Random feederism blog

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[random-guy01]

I just want to sink into you, feel the weight of you beside me, the softness pressing against my side and your warmth irradiating my body. You could make this cold and emptiness go away, if you existed.

It hurts to want something this specific and have nobody to fulfill it, to want to love and be loved, to want to feed and fatten your partner yet remain alone. I just lie here thinking about how if you were here, if you existed, I could rest. I could finally rest.

I want to feel you grow softer, heavier, more of you to sink into when the noise gets too loud. I need you bigger, need you wider, need so much of you that nothing else would matter; you would be my world. You would be so soft and full that I can wrap myself around all of you and forget everything else exists. The same way that I would fill you with food and love, you would fill me with comfort love; we could be so happy together.

[random-guy01]

I keep thinking about someone I haven't met, about someone I don't even think exists.

I keep dreaming about someone warm in a way that has nothing to do with temperature, a warmth that I've never experienced before. A soft presence, a soft body, a soft everything. And I would make her even softer.

I think about feeding her, watching her edges blur, watching her settle deeper into herself like she is finally home in her own skin.

I don't want someone who has it together. I want someone who falls apart and lets me catch her. I want someone whose neediness feels like proof that I matter. I want to be essential to someone's daily existence the one who reaches the high shelf, the one who ties what she can't reach, the one who knows exactly what she's craving before she says it.

I want someone who waits for me to bring dinner. Someone who leans into my hand when I touch her stomach. Someone whose body has become so soft that she needs me for things she used to do herself.

The way she'd look at me... trusting, helpless, certain I'll never leave because she knew I loved her so so so much. She knew how long I waited and ached for her. She knew she was the one that saved me.

[random-guy01]

Too many people spend their lives restricting themselves to conform to the expectations and/or rules of others, of society. I hate that, I hate they taught and imposed that onto you. You don't have to be small to be loved and adored. If you want more food, you should be able to simple ask for more, without feeling any pressure or negativity. If you are hungry, you can be hungry. If you want something sweet, tasty, rich, excessive and/or comfortable, say it like it belongs to you. I am going to be the man who looks at you reaching for another serving, for another treat, and sees nothing to forgive or fix. Nothing embarassing. I'll have my eyes only on your beautiful, free and unapologetic self. With me, you should know that you're allowed to want anything, and I'll listen to every word. I want the living, expanding, unrestrained woman who finally stops starving her inner self.

[random-guy01]

Reminder to all fatties that cortisol is one of your biggest enemies! Especially when you're trying to stack soft, subcutaneous fat.

It is the main driver of visceral fat because visceral fat cells have a higher density of glucocorticoid receptors and localy upregulate 11β-HSD1, converting inactive cortisone to active cortisol within the tissue. Chronically elevated cortisol directly stimulates pre-adipocyte differentiation in the abdomen and locks fat there (no bueno).

Minimize it as much as possible or feasible. Get adequate consistent sleep of 7 to 9 hours on a regular schedule. Avoid excessive high intensity exercise, which can chronically elevate cortisol.

[random-guy01]

Feeling quite empty and depressed tbh

Hoping for something/someone that will suddenly make everything make sense.

That's so foolish and childish, but it is what it. I'm tired

[random-guy01]

What I want in a relationship is full codependence, with me as the feeder+dom, the one in control, managing every part of her routine.

I'll be the one deciding what she eats, when she eats and how much she eats. When her stomach growls, she'll wait for me to give her permission and to hand her the food myself. Every bite she takes will be because I said so. Every kilo/pound she gains will be because I planned it. And when she is stuffed, sluggish, too full to move, I'll be right there, satisfied and proud with what I have done to her, knowing she needs me to even get up.

When she is too tired to stay awake, bloated and heavy, she'll wait for my voice before she lets herself sleep. A quiet "good night" will be all it takes. She'll fall asleep knowing I'm there for her, even when her eyes are closed.

When its time to bath/shower, I'll help her. I'll handle her soft and fat body like it belongs to me, because it does. Ill wash every inch I have helped grow. She might be too big to reach everything comfortably, too dependent to do it alone. That's how I want her: compliant, vulnerable and blissfully happy. Not just physically soft, but mentally trained to need my hands on her.

