me when i remember @unbearable-swagger - Tumblr Blog

Hi it's me (unfortunately)

Content warning for general mental illness, possibly the occasional mention of s/a, stalking, attempted murder, attempted suicide, childhood trauma and such

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Do not interact if you:

support the idea of narcissistic abuse (I'm literally a narcissist why would you interact)

Post triggering topics and don't have a warning on your blog

Terfs, discourse, radqueers, the works

POST THINSPO OH MY GOD GO AWAY

#mecore #<- tag for all my original posts #flashing #flashing gif #blood #the thinspo one's a link you can click on it for elaboration #i block pretty liberally but I have too many followers to go through everybody at this point

bpdworld

#Wow my shits getting reposted now 😝#Do I get royalties or something

wont be deleting this blog, just not gonna be active on here anymore. Thanks to all the kindness and support y'all sent here

Thinking I might delete this blog honestly

daily-spooky

correctopinionhaver

Worst week i've had all day

#mecore #bpd #bpd meme

unmedicated-momma

elainiisms

Hello! If this question is too intrusive, feel free to not respond. I'm just curious, what is it like to have both NPD and BPD?

I feel like this question is hard to answer because I don't really have a metric for what it's like to have neither, or just one, since I've never experienced that.

The lines between them are really blurry I think. A lot of symptoms come from both or are definitely not normal but can't be traced back to one specifically. I definitely have a weird experience with empathy because of them. I don't feel empathy for most people, but I do feel it for my FPs/chosen people to a certain degree. It's hard to pin down what is and isn't empathy though. I'm very protective of my FPs/chosen people, so when someone or something hurts them it can feel like empathy but really just be anger that the world would hurt them. Jealousy also overlaps between them a lot.

Definitely it doesn't feel like I'm having two distinct experiences but rather one big disorder, even though I fit the diagnostic criteria for both.

#also sorry if this has been sitting for awhile my notifs are always full from that one 80k note post i made #so i tend to miss stuff in my ask box #mecore #bpd #npd #asks

I used to think I was self aware and passed for normal but it turns out everyone close to me just didn't tell me that they think I'm kind of a cocky bitch. Man fuck this whole damn life

#mecore #don't worry about me really im fine #ill get over it