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Lulu. 28. Agent of chaos.

[rational-cha0s]

A satanic idea: No church on Sundays. Just self-care and self-deification.

[rational-cha0s]

Affirming my beliefs is taking form in my real life. The amount of embarrassment-resembling emotions are dwindling a bit. I'm prouder of my journey.

Tonight, I shared some of my journey with someone and told them why I'm not close to someone I was before. Upon telling the stories and my side of the story, I grew with empowerment. Hate and anger can hurt others, but if you learn how to harness it, you will be able to control more of the world at your fingertips.

I also took time down to copy down the Infernal names, in alphabetical order, and made no mistake all in the first go! My first thought is making a secondary blog or something dedicated to the Infernal Beings, Goetia, and more.... But I've yet to think it through completely. I feel like this could benefit my craft, but I'm not sure if I want this to be public knowledge.

Lastly, started a notebook full of my informational resources. I'll mull over some thoughts on them and see which energies satisfy my practices.

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[demonem]

[demonem]

[rational-cha0s]

Today, calling out those who can't quite see their toxic behaviors sounds fun. My empathy is really little for x amount of people, and I keep clearing out those who never cared.

It was hard before, but Satan's guiding me to do that today. After all, if I don't call out their flaws, then they're holding power over me. The point is to minimize those that minimized me first. And the order has no bearing on the strength it has, but I'm hoping I find my power growing like this... A lot more.

[toonphotography]

Rossini

[rational-cha0s]

Tonight, everything has hit me.

I'm learning that I embody my individuality a lot more. My anxiety is faltering. My reasoning is sharpening. I almost told my mom, who rose me in the church, that I hope Satan delivers her to her job safely. I didn't because I wouldn't hear the end of the bitching, but...

Oh, boy, once I almost slipped, I felt giddy with pride and contentment. I'm also realizing my taste in aesthetics become more solid.

Tonight, my wrath against myself is vanishing. I think I see her now, the one they were afraid of emerging in the pews and converting others from X'tian ideology (as I have already done with many people, so the joke is on them).

I fucking love this raw version of me.

[demonem]

[diabolicphallus666]

The goal of eradicating xristian influence from your life.

Replacement words and phrases:

"Goddamnit!" / Satan bless it

"God damn you!" / Satan curse you!

"Jesus fuckin Christ!" / Satan fuckin Christ!

"God bless you!" / Satan bless you!

"God be with you!" / Satan be with you!

"I'll pray for you!" / I'll pray to Satan for you!

"Jesus loves you!" / Satan loves you!

"Swear on the bible!" / Swear on Satan!

[ratmantattoo]

[juhnkit]

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[demonem]

Hail Satan!

[demonem]

[rational-cha0s]

Today is a bit harder than others.

I keep thinking about the last relationship I was in (the man cheated on me with his male lover, used me as a cover, and forced me into a dynamic I never said yes to) because the fucker's birthday was yesterday.

I know that justice prevailed in that situation. He's alone and has no family. Just works all day and every day. I like to think that Satan is helping me in that regard, making sure I'm not a slave to society like this fucker.

Since that Thanksgiving a couple years back, Satan really helps me. Someone said I worshipped him in an argument one day. I let them have it while affirming it for the first time in my life. They are isolated, much more than I and more delusional and x'tian that ever.

Since working through this trauma and Satan rectifying all of the past... I can't help but wonder if I should work with him to obliterate someone who deeply affected my life. The thing is.... If things go down, I want a front seat to it all. So, I must pick carefully.

Satan makes rights out of wrongs. Something God would never fucking do.

[thewigmaster]

666

[ratmantattoo]