[random-guy01]

Hii emm Idk if I should be writting here, I font even know why Im writting you lol

I just...its been like almost two years since I discovered feederism but I always kinda blocked the idea because I felt so "weird". Thats until I entered tumblr a few months ago, and I started touching myself seeing all those encouraging messages, all those posts telling me to eat more, to indulge...

My favourite part of the week became coming home, grabbing some snack and do that; touch myself and scroll trough tumblr, but then I realized that I was actually gaining, my sides were turning a bit peach like, not straight lines and I panicked. Theres this voice inside me that tells me this is so very wrong and I feel conflicted.

I see myself constantly battling between being horny and entering tumblr, and preventing myself from gaining, I dont wanna lose my thin shape but at the same time...Idk, Im a bit of a mess. Its been a few weeks since I stopped snacking, just seeing and touching to that.

Im sorry if this is a weird ask, I dont even know with what purpose Im writting you haha

No worries. It's actually quite common for new people discovering feederism, especially new feedees, to ponder and feel conflicted about it. I'll be honest, feederism is "weird" by most people standards. It is a niche/taboo kink that isn't seen in a good light by most of society. And yes, being fat is riskier for your health on average, there are real downsides. But that doesn't make it "wrong". The guilt, the shame, the way that a lot of people instantly associate fatness with something bad, with laziness, with failure; that's something quite common tbh, and it's mostly a cultural problem.

It isn't just about weight, eating or kink/fetishes. It's about how you deal with desire and restraint, hedonism x temperance.

For me, feederism is also a pure form of hedonism. Its about giving in and letting yourself feel good in the moment. Touching yourself with snacks in hand, scrolling through posts that turn you on, indulging without guilt nor shame. For most feedees, letting go and getting fatter isn't failure, it is happiness, relief and freedom.

Temperance is about self-control, mostly for the sake of approval. It's the voice that tells you to stop, to pull back, to stay "good" and thin, to be "accepted" by others, even if it makes you unhappy. Does any of that actually fulfill you though?

Both are always going to coexist when someone is making a decision, especially important ones. Just ignoring it won't make it go away, you need to face it. You need to find the balance that best work for yourself. Not what other people would aprove of, not whats "expected" of you. Maybe it's just dipping your toes in, teasing yourself but without actually going all in. Maybe it's a full surrender. Maybe its tiptoeing the line, testing how much indulgent and fatter you can get before it tips into something negative. Or maybe you already know that the tipping point has come, and deep down, you're just figuring out how to let go without feeling guilty about it.

That's your "inner battle", everyone is fighting some version of it. Yours just happens to involve feederism. You might be a bit of a mess, but so is everyone else, and at least you're honest about it.

Messages like this aren't weird, it's interesting and important to talk about such topics imo. You have to be honest with yourself, and also take the time to think it through.

[random-guy01]

I’m feeling the need to start gaining again.

two years ago I was 135lbs and in college but regular stuffings turned me into 205lbs in the space of a year. Now I’m back down to 160lbs but the itch is there again.

I think I really just need someone who can motivate me and stop me from backing out. Encouragement and humiliation all in one. Someone who will gladly spend an entire day filling me up then tell me you’ve ordered desert. Take me out in too tight clothes and parade me around. Tease me in public and in private.

I’m itching to grow again and get even bigger this time

You had such an amazing year. Going from a skinny college girl to a 205lbs chubby woman. What a great transformation, a lot of potential.

And then you just dropped back to 160lbs. What happened? I actually want to know. If you're comfortable sharing send me a message or another ask.

How does someone with such amazing progress just backtrack so pathetically? You had momentum, you probably had charming stretch marks, you were reaching a new high(est weight). And you let it... shrink...

I always ponder what exactly a feedee means when they say they need motivation. Are they asking for softer encouragement, someone that will gently keep pushing them forward?

Or do they need their food control taken from them? Every meal, snack and bite forced onto them, because deep down they don't want the option to back out. They want someone to make that decision for them, they want someone to take responsibility for it. And I love the idea of being that someone.

I also like the idea of encouragement + teasing, here's a few that came to my mind recently and after I read this ask:

1) You gained 70lbs in a year like a good little piglet… it's such a shame that you wasted the next one trying to act normal again.

2) It's cute how it seems like you still try to hide your belly sometimes. But babe, you should have stopped bothering with the impossible by now.

