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Commissions update

Just realized my commission list was behind, I just updated it, if you notice you have an outstanding commission with me (even if you are on the waitlist) and are not listed please let me know. All on the list are vague and do not mention the owners of said comms, so please feel free to message to check. I do not tag owners of comms until they say it's ok to when I post the fic on my socials.

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New book coming soon to my ream in the next few months. Keep a look out.

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Warzone-Report Two

A/N: The rest of this original drabble series can be found on my Ream in early access. It is updated to report 9 but there are 25 planned so far and likely more than 30+ to come. https://reamstories.com/ramskull CW: CW: Horror, gore, zombies, warzone romance, amnesia, fictional war, fem reader (second POV), male OC ---

He was still alive, could still feel his chest expand with each lungful of painfully, frigid air. New soldiers were coming into the encampment looking for safety. That’s when he met you. He’d asked you, your name. But like him, you only remembered a number. You were one of the few women in the ranks. He wondered if you had been important. The rank on your sleeves had been damaged but alluded to someone in the higher levels. “Hey El,” you said, sitting beside him as he tried to convince his confused body to eat. “How ya doing?” El… short for Eleven, the two of you went by nicknames for parts of your numbers. He called you Hun, your number 133. “I’m… here, still,” he murmured, looking up through the softly mussed curls of his hair. “How are you?” He knew so little about himself except the here and now. Except his reason for existing in the moment. His job was to survive so he could keep fighting for… what was he fighting for? He knew it was something important. His hand clenched tightly on the fork in his hand and the shoddy metal creaked under his grip. “El, careful,” you whispered and before he knew it, your soft hands were smoothing over his calloused ones. How did you still have such soft hands? They acted like a balm on his angry and baffled soul, letting him sigh out his agony and release the grip he had on the silverware. “Ok now?” you asked quietly, as if speaking too loudly would break the safety he’d found within himself. “’Course,” he flashed you a lopsided grin, something far too cocky for what had just transpired. Something that seemed to be shining both in purity and also in a dark arrogance of lies he wanted you to swallow without question. “Why’d you come looking for me?” he asked, finally taking a bite of his food. “There are new arrivals, and they are conscious, the bomb hasn’t affected their memory. So, the medics want us to talk to them,” you said. “Right,” he mumbled, there was once a time when he knew more than he did now. The medics assumed it had to do with PTSD or brain damage. But something niggled in the back of his mind, telling him he was forgetting something that would help explain this. He shook his head as he ate more. “I’ll be there soon.” You sat down beside him, “I’ll keep you company.” -End Report

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need to set aside time to work on the masterlist/navigation... this is a thing I should do tomorrow. In other news I finished chap 11 of vessel of the flame, thank god

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I have added two new fandoms to my tos. The walking dead (after rewatching the show for the 3rd time, currently on the 5th season i feel i have a handle on most of the chars) and Baldur's gate 3

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Massive Ream Update

Ream Update- https://reamstories.com/ramskull

Copper Tier- 7.00

Feed The Rich Chapter Eighteen

Sneak Peek-

There was an ominous air that hung about them, something that had swiped away their mild flirting from earlier. It made her feel sick and yet strengthened her resolve. She narrowed her eyes and stared down at the exit. She ignored the pull she felt when she took a step forward to go see the woman who’d kept her company. Instead, she kept reminding herself that she’d come back for them.

Silver Tier- 11.00

Predatory Part Six

Sneak Peek-

The beast in front of you was once again your lover, no longer mutated beyond recognition, but how you remembered them long before they had gone missing on this island. You reached out, frustrated when your hands couldn’t move, when your arms still remained by your side. They were pinned by some unseen force.

Warzone Report Eight

Sneak Peek-

He hated how uncertain he felt, how he had no good answers for you and no clear agenda. He wanted to make you feel safe, that was his duty now, to make sure you got out of this. He chewed his lower lip, before stalking off into the lush undergrowth and collecting wood, having a mind to find some flint to chip for a knife. He could do this; he could get you both… home? Wherever that was.

After Hours All 6 romantic Routes

Kern Chap Two

Sneak Peek-

He glanced over at you, turned to face you and looked at you with eyes that seemed to glitter with a different light. Something he had yet to pin you with before now. There was a darkened edge to them, a wildness to his movements.

