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@ravagedfeelings
I am so tired in life. Hindi naman ako masamang tao pero bakit pakiramdam ko pinagtutulungan ako ng mundo. Hindi ko na alam gagawin ko sa buhay ko tbh. I feel depressed and ayoko madamay relationship ko naman dito with my fam specially with my boyfriend. I feel like giving up sometimes.
Hello!
Baka naman, paboto naman sa SB19 mga mars para sa Top Social Artist. Wala pang 5 minutes 'to istg. Need lang mag sign in thru twitter or facebook. Mas maganda pang dalawang account ginamit.
Max of 10 votes per day! Pakisagad hanggang sa may mag pop up na limit ka na sa pagvote. Thank you!
https://www.billboard.com/p/bbmasvote/
'Yan yung link! Vote for SB19! Sana masarap ulam niyo today.
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051121
"Hindi ko kailangan ng validation galing sa iba."
Repeat until true.
Hanggang kailan ba ako makakarelate sa first lyrics sa kantang "Kung Wala Ka" by Hale?
Natapos na ang lahat, nandito pa rin ako.
Nagkakalikot ako ngayon ng personal laptop ko. I guess it's time to uninstall some softwares na dapat ko na talagang kalimutan?
Bye Python, Ubuntu, Visual C++, Visual Studio, SQL Server, Oracle, XAMPP, etc.
Dami memories ng college days also yung proj sa UPD. Itira natin yung sublime sige para lang remembrance ganon. Charot! Malay mo lang kasi diba magbalik-loob ako tapos install ko ulit sila lahat.
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050521
"Healing sometimes means going backwards but dealing with it differently."
push yourself to get up before the rest of the world - start with 7am, then 6am, then 5:30am. go to the nearest hill with a big coat and a scarf and watch the sun rise.
push yourself to fall asleep earlier - start with 11pm, then 10pm, then 9pm. wake up in the morning feeling re-energized and comfortable.
get into the habit of cooking yourself a beautiful breakfast. fry tomatoes and mushrooms in real butter and garlic, fry an egg, slice up a fresh avocado and squirt way too much lemon on it. sit and eat it and do nothing else.
stretch. start by reaching for the sky as hard as you can, then trying to touch your toes. roll your head. stretch your fingers. stretch everything.
buy a 1L water bottle. start with pushing yourself to drink the whole thing in a day, then try drinking it twice.
buy a beautiful diary and a beautiful black pen. write down everything you do, including dinner dates, appointments, assignments, coffees, what you need to do that day. no detail is too small.
strip your bed of your sheets and empty your underwear draw into the washing machine. put a massive scoop of scented fabric softener in there and wash. make your bed in full.
organise your room. fold all your clothes (and bag what you don’t want), clean your mirror, your laptop, vacuum the floor. light a beautiful candle.
have a luxurious shower with your favourite music playing. wash your hair, scrub your body, brush your teeth. lather your whole body in moisturiser, get familiar with the part between your toes, your inner thighs, the back of your neck.
push yourself to go for a walk. take your headphones, go to the beach and walk. smile at strangers walking the other way and be surprised how many smile back. bring your dog and observe the dog’s behaviour. realise you can learn from your dog.
message old friends with personal jokes. reminisce. suggest a catch up soon, even if you don’t follow through. push yourself to follow through.
think long and hard about what interests you. crime? sex? boarding school? long-forgotten romance etiquette? find a book about it and read it. there is a book about literally everything.
become the person you would ideally fall in love with. let cars merge into your lane when driving. pay double for parking tickets and leave a second one in the machine. stick your tongue out at babies. compliment people on their cute clothes. challenge yourself to not ridicule anyone for a whole day. then two. then a week. walk with a straight posture. look people in the eye. ask people about their story. talk to acquaintances so they become friends.
lie in the sunshine. daydream about the life you would lead if failure wasn’t a thing. open your eyes. take small steps to make it happen for you.
Margaret Atwood, You Are Happy; ‘Memory’
I wonder what keeps you up at night. Whether the same continuous loop of impossible thoughts play in your head, as it does in mine.
I feel lost. Hindi ko alam kung saan ba ako patungo. Willing naman ako to give my all sa isang bagay but the catch is hanggang ngayon, hindi ko pa rin alam kung ano ba talagang gusto ko.
I guess it's time na para maginstall ulit ng facebook at twitter? Tutal naman kinaya ko yung socmed detox ko for 2 months. (Or excuse ko lang 'to para masubaybayan ang SB19 ng bongga charot.) Tapos I'll minimize my screentime nalang ganon.
Ang dami ko na kasing namimiss na issue or ganap. Because of my socmed detox, hindi na rin ako nakakasabay sa mga biglaang chika ng friends sa gc. Kaya as much as possible tumatawag ako sa kanila pag nakakapagonline ako para magvidcall.
Bahala na, siguro sa tuwing matripan ko nalang. Gagawa ako ng sarili kong mundo sa socmed na puro pag fangirl ang aatupagin ko and para to connect with my friends lang.