3) You should have seen your face when I ordered another dessert after you said you were already full. It was like you already knew that your pants button would pop. That wasnt for you btw, that was *my* dessert.

Anyways, regarding the itch. So many feedees try to fight it at first. They tell themselves that they can live a "normal" life. That they don't need to gain weight, to be stuffed and teased, just to feel good and satisfied. But lets be real, you do. And for those of you that are reading this and can relate even a little with those thoughts and feelings, I'm talking about you. Dont bother pretending otherwise.

So why waste time and energy fighting it and pretending you will get over it? We both know that most likely you will give in, because the fatter you is the you that you are meant to be.

[random-guy01]

I’ve gained an embarrassing amount of weight since the start of the year and only just noticed when I went to put on a skirt and saw my belly popping out. I’m so ashamed but turned on. Could you tease me please? How would you make me bigger?

You "just noticed it" after your tight skirt started screaming for mercy and that greedy little (for now) belly started popping out from it, trying to escape its constraints?

You're quite a pervert, aren't you? Not just turned on by getting fatter, but also getting turned on by literally being a big embarrassment. Don't resist it, don't bother pretending you want control. You really don't. You want to give in, you *need* to give in. Give in to your lustful and gluttonous desires, cravings and urges. There's no point resisting, it would only delay what we both know is inevitable.

And no, I don't think it's interesting to give you some generic way I would make you bigger. That's not fun. It's wayyy more entertaining figuring a feedee's soft spots, her triggers and weaknesses, exploring and exploiting them, pushing her even further into it, until she's as heavy, needy and beautiful as she is meant to be

[random-guy01]

Would you get fat for me babe? Would you really let go just for me? I think about it all the time, dreaming about seeing you fatter. I want to see you surrender, I want to see and feel you growing softer, heavier, more dependent and needier. Not just because I asked, but because you also want that, because loving me means giving in to our desires, it means letting yourself become mine in every possible way. Tell me you want that too. Tell me that you will grow for me.

[random-guy01]

I don't really care nor want friendships or to be close to my family tbh... I just want, I just crave, that one person who would love to just rot and waste away our days together. Even if we just spent hours in silence, simply sharing the same air, it would be perfect. Such intensity and clinginess that we literally become codependent, because anything less feels meaningless/worthless to me. Maybe as someone with schizoid tendencies, I'm not really interested in all those usual social connections (friendships/family/etc.) that are desired by the average person, I just want to dump all that time and emotional investment in one girl, and obviously I would want the same from her.

[ceo-of-daichi]

~•Voice Asks•~

What do you study and why?

Favourite meal?

Favourite colour and why?

Are you a cold or a warm person?

Do you play sports? If so, what sport and how long have you been playing it?

Favourite Kids TV show?

Favourite book series and/or just singular book and why?

Favourite film?

Favourite film SERIES?

Marvel or DC? And why?

Favourite Animes? And why?

Talk about a crazy memory you have? (can be asked multiple times)

Talk about a fond memory you have with a certain person (can be asked multiple times and with different people)

Favourite board game?

Favourite video game?

Talk about something you love to do

Is your room currently messy or tidy? And are you generally more messy or tidy?

Current mood

Talk about your day

What country are you from and what is one thing you love about it?

Favourite TV show and why?

Put your playlist on shuffle and attempt to sing the first song…

Sing [insert song here]

Rap something of your choice

Have any pets? Talk about them if you do…

How many pairs of shoes do you own? Do you have a specific style/brand you love to wear?

Describe your current outfit

Describe the current weather

Talk about your favourite subject at school?

Talk about your least favourite subject at school?

Attempt to sing a song you used to sing in school/choir?

Top 5… [insert something here]

Are you good with money? If not what do you spend it on/what's your weakness?

Do you have any posters/pictures up in your room?

Do you have a hidden snack draw? If so, what's in it?

What's the best gift you have ever received?

What's the best gift you have ever given?

Have you ever been to a concert?

What's the thickest book you own and what's it about?

Grab the closest book, turn to page 58 and read the 5th sentence…

Write a letter to the person who sent this ask and read it out loud

What's your sleeping position? And are you a heavy sleeper? Do you snore?

What's your music taste? Any factors as to why you fell in love with that type of music?

