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🔞 intro - MDNI 🔞

this blog is SFW-ish?

well: it's not a porn blog anyway. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

TW for occasional sadpost and vaguepost abt trauma.

call me: ryan (he/him; ftm) early 30s. mostly gay.

other:

🪶 ndn -- enrolled in fed. recognized tribe. for privacy don't wanna share which one 🖕

relatedly: rural - i live in an extremely small town (rez) of less than 600 ppl

adhd -- dx & medicated.

anxiety & panic attacks -- dx & medicated

i've experienced derealization and occasionally depersonalization since my early teens on and off

fun fact (i) - i have a phd and am a professor irl...

fun fact (ii) - my chart has so much gemini in it thats why im air headed i guess.

hermes owns me. Meaning im pagan. but i also believe in one God. make of that what u will

purposes for blog:

i just need the void occasionally every 5 min. weirdly enough this was therapist-recommended... usually they try to steer folks away from social media, don't they?

#intro post

big8cola

Im certain that if i was small and my cat was big he'd pick me up all the time and put me in his lap too

#tarotblr #Spotify

everyone else needs to stop using the same tags I use I can’t find my own posts

#Blog

oldinterneticons

probuccalfat

please act like you’ve seen a bitch with fat tits wearing no bra at walmart before i know you weren’t born yesterday

rocking out to Avril Lavigne like my life depends on it

miffbug

winding down after a hard day at school 🖤

just something that brought some comfort, hoping tomorrow is better ~

pansyfemme

im the type of boy who you want to leave in a hot car with the windows closed

snapcracklepop-myjoints

happy disability pride month to mean cripples, nasty addicts, people with down syndrome who arent nice and talk constant shit, wheelchair users that WILL run you over, autists that dont care and arent about to pretend to, people who lie to their psychiatrists, people that sit on the floor in public places with no benches, amputees that lie profusely about "what happened", ; to the "noncompliant", the "drug seeking", the "mean", the "difficult" and the "undeserving", and so on and so forth, i love us all and we deserve the world actually mwah mwah

snapcracklepop-myjoints

to people that hide contraband in their assistive devices. to people that do party tricks they arent supposed to and people who will spit on you if you ask them to do party tricks. to people that weaponise the infantalisation of disabled people for their own purposes (theft et. al.). to the people who "misuse" their medication and people who dont take it at all. to my mother, who takes out her hearing aids when she doesnt want to hear shit anymore but will still pretend to be listening so you dont catch on. to people who sleep all the time and to people with "abnormal" circadian rhythms who are unwilling to alter their sleep/wake cycle to best appeal to societal (and moral) expectations. to people that complain loudly about inaccessibility and refuse to try and "make it work". to people that charge money for invasive questions and people that pretend not to understand the question at all.