If the issues I am experiencing with this site do not clear up immediately after the holidays, I have determined this as the timeframe of the remainder of the life of this blog. I may start a new account here but if so, the new blog will be very different.
I have no desire to nor could I recap the emotional states that inspired me over the last 3 years and such are the bases of my dialog with myself here, which is all I intended it to be until I began interacting with an aim to network with other minds. This has proven a failure for the most part anyway in my view. I have lost so much in my 48 years of life. I no longer give a fuck about whatever I was trying to do here, it is all a loss now apparently and I have much deeper concerns to put it absurdly mildly..Enjoy the time we have while we can. The very ecology of the planet is turning hostile and I think we have little time left before all hell breaks loose and society descends into unspeakable sufferings, horror and perdition. I have spoken very little here as this dire outlook is my true view and has been for years now, and eventually I let it out and go full apocalyptic on any who will stand for it. Most leave the room (sardonic chuckles as I see it all as absurd and very soon doomed to oblivion). Why mention it here now? It may seem random to just spit that out but this grim sad outlook along with my aspirations to find meaning are the purpose behind this gallery, like a huge divinatory spread that though random has significance, at least in subjective perception..and as such it gave an imaginary but nevertheless emotionally substantial centering focus and became a sort of emergent equation of images secreting a visionary medicine, my inner response to the aleatory recombinant, in flux yet somehow consistent gestalt of impressions. Well, I have processed and moved on, now seeking entirely new ways and means. This stage of operations is closing. If the technical problems clear up soon, I will likely leave the blog open but it will be infrequently used. That is all for now. - *
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