Favourite Musical and why?

Talk about your favourite haikyuu character!

Talk about your other favourite anime characters that aren’t Haikyuu!

Sing a song from your favourite musical

Describe your appearance

Do you collect anything? If so, talk about it!

Say a quote of the person askings choice

Talk about your accent! Do you personally think it's strong etc?

What do your friends think about you writing on tumblr?

What do your friends think about your love for 2D characters? (if you have one lmao)

How have you changed over the past 5 years?

Any weird confession stories

Any anime characters you hate?

Describe the people closest to you? (closest as in like friends not like… the person sat next to you lmao)

You played among us? If so what colour is your go to and which hat?

Read a line from one of your wip’s

Read [insert famous film quote here]

FREE SLOT?! Ask me to say anything you want, answer anything you can come up with and sing/rap anything you want me to!!!!

[random-guy01]

1 - Engineering, because with a engineering degree it's easier to find a good paying job. And I like math and physics 2 - Noodles and japanese food. Italian food comes as a close second 3 - I don't have a favorite color, but I usually prefer colder colors 4 - Cold person, but extremely warm and clingy if I open myself up 5 - Not currently, though I used to play soccer, as most brazilian kids did 6 - Don't really have a favorite tbh 7 - The myth of Sisyphus, helped me think about life and how to deal with it. I'm not an avid reader tbh 8 - I prefer horror movies, specially psychological horror. But I don't really have a favorite 9 - Maybe Saw 10 - DC, I prefer their animated movies and series rather than Marvel movies. 11 - Plastic Memories and Clannad. I love romance and slice of life anime, and those two had a really big impact on me in a bunch of different ways. 12 - I can't think of any crazy memories on the fly 14 - Castles of burgndy or Texas hold 'em poker 15 - Factorio, TFT or minecraft modded. 16 - Napping, sleeping is great, specially in a cold and cozy room. I also like programming 17 - Currently tidy, 50/50 tidy/messy 18 - Lethargic 19 - Pretty average, nothing interesting/unique happened, which I think it's great. I prefer "slow" days 20 - Brazil, I'm not sure what I specifically like about it, but it's not like I also hate it either 21 - House MD, it's interesting, it's thought-provoking, it has good drama and helped me learn about somethings about myself and life (emotionally, not medically lol) 22 - https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4Kj7xfu8p5O7uV8V5aSEEH?si=6e83252fe9ba4a70 25 - Yes, Troy. The cutest pomeranian ever 26 - Six. But 99% of the time I use the same pair of shoes. I don't have a specific brand I like the most, but I prefer shoes that don't require me to wear socks 27 - Just a pajama shorts, since I'm at home 28 - Sunny and way too hot. I prefer cold weather, specially since when it's too warm I sweat a lot 29 - Math/physics, It's usually a simple, and often elegant, way to describe reality and some interesting concepts. 30 - Portuguese/Language - I'm simply not good at it lol 33 - I think so 34 - No 35 - No 42 - Freefaller, I'm somewhat of a heavysleeper. I don't snore, I rarely mumble random nonesense during my sleep though (it was a lot more frequent during my childhood) 43 - I don't really have a specific type that is my favorite. I usually prefer slower/more chills songs tho 44 - Les Miserables, I just really liked the movie and that made me watch the musical and I liked it. Specially Philip Quast Javert. I'm not really a musical guy tho 48 - 183cm, 76kg, white, black eyes, fluffy black hair, a bit hairy (specially the arms and legs and ass), small teeth and sharp cuspids, large hand with thin fingers and inward belly button 49 - no 51 - Probably, since i'm not a native english speaker 52 - No friends, I'm quite asocial 53 - I don't really love 2D characters, I don't really have a "waifu" 54 - Not much tbh

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NSFT Asks

Any unexpected ways kink has improved your life?  If so, what are they?

Are piercings sexy?

Are tattoos sexy?

Are there any sex toys you want to try?

Are you more of a dominant, submissive, or switch?

Are you rough or romantic?

Are you the jealous type?

Are you vocal during sex?

Do you have a gag reflex?

Do you kiss on the first date?

Do you like being blindfolded?

Do you like dirty talk?

Do you like hair-pulling?

Do you like it rough or romantic?

Do you like it when your sexual partner moans?

