Rage Quit

[raygkwit]

Introducing Myself

Hello. I’m Rage Quit. You can call me anything you want but Rage is kinda default I guess. I’m 16+ so please know that this blog is run by a minor! Means no MDNI accounts or straight up NSFW accounts allowed.

This is really just a vent space where I get sorta poetic or metaphorical I guess? A little spot to put stuff when I need it out. I’ll have things trigger warned for more sensitive or specific subjects but for the most part my vents are pretty cryptic so I don’t think that’ll be needed very often.

I encourage others to feel free to vent in comments or reblogs and I don’t care about spam. Asks can be about literally anything so have at it. I reserve the right to not answer asks and I also reserve the right to block accounts and delete harmful messages that directly attack others. Be mindful of this because I can and will do it.

Going to tag all my posts with #rayg and all my ask answering posts with #rayg answers.

[raygkwit]

and the universe said I love you

and the universe said you have played the game well

and the universe said everything you need is within you

and the universe said you are stronger than you know

and the universe said you are the daylight

and the universe said you are the night

and the universe said the darkness you fight is within you

and the universe said the light you seek is within you

and the universe said you are not alone

and the universe said you are not separate from every other thing

and the universe said you are the universe tasting itself, talking to itself, reading its own code

and the universe said I love you because you are love.

[raygkwit]

thinking about the Minecraft end poem

[raygkwit]

Wiping down the fridge not because I'm doing my step mom a favor but because I'm wiping away the evidence of skin and blood, smudged just over the faint dents all bunched together in a line of four.

[raygkwit]

God forbid somebody get confused up in here

[dispiritedfae]

Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted

[bornamoonchild]

I’m no longer holding things in. If you don’t like it or me, go fuck yourself with a serrated knife 🩷✨🌸

[raygkwit]

Not thinking about the few who “loved me anyways” but the majority who “loved” me into shape. Made their appreciation for my traits a cage so that I could stay in their image. The times I have stared in the mirror, not even bubbling with rage but with discomfort like I have been vacuum sealed into a bag, and wanted to cut my hair all off is numerous. What then? All you love about me is gone. What then?

[givemeantypsychotics]

me at my 13 years

[raygkwit]

Anyone else get that urge to rip apart? I feel it in my canines every so often. I just want to sink my teeth into raw meat and chew. Chew chew chew. Chew and swallow. It’s this primal urge that I need to satiate. But the moment I try and give in by eating or mindlessly chewing something random I feel like some caged animal. I feel like I need to be euthanized because I’m a bad dog. Bad bad dog. Good dogs don’t chew the furniture or ruin the flowers in the garden.

[hisuncontrollableanger]

I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive

[unbearable-swagger]

I will be like "I'm fine" and then another fucking event will occur

[actuallymagsdump]

[dollheartbadparts-deactivated20]

Im weird. I want people to care abt me and be concerned, but when they do, I can't believe them.

[yourgirlinpieces]

yeah alcohol is cool but have you ever been someone's first choice? me neither. pass the bottle.

[obscurix]

i feel so left out. like everyone around me knows how to be a human and i don’t.

[vilea777]

date idea: u tell me exactly how u feel about me in specific detail until my brain calms down and stops thinking u hate me