“I would. But remember, ‘m anything but safe, little one,” he said it with no lightheartedness in the undertone, no softness, no smile.

Darren Chap Two

Sneak Peek-

When you looked up at him there was dark hunger in his violet irises, a warning, a promise, and it had your thighs squeezing together and you swallowing hard. His eyes narrowed minutely, and he let out an imperceptible growl, the only way you knew it happened was that you could feel it rumble up from his chest. His face showed pure approval.

“We are gonna have so much fun, beautiful. I’m gonna show you just what you’re capable of,” he leaned over to murmur in your ear, causing your breath to catch, chest stuttering painfully.

Maddox Chap Two

Sneak Peek-

You frowned, squirming under the weight of his words and observations. The fact he seemed to know so much when he’d only talked to you for a few minutes. His honeyed drawl eased your subconscious though, even though parts of you want to throw up walls and shove him out, it was only too easy to be hypnotized by his lazy speech.

“I… I realized if I couldn’t refund the card maybe I should take it as a sign. Honestly, my past choices for relationships have left quite a lot to be desired,” your eyes darted to the side as your fingers brushed against the shell of your ear nervously.

Scarlette Chap Two

Sneak Peek-

“Of course,” she responded. “Just stay here and relax for me.”

Your body shuddered, eager to obey, it was so instinctual the desire for her to praise you. Like you fed off her dominance, and so you breathed, working to calm the fluttering of your heart. You never reacted this strongly to another, not anymore. How did she already have you on a tight leash, without even trying?

Genesis Chap Two

Sneak Peek-

Slowly she lowered her head to steal a raspberry so elegantly from the stick in your hand, it felt like watching pornography with clothes on. Her tongue touched it first, as if to sample it, then she opened her mouth enough to sink her blunter teeth around it, just enough to grab on so she could slide it off. Fuck your heart was beating so fast and you felt dizzy, she watched every movement and every expression as her tongue scooped the red treat back into mouth and she chewed it.

Azrael Chap Two

Sneak Peek-

You nodded, his soothing tones and logical reasoning only made it easier to bend to his will. You slipped into the leather seat, your mind calmly sedated by the way his thumb was tracing abstract patterns on your shoulder. He’d slung his arm around the back of the seat, making it a simple task to drape his hand across the top of your bicep like it belonged there. Everything he did was with lax confidence and so you were eager to lay your trust in the man.

He smelled like cloves and hickory smoke, it was a spicey and warm scent, soothing and something easy to get lost in as you foolishly let yourself sink into his side. He flagged down someone running by and asked for tea.

Future Updates coming in the next few months-

A Past that Follows- as soon as the cover is done

Loving Sin- as soon as the cover is done

Can't Take the Heat- as soon as the cover is done

Also I will be sharing into the silver tier next month some special sneak peeks of some up and coming characters for a big project I hope you all look forward to. Keep a look out for the title Freak of Nature

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Current Updates-

Copper Tier- 7.00 usd

Vessel of the Flame- Up to chap 10

Sneak Peek

The door exploded inward in a shower of splintered wood. Snow blew inside violently, followed by several mutated creatures. Some like the original beast they’d seen and some much larger with boney protrusions on their heads that spiraled upward into vicious spikes. Their feet ended in two curved hooves on each leg that looked just as dangerous as the claws their counterparts sported, and their eyes were missing like all the others. Their mouths were smaller but opened the same way as they let out a bugling call that the shorter more dog-like ones responded to with vicious growls.

Dox gripped his sword tightly and stepped further toward the animals, making enough sound that all their attention swiveled onto him.

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Silver Tier- 11.00 usd

Warzone- Up to Report Seven

Sneak Peek:

The jungle was always eerily quiet in the dawn. It was an odd time when everything was either resting or waking.

Predatory- Up to Part Five

Sneak Peek:

The voice was yours, it was ethereal, barely a whisper. You reached for those words, grasped at them because though they were frail, you preferred how real they seemed compared to the floating pink abyss you were currently in.