Do you like name-calling in bed?

Do you like seeing the evidence (bruises, bite marks, hickies)?

Do you like teasing or being teased?

Do you like to cuddle?

Do you like to swallow?

Do you like watching or being watched?

Do you prefer having foreplay or getting right to it?

Do you prefer long hair or short hair?

Do you prefer to give or receive when it comes to sex?

Do you watch porn?

Have you ever cried during sex?

Have you ever faked an orgasm?

Have you ever had a one-night stand?

Have you ever had sex in a public place?

Have you ever had sex in the shower?

Have you ever had to use your safe word?

Have you ever spanked or been spanked in the bedroom?

Have you ever squirted before?

Have you/would you have a threesome?

Have you/would you participate in an orgy?

Have/would you ever have sex outside?

How do you feel about public displays of affection?

How many people have you had sex with?

Is it good sex even if you don’t cum?

Tongue or no tongue while kissing?

What are your BDSM test results?

What are your thoughts on friends with benefits?

What do you like and dislike about oral sex?

What do you think about toys in the bedroom?

What do you wear to bed?

What is an overrated sex position?

What is an underrated sex position?

What is one thing you really like during sex that you wish happened more often?

What is something that never fails to make you horny?

What is the best sexual ego boost you’ve received?

What is the first thing that draws your attention when you meet someone new?

What is your biggest turn-off?

What is your favorite color to wear?

What is your favorite kind of foreplay?

What is your favorite kink and why?

What is your favorite part of your body?

What is your favorite pet name?

What is your favorite position in the bedroom?

What is your favorite type of non-sexual contact?

What is your newest kink?

What is your safe word?

What is your top sexual fantasy?

Which part of your body do you consider the most sexy?

Would you have sex on the first date?

Would you rather be handcuffed or blindfolded?

Would you rather make out or cuddle?

[random-guy01]

1 - Not really 2 - No 3 - No 4 - No 5 - Dominant 6 - 80% romantic, 20% rough 7 - Yes 8 - Not sure 9 - Yes, I think 10 - No 11 - Depends, most of the time no 12 - Yes 13 - Yes, as the one pulling the hair. No otherwise 14 - A mix of both is the ideal 15 - I think I would like it 16 - I think so, as the one name-calling, not the otherway around 17 - No, I don't like such "evidences" most of the times, I'm not super sadistic or nothing like that 18 - Teasing 19 - Yes, 1000% 20 - no 21 - Neither 22 - Foreplay is probably the best part, I think. 23 - Long hair all the way. I also like the idea of helping care for my partners hair, stuff like washing it, drying it, applying products, etc. 24 - Both, but probably a bit more on the receiving end 25 - No 26 - Never had sex 27 - no 28 - No, I hate the concept of one-night stands. For me, sex is something supposed to be extremely intimate, so I dislike the idea of doing that with someone that I don't have a bond (romantic and emotional) with 29 - No, and I have 0 interest in doing such, ever 30 - No 31 - Safewords are always necessary 32 - No, but I like the idea of being the one spanking 33 - x 34 - No and 0 interest in participating in such 35 - No and 0 interest in participating in such 36 - No and 0 interest in doing such 37 - I don't really mind/care seeing them, and I'm pretty sure I wouldn't mind if others saw me doing such with my partner in public (obviously not including anything too sexual, only stuff like handholding, hugging, kissing (not super long and passionate kisses tho) ) 38 - Zero 39 - Probably 40 - There is a time and a place for both 41 - Owner, Dominant, Degrader 42 - I hate the idea of such. As I said before, I don't like the idea of having sex with someone I don't have a romantic bond with. 43 - Not sure 44 - Can be useful 45 - Shorts 90% of the time, nothing the other 10% 46 - idk 47 - idk 48 - idk 49 - Seeing a girl being a glutton 50 - None 51 - How much effort they put in their appearance overall. I prefer girls who are less fussy about their appearance, and consequently, less concerned with what others think. A messy hair, tired face, eyebags and messy clothes always charm me. 52 - Someone that is extremely social and extroverted. I love and romanticize the idea of sharing a deeply intimate world just between my partner and me. It is toxic, but I want to get intoxicated by it, and I want my partner to also want that. 53 - I don't really have one, but most my clothes are black or white 54 - Massaging (as the one doing the massage) or just kissing/embracing each other; I'm not sure what I would prefer. 55 - PPE/TPE because I prefer a more commanding/controlling role, balancing control with care, while my partner willingly embraces her submissive side, with both of us completely giving in to the relationship and making it our everything. Also feederism, for a list of reasons I already wrote in my blog. 56 - I wouldn't say I necessarily have a favorite, but probably the face > lovehandles > ass, if I had to pick a top 3. 57 - idk 58 - idk 59 - Cuddling 60 - I didn't discover any "new" kinks recently 61 - idk 62 - Living a overall quiet and super clingy life with my future partner 63 - Probably the same answer as 56 64 - No 65 - Blindfolded 66 - Depends, both are great and have their time and place

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[random-guy01]

Feederism "science" - Liquid Calories

Disclaimer: This text is speculative, fictional writing exercise for entertainment purposes only. Don't take anything written here as if it is factually true and as if it would actually work. 1) Liquid calories Solid food hits a "wall"/speed limit thanks to gastric distension, the stomach's mechanoreceptors (stretch sensors that signal the fullness of the stomach) and its elasticity obviously can't handle endless volume; such sensors trigger a cascade of satiety related hormones like cholecystokinin and peptide YY, while suppressing others like ghrelin (the "hunger" hormone). Crafting a hypercaloric "slurry"/shake to maximize caloric density and rapid digestibility would be ideal. The first important ingredient would be maltodextrin. It is a glucose polymer with a "dextrose equivalent" of 10-20 (this basically means that it easier and faster to digest and absorb), it has a high molecular weight to minimize osmotic pressure (the "thirst" signal that can be triggered, which wouldn't be good, since too much glucose could pull water from your body, which would bloat your stomach quicker and it might also upset it); the maltodextrin will be quickly broken down into maltose and glucose. This will flood your bloodstream with such simple sugars, spiking insulin, making your body store nutrients/fat into adipocytes. The next ingredient would be fructose, which is absorbed via GLUT5 transporters in the intestine. It bypasses the pathways that are mediated by insulin and goes directly into the liver, avoiding further blood insulin spikes (which can promote diabetes and a higher visceral fat deposit proportion), where it fuels "de novo lipogenesis" (DNL), where the liver will convert the excess fructose into palmitate, a "precursor" of triglycerides. The next ingredient would be "Medium-chain triglycerides" (MCT) oil (C8/C10). They are absorbed directly by the portal vein and sent to the liver, and with the ideal volume/amount, the liver will get "overwhelmed" (the excess acetyl-CoA gets rerouted into DNL) and won't be able to burn all that fat at once, specially since it will also need to process the fructose. The leftovers that couldn't be processed would get turned into fat, creating a "lipid tsunami" that will be stored by your body. MCT has a neutral osmolarity, almost 0, which is good since we want to avoid triggering a rapid gastric emptying (which would cause a sudden glucose spike). Some avocado oil could be added to add more calories and some monosaturated fats, which upregulates PPAR-γ expression in subcutaneous adipocytes (fat cells under the skin), directing lipids away from visceral storage. Adding a bit of hydrolyzed whey would be beneficial to add some protein to your metabolism and prevent muscle catabolism. Not too much though, to prevent CCK/PYY release. A few other things that could be added to aid digestion, reduce bloating, and promote a better balance of electrolytes would be: a small amount of salt, potassium citrate and betaine HCL. Small amounts of flavor/palatability (cocoa powder, sucralose, etc.) could be added. I won't give the numbers and proportions that I estimated to be ideal in such slurry/shake, because no one should actually try this and I might be forgetting/missing something; I reiterate that everyone should treat this text as mere fantasy.

Also, I won't delve much deeper into it, because it is long enough as it is, and the next part (which I'm not sure if I'll write) could still be quite extreme and dangerous. Things like using prokinetic drugs to significantly speed up digestion and defecation, using pioglitazone to reroute lipids into being stored subcutaneously, using berberine to reduce the inflammatory fallout caused by the weight gain and excess fat, and some other stuff.

[fatterroundermoreblubber]

Reblog if it’s cool for people to stuff feedee/feeder comments/questions/messages in your ask box!

[asoftgoth]

shes just like me fr

[random-guy01]

Perfection