Everyone has their limits. Things that can knock em down and take the wind right out of em. Mine was finding out exactly how much shit talking was going on behind my back from someone who I thought was a close friend.
Could see it in their face from the moment they arrived, and I tried my best to look past it, but actually hearing it coming from their mouth and spread around the rest of the group like wild fire was like a kick in the gut, esp since they made no real indication of how they really felt. It was a complete 180 turn around in attitude from every other time I saw that person. Sucked the mojo right outta me for a spell.
It ain't my first rodeo, and it ain't gonna be the last, but I know how to dust myself off and move forward. I still got some work to do, I fucked up, and I know I didn't handle things as well as I wanted to, but I'll learn from this. Still, we had some good times, and I wish them the best, but it's a big world out there, and I deserve better.