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Future updates-

Copper Tier-

Feed The Rich Chapter 18-2/15

A Past That Follows Prologue- as soon as cover is done

Silver Tier-

After Hours- All six routes update in march

Future Projects-

Copper Tier-

Can't Take the Heat (contemporary, biker and chef romance)- posting is sometimes later this year

Silver Tier-

Freak of Nature (cyoa fantasy and romance)- starting first book sometime later this year, will be accompanied by ambience art for every chapter, choice and character portraits

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Sometimes the brain doesn't work, sometimes the feelings are too big and take over every part of you. And during those days its ok to relax a smidge more. To take a moment and be kind to yourself. Don't push yourself until crack. Don't shatter under the pressure. Instead recognize the warning signs and let yourself take a break those days

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Working hard today on gw and comms. If you are wondering where i am on things please check out the recently updated commission listing in my comm tos

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The Game- Casimir x GN!Reader

CW: Mature Content, OC, Second POV, GN!Reader, heavy teasing, dom/sub undertones, yokai, cat demon ---

Casimir rested above you, still human, save for the sharpness and extra canines he sported. As his fingers flirted with the hem of your shirt, touching the skin underneath, his pupils shifted from wide and hungry, to thin and predatory. Every now and then his bakeneko side would shift through, with purring-growls warning you to stay still as you shifted in excitement.

              “Didn’t I tell you to stay?” he murmured, lapping his tongue across the column of your throat lazily.

              His four sharp fangs scraped down the line of your pulse, causing you to shiver, to wrap your fingers tight in his hoodie. Every one of his movements, his rolling words, was slow. Despite the tension pitching through his muscles, he was the epitome of languid relaxation. He was in no rush; he’d tease you until you were a strung-out melted puddle beneath him.

              “I can’t, Cas,” you whined.

              “Then perhaps we need to move slower, hm? So, you can listen to the rules better,” his words took on a lilting pressure, his claws drew circles into the fragile flesh of you stomach.

              You knew if he wanted to, if his emotions changed like they were so likely to do, he could rip your skin right open. But that fear didn’t fill you. Instead, you tilted your neck back, opening your throat to him. You trusted Casimir, no matter what you should do. Both of you knew you were dancing on the edge of a knife. That a cat like him was not someone to trust.

              Still, he showed his approval with a rolling purr and nudged his nose into your shoulder, dragged his teeth again along the tender muscle until your flinched, and then raised your shirt higher. His clawed hand encircled your ribs. His delicate touch a duality to the sensation of his teeth nipping at your clavicle.

              The air was growing thick, and your mind was slipping into a sticky mess of pleasure. You wanted nothing more than to make Cas happy.

              “You look just about ready, little human,” he murmured, staring at you through those pale green eyes.

              It made your skin prickle when his heavy weighted stare rested on you. He would only give you what you wanted, what you craved, when you finally submitted. Teasing that submission out of you was all part of the game.  

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Met my expectations for writing and then some for today, started working on A Past That Follows's prologue yesterday, picked it up again today. Its been so nice exploring a world ive been building up to for several months

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When you are writing the first sex scene of a comm and like it's over 2k of foreplay.... obviously I've been missing something XD

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Remember, its okay to take breaks. Whether you are a creator or not. Remember sometimrs the workd is too much and you need to take care of you. Remember only you truly know what you need so when that little voice inside you cries for a moment of peace, a nap, a piece of chocolate, its okay to give in. Its part of self care. Its not weakness.

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Me when I plan out a story and want to tell everyone

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I always feel bad about talking about them even when i can, because i just blurt out way too mucb crap

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Very busy today, trying to use my better mood (even though i slept like shiiit) to get some things done. Working through some gw, getting some words out in a comm, maybe getting some plotting done, and also getting some word done in a personal project (need to update my ream soon again). Going to edit a little, and then its all about treats and self care. Goal for words today 1500. Wish me luck

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Writeblrs, I adore you

Shout out to my friends who are here for the writing, who come to Tumblr as your Writing Place, who share what you write and build community around your passion for writing, and who consistently offer absolutely wild amounts of support and encouragement to other writers.

I've never felt belonging in an online writing community the way I do here. On Writeblr, I don't have to talk about my life or anything other than writing if I don't want to. I don't have to be a brand or have a content strategy or curate a version of myself to appeal to a wider audience or give a shit about statistics.

I don't have to Do A Marketing or do anything at all other than be in love with writing and hang out with other people who are in love with writing too. I get to read the amazing stuff you write and I get to share the stuff I write with people who enjoy it. I'm at home here.

Writeblrs, you make this little corner of the internet so beautiful and cozy and welcoming just by being who you are and doing what you do 💜

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