Positively PD

Be the positivity posts you wish to see in the world. Or message me if you'd like one handcrafted for you.

[yaasper]

Me, picked at my eyebrow hairs: just pull a few more out then we have to stop. We're gonna be done, you hear me? This is your five minute warning.

Me, an hour later and down an eyebrow: fuck

[yaasper]

hey, histrionic csa/cocsa survivors?

We didn’t deserve it.

if you view yourself as nothing but a sex doll, 

if you cannot view yourself as a sexual being, 

if your view of yourself with sex is more complicated than can be summed up with a few vague sentences,

we’re valid.

We did what we had to. We did our best. 

And we are allowed to love our histrionic personality disorders.

And we are allowed to hate our histrionic personality disorders.

And whatever mixed up complicated version of both love and hate we experience

is valid.

And i can’t express what it feels like for all of us,

but i can express how real it is.

And how it tears us apart.

And how it deserves to be talked about.

So here’s a post for all histrionic survivors of csa or cocsa. 

Because it changed us. Or it broke us. Or it made us. Or it didn’t.

Because whatever verb you put there - it matter. and it’s real. 

And we’re real.

And sometimes that’s ugly. But it’s always real.

[yaasper]

Honestly though I've got npd like level 100000 and I relate to your blog so well. Great job and keep making me feel better pls.

aaayyyy thanks so much this is incredibly validating to hear :D

[yaasper]

Hi there, I created this blog to provide a safe place for people with npd and/or aspd. Can you spread the word?

Hey your blog looks great! I followed you on my main. 

Followers you should check out this rad new blog!

[yaasper]

Hey! I have a rather unusual ask. I started a project (Give us a voice!), for the entire explanation about this project you should check my blog (giveusavoiceproject). It is to give people with mental illness a voice, to make the world understand and for those who need it to feel understood. My request is to maybe check it yourself and also ask your dear followers to check it out because anyone with any kind of mental illness can help. Thank you! Lots of love, me 🌹

Wow! I checked out your blog and this looks like a super neat project!!! 

I’m actually in college right now getting an English degree because I’m very passionate about storytelling so this is my Jam. 

I’ve gotten in contact with you through my main about helping out, any followers who are interested in telling their story should check this project out!

[yaasper]

People always deny that I'm narcissistic bc I'm self aware and they're like "if you're narcissistic you won't admit you have a pd" but actually it's that I won't admit that I have flaws and I don't view any sort of disability as a flaw, does that make sense?

yeah that makes a lot of sense!!! 

I get a lot of bullshit for being self aware as well it fucking sucks. like, i’m great i love me why wouldn’t i analyze myself?

also yeah i super feel that not viewing disability as a flaw, like first of all its just not? second of all get off my lawn

anyway ur a cool narcissist, im a cool narcissist, people who aren’t narcissists need to stop pulling theories about what npd is out of their ass

[yaasper]

When someone makes an Unapproved joke at your expense

[yaasper]

If you can't produce your own validation store bought is fine

[yaasper]

I hate looking to the NPD diagnostic criteria for Validation(TM) bc its like ‘I demand excessive attention’ and I’m like hmm, no, not same. if anything I don’t demand enough attention, I’m such a merciful God.

[yaasper]

Me: maybe I'm not narcissistic tho? Maybe I just have some fucking self esteem in a society where having none is considered baseline?

Also me: lmao ye and u know why? bc ur better than everyone else 😘😘😘

[spacemcclain]

are u taken?

Mmm for granted? Yeah

[yaasper]

me: idk i don't think i'm actually a narcissist you know there are a few posts/criteria i don't relate to and i can normally keep myself in check when interacting with friends and i have moments/days of high empathy

also me: who The Fuck do you think you are acting like im not a God? do you know how Great i am? Do you have Any Idea who you're talking to? just fucking Die if you aren't going to Revere me

[yaasper]

Petition for

Pay attention to me

[yaasper]

me, refreshing 132 tabs of social media: where's the attention i ordered?

[yaasper]

Someone: *is visibly texting near me*

Me: *checks my phone bc who else could they be texting?*

[ichorandpride]

that NPD feel when you can physically feel someone fall down the Stair Steps Of Status from friend to Absolute Inferior and it feels good because you’re just so fucking done and tired

[yaasper]

Other narcissist: *exists*

Me: ChALLenGeR!!!!! CHALLenger!!!! Challenger Approaches!!!!!!!!