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Libra. Okay so I’m here to finally get some stuff done !!
What exactly… is the problem with being fake?
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⊰ ﹠ get to know the mun. ⊱ accepting. ― @laprincesseduchapelier
Libra. Do I have anyone I look up too on Tumblr? I actually have quite a few but, there on another blog tbh so I don’t want to tag them in a post of a tumblr they’re not following. Also, I look up to @laprincesseduchapelier & @chapelierchevalier tbh. I sound bias I know but, shhhh. They were the first people I met in the PH fandom & have WONDERFUL ways of portraying their muses tbh.
Random Fact About Gil. She has pondered on asking Sharon about romance with all honesty. She has no idea how a person knows when they have a crush on someone because, while talking with let’s be honest, Break he jokingly brought up the fact it seemed like she had a crush on Oz, which sent her to panicking & she pondered for a week about asking Sharon how to know if you have a crush but, she could never bring herself to do it as she got so embarrassed, she nearly cried.
◜ libra. ◞ I’m still tempted to make that cisbent Oswald so I may work on that blog later today tbh.
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◜ 001. ◞ How did I get to Tumblr ?? Honestly, all my friends were getting on it so I was like “I WANNA BE A COOL KID TOO, DAD” & here i am. Interesting, right? LMAO.
◜ 002. ◞ A random fact about the mun is I really love the rain. Not storms but, I love just calm rain.
◜ 003. ◞ A random fact about Gilbert is that she has no idea how to use makeup. Ada tried to get her to one day & she poked herself in the eye while putting on mascara & cried.
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Continued from here | @ravenremain
A smirk was playing on Break’s lips, reflecting in his lone eye. His cheerful mask didn’t waver from the glance they shared – sleeping embers and lively sunshine locked in a challenge. A challenge of opinions, for the Hatter had no doubt his words would awaken a spark inside the poor Raven’s mind.
He fiddled with the fork between his fingers, drawing nothings on his cake’s icing, before stabbing the pastry with experienced dexterity. Another heartbeat and the Black Forest had fallen to his sweet tooth, and Break leant back on his chair with an almost feline nonchalance.
Still his eye continued its watch of the young woman: playful, attentive, contemplative. Her words came. Break’s grin grew sweeter as he swallowed the last of his cakes.
“Fear can drive you forward, but how can you know where it’ll lead you?” With eyes focused on the objective, the right path becomes trickier to recognize – Break learned of that truth the hard way.
He knew of the fears Gilbert talked about; the ones he had buried deep within himself years ago. The fear of loss, most importantly: to lose your entire self to the whims of Fate, to see those you swore to protect reaped by Death and her scythe. Terror never made him stronger. It drove him to the edge of madness and blinded him from the horrors that would stain his hands red. All of which Gilbert knew nothing about, of course … she was still innocent (still stupid was what Break meant). He couldn’t help but pity the woman who still believed – couldn’t help but be attracted to this hopelessly loyal creature. Like a moth to a flame, almost. Wasn’t this why he decided to use this child? To gain a second eye inside the Nightray’s matters, or to nurture the servant’s dedication into something she wouldn’t regret? Break saw sides of himself inside Raven, the best he had drowned and the worst he had ripped from his still beating heart.
Gilbert had familiar scars. She had experienced what it was to be powerless, felt her world crumble around her. But Break had known what it meant to reach for a spider’s web as he had tasted the coppery tang of despair.
The woman didn’t need to. Her light was still within her reach. This was her innocence (Break had to admit, it was something he wished she would never have to lose).
Crimson glance fell to the half-full teacup. Break reached for it, took a sip, a lazy smile still resting on his lips once his eye turned towards Gilbert.
“Some other fears can hold you back.” Another sip. “The truths you keep hidden from yourself, for example.”
