Raya

My little mind 𝙎𝙝𝙚/𝙝𝙚𝙧 You can vent, idm

[rayarainstears]

I would love to continuously punch myself in the face and knock myself out

[rayarainstears]

I want to die I want to be dead I don’t want to exist anymore I’m hurting I’m hurting so much I need it all to end. I don’t want this anymore.

[rayarainstears]

Is it brave or stupid to take a match to a straw house

To strike flint and fan the flame

To Watch a room fill up with your smoke

And still complain about the mess you’ve made.

[rayarainstears]

I am a dandelion

I am a dandelion

and I'll tell you why.

A dandelion is always changing.

They open and close with new petals for each summer and season.

A dandelion belongs to no one

and I can't say I belong anywhere.

I change with each season; I've grown.

My clothes are too small, my road is too narrow and this town is too tiny.

But, I am a dandelion.

I can grow anywhere.

I am determined and like a dandelion, my resilience is overlooked.

You cannot get rid of me that easily!

you can try,

and maybe I'll disappear for a while

For a while but not forever.

I'll be back again next year.

[palelittleangel]

Send me asks

Send me:

“would you ever….”

“have you ever….”

your honest opinion of me

assumptions about me and I’ll confirm or deny them

“what’s your favourite….”

confessions

ask for advice

random questions

[rayarainstears]

Catching and keeping hope

Like it or not I am a dreamer.

With both palms facing up

Hoping to catch something with cupped hands

I’m a dreamer

But I need something I can touch, feel and hold close because I’m tired of the constant feeling of inadequacy

How can I want for nothing?

Am I not a dreamer?

I want something cleaner

Something pure

Why can’t I close my eyes and picture the life I desire anymore?

Will you not indulge me?

For I am a dreamer

With hope.

Am I naive?

Is it silly for someone like me to entertain a dream

I know the odds

I’m not afraid to bet on loosing dogs

My hunger is my power my lack is my drive

Today I will catch and keep,

I will take my seeds of hope and plant them

Today I will let my tears water the ground

And my faith be beacon of light

My hungry is my power

My lack is my drive which I will use make something I can call beautiful

[rayarainstears]

Icl I’ve been having a shit time

[rayarainstears]

Break me into pieces

So you can digest me easily

Break me into pieces

Because mighty are the many

Break me into pieces

That’s the only way you’ll feel better about yourself.

[rayarainstears]

My world is getting bigger

[rayarainstears]

I have to keep reminding myself that I did what I had to survive.

[rayarainstears]

Feeling like a sad plant

[cl0verfa3ries]

i am a forest fire — and i am the fire & i am the forest — and i am a witness watching it . ࿐ mitski ,, ''a burning hill.''

[rayarainstears]

My love

away from my fixed reality does she lay.

Finally at peace as she trickles through lost sounds and scents.

She has welcomed what all mortals fear

She Beckons me to join her

My love, she says.

As I draw nearer

My tongue turns to leather

Stars refract off the tiled floor

Blue and white bleaches the retina

As I’m

Flirting with my fate face down.

[rayarainstears]

The feminine urge to romanticise everything shit that has ever happened to me

[rayarainstears]

Everything she does is so beautiful.

Absolutely everything.

[rayarainstears]

Nothing is more painful than loving a lost cause.

[rayarainstears]

“I’m a lost little girl, finding my way to ya”

-Arcadia