Hindi ko pa rin kasi yata kaya to engage sa mga posts about sa government natin. Nanunuod pa rin naman ako ng news at hinahayaan kong magalit pa rin ako pero as much as possible, kinakalimutan ko na agad. It's too much na for me.
Although nagdadalawang-isip pa rin naman ako dahil ayokong malulong ulit sa endless scrolling.
Welp, skl.
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050121
Good morning!
Nominated sa BBMA Top Social Artist ang SB19 huhu I'm so proud! Kasama nila doon ang BTS, Blackpink, and even si Ariana Grande. Ughy deserve!
Speaking of SB19, napanaginipan ko si Jah. Umamin daw sa akin tapos sa maraming tao pa. What the freaking hell? Sinama niya pa raw buong team sa pag-amin niya. Minsan talaga kapag ang ganda ng panaginip ko, gusto ko doon nalang ako. Charot!
Anyway, last day of the month. Hindi ko alam if may bago ba na nangyari kasi parang araw-araw paulit ulit nalang. Nawawalan na naman ako ng gana sa ganitong setup na laging nasa bahay lang. I wanna escape my reality kahit ngayon lang.
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043021
✧･ﾟplaylists to help pass the time *:･✧
hi everyone! it’s been a while since i made a huge playlist masterpost, but i thought that right now when we’re all stuck inside wondering what to do with our time i would make a list of all my playlists. listening to music is so calming and definitely helps me pass the time…so enjoy! - cam
songs that remind me of a fashion show
a mix of songs that remind me of driving down the coast
a playlist dedicated to paris
songs that inspire me
a dreamy mix
songs to listen to when you feel carefree
a super fun workout/running playlist to keep you pumped up
songs to listen to during golden hour
a mix of songs to listen to on a sunny day
a playlist full of songs that make me feel alive
songs that remind me of my teenage years
a study/coffee shop playlist to keep you calm
songs to listen to on the weekend
songs that make me feel like living in the moment
a friday kinda mix !
songs that remind me of a warm spring evening
a mix dedicated to nature
my all-time favorite songs all in one playlist
songs that remind me of flowers and sunshine
a 12-hour long playlist of songs that make me feel nostalgic
songs that remind me of going back to school
my ultimate summertime playlist
songs that make me feel like i’m in a movie
upbeat songs to get ready to in the morning
songs i’m currently loving & listening to right now
a playlist dedicated to italy and all its wonders
songs that are soft and delicate
a mix to listen to while watching the sunrise / sunset
a playlist for a rainy and stormy day
songs to listen to when you wake up !
another nature playlist because why not?!
a monday playlist to make your monday more enjoyable
my springtime playlist
songs that are bittersweet
my girl power anthems playlist
for the daydreamers
songs that remind me of the spirit of traveling & exploring
a mix to listen to before bed
songs to listen and dance to in your kitchen
a super fun 70s playlist
relaxing songs for a sunday
songs that remind me of wintertime
for people who love the east coast
for people who love the west coast
a mix of lo fi beats
songs to listen to in your car at night
fresh finds (new songs every monday!)
the ultimate sing along playlist
an indie playlist
the perfect road trip / daily commute mix
a super studious playlist to keep you extra focused
songs that remind me of the beach
a mix of songs to listen to when you’re j chillin
songs that remind me of a trip to outer space !
listen to this when you’re in love
songs for stargazing…
the perfect autumn playlist
songs that make my heart flutter
a mix of carefree & happy tunes
the grooviest 80s playlist around
a mix of golden oldies
listen to this if you like rap / r&b
another workout playlist !
a mix of fun, upbeat songs to dance to
a playlist inspired by call me by your name
a coming of age playlist
a mix of songs that deserve more hype
songs for all the main characters out there
a mix inspired by the king harry styles
songs that make me feel angelic
a dark academia playlist
a spooky halloween mix !
a playlist inspired by dystopian novels
a special cottagecore playlist
a light academia playlist
songs to listen to while looking at the moon
songs to cry to at 3am
concept: you’re a princess late to the annual ball
a playlist inspired by the magic of hogwarts
a self-care playlist for those who are healing <3
Kasama na talaga sa routine ko every morning ang tumingin ng updates ng SB19 sa tiktok and ig. Mukhang konting push pa mapapagawa na ako ng fan account. Baka sila ang maging dahilan ng pagbabalik-loob ko sa facebook at twitter. Joke. Magulo pa rin doon. Kalmahan ko nalang pagfa-fan girl ko dahil iniiwasan ko paring tumodo. Balanse lang dapat. Anw, good morning. Stan SB19!
baby steps. small progress.
minsan pakiramdam mo hindi ka umuusad pero yun pala hindi mo lang inaacknowledge okaya napapansin na may mga improvements ka na compared nung nag umpisa ka. don’t be too hard on yourself. minsan kailangan din natin iboost yung sarili natin.
you did well, self. i’m proud of you.
Buhay Dorm
Nagrereminisce ako kanina ng mga ganap namin sa dorm dahil miss na miss ko na ang BGC kaya chika ko nalang din dito.