Reality played upon the Hatter’s lips ― strings of truth wrapped around her body, holding her, whispering truths, fears, memories & lies to her ― Break was ( correct ) there were times within life that she had hidden her gaze from reality but, there had been times in everyone’s life in which they had done that. Be it to escape the tears, be it to spare their sanity, be it to coat their body, heart & mind in lies or to feign ( innocence. )
Her gaze stringed in fireflies were glazed with gold as her they widened; lips parting slightly. Messy, tangled & unkempt lockets resembling feathers shifted slightly as her body tensed a bit more than usual. Their gaze ( BROKE ) as blinked a few times, gathering her thoughts.
He had a point; he had ( always ) had a point with that silver fox-tongue coated in sweets that belonged to him. Some fears held people back; just as her fear of being unwanted, not needed held her back many times, just as her fear of remembering it all had held her back a few times. She was certain even Break had held fears long ago that held him back; Perhaps, even ( now. ) Perhaps, Lady Sharon was something he feared, the thought of losing her.
The way he was irritated at her at times; smart, knew it all but, he played with the strings; hardly ever speaking upfront until the moment needed it. He did not lie but, he beat around the bush; it seemed to become a habit of the older man.
Her hand moved in a small circle while she stirred the tea that she had absentmindedly placed sugar into & now, she was stirring absentmindedly while she focused on his words & actions; as if she were attempting to figure him out albeit, she knew better. Break was not a man to be known by just glancing at him, or being touched by him or hearing his voice. He was a man that nearly no one was capable of figuring out. She knew it well; for she had glanced at the man before, she had been carried by the man before & she had heard his voice more than a dozen times. He was the kind of man that one would have to wait for him to explain about himself rather than attempt to figure it out themselves.
Bringing the cup to her lips, Gilbert tilted the beautifully made piece & poured the warm liquid into her mouth only to be surprised by the sweetened flavor. Despite this, she forced herself to swallow down the overly sweetened tea. ❛ Gr..gross! ❜ She commented before meeting the man’s gaze again. ❛ Why did you stop me, Break?! You knew I absentmindedly put sugar in there! ❜ ― & suddenly, her cheeks were turned to cherries as she attempted to regain her composer & continue their conversation. ❛ I... I am... I, uh, I’m aware that some fears can hold you back... but, you can still overcome them, right? ❜ She was only furthering her embarrassment, truthfully. As she had just blurted out the first thing that came to mind.
"I got you to look after me, and you got me to look after you, and that is why."
⊰ ﹠ CLASSICS. ⊱ accepting. ― @laprincesseduchapelier
Gentle ― was the only word she could find to describe Lady Sharon’s words. Threads of unkempt raven feathers shifted slightly as she jerked her gaze up from the cup in her hand. Eyes resembling fireflies shined with ( emotion. ) Perhaps, it was embarrassment to receive such kindness or perhaps, she was just happy but, having difficulty showing it.
It was true ― the two had each other in these times where even as peace came there was still much pain to endure; the pain of loss, the pain of waiting, of enduring even if one’s heart was being ripped to shreds by fears & regrets. ( however, ) she had a promise to keep. She would await the two & when they returned she would not let them be lost again.
Sharon had her own demons to deal with, as well. The overwhelming sadness brought by the lost of the man stained in misfortune & the man who had always been by her side to protect her. Gilbert knew the sorrow that must be ripping apart Sharon; there had to have been sorrow.
Her lips quivered slightly as she pursed them together, gloved fingers tightening around the beautiful white cup. Her cheeks deepened in color & she shifted awkwardly in her seat. Scarred lips parted & she spoke, albeit her tone awkward. ❛ That is true, Lady Sharon. Thank you… ❜
“ I am fearless, and therefore powerful~! ”
⊰ ﹠ classics. ⊱ accepting. ― @chapelierchevalier
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is there some truth to the sadness that pours from your smiles coated in
coos & foolery? ⊱
As his voice shattered the silence between the two whom were sharing tea, she lifted the eyes of fireflies & met the single ( sorrow tainted & regret bound ) crimson gem of the shorter man. Her lips, which were parted in scars from times of panic & distress in which she bit them so hard her blood soiled her pale skin, parted slightly before shutting as she attempted to understand his words entirely; for this was the kind of man Break was. Beat around the bush, lost within games, dropping secrets & hinting — only for the truth to ( STRIKE ) one at the moment in which it was required most. Of course, he was not always like this but, in her opinion, he was like it quite a bit.
