Watching Red Nose Day on bbc one makes me treasure my beautiful healthy little girl. I get to share every breath with her. Watching those ill children and mothers makes me feel guilty,sad and selfish. That I moan and complain not only about little things. But when as a mother your tired and get close to the end of your tether and become angry about the fact your child doesn't want to eat cauliflower. That she's decorating the carpet with it. I feel awful thinking that there is mothers who's children are sick and dying who would trade their lives for their child to be where mine is. It's just opened my eyes a bit.














