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Parallel universe where everything is the same except instead of mosquitoes they have nosquitoes

I love it when I am reading fanfiction of a popular trope (Peter Parker field trips to stark industries in this case) and the author obviously has Ideas about how things should go. Like, the one I am reading, currently looked directly at the metaphorical camera and said “yeah, Friday does not read out the names and security clearance loudly because that would be ANNOYING and UNSAFE. She does show it on a screen though”

This person obviously has ideas about the realistic of how this trope would actually work

I always think “Wow, surely the Minecraft, YouTube community can’t find a way to fall apart MORE” and then I am surprised every time

#mcyt

Ask out the guy and he say no :/

I swear to god. I am completely caught up on JRWI Riptide for the first time ever. Episode 115 just aired and I started listening when there were 45 episodes. it has taken me two years to catch up to current because I usually listen to it for a while then stop. Now that I am all the way, caught up though, they are going on hiatus for six months and are leaving it on a giant cliffhanger.

#jrwi riptide

Now I’ve read to fanfiction where the girlfriend died, and then the guy goes on to find a new guy who he really deeply cares about. Somehow the girlfriend can talk to him even though she’s dead, and she is excited and supportive of his new relationship and wants to hear about him.

Unmasking Spidey by ILY3000

The file by denimbeans

Life update:

Moved out into dorms. Food kinda sucks but it is manageable. I am 6/10 done with this term.

School is cool, making new friends and joining clubs. My roomie is pretty cool. She is dating a guy that she said she would not want her friends to date though so we will see how it goes.

Even after years, there will be some songs that just make me calm listening to them:

Undertale (from undertale)

Line of sight and innocence (from dsmp animatics)

Many songs can have a calming effect, but these are the ones that make me pause what I am doing and really listen.

#school #music

Yesterday I went out to dinner with my mom and they asked if we wanted to pay together or separate :(

First time someone asked that rather than just assuming we are fam.

Finally got around to watching season 6 of mha and I am going to read so many fix it fics after this. I have known the general gist of it, and have seen clip and stuff from when it was coming out, but lord. Now I under all of the people under content about other seasons saying ‘remember when we had happiness’

#mha

Big girls dont cry is making me cry. I am leaving my juob to go to college but I will miss the kids so much. Song fits well for my situation.

The worst part of starting a new fandom? Not knowing anything. In the context of most fandom’s, I know everything with little to no context. Pattern recognition really be popping off. MHA fanfic and someone is yelling? Bakugo. Percy Jackson, and marvel crossover? I can identify every character mostly with the vuagest descriptions because certain things are very popular among fans, and after reading so many fanfics, people start using the same descriptors and settings. The problem is now, I am getting into bat fam content, but I have only been into it for a week. I no longer identify people by their descriptions, so I have to find out alongside the POV character. Tall guy, small guy, and helmet guy? Don’t know em.

Directed a bunch of race people today at bag check but there were no bags and so we made do. It was great because normally whn peoplw are getting my attention that much and I have to pay attention yo that much at once, it is children who each need emotional support and require lots of coaching to solve their issues and do not know how to listen to directions. Today they were all competent adults with a vested interest in listening to me in a timely manner and I just had to think about my one job rather than every since thing about the upcoming day.

I do not care about aging. I know that I will grow older, my body will change. I will not be able to do things that I once did with ease, and I am ok with that. I think the thing that scares me more is the mental stuff. Not even that my reactions will be slower or I won’t be able to remember things as easily. It is the fact that I will forget thing. For now I have a clear memory of the once in a lifetime roadtrip with my family. I of course do not remember everything but I remember a lot of it. I will slowly but surely forget the little stops, the small details of places that I went. The big stuff. Will stay, and I have pictures to remember, but what about that one little mexican restaurant that had pink horchata that was bad, or that one place where my sheet fell in front of the air conditioner and I was freezing all night. I will forget the in betweens and the connections, the the stops along the way. I know that it will be replaced by new memories, the people who I have yet to meet, the place I have yet to go. Personally though, I have such a fascination with the past. My past actions, past statistics of places and events (how many times have you sat in a chair, listed to a song, how long spent driving to work). Sometimes I think about that as my preferred afterlife, to be able to look back at it all and filter and search through the statistics of the universe. Anyway, since I think about that so much, it makes me sad to think about the small things that I will forget, even if there is the future to look forward to. I just don’t want to forget.

Not be taking a queer studies course and thinking back to a time when I read an omegaverse fanfic where is Izuku was a male omega and faced discrimination because of it to help myself come up with ideas about how people who are in the middle face discrimination.

That moment when you see a ship name in the summary of a fic and have to rush to the tags to see if it is romantic or not. Bonus points if it is something for a mentor/mentee relationship.

Just looked back. Thought it said DekuMight but it was dadmight

One of the sbi smut fics that I read got updated only to find out that the author died and a friend is continuing it. I hope it is a joke but bruh. All the stuff they say about ao3 authors is true

Not fun times right now. There is really bad weather where I live right now to the point where everything is covered in ice. I had to work Thursday and Friday this week so I couldn’t drive to visit family. We scheduled a flight for five in the morning on Christmas Eve, but now it is canceled. My work got canceled, so I spent all day alone, mostly just trying to get through the day because I didn’t like being by myself. When my flight got canceled, I called my parents and let them know, then cried for an hour. It feels really dumb because I’ll be able to drive down tomorrow morning, but it is scary. Everything is ice and I hope it’s better by tomorrow morning but right now all I can see is videos of people north of me sliding around on ice. I also will not be able to see my grandparents who I haven’t seen in three years. I just wish my boss could have given me the time off in the first place and it would not have been an issue. It’s not her fault, but it’s just feels bad.

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