tetel

Blog version of my thoughts

[rawcellm]

Mommy, I want lambing! 🥰 https://www.instagram.com/p/B8TY8_tAFWq/?igshid=4fvj4wokze3e

[rawcellm]

‪I love you! Kahit kinain mo yung kapatid mong halaman, kahit gusto mo rin kainin yung pagkain ng kapatid mong isda (o kainin mismo yung kapatid mong isda???), kahit kinakain mo yung pagkain ng mga pinsan mong rabbit, at kahit kinakain mo sarili mong 💩💩‬ #HappyBarkDay 🥰 https://www.instagram.com/p/B8IXUqtAZVC/?igshid=173z4u988o4gu

[rawcellm]

When we first met you were so small and quiet. When I carried you for a hug, I can feel how nervous you are. I can still remember how the sound of the engine startled you and how you jumped off from our ride and run as fast as you could to escape. Good thing that your Daddy was able to catch you that time, I was actually thinking that I already lost you after just less than 10mins of hugging you. I will never forget how stressful it was during your first night here in our house. You barked all night and pooped every minute. I don’t know if the most stressing part was when you were playing your poop, stepping on it then walked in every part of our room or when I was cleaning your mess. Thankfully your Ninang Sannah was here and helped me to clean you up. After that night I started to love you more, I remember talking to you that you should behave because it’s not just you and me who’s living in our house. The next day after we talked, you didn’t spread your poop in every corner of our house, you’re not barking anymore and you became extra clingy to me like you’re always following me everywhere (literally everywhere!!) You were so behave to the extent that everyone was calling you “Silent Dog” and my friends are asking me if you were really a dog because they never heard your bark. But because of that, not only me but everyone started to love you too. I know because I can see it when they are hugging you, when they are making lambing to you, and when they are telling me how nakakagigil you are. I am indeed so lucky because of my baby boy 💯♥️ They are saying that you are now a big boy but even though you grow much bigger than now, you are still and will always be my baby boy. 🐶 href="https://www.instagram.com/p/B7VCeiZDG30/?igshid=1e0h6ahivy9wi">https://www.instagram.com/p/B7VCeiZDG30/?igshid=1e0h6ahivy9wi

[writingboutyou]

i know i need to let you go.

in fact i’m beginning to hate myself for not doing so.

i say nothing because your name is the only thing that slips off of my tongue and no one wants to hear me vocalize you running circles around my mind anymore.

i wonder how you interpret the songs that you showed me so long ago. do you think of me or does another girl belong to them?

i’m constantly checking your social media accounts because i still want to know what you’re thinking of even if i know it’s not me.

despite needing to let go of you

i don’t want to.

v.m

[rawcellm]

You, who made me laugh in the saddest moment of my life.

You, who helped me to be free from that cage that he built.

You, who made me realize that I deserve more than what I already have.

You, who makes me feel that I am special.

You, who gives me strength when I feel weak.

You, who supports me in anything that I want to achieve.

You, who is strong enough to point out my wrongs and gives me advices to make it right for me to become a better person and a better partner.

You, who gives butterflies in my stomach everyday.

You, who proves to me that anyone can change for the better.

You, who has the guts to enter the boundaries I made for myself and explores the things I hid inside it.

You, who never give up even after knowing how hardheaded woman I am.

You, who bring the best out of me.

You, who loves me more than I should be loved.

You, Yes you baby... You’ve done all of that to me that I don’t know what would I be without you.

[wnq-writers]

you told me all the things about yourself and I wrote them all down because forgetting one thing about you felt like my world would fall apart.

averageteenlove  (via wnq-writers)

[rawcellm]

He met someone. Someone he thinks that she is the girl version of him, they became close and as time passes by they became closer and closer. Closer that he thinks that "that someone" is better than her. That's why the way he is before had changed. No more long messages, no more sweet goodnights... Everything became so cold. She can't take the pain anymore that's why she confronted him. They broke-up. He's fine with that because he has this "someone" that he can lean on, because in the first place he wanted to be with that "someone" ever since he thought that he fell out of love with her. She's not fine. She's so broken, she cries a lot... Every night. Actually there was a time that she dialed his number and confessed that she still have a feelings for him. She wanted to give it another shot. But he didn't answer. Nothing was all she got after calling him. He's now happy with his relationship to that 'someone' he met. She wants a closure. She asked him, "Do you still love me?" He answered her but it's a "Playing-safe" kind of an answer. Because he can't tell her about that 'someone' he met. Because he wants to remain his good "image". Until now she's broken. She still don't know about that 'someone'. Everyone knows but no one have the guts to tell her. She still keep on hoping that someday they'll get back together. She really love him. He thinks that he's already moved on. He's happy as fuck now without her. It's sad. But I know karma will take care of him. And for her, I know that she'll get over him and she'll be fine. I hope that sooner or later, she will know about how dickhead her ex is. I can't wait for that moment...

[rawcellm]

"Puntahan kita" aniya. "Baka hindi ka umabot? Kasi hanggang 4pm lang kami dito. Agahan mo nalang pagpunta sa bahay bukas" ako. Pero matagal pa bago dumating ang aming sundo. Gustong-gusto ko syang makita, makasama. Kaya nagbakasakaling baka pwedeng ngayon na. "Punta ka dito? Matagal pa daw makakadating yung sundo namin" ako. "Hala nasa Cubao na ako." Aniya. "Ayy sige wag na" ako. "Galit ka?" Aniya. "Hindi. Sanay na ako" sanay na akong wala kang paraan. Pwede ka namang sumakay ng LRT pa-katipunan, ilang istasyon lang naman. Pero hindi mo gagawin kasi ako lang naman yung gustong-gustong makasama ka. Sanay naman akong walang halaga. Bandang huli ikaw pa yung nagsawa. Nagsawa? Nagsawa ka na bang baliwalain ako? Ganoon ba? Osige, pagod narin naman akong maging HINDI MAHALAGA.

[rawcellm]

Gusto kong magpasalamat, tipong "Thank you for the broken heart"

[relatablepoetryandquotes]

[rawcellm]

Please

[rawcellm]

When your man is so sweet to you and you're getting emotional like tears of joy is approaching 😍😭😍😭😍😭

[baby-larry-love-deactivated2024]

Cry with me

Ready to Run: “I’ll give everything that I got for your love." 

If I could Fly: “I’d give up everything just ask me to." 

Ready to Run: ”I’ll never look back now I’m ready to run.“ 

If I Could Fly: "I hope that you don’t run from me.”

[ryanwithlions]

cosmic.

getting lost in a silent serenade

lips softly pressing skin in delicate succession

our auras overlapping until there is only one

our bodies, merely instruments singing songs of embodiment

at last, the innocence we’ve longed for

getting lost in such a sacred act

at last, the unity we’ve starved for: the purest form of love

[rawcellm]

What I feel

I feel alone even though I am surrounded with people I feel so weak even though I haven't used my strength I feel so sick even though I'm not Is there something wrong with me? No, I'm just sad.

[nervousnotion]

if it all goes wrong…

[rawcellm]

👍🏻

[rawcellm]

This is so sad.

[backreader-deactivated20180922]

Made few verses before going to sleep. Have a great weekend.