Slender fingers, wrapped in white cloth, lifted up & brushed at lockets that resembled the feathers of a raven; the fireflies that were her eyes flashed with the emotion of curiosity, of pondering, of sorting out not only his words but, her own as well. It was not long until she came to the words she wanted to say; perhaps, they were not right & perhaps, he meant it differently from what she believed but, nonetheless, she parted her scarred lips once more & spoke; a voice strong like steel & yet, soft like silk.
❛ Break… fearless does not mean you are powerful. To be without fear is to be weak; we have to fear in order to become powerful! The fear of lost or of many other things can be what makes us powerful! ❜ Perhaps, she was too excited to — hopefully to sound cool — but, she nonetheless spoke as the words that came to her. Her eyes sparkling.
The fear of loss was something she knew well; for she had long ago & still to this day ◜ feared the lost of her beloved Master ◞ & the loss of many other things; the fear of not being able to protect something she loved, the fear of being forgotten, unwanted, not needed — those fears weighed her down for so long, caused her to shed tears & scream only when the night came & she was lost in the silence, to dream of sinful lips telling her that she had lost the battle & the fear set in only for her to awaken. A child who was stained in too many fears & too many regrets quickly grew strong because of the hands of fate’s twisted nature.
It was the fear in her that made her powerful & the push of a certain man who dawned only a eye of ruby red. She had not surpassed her fears but, she turned them to weapons & wielded them in battle so that she may be able to at least help what she holds dear.
A small portion of some of my favourite quotes from classic literature. Feel free to change and adjust them to your needs!
“ I have been bent and broken, but - I hope - into a better shape. ” “ Don’t cry, I’m sorry to have deceived you so much, but that’s how life is. ” “ I am fearless, and therefore powerful. ” “ Why are women so much more interesting to men than men are to women? ” “ Happiness in intelligent people is the rarest thing I know ” “ Unless he is suffering, how can you be sure that he is obeying your will and not his own? ” “ I have great faith in fools - self-confidence my friends will call it. ” “ Do you know where the wicked go after death? ” “ Actually that’s my secret — I can’t even talk about you to anybody because I don’t want any more people to know how wonderful you are. ” “ Will you love me in December as you do in May? ” “ Hell is empty and all the devils are here! ” “ Believe only half of what you see and nothing that you hear. ” “ You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you. ” “ I have gone to the forest. ” “ I got you to look after me, and you got me to look after you, and that’s why. ” “ One cannot think well, love well, sleep well, if one has not dined well. ” “ Experience is merely the name men gave to their mistakes. ” “ If you want to keep a secret, you must also hide it from yourself. ” “ The truth is rarely pure and never simple. ” “ Power is in inflicting pain and humiliation. ” “ Some are born great, others achieve greatness. ” “ I didn’t mean no harm. ” “ My life has the tendency to fall apart when I’m awake, you know? ” “ If I cannot inspire love, I will cause fear! ” “ And now that you don’t have to be perfect, you can be good. ” “ I want to ruin you ” “ What is hell? I maintain that it is the suffering of being unable to love. ” “ To die laughing must be the most glorious of all glorious deaths! ” “ If I knew myself, I’d run away. ”
Excuse me darlings !! A ( BRAND NEW ) roleplay blog for cisbent Gilbert Nightray here !! I have read Pandora Hearts ( paindora hurts ) twice & decided to give into my need to make a Gilbert. If you’re willing to interact with a lady who kicks ass with a gun & can’t handle being praised please give this a little like or reblog !! ⊱
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