Una sa lahat, masyadong magastos pala kapag hindi ka na sa parents mo nakatira. Ultimo dishwashing liquid poproblemahin mo, timba, tabo, kahit nga gunting or tape mapapabili ka dahil 'di mo akalaing kakailanganin mo. Isa sa malaking gastos din talaga ay pagkain. Isama mo na yung parang nakainan ko na lahat ng fastfood chain or resto na malapit sa office kaya di ko na alam kung ano pang kakainin. Kaya rin inaayos ko lagi expenses ko dahil ang dami kong biglaang gastos. Hindi ko namamalayan nakakailang libo na ako sa isang linggo palang.
Sunod natin dito yung mga chika o ganap ko with my roommates. Apat kami - ako, yung bff ko and kapatid niya, and isang stranger. So kebs kaming tatlo bale yung isa na bago nalang pakikisamahan. So una, si P. Okay naman siya? Kaso una palang alam mong maarte na. Sinakop niya lahat ng space dun sa taas ng mini fridge namin ng mga stock niya ng food so wala kaming mapaglagyan. Imbyerna kami slight pero kebs sige pagbigyan. Then one day, nagising ako sa ingay ng patugtog. 'Yun pala si gaga nagpeprepare na pumasok habang nagpapatugtog ng malakas. Girl, hibang ka ba? May tatlong tulog tapos papatugtog ka ng malakas isaksak ko yan sa baga mo gusto mo? Imbyerna talaga ako sis kasi common sense nalang. Imagine 7 AM 'yun, eh ang pasok ko 5 PM pa so hassle if di na ako makabalik sa tulog diba. Kalmado ko nalang siyang sinabihan kahit na gusto ko siyang batuhin that time sa totoo lang.
Then wala pa yatang 2 months, nagpalipat ng room si P since nagdorm na rin bff niya so sama na sila. Bale may kapalit siya, let's call her E naman. Wala namang problema sa ugali niya pero ang kaso, ang lakas sa aircon! Maghapon magdamag gusto niyang nakaaircon. Nagiiwan rin ng device na nakacharge. Girl, walang saksakan sa office? Walang aircon? Hahahaha kaloka tipid tipid din naman sana lalo na kung di kailangan. Tapos may chika yung ate ng bff ko na nung silang dalawa lang nasa room, naglaga raw ng itlog si E. Girl, guess what? Nilagay niya yung itlog dun sa parang water bottle niya or thermos then nilagay sa microwave. Ayun, pumutok lahat ng itlog. Tawang tawa ako pagkakwento sakin neto I swear. So si ate girl, hindi pa rin daw tinantanan. Baka lang daw napatagal sa oras na nakababad. So laga siya ulit tatlong itlog. Take note na tatlong itlog din yung unang batch. So ito na nga, yung pangalawa, sumabog din kasama na yung plato sa loob basag. Hay tawang tawa talaga ako hindi ko kaya. Yan tuloy, napalinis na siya, wala pa siyang napala sa mga itlog. Sayang, ang dami din non ah. Wahahahaha.
So, dumako naman tayo sa mga sarili ko ng ganap sa dorm. Friday night non and pumarty kaming magkakaofficemates. Biglaang yaya lang tapos nagkataon na walang KJ samin kaya G lahat. Pero kasi sis bago magkayayaan, nagmilktea kami nung kumain ng dinner. Sis ang lala kasi wasted ako that time tapos nung pauwi na, jebs na jebs na ako. Tawang tawa sila kasi nautot pa ako sa loob ng car. Sabi ko bilisan na magdrive para makauwi na ako agad. Eh diba lasing ako so gewang pero may wisyo pa rin naman. So pagkarating, takbo si tanga tapos buti nalang walang tao sa cr sa ground floor so pasok. Then after ko, hinintay pala ako ng mga kaofficemates ko para mahatid sa room. Kaso protocol dun sa dorm (condo style din kasi ganon) na bawal nga so sasamahan nalang ako ng guard. Bale ang nangyari, pinagmumura ko pala yung guards habang nasa elevator ako kaya hindi na rin nila ako nasamahan. Tumakbo ako papuntang room nalang. Hindi ko matandaan mga sinabi ko pero tawang tawa ako nung kwinento na nila sakin. Hay, good times. Tapos ayun kinabukasan naalala pala ako ng guard, nginitian niya ako ng malaki na parang nangloloko habang tinatanong if okay na raw ba ako hahahaha.
Dami pang ganap sa dorm na miss ko na pero yan na lang muna. Pag natapos 'tong pandemic, sureball babalik ako sa buhay dorm. Malaya eh. Pwede umuwi sa galaan o party ng madaling araw unlike dito sa bahay. Hahahaha. Tho kinokonti konti ko yung mga kwento kong ganito sa parents ko para atleast alam pa rin nila. Alam kong may tiwala naman sila sakin kaya naging maluwag na rin sila. Wag na wag lang talaga akong uuwi ng dalawa. IYKWIM. Hahahahaha okay, ciao!
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