[rampagingangel-blog1]

TRIED TO CUT MY STOMACH 50 TIMES ONLY 3 SCRATCHES COULD BLEED I DONT WANT YOU TO TOUCH HER I WANT YOU TO CUT ME OPEN I WANT YOU TO TOUCH ME EVEN IF YOURE HURTING ME

- my cat laid by my side as i tried to cut myself open

[romantic-concept]

[herbalfaun]

Are you ever just like wow I’d take care of you and care about you so hard

[spellboundlove]

[rampagingangel-blog1]

what did i do to deserve you

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

[necroromancerdoll-deactivated20]

[loveserum-deactivated20191021]

If I told you I loved you I think you would pretend not to hear me

you carry out my bruises with practiced hands and tough pressure

then tell me I have soft skin

you think because you do not leave scars that the pain does not linger

The blue you’ve caused is internal:

pressed into deep tissue

woven into my pathways as if I should be used to the pain

I am too scared to tell you I love you

even if I know you might feel the same

You say you don’t want things to change:

I want to kiss you so badly sometimes

I press my tongue against my teeth

from doing something you don’t

want me to do

I’m sorry that I want to tell you I love you

I wish I could change too

[lilith-of-stardust]

Not to be corny but do u ever get hit with a wave of love so comfortable and deep that u feel like uve already loved this person for thousands of years

[flyingpurplepizzaeater]

Sometimes people use “respect” to mean “treating someone like a person” and sometimes they use “respect” to mean “treating someone like an authority”

and sometimes people who are used to being treated like an authority say “if you won’t respect me I won’t respect you” and they mean “if you won’t treat me like an authority I won’t treat you like a person”

and they think they’re being fair but they aren’t, and it’s not okay.

[do-as-youre-told-deactivated201]

This is so well put I am stunned

[yaasper]

shout out to psychotic people with histrionic personality disorder

shoutout to psychotic histrionics who don’t know if they’re lying for attention or not

shout out to psychotic histrionics who don’t know what reality is

shoutout to psychotic histrionics who don’t realize if they’re misinterpreting relationships, who have false memories or delusions or hallucinations complicating things

shoutout to psychotic histrionics who aren’t sure where the psychosis ends and the hpd beings

shoutout to psychotic histrionics who want attention for their psychosis but paranoid forces them to be silent

shoutout to psychotic histrionics who want attention but dont like the attention they get from psychosis

shoutout to psychotic histrionics who reclaim slurs dramatically and loves the way it makes people uncomfortable

shoutout to psychotic histrionics who feel special reclaiming slurs but can’t bear to use them and hear them out loud

shoutout to psychotic histrionics who hide their psychosis

shoutout to psychotic histrionics

this ride is wild and confusing. we’re all trying our best and that is a really good best.

[unattachedsuggestions]

Me watching my friends one by one slowly abandon me:

[bpdshitposts]

me: i love you

fp: i love you too

me: woah buddy lol this isn’t how it works my devotion is meant to be completely one sided lmao Time To Drop You

[forever-may-you-run]

[bpd--bumblebee-deactivated20180]

not so cute mental illness things:

• do I want to fuck you, or just steal your personality?

• actually fuck you for being better than me I’m just gonna sabotage you

• feeling like you’re not Tragic enough anymore when bad things happen to people you know

• breaking down in public with everyone watching you, and being cognizant of how irrational you are but you can’t stop

• so hyper empathetic that you cry at everything

• *an hour later* “the world could burn before my literal eyes and i could not care”

• those abusive people you finally cut off, but still stalk on social media (and then have a panic attack that someone who treated you badly still has a normal life and people who love them)

• “that post is TOTALLY about me” (it’s not) *vagues them back for 3 weeks*

• literal petty fits when people block you before you can block them

• “hey are you mad? did I do something?? no really, are you mad at me???”

• “i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m s-”

[liz-cat-meow-deactivated2020011]

[liz-cat-meow-deactivated2020011]