grimacing at how much of a mess you looked. you slid into the passenger seat, and sukuna only stared at you, eyes slowly taking in your appearance, lips softly pulling up.

“don’t say anything.” you immediately mumbled. his smirk widened, but he didn’t speak, immediately resuming to drive, eyes ahead. “‘m so sleepy.”

“uh-huh. let’s get some caffeine in you.” he murmured, turning more serious. “don’t overwork yourself tonight. did you have dinner?”

you nodded, ignoring how your heart felt like it was twirling in your chest. “i did. ate and drank and slept well.”

he hummed. “good.”

in the coffee shop, he got the same as you, paying despite your complaints. once the drinks were out, he grabbed both, wrapping yours in tissues to keep your fingers from being cold before handing it over, humming.

you were looking over notes in your phone, too tired to register his actions. you only quietly took the cup, immediately sipping, shoulders slowly rolling down, tense muscles relaxing. “thank you, kuna.”

he clicked his tongue. “don’t mention it.”

in the car, you focused on sipping the coffee, and he cleared his throat. “gojo said you two were on a study date this morning. pastries and shit. said you called him your dream man.”

you snorted. sukuna glanced over, utterly unamused, almost pouting. “i love gojo.”

his lips immediately formed a scowl. “you love him?”

“not like that,” you snorted. “he’s just… he was the first person who was nice to me in university, you know. the first person who made sure i never felt like a burden. he means a lot to me, platonically.”

he was silent for a while, then nodded, pulling up in front of your building. “good. you deserve to never feel like a burden. you… mean a lot to me.”

was he trying to kill you? you immediately shuffled out, heart beating like it was trying to escape your chest, cheeks burning. “you mean a lot to me too, kuna. um, goodnight. thank you for picking me up.”

“don’t mention it, angel.”

+1.

against your will, you were dragged to a party.

you would have been enthusiastic, really, if finals hadn’t just ended— leaving you too sleep deprived that you couldn’t even walk straight. gojo had came over to force you out and picked your outfit out for you, keeping in mind your pleads for it to be something warm, and you ended up in the passenger seat of his car, asleep soundly, vaguely aware of his whining about you needing to be awake as he drove you there.

you could only remember little snippets between your tiny naps, really.

gojo having his arm around you as he dragged you in.

you slumping down beside choso, immediately falling asleep on his shoulder.

sukuna crouching down in front of you, concerned, eyes worried.

sukuna covering you with a blanket.

sukuna sitting beside you, pulling your head into his shoulder instead.

geto replacing choso. you shifting, head falling into his shoulder because he was warmer.

sukuna immediately pulling you back towards him, an arm falling around your waist to keep you close, bickering with geto.

after that, you drifted into deep sleep— the kind that only came after a week straight of pulling all nighters. and, when you woke up again, you were wrapped in a blanket, on the roof, on a tiny couch with your head on sukuna’s lap and a cigarette between his lips.

the second he registered you awake, he pushed the cigarette into the ashtray, eyes soft, fingers on your shoulders to help you sit up. “you okay, angel?”

“mhm. sleepy.” you mumbled, blinking slowly, still half asleep. you yawned, rubbing your eyes. “thank you for watching over me, kuna. you’re, like, my angel.”

“…don’t mention it.” he whispered— although, it sounded more like a pained whimper. “i… yeah. don’t mention it.”

it was silent for a few minutes. you both stared up at the sky, lost in thought, before sukuna cleared his throat.

“…the stars are pretty.”

“mhm.”

he paused, before speaking again. his voice was low, soft, but it was laced with quiet frustration that you could tell wasn’t pointed at you. “we’re, uh, done with the semester.”

“…mhm.”

he clicked his tongue, and sat up, like he’s restarting. “…we’re good friends.”

“we are.” you mumbled, still dazed from your delicious, needed nap. he let out a small groan, face buried into his palm.

“fuck.”

“…kuna?” you murmured, voice soft, sleepy. his eyes finally flickered up, frustrated and almost disappointed in himself, and you only gave him a small, sleepy smile. “i like you too.”

and finally, it was his turn for his jaw to go slack, eyes widening, before he turned to you quickly. “you’re not fucking with me, right? you like me?”

you nodded, sleepy, but focused. “i like you.”

he didn’t hesitate before dropping to his knees in front of you, eyes soft and almost pathetic. “say that again. please.”

“i like you, kuna.” you repeated, quieter, softer, more serious.

he let his head drop, face pressed against the blanket covering your thighs briefly, voice muffled when he spoke. “…you have no idea how many years i have been dying to hear this, angel. fuck.” when he lifted his head back up, his red eyes were almost glossy. “‘m marrying the fuck out of you one day.”

that managed a sleepy laugh out of you. “take me on a date first, at least. we haven’t even kissed yet.”

his eyes lit up at the mere thought— before you watched him visibly holding himself back, trying to appear more relaxed, probably to not scare you off, despite his reddening ears at the idea. “right. dates. i will date you so fucking good, i promise, you will never think of anyone but me again. not even that stupid barista who clearly wants you so bad. only me.” he nodded, serious, scowling, before his eyes softened again. “best dates of your life. where do you want to go? dinner? coffee? aquarium? your little movie night routine at my place? do you want me to make it a surprise? i will be the best boyfriend— wait, fuck, not that yet—“

you reached over, softly pressing your lips to his,

he froze, eyes probably wide, then immediately melted the second your fingers gently cupped his face to pull him closer, letting out a soft, little sound into the kiss that had his face flushing further.

once you pulled away, your eyes met his dazed ones, and he slowly sucked in a deep breath. “….fuck.”

“dinner sounds good.” you whispered back, thumb brushing over his bottom lip, and he shut his eyes, as if it took visible effort not to groan. “next week?”

“you think ‘ll make it to next week?” he let out a sharp laugh. “you have me fucking kneeling for you, angel. tomorrow. 8. please.”

“okay.” you murmured, voice soft. “now, come back up, i will want to continue napping on you.”

“…anything you fucking want, forever.”

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Or, or...a reminder that good is still in the world, that the warm, radiant sun is still shining.

I know I've needed that reminder. Often.

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Sri Ranga Rangapravesham

(Hello!

I'm back.

Again.

I am a bit too jobless in my vacations so...... another story!

so I wrote this inspired by the idea given by @desikanya

So i could've made huge mistakes in this with regards to few dance terms, but i tried my best for them to be accurate. everything i've written about the dance and the movements comes from my mom and the multiple performances i've seen.

so please excuse my mistakes. )

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I actually do think we should discourage women from becoming housewives. Do not become financially dependent on a man. That's how a lot of women ended up dead over the years. A man gets violent suddenly and you have to choose between homelessness or potentially dying at his hand because you have an enormous gap in your resume and no degrees or certifications or anything that will help you pursue a career that will allow you to be financially independent. He owns your bank account. His name is probably the one on the car. Try and leave and he can report it stolen. Where will you go then?

Don't become a housewife.

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