Rantopolis

A place for me to vent where no one in real life knows I exist and I can let everything out before I implode on myself and die. Fair warning; In my anger I will say unkind things which is opposite of who I normally am because FUCK EVERYTHING. Don't be mad at me. Certainly don't encourage the negative behavior, but be compassionate and understanding that I am hurting and lashing out. Just let me say mean things for a change! I'm so tired of being fucking nice!!!

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This is a test of the Bitching Broadcast System

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At anyone reading this - notice I haven't posted in a long time.

I've had lots of therapy, medicine, meditation, and marijuana

I am in a much better place and am not filled with so much rage

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No friends, no lover. But hey, I've always got my retarded sister and autistic banshee mother and father who's sexually abused me

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I want to die 🙃

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Not doing 100%, mentally speaking. I was playing in a VR headset, and coming back out to reality was hard. I sat in the chair for five minutes trying to remember who I am and where I was

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Cock doesn't even taste good, why does everybody act like it does?

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I want to die

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You know what I feel like? I feel like an old elephant who's time is up, and all she wants to do is travel to the graveyard so she can finally rest in peace, but the world and her family won't let her

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Doing taxes should not stress me so much that it triggers wishes for Death to take me

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Dreams suck. All they do is build up your hopes for things you can never have

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I just want to be loved. I don't want to be yelled at anymore. I don't want people expecting things from me

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I'm tired of being broken. I don't want to be broken anymore.

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I fucking hate him and I hope he dies, the fat bald rat bastard

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I'm so frustrated right now. My whole life, I've had to share my bedroom with my sister, and now, even as an adult, even though she has her own apartment,bI STILL have to share my damn room with her!

Between mental illness and a hard-luck economy, I live at home with parents and brother. When sis comes to visit every other weekend, she only ever wants to hang out with me in my room. So half of my room is fucking dedicated to her and her "needs"

My room is all I have, and she STILL finds a fucking way to butt in and make it all about her

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Burning out. My older sister, who's almost 40, has Asperger's, and while she lives on her own with government support, still emotionally relies on me for nearly every gd thing. I feel obligated to care for her, but I am so mfing tired of the abuse and ungratefulness. We're not f'ing allowed to exist around her. She yells at us about EVERYTHING. We can't eat around her, we can't sleep around her, I kid you not when I say we can't even BREATHE around her without her getting angry. She takes my kind nature for granted, but I can only be pushed so far!

You want to know why Mom's crazy? It's because YOU drove her to insanity, you monster!

She's a monster! She's a nightmare! I fucking hate her! I wish she'd die goddammit! Then we'd all be free!

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She has the ability to cook but she demands I cook for her. There was once I was sick and asked her to make food for me and she snootily told me to make it myself. I have Major Depressive Disorder, and some days I feel like dying, but I still constantly drag myself out of bed for her whims, and she can't even lift a finger to help while I'm laying in bed feeling like I'm dying

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I have no friends because she purposefully drives off everybody I hang out with. She goes out of her way to be ultra-needy, or just a straight-up b*!

I'M NOT ALLOWED TO LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT HER FUCKING ATTACHED LIKE THE UGLY STINKY BAGGAGE THAT SHE IS!!!

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I hate her.

I hate her, I hate her, I hate her

I'm tired of my life revolving around this MONSTER

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She's such a dumb fucking whore. I